the world of Cleng

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[theworldofcleng]

Ending and fangirling

I was randomly scrolling on my x when I read the news, I just thought it was a sick joke, I honestly could not believe it so I decided to check on Naver. It was there that confirmed your passing, at the age of 39, you were gone too soon, and I cannot put my feelings into words. How can I mourn over someone I never met, someone who doesn't know I exist; There were days when I checked your social media to see what is new about you, and there were days when I just went on my days without remembering anything about you. I don't know what to feel actually, I just know that a part of me feels sad that you are gone too soon, and I just wish that you know that a lot of people who you have never met are mourning your loss.

I first met you through we got married, I was in my 20's then, and as someone who is a WGM fanatic, I always feel that you and So Eun somehow saved that show for me. I was a big shipper, and honestly just last year I am still swooning over your Sanrio trip with her. Both of you were my source of happiness back then, I love reading fanfic and watching your episodes re-run. I am person that likes familiarity, so if I like a show, I keep watching it on my down days. Recalling it now makes me wonder what push you do it, maybe it just hurts so much and you cannot share it with someone, my heart hurtts that you were helping me survived some down days before, but am helpless on helping you or letting you know that you are loved and adored. Maybe this cruel world is too much for you, and I only wished you a place where you will find your peace and I hope you have it now.

It's weird mourning for someone you never knew personally, I am crying over the fact that as a fan, I cannot do anything about it but just pray that your soul will rest peacefully. Song Jae Rim, wherever you are right now, I hope you will know that many of us are sad right now, how I wish I had the change to watch you in a play or attend a fanmeeting you will hosted, how I wish that I will heard a news about you having a family or doing other things that you love, but maybe this world was hurting you so much, so I will pray that you are happy now wherever you are, and I will always look at you as someone who accompany me on my sad days. Rest well now and I hope on your next life, you will live it until the end.

[dimensionhoppingrose]

[writingwife-83]

Friendly reminder to all the readers out there- please don’t ever hesitate to comment when you reread a fic. Even if you just say, “rereading this and enjoying it again!” It’s an amazing thing to know that someone enjoyed your work enough to come back again, and it’s honestly an even bigger compliment than a first time review.

And in case this is a concern, don’t ever feel embarrassed that we think it’s weird to hear from someone multiple times on a fic! I promise we do not ever think that!! 🥰🙏🏻

[sterngespraeche]

i want every child to have a happy, loving and safe childhood that they don’t have to recover from

[claudiamatossilva]

Hilda by Duane Bryers

[badkidgorgug]

More Hilda!!

[themockingcrows]

in this family we love and support Hilda.

[i-am-the-narwhal]

Yes! Hilda!

[luidilovins]

What i love about this artist’s depictions of women is even the sexualized ones the woman is always genuinely happy and enjoying herself. Frolicking or making funny faces, she’s living her life and looking sexy while doing it, not sitting in a sexual pose for the audience’s view.

[squish-this]

I always forget about Hilda and am so pleased when she randomly shows up on my dash. Always makes my day

[bakwaaas]

‘relationships are work’ means ‘you have to put effort into loving each other intentionally & learning how to love each other and communicating properly’ not ‘your relationship makes you feel stressed and sad most of the time & the other person disrespects you and treats you bad but you stay anyway’

[paintedpeeta]

what kinds of bedtime stories does Peeta tell his little nestlings? (we must assume Mama sings songs, but Papa tells stories, or perhaps reads books, while softly running his finger down the bridge of a baby’s nose) … okay basically I just want cuddly toastbaby bedtime routine headcanons

yes yes yes of course mama is the one who sings them to sleep, even when they’re having their fussiest days or they’re just little pink and squalling newborns, mamas tired voice is the one thing that will always soothe them no matter what. sometimes it’s just quiet lullabies, her lips pressed against crowns covered in feathery baby hair. others she’ll sing happy nursery rhymes when her little ones want to clap and sing along in gibberish. either way, it’s always accompanied by her loving touch, ever-assuring her babies that she’s there until they fall asleep and usually stroking their hair or patting their backs.

but then there’s papa who also wants to be as involved as he can. they learn pretty quickly that their little ones love to listen to their father talk while they kick their chubby legs and coo back to them, so the natural thing is for him to be the resident story teller of their home. i’d imagine district 12 and panem in general has some of its own folklores and fairytales that he will tell his children (omitting any scary ones when they’re wee because he doesn’t want to frighten them or give them nightmares). but also he’d be so good at making up his own stories for them. he’s so creative and good with words i have no doubt that he’d be telling them stories about the brave huntress with the moon in her eyes, the little golden duck with a healing touch (their smart girl is all “but papa, duckies don’t have even hands!”) and a silly tale about an old man who turned into a goose after spending too much time with them (this one even makes katniss laugh while she listens from the doorframe). maybe they make up their own story books, written in katniss hand and illustrated by peeta - precious heirlooms to be passed down to their grandchildren and whoever comes after them.

and the children just always beg for one more story before they have to sleep. and being the soft touches they are, they usually get what they want from their doting parents. “you’re much too good with your mouth.” katniss quips at him before leaving the nursery to prepare their tea, and papa is left with his captivated little audience waiting for another tale.

on some occasions, peeta tries to sing to soothe his children and katniss attempts to tell their bedtime stories. to peeta’s amusement, his off key lullabies just make their son cry harder and katniss’ lacklustre attempts at voice acting puts their daughter into a huff (“the old man goose doesn’t sound like that mama. not one bit.”) so they tend to stick to their respective talents.

but one thing that they both are able to do is comfort those little toasties. both song and story are always accompanied by snuggles and warm blankets and a gentleness that just soothes their daughter and son so much. katniss is particularly soft when it comes to her children wanting to sleep in the big bed with them, and she always gives in. they end up all piled into the one bed, little feet and knees digging into ribs and sharp little elbows always seem to catch papa right in the jugular, but none of them would have it any other way 🥺

[gloomy-draws]

[grumpy-old-fandommom]

Link

A reminder that this is what censorship leads to and that it wasn’t all that long ago when purity culture was going after ships that antis would consider to be “normal” today.

Also I thought Fiction Alley was that one archive that Msscribe got shut down with her shitstirring

[resplendentgoldenwings]

This is what people tend not to realize when they complain about the Ao3 not havng all the bells and whistles, not offering a way for fic writers to make money, hosting content they don’t like,etc….AO3 just isn’t those things. Their whole existence and purpose is like a preservation site or a museum. Nothing stops you from hosting your content elsewhere and even if you never donate AO3 will be a place where your work will be preserved and protected that is it’s function and it’s a necessary function.

By all means host your work somewhere fancier where you can make money but try and value AO3 for what it is, a place where anyone fan fic writer –for better or for worse– can host there content and you will never be asked to remove your content for censorship reasons no matter what trend is currently rampaging through fandom.

[kari-izumi]

As an aside, AO3 legally cannot offer a way to make money, because they are a non-profit organization. This is part of the reason why they’ve been largely left alone (and also the lawyers they have on retainer to fight those Fair Use issues like the one in the Twitter post) and why they will suspend accounts for mentioning commissions period. AO3 can get in legal trou le if they were allowing people to market themselves.

I can’t stress enough how you should not ever, ever mention, hint at or otherwise infer that a fic was commissioned on AO3. I’ve seen accounts get warnings even without a direct Patreon link.

Even if I felt comfortable with the idea of making money off fanwriting (which I don’t because I Was There, Gandalf and it’s still blowing my mind to have this flexibility) I would still rather have AO3 be my main hosting site than to support Wattpad and their lack of fucks to give about the rampant plagiarism.

[allsortsoflicorice]

Fascinating, and important to know. 

[kaylahadlington]

i often wonder how many ppl from 2012 tumblr are still active on here

are u also still here, lurking in the shadows????

[guccixcoochie]

[claviclez]

[trr3rr]

[thatfunkyopossum]

[durnesque-esque]

[oatmealaddiction]

[psyduckscience]

[tokidokifish]

[the-dread-prevails]

[hotarurea]

[jlalafics]

[ultrafacts]

Source 

[hellkatsally]

These dudes are fucking legit.  They don’t just show up one day in court, either, they actually make friends with the kids and let them know they have a support system and that there are people in the world who care about them and will always have their back.  And less important, but also cool, is that the few times a couple of them have come into my cafe, they’ve been super friendly and polite and when I told one of the guys that I noticed his Bikers Against Child Abuse patch and wanted him to know how awesome I thought he was because of it, he got kind of shy and blushed and said, “The kids are the awesome ones, we just let them know they’re allowed to be brave.”

[bebinn]

The source is long, but so, so good. These men and women are available in 36 states, 24 hours a day to stand guard at home, in court, at school, even if the child has a nightmare. Many of them are survivors of childhood abuse as well, and know what it’s like to feel scared and alone.

In court that day, the judge asked the boy, “Are you afraid?” No, the boy said.

Pipes says the judge seemed surprised, and asked, “Why not?”

The boy glanced at Pipes and the other bikers sitting in the front row, two more standing on each side of the courtroom door, and told the judge, “Because my friends are scarier than he is.”

[lesbian-moon-gf]

Actual tears.. hnngh

[bee-whistler]

Show me more of people like this, world. I give up on humans too easily.

[groovypirate]

where do i sign up for this,i want to be in this gang

[ultrafacts]

[haydengisearchive-deactivated20]

This is fucking amazing. It may be out of character for me to say this but rock on

[clatterbane]

Bikers Against Child Abuse was founded in 1995 by a Native American child psychologist whose ride name is Chief, when he came across a young boy who had been subjected to extreme abuse and was too afraid to leave his house. He called the boy to reach out to him, but the only thing that seemed to interest the child was Chief’s bike. Soon, some 20 bikers went to the boy’s neighborhood and were able to draw him out of his house for the first time in weeks.

Chief’s thesis was that a child who has been abused by an adult can benefit psychologically from the presence of even more intimidating adults that they know are on their side. “When we tell a child they don’t have to be afraid, they believe us,” Arizona biker Pipes told azcentral.com. “When we tell them we will be there for them, they believe us.” ( Article)

More about BACA, from their site

[uriesays]

My parents are a part of this organization and they are metal af

They go on runs to protect the child if they feel even the slightest threatened no matter where. If the child needs them to go on vacation with them, they do. Bikers come from across the nation to watch over and take shifts for these kids. And the best part is once you’re adopted into this family as a BACA kid, you’re always one. Even when you’re 40 and the perp gets released from jail, they’ll come meet with you and find your best options for avoiding the person and maintaining the life you’ve built for yourself. Once a BACA child, always a BACA child. In Florida, there’s 100% rate for identifying the perp based on the child’s testimony. Why? Because BACA stands with the child and supports the child so they feel comfortable enough to point out their attacker.

What’s better than a badass biker gang being on your side???

[kikithegirl]

NATIVE AMERICAN CHILD PSYCHOLOGIST WHO IS A BIKER AND NAMED HIMSELF CHIEF HELL YES I’M HERE FOR THAT AND BIKERS BEING BAD ASS TO PROTECT KIDS. HELL YEAH.

[birdungehrl]

it’s back! I will always reblog BACA

[your-uncle-dave]

Damn good people.

[rowsdower-saves-us]

I know they wouldn’t consider themselves such, but these people are freaking heroes and the world is a better place because of them. 

[racethewind10]

Hey folks, it talks about this in the article but its not mentioned in this post, BACA is a 501 © (3) charity that depends in part on donations to help pay for stuff like gas for their bikes. If you want to help, consider donating. 

[drgaellon]

@copperbadge You like posting about heroes, Sam. Seems like this would be up your alley.

[copperbadge]

I love these folks! I’ve reblogged them before but it’s wonderful to see the donation information has been added. 

[galaxy-of-stories]

Always reblog. Keep doing what you’re doing y'all.

[hurtlittleboy]

Guys? This post changed my life. I saw this post. Forever ago. And thought it was only in america… and wished desperately that they could help me. But then I saw it again, during a bad episode, and checked their site. They aren’t just in the USA

They’re in Canada as well and probably other countries. I met and talked with a native guy who runs the place near me. His name is Shaman. I got in, and I’m considered a BACA child now. Despite being 17, turning 18 when I talked to them. They spent time with me when my abuser was over, they gave me therapy resources. They give you something called a ‘level 1′ where they go to your house with as many bikers as they can, i shit you not a solid 20-40 bikers came from even out of province, and met me. I got to choose my biker name and I got a vest with patches on it and my name on it. They all hugged a Teddybear before giving it to me, and told me if I ever felt the BACA bear was running out of love, to give them a call and they’d refill it for me, and then I got a ride on one of their bikes. Just a day or so ago I went to an annual party with them and they we ate food one of them cooked and had a lot of laughs. 

I’ve never felt as loved as I did being a part of the BACA family. They also gave me dog tags with the names, and phone numbers of my 2 workers.  So I can call them whenever I feel scared. 

BACA is an absolutely wonderful group that will do everything in it’s power to help any child whos been abused. 

And it doesn’t end when you’re 18 either. As long as you get in contact/get your level 1 before you’re 18? you’re ALWAYS a BACA kid. I’m 18 now and they still invite me to parties, ask me if I’m okay, and are there for me. They’re still trying to find me resources for therapy. 

BACA has changed my fucking life. 

I hope you all can read this, and reblog it knowing from someone who fucking been with them, that they are absolutely amazing. 

[feanor-the-dragon]

If I ever don’t reblog this, it’s because I am physically being restrained against my will.

[gasdiver2]

Supporting your local hero’s.

[darkangelfoundmyway-069]

FUCKEN AMAZING what these Bikers do!!!! This is why I don’t give up on humanity…

💞🖤💞 Carpe Diem 💞🖤💞

[instructor144]

[pottercastleminds]

Links the International BACA Chapters:

United States

Canada

Australia

Belgium

Denmark

Germany

Spain

France

Italy

Netherlands

Iceland

Austria

Greece

New Zealand

Portugal

Sweden

United Kingdom

Switzerland

B.A.C.A’s Byline: “Keepers of the Children.” B.A.C.A.’s Motto: “No child deserves to live in fear.”

Not all heroes wear capes, some wear biker vests.

[humanjoy]

Had seen this before, but never realised that this is on an international level - there’s even a contact address close to where I live (in Germany), very cool (though hoping the only use I’ll ever have to make of it is for donations) ❤

[thoradvice]

you can fall in love at 30. you can discover your true passion at 40. you can go back to school at 50. you can learn to draw, or paint, or sing at 60. relax. just because you didn’t do most, or any, of the things considered “young adult milestones” doesn’t mean you never will. there’s no time limit on happiness.

[espresomartini]

listening to the same music i used to listen when i was 14-15 is something else i'm still her i'm nothing like her anymore she knew everything she knew nothing she was so right she was so wrong

[rookhunty]

everybody 21 and under rn is like “omg y2k!!! early 2000s fashion!!” but will not TOUCH a pair of low-rise coochie jeans…………….cowards im telling u right now if u were caught dead wearing high waisted ANYTHING in 2002 u would be shoved into a LOCKER and called slurs by a bitch named Hannah with a belly button ring and a whale-tail thong. commit or sit

[rookhunty]

WHY are you only considered a valid fashion historian if you only research fashion before the 70s….fuck you im 2000s fashion historian and all of you y2k cyber bitches with mink lashes are incorrect first of all take off your eyebrows and be humble . put your eyeshadow on wiht a fucking sponge

[yawnjockey]

This is not an exaggeration… fuck you if you wanted pants that didn’t show your pubic zone. So you had to be completely hairless. Did not matter wether you were size 0 or size 20. Your entire ass and belly were required to hangout. And you couldn’t buy a long waisted shirt for like an entire decade. That’s why we started wearing dresses over pants. Fashion was cruel for anyone who wasn’t rail thin in the early aughts. I had to start wearing men’s clothes just to not to be miserable.

[what-is-it-to-be-pk-esque]

This is all true. also like…. we used put on makeup so stupidly. All your makeup was from the local drugstore; nobody went to Sephora or could afford “high end” stuff like MAC unless you were that bitch Hannah with the belly button ring. No brushes unless you count these dollar store little plastic nub applicator things with the white triangle tip that came with every eyeshadow or lip set you got from claires.

But yeah all the pants were as low as you can go and every fucking t shirt had a butterfly or empire-waist and peasant shirt nonsense. If it didn’t have a butterfly, it instead said Angel or Princess in rhinestones.

Also can we talk about LAYERS? whyyy was everything layered like this, especially those dumb shrugs that were a tiny useless piece of cloth that covered nothing but your shoulders.

Can’t forget about those juicy track suits either

And the notes talking about frosty eyeshadow and craft glitter everywhere is no joke. All of this shit could be bought at your local DEB or Gap and every look was layers upon layers of DISASTER.

And nobody was wearing ANYTHING high-waisted

[paterchristi]

oh the glory days

[ellynneversweet]

Look at Britney walking on her pants. All our pants were that length. Everyone’s jeans were frayed at the hem from being stepped on all the time. If you went out in the rain or even post-rain water would wick right up to your knees.

[randomingoftherandomness]

Fuck I’m having literal war flashbacks

[lifeafterpsychiatry]

No but seriously. Normalize finding love in your 40’s. Normalize discovering and chasing new dreams in your 30’s. Normalize finding yourself and your purpose in your 50’s. Life doesn’t end at 25. Let’s stop acting like it does.

[sosuperawesome]

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[everlarkficbackfriday]

Everlark FicBackFriday

Welcome to the weekend, albeit a cold one for many of us in the US. Hope you all are staying warm enough, especially our friends in Texas. Sending you love <3.

Since it’s cold, let’s focus on some hot stories- am I right? Yes I’m right, and I will say it. These stories are just sort of over-the-top sexy and I shan’t apologize for how much I love them.

Our lovely friend Angie aka @hutchhitched has so many great sexy af stories to choose from, but I’m going to highlight one I really like- frankly because this is my blog and I can do what I want with it ;), so here you go:

Practical Strangers

Under duress, Katniss advertises for a new roommate. The first person to respond is practically perfect for what she wants. He’s also a total stranger.

Practical Strangers is a quick read at just under 3600 words, and it’s a fun fantasy piece. Rated E for the good stuff.

Here’s one from ms @katnissdoesnotfollowback that’s, yeah, it’s just hot. Trust me.

Raindrops Keep Falling

In the weeks after their break-up, Peeta tries to heal, to move on and forget his girlfriend, but his subconscious and his body have other ideas.

Rated E for good, good things. Just under 7k words.

One last story- this one is from @pookieh 

I’m a country girl at heart and this one fills that niche well if you like that sort of thing too. 

Fishing In The Dark

Katniss Everdeen is full of surprises. When she invites Peeta out for a late night lake adventure, a turn of events leaves Peeta with more than he could ever have hoped for. Everlark AU one-shot.

Rated E for hottie mchottness. About 10,600 words. One shot.

Hope you’ll find something off this list to read that’ll keep you warm. Happy Friday everyone, and stay safe