Radqueer Reciepts

Radqueer critical blog archiving evidence of abuse / abuse apologia spread within the radqueer community. More info in pinned. OP is an adult + propara prokink. (Flag in my icon is the "anti-radqueer radical inclusionist" flag.)

[this-isnt-radical]

Hello! This blog serves as an archive of receipts showcasing harmful behavior and rhetoric often spread within the radqueer community.

The thesis of this blog is that "radqueer" is a largely "pro contact" community that fosters abusive ideologies. This blog is a safe space for anyone who has been hurt by the community, including ex- and even current radqueers - Feel free to share your experiences via asks if you would like to add them to the #testimonies tag!

Be aware that this blog will contain potentially disturbing content such as descriptions of sexual grooming, abuse

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About my stances:

Strongly anti-harassment, anti-abuse, anti contact (AKA I don't believe children or nonhuman animals can give informed consent to sex - of course there are reasonable exceptions like smaller age gaps between teenagers).

It should be assumed that when I say “minors” or “animals” I do mean bodily/“cis” ones not alters or “trans” ones. Contact stances have always been about actual physical “meatspace” ok?

I encourage everyone to NOT harass or engage at all with people shown in the receipts. Please only block and report.

Not anti-paraphile,, thoughts ≠ action.

Pro-kink, anti-censorship. I have nuanced opinions regarding fiction, but I won't focus on that on this blog.

Generally neutral on TransIDs, or simply don't feel qualified/educated enough to discuss their validity at length, but I WILL post receipts of radqueers using TransIDs to excuse harmful behavior (Examples: arguing chronological age doesn't matter in relationships, "non ideological nazis", transblack people saying the N word- why do you want to use a slur thats never been used against you so bad??)

Receipts are tagged #receipts and ex radqueers/victims sharing their experiences are tagged #testimonies. I will take testimonies down if requested, and I may consider taking receipts down on a case-by-case basis (If you admitted to committing or supporting CSA/M as a grown adult then, no, I'm not going to take down screenshots of you publicly admitting to that online. Sucks to suck.)

Resources:

@report-rqs is a helpful blog and their pinned includes many guides for how to report specific things! They are also essentially a more thorough version of this blog, so shout out

To report online grooming or CSAM: CyberTipline or Internet Watch Foundation

Confidential hotline for underage victims: Childhelp Hotline

#Resources tag

[exradqueer-uni]

If you're an anti-c paraphile, you do not have to drop your morals and tolerate radqueers to find a community. There are non-rq and anti-rq paraphiles out there who will support you. They will accept and love you for who you are, I promise.

[williamiscalling]

Ladies and Gentlemen, lookie here.

As many of you may know, Jay (aka PermaMonika) is a predator. Not just pedophile, no. PREDATOR. Don't believe me? Well, let me introduce you to our lovely Monika Files! Take a peek. Don't worry, he only bites the kids. ;)

1 Permam0nika / Permamonikaofficial / Radqueer-Monika-Confessional / Permamonika / P-Permamonika / Justmonikafan3 / Jay Document

Jay / permamonikaoffical DOCUMENT EXPOSÉ ACCOUNTS INVOLVED CURRENT @permam0nika (newest main > now gone) @permamonikaofficial on tumblr (m

Go ahead, Jay. Deny shit now.

[exradqueer-uni]

Anyone involved in the radqueer & adjacent communities should read this document.

If any radqueers are reading this and having second thoughts about the community - this is not a one off incident. Things like this have happened over and over again in these spaces and they will continue to happen. There are other spaces with good people who will love and accept you for who you are.

This one abuser isn't the issue. They are not an outlier. It is them and every single adult who saw this happening; who saw minors with full access to shared NSFW spaces, who saw Jay making sexual comments towards kids, and didn't speak up or distance themselves from them.

My heart goes out to the victims of this person, especially the ones who had the courage to speak out and write their experiences down. Y'all are so incredibly brave and deserve so so much better.

[ex-radqueer-confessions]

(Anon)

I don’t actually have anything to confess but do wanna assure anyone going through this blog that you do not have to be radqueer to find community as a paraphile and/or transID person.

There’s very good reasons to be critical of the community and most importantly it does not represent the entire space despite what some more toxic rq‘s may say. Stick to what you know is right and don’t let anyone try to guilt trip you into believing grooming and sexual abuse is mandatory for deviant liberation. (Not implying that that’s an inherent part of radqueer ideals, but much of the community is accepting of xenosatanists and pro c‘s and turn a blind eye to grooming)

There’s people out there who will love and cherish you no matter what, you just have to find them.

[ex-radqueer-confessions]

Warning for grooming i guess, lol.

Radqueer community completely ruined my perception of what's right and what's wrong to the point i now cant tell anymore if an adult is being predatory to me or if they're just friendly. I thought it was the only community that can understand me and treat me like a human being rather than an object but it took me so long to realize i was objectified by so many creepy adults in it

I also hate when people say all radqueers are evil and fucked up when majority of the community is just kids with past trauma idk, im just upset rn i wish i could go back to it but now i know it's dangerous. I think only one adult in the entire community reached out and warned me when i was actively posting abt my groomer at the time and everyone else supported our weird fucked up "relationship". I have to go to therapy for this bullshit now. It ruined everything i like. i hate my life i hate that nobody said a single word and i hate that people encouraged me to get worse, sometimes in the name of "transid transition" Fuck all of those so called responsible adults. I actually need professional help i can't stop thinking about what happened and how it took me months to realize im not doing okay

[critterkiddo]

Another recent update from someone equally as disgusting from oddballs, someone named Arisudotexe / Angel. She is another pedophile who had contact with children offline, but this time with a child as young as 8 who she talked sexually about on oddballs.

Here is some receipts of her from instagram, but as always, there is more on the telegram. Archive please and pass around.

Bragging about loving grooming children: LINK

Her admission of being pro contact: LINK

1st video talking about her: LINK

2nd video talking about her: LINK

3rd video talking about her: LINK

4th video talking about her: LINK

Luckily the child is safe, but lets push and get Angel and the rest of those child abusers in some orange.

[ezra14]

back when i was active in the radqueer community i was a genuine nazi larping as a “transnazi” just so i can post nazi bullshit without any repercussions

[this-isnt-radical]

The Original Coining/Definition of "Radqueer"

I am archiving the original coining post of "radqueer" posted by the deactivated user foucault-divine-mephisto in 2021, because I believe it provides important context about where this community came from. Underneath the screenshots I have transcribed it in plain text.

I also remember seeing claims that the coiner of radqueer stated it was for "any contact stances", so if anyone has them saying this actually archived I would appreciate a link to that

PLAIN TEXT:

'RadQueer' (radical queer) was created in response to the puritanism, hypocrisy and general rejection in the Queer community regarding a range of marginalized and stigmatized Queersexualities (paraphilias), internal identities (transage, transabled, transill/transnoso, transpecies, alterhumans/transnonhuman etc) and behaviours (social, sexual eccentricity etc).

Compared to the average queer, RadQueers hold a much more radical position on this topic believing that these identities are also part of the Queer community due to their Queer (=strange, non-normative) nature.

Even if the term "RadQueer" designate an attitude inclusive of anything falling outside the normative, the dominant and the 'legitimate', it can be used interchangeably, if one wishes, with Queer, and the RadQueer pride flag can be used to represent the Queer flag, as the term 'Queer' is already radically inclusive in itself.

*= If you have any sexual/romantic interest, internal identity and possibly behaviour, that is out of the norm, stigmatised or considered taboo, feel free to label yourself as 'Queer'. We need to gather and pushback against the assimilationist, sanitising and puritanical rhetorics spreading across the Queer community.

Average queers need to be reminded what Queer stands for: "whatever is at odds with the normal, the legitimate, and the dominant [...] 'Queer' , then, demarcates not a positivity but a positionally vis-à-vis the normative" -Saint Foucault: Towards a gay Hagiography

Quick notes:

As 'Queer' means "whatever is at odds with the normal, the legitimate, and the dominant", and paraphilias being out-of-the-norm sexual interests, they should be called "queersexualities". The division made between paraphilias and "legitimate sexualities" is grounded on value jugements ("sick" "ill" "not healthy" "strange/abnormal", stemming from subjectivity, cultural norms, etc) rather than objective categorical distinctions; as we already know, homosexuality was once considered a paraphilia and a mental disorder, but because of cultural shifts, it has been depathologized

There is a difference between paraphilia and paraphilic 'disorder'. One can have a paraphilia without having a paraphilic 'disorder'. The paraphilic 'disorder' is defined as a paraphilia associated with clinically significant suffering or with an alteration with the social, professional, or family functioning. If you have a paraphilia and do not enter in any of these criteria, then you don't have a paraphilic 'disorder'.

Personal notes

Being myself a nihilist and a relativist, designations such as "ill", "pathological", "sick" "disorder" are just value judgments (thus, subjective) attached to physical observable phenomenas. There are just somatic and mental variations, and then we compartmentalize them as "healthy" or "sick" based on an arbitrary set of criteria stemming from our subjectivity. As such, mental or physical "illnesses" do not exist. I'm not denying the existence of physical phenomena associated with what we call "ill" (such as cancer or depression), but the characteristic of them being "ill" isn't an inherent property of said phenomenas, but a quality than we project onto them based on our subjectivity coming from the ideology of preserving life. "healthy" "sick" "degenerate" "healing" "care" "cure" "pathological" "disorder" "deterioration" "alteration" are value jugements, loaded with a lot of implicit ideological biases.

[minmos]

im gonna put the actual meat of the post in a reblog so i can properly tag it, hold up

[minmos]

if you are struggling rn:

ASCA (Adult Survivors of Child Abuse) provides group meetings for adult victims both in-person and online, along with their own list of resources for child abuse victims

HAVOCA (Help for Adult Victims of Child Abuse) is a similar organization with a forum for survivors, support groups for victims, and resources to find a therapist

stop the silence is a department of the institute on violence, abuse, and trauma providing specialized programs related to CSA. they help fund training for professionals and trauma therapy. they take donations to help further their work.

psychology today has an online database of therapists, psychiatrists, and support groups within the US. you are able to filter by treatment modalities, what they specialize in, what insurance they take, etc.

RAINN has a phone, text, whatsapp, and online hotline for victims of rape, incest, and abuse. services are available in english and spanish.

FORGE has a free PDF of resources for trans victims of sexual violence

take it down is a service offered by the national center for missing and exploited children that helps victims of CSEM take down sexually explicit content of themselves produced before they were 18. stop NCII is a similar resource for adults.

the statute of limitations tracker is a free resource for CSA victims within the US who are seeking legal or civil help for their abuse

[minmos]

BTW - if anyone knows of any resources not included here (particularly those outside of the US), please feel free to add on, send an ask, whatever. i'd like to compile a longer list of resources/potentially a (small) database so people can find resources related to specific abuse-related topics, filter by location, etc

[minmos]

a few additonal links i've had sent to me:

derechos infancia - provides information on counseling & reporting CSA in mexico

denuncia.org - information on reporting & help finding your local public ministry (mexico specific)

[dancedancerevolesbian]

Help4U - information pertaining where to report various forms of online harassment + ways to help victims of CSEM take down and prevent the further spread of sexually explicit content of themselves produced before they were 18 (Europe specific, has resources for multiple countries)

[e-moticon]

yo bro im a minor watch out there p diddy

[cuttingbyte]

The sexual harassment is poor behavior but so is your ageism. I feel like this could have been covered without that.

[e-moticon]

how is this ageism dawg this is sexual harassment against a minor

[cuttingbyte]

"Grown ass adult" and whatnot. I don't know how age is a factor in shitty behavior, this wouldn't be any less shitty if said person was your own age or even younger than you.

[e-moticon]

ok bro 1. this shit barely matters 2. a normal grown mature fucking adult would know better. atleast if it was someone who was also 13 like i am it would be slightly more acceptable.

[antiradqueer]

Hi uh, um so in rq discord servers theres a whole ass white supremacists, and half of rq community supports them, i think ill just,, leave this community. Cuz like wtf.

Not surprising considering they whole-heartedly support nazis and racists so long as they put the “trans-“ suffix before it. Absolutely please do leave the community.

[controversiai]

Logged into my acc that i never use for this , theres more , think of this like a chain.

[controversiai]

[controversiai]

[controversiai]

Theres more also this bee user put (white and proud) on their bio.

[controversiai]

[controversiai]

Theyre not active rn but their status said "Im racist? No bro youre racist" or something

Theyre victimizing themselves by saying this.

[antiradqueer]

Holy shit.

[controversiai]

That was my reaction when i saw it, they banned a whole server for calling them out on their white supremacist behavior and using literal dogwhistles harshly. How to say you silently support tbh. /nbh.

I was already thinking about leaving and this probably is my last straw.

[antiradqueer]

If you ever need help with leaving or finding a community outside rqs, don’t be afraid to shoot us another ask. Thank you again for speaking up about this.

[acetrappolaswife]

What the fuck did The Wife just read?!- If people need help leaving, again our asks are also open, we wish to be supportive of all ex radqueers no matter their stance on sys or shipcourse. - 🩷💌

[gender-mailman]

As a white passing poc(latino/brazilian) this is só fucked up, i already hated the radqueer community but "im scared of pocs cause im white and theyre violent" WTF?!!?!? DO YOU EVEN KNOW HISTORY?!!?!?!?!? This makes me so fucking mad i literally have no words

[antiradqueer]

“radqueers respect everyone guys!!1!1! antis are the real bigots!1!!1!!”

[report-rqs]

Jesus Christ, that's the coiner of radqueer and xenosatanist.

[quit-on-27-09-2025]

At first I was so happy to see this community, I thought it would be accepting, I thought we would understand each other and respect each other.

After not even two or three whole months, I've been harassed because of BOUNDARIES. Told to kill myself, and I have seen how this community really is. I, myself, no. I don't think these people are actually radqueer, but they say they're in our community, so if I stay in this space I will continue to get harassed. I will still stay radqueer, but I am getting worse again if I stay in this community due to the lack of boundaries and harassment. Which is rather something considering this is meant to be an anti-harassment community.

Goodbye radqueer community.

[way2manyusernamez]

isn't Beyond the Plus ran by that pro-contact Arisu.exe who was friends with Dave The Child Porn Guy?

I know I don't have screenshots, but I personally testify that I saw arisu.exe of the pediverse:

running some radqueer wiki/forum project called radqueer.net (archive.today snapshot)

starting Beyond the Plus (at this time it was just the domain name, logo, and idea)

identifying as pro contact or at least identifying with the ideology

having a lot of pro contact friends

reblogging (retweeting? re-fedi-ing?) memes from Dave about loving child porn; and a meme about wanting it to be legalized

electing Dave as a moderator for a radqueer wiki

posting about how Dave got kicked out of his living situation for looking at child sexual abuse imagery ("cp"/"child porn") and that he got cancelled for grooming minors (after which Dave seemed to disappear and not be mod of the wiki any more)

Or am I wrong?

Of course, the website states that being pro-child-rape [pro-contact] isn't something 'worth dividing a community over'. And that you are required to respect people that think fucking toddlers is okay. Barf. (Source.) All drenched in that fake neutral language.

[way2manyusernamez]

I just remembered this. There's also some posts about arisu.exe on the @critterkiddo callout blog. In which there are screenshots of her trying to get minors to look at her nudes. And interacting with a user I recognize as being underage at the time (or at least claiming to be).

(the one with the rainbow pfp on the blue sky. I remember them identifying as a pro-contact adult-attracted-minor around this time.)

I can't personally verify whether or not these allegations are true but I don't see anything in the screenshots that looks fake. I had previously lurked on arisu.exe's blog for a time around 2023 I think; so I have an idea of her typing/humor style.

https://www.tumblr.com/critterkiddo/756659552732299264/the-pedophile-from-seattle-wa-once-again-exposes

Also there's some other post claiming she went by Angel and was being creepy about an 8 year old. Not familiar with that alias but it sounds kinda like her sense of humor in the screenshots.

💬 2  🔁 17  ❤️ 22 · Another recent update from someone equally as disgusting from oddballs, someone named Arisudotexe / Angel. She is another

[way2manyusernamez]

Hey, that face and name look familiar...

Yeah it's definitely her.

Source for the Beyond the Plus pic: Live link / Archive.Today / Archive.org

Sources for other pics is in the above post

[critterkiddo]

A pedophile posted nudes and children, including one from oddballs, are replying to it openly. There are kids being exposed directly to porn and nudes from adults on the open site, we could only imagine what happens in private.

Oh, and Ezra also endorses it. Screenshots below. 📸

[critterkiddo]

Heres the pedo who exposed her genitals to children, out and about at a pride festival in Seattle WA.

[critterkiddo]

The pedophile from Seattle WA once again exposes her unwashed asshole, this time with blatant intent for children to be exposed to.

[critterkiddo]

⚠️ CW: mentions of CSA, grooming, CSEM ⚠️

A moderator of Oddballs, Dave @str1derpunk, @davetastic, @illpunk or @/turntechgodhead was caught with CSEM exploited from 3 minors he was groomimg. His now ex roommate has kicked him out but of course did not pursue any legal action, Dave has been out on the streets since April 11th. Testimony from the ex roommate will be below.

[antiradqueerguy]

hi. um. this radqueer community stuff goes a lot deeper than anyone thinks. and i want my experience out there.

i am a survivor of a "ring" of fediverse instances, in a way. they call it "pediverse". many radqueers flock there. it is way more pro-contact than you imagine.

i. i can't find a single other survivor. i'm scared. i try searching it up on here, and i get zero recent results from anti-rqs. nobody. nobody fucking knows what's going on. it's horrible it's so much worse than you think

this blog has only seen the tip of the iceberg. im so scared for those other kids

i was 16, at the time. i had an ex-partner who introduced me to a pediverse instance called "rape pet"

i went searching and i found one called "puppyspace"

all of these people. all of them were pro-contact. you'd see. edits of. pornography art, with the map flag edited in. posted a lot. idont know

most people on these sites had. this thing called matrix. it was a collection of private messaging sites. liketelegram. but so much worse. i had one.

on this fediverse site i started dating someone in their 30's

they got me to send them imsges. and made me post them on the pediverse as well. csem was allowed on there. because it was "legal" in the instance owner's locatiom idfk

this is what the radqueer community is hiding. or whatever. i jusr sound like propaganda now whatever. what fucking ever. please do something someone i'm so scared

i am the only person to escape. i truly think so. there isn't a single person talking about it. not a single other child trying to warn others

i am the only child who escaped it's like a fucking trafficking ring.bplease. help.

I know of a few fediverse instances but I've never heard of one openly having csem and csam, I genuinely hope your ask helps you find more people who were hurt within these instances

If you still have the explicit photos of you on your device and you want them to stop being spread look into Take It Down

and even look into CyberTip Report because what they did to you was exploitation, it's a anonymous report and may eventually have the fediverse instance taken down