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just trash into words Not my main :c but talk to me im nice i promise MINORS DNI I COULD BE YOUR MOTHER (26) #diagnosed

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Need a job to move out bc the abuse is getting tool be too much, any time o have a crises I’m screamed at and told I’m being dramatic and my mom makes it about her, but I have like 59 bucks left of my disability aid after paying all the shit I have to pay. I really wish suicide was an option but I’m useless even at that and I’ve tried prostitution but it makes my mental health worse

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Everyone keeps leaving me

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Just dm me anon

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High and drunk btw

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lost a friend who would call me twin and bff even tho we’d only known each other for less than a year for showing symptoms of the personality disorder I repeatedly told her about even tho o never once left her side when she had a her depression spells and self diagnosis shit

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thanks anon <3 I prefer not to be the evil older online friend <3

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if it makes you feel better i always get notified when you post

pls talk to me anon, I’m so sad and lonely. I promise to try to not be the worst person alive

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I feel like a succubus, luring people into my life just to feel something and then they leave to save themselves as I look for the next victim of my loneliness

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use me for I need substance to feel alive

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oversexualixing myself to feel like at least I’m with something even if it’s for a moment, to be used as if I deserve anything other than feeling nothing

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feeling empty forever, I try to say how I feel and I choke up because I’m empty, there’s nothing to explain the way I feel

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of course I drank the magic bean (clonazepam) with the activator (alcohol)

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oh yes, crying, my favorite hobby

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why can’t I like someone without becoming weirdly obsessed and stalkerish???

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he goes private on instagram every time I breathe in his direction…

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so realized I’m the reason none of my relationships work out bc I push them away cause I’m scared of them leaving and when they eventually do I start begging…pathetic love, get help

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genuinely tweaking over him bc I think he’s seeing someone new but at least I know he got fired so his life is somewhat bad again