Infinite 'loathing'
Been really into the boys, and soldier boy stole my heart. Just his looks, the rest of him is straight dog water and he should be taken down a peg or two And I thought of an OC to use. Soldiers boys opposite. A MARY SUE.
Except it's a GARY STU
I'm making soldier boy. Gay. Queer.and a BOTTOM.
It'll be
bottom!soldier boy x MarySue Op Top! Oc
**Yes a bottom cus he's the kind of man I would enjoy pegging
Part 1- part ??(Depends on if ppl like or not)
Warnings: couple of not so nice sluts, homophobic, racist sexism, Zionism, bigotry morals/remarks/terms. Suicide mentions. 1940s ideology. any kind of trigger that comes with soldier boy or the 1940s or war honestly, further more the world of the boys ((((THIS WAS WRITTEN BEFORE VOUGHT RISING)))
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Somewhere roamed a figure, tall and on a mission to get to its cabin in the mountains.
High up above, no people within several miles, peaceful.
Nothing but the sounds of nature to accompany anyone.
Perfect for the person living there.
Odyssey Simon Grace
A supe that's had enough of this fucked up world he lived in. Poked and prod to no end because of his blood. Surrounded by the insufferable, only one that made this world tolerable was an even bigger asshole then the rest of the world.
Yet , he was never able to shake the attraction, it stuck like glitter. Never easy to wash off and it's always someone in him.
He hated humanity
Despised the greed, and jealous that plagues them. Their pride was a disease.
So he hid in the woods up a hill, in a cabin he made himself. Ignoring the world in its entirety, living off of what nature would provide for him.
Nature was his friend, it always was his friend, from when he was only a newborn. It had managed to sustain him and kept him alive, mother nature has her ways.
He would suppose that is who gifted him his powers. To hear, to feel, to understand and adapt.
He was the master of the mind. A gentle man with a fierce heart, an old and retired heart.
Having seen many things and having lost so many as well.
It was around supper time and it was getting very dark. He hummed softly and walks into his cabin then paused for a moment before slowly turning around.
He hummed and crossed his arms
"it is not nice to come to one's home unannounced" he spoke up, voice stern and hoarse.
Only a mere several feet away.
Three figures walked out of their hiding and towards Odyssey.
"what a pleasant surprise I suppose" tone was bored and uninterested. False tone to the unaware.
"knew your antisocial ass was gonna be here, you always were a prissy turtle" the deep voice spoke, stern and country.
With a chuckle Odysseus looks into the eyes of a familiar pair of eyes.
"Benjamin" he said and looks at the other two "and guests"
It was cold and the scrawny one looked like he was going to freeze to death. Odyssey turned and motioned them to come in, sensing no real malice from either of them, more or less much more afraid and tense.
"I'm assuming you aren't here just to see little ol me" he sets up a fire while brewing some tea and a black coffee.
The two unfamiliar men looked around at all the trinkets. Lots of merchandise from different places in the world, lots of books and papers too, it was cozy.
Ben took a seat and got real comfortable. "What have you been up to these past few years? Jerking off to forest animals or some shit?" He asked.
"ah poetry, ever the poet" Odyssey hums softly as he waves his hand and two cups of tea floated to the scrawny one then himself.
Said man spoke up with a "thank you"
While the black coffee went to soldier boy, meanwhile a cold beer was given to the one that looked like the sun was in his eyes. He hesitates but takes it and tilts his head and the bottle as a thank you notion.
"I've been at peace for the past 20 years, up hear away from.....people" Odyssey glanced at the two in a corner, standing there.
"Hughie Cambell and William b butcher, you seem to have quite the plan for ben. I appreciate you bringing him to me, it has been a while" Odyssey said bowing his head.
The two mens muscles clenched at the realization that Odyssey had been reading their minds the moment Odyssey noticed them. They have been awfully quiet, he wondered why, the brit seemed like the type to start yapping.
"I do not want to disappoint but I have no plans to go back to civilization any time soon. " He sips his tea and hummed at its rich cinnamony flavor.
Soldier boy puts his cup down hard, cracking it Abit "why not?" He asked.
"revenge is such a silly thing Benjamin, it takes way too much effort then what it's worth" Odyssey spoke up and pursed his lips.
"you know well, why I left, I regret we left off so... horribly but I am only human." There held sadness in his pale brown eyes. Looking into those green eyes.
"of course I won't stop you or change your mind , but I am not joining you" Odyssey continues and then looks to the other two.
"you both don't seem like the silent types, here I'll humor you and let you explain why you're goal is so important" he waved his arm and smiled. He sat down, in the background, the fire was already cooking up the fish that was caught for dinner.
"look ya lookin mighty comfortable here, but we ain't got time to convince ya. We got a mission to kill homelanda. And this c*NT is our ticket to doing do, but he just has to see ya so we tracked ya down" billy spoke up.
"hmm" another long sip was taken "it will be dark soon, I suggest you all stay for the night, it is very difficult for humans to climb back down in this kind of environment. And I know Ben is allergic to flying. So I insist" a few blankets were brought to them.
"fuck you"
So that leaves no room for negotiation.
Hughie took the blankets happily and immediately wrapped himself in them. "We should probably let the others know that we are fine." He spoke to butcher who nods.
Odyssey can sense the growing irritation from soldier boy, he walks to him casually and walked around slightly before placing a gentle hand on his shoulder.
So much tension in his muscles. The amount of mental suffering Ben had gone through, made Odyssey upset.
"there are spare rooms on the first floor, the second is not for you to go into"
With that, hughie and butcher made themselves comfortable enough. But being in this house felt off, as if someone is always watching you, inside and out. It was honestly terrifying for hughie, very creepy to butcher.
As the two men left it was only the two old men. "The world has been cruel to you again " the platinum blonde spoke softly. "Yea well, ain't nothing fuckin new about that. The world can suck my buttery duh" Ben spat. But he can actively feel his muscles loosen and his emotions cool themselves down in the presence of that who is his.
They were silent, Odyssey waved his hand and brings in another nicely brewed cup of black coffee. This time with a few sugars.
Ben took it and stared at the inky void that was the coffee and swirled his cup a little.
"why did you leave?" Ben asked after the long silence. The question festering in him like an infection to his heart.
With a pause, Odyssey looked down at his table of now served food as he placed his tea cup down. "You should know why" he said softly.
"why? Because you grew some form of righteous conscious?" Ben snapped back "because you grew a pussy and left like you didn't have anything else to deal with like a man?" Irritation became progressively worse with every word he spoke.
"and that situational deal being you?" Odyssey raised a brow and looked to him again. Staring daggers into the man
"you became insufferable, those humans.....they" he paused. He tch'ed why would he defend them? They weren't anything to him.
He did suppose he pitied them a little too much, especially noir. Noir and him had similar problems when it came to their position in the team. Both were hidden to the public eye despite wanted to somehow make a mark, Odyssey was naive back then, humans were insufferable and unteachable. Why did he ever think for a mere moment that they can change for the better.
Especially supes, there's a special form of hatred he had for them. The powerful egotistical arrogant ones. Like the one he would dare love the most.
"they what? Somehow you all of a sudden CARE? for any of them? All they were was dirty under our feet, we would fucking dance over them together." Ben held out his arms in exasperated and glared.
"we were perfect till you decided to be a real kum ba ya faggot" Ben scoffs and exhales sharply.
"you are one" Odyssey raised a brow "remind me who was the one who kneeled before me the most? Willingly, dutifully?" Odyssey stood and grew close and traced his fingers up Ben's chest and up his jawline before resting his fingers to his chin
"perfectly?"
Ben swallowed slowly. He hated how perfectly Odyssey became his personification of temptation and desire at the blink of an eye. "That..." His voice gave when he stared into those chocolatey brown eyes.
He slapped his hand and had to pry himself away from the temptation. Ignoring the total body shudders that ravaged him like old times "I am a man of morals, even I know when to not be pathetically queer" he snipes.
"you are one Benjamin" with a raised brow, he sipped his tea quietly.
"I ain't calling myself such a sissy lable."
"uh huh" Odyssey rolled his eyes "then what are you doing here then? Hm?" He hung his head to the side and raised a pale brow at the man as he sat back and crossed his legs, waiting for the answer.
And the answer never came out clearly.
"you missed me, I assume. And want revenge on payback who sent your sorry ass to Russian torture jail"
Ben grits his teeth slightly at the mere would 'russian' how pathetic that the mere mention of Russia sent him spiral still.
"you left me" Ben seeths
Odyssey paused and listened
"you left me alone, with a worthless good for nothing team alone, why? You grew a pussy and left me like a real Fag" he spat. "We were supposed to be us, they were nothing but the dirt we would dance on together" he stood
"you were intolerable" Odyssey answers and looks up to the other man, his hands tightening on the cup. "Those humans...."
He was younger....naive, to think humans would ever change. Now one little guy gave him hope that maybe humans could change, if one gave them a gentle hand. They could learn to care for the world they live in and each other, things would be tolerable. Big mistak
He hated humans, and he had a rather special form of hatred for Supes. he did find pity for the payback team.... specifically that noir. Both of them had similarities when it came to their position in the team. Always hidden, never given a chance into the light. Now Odyssey wouldn't care much, but he had wanted to teach humans of love and compassion. Sure emotions he didn't hold for any human....for a long time before than.
Ben stood above Odyssey, Odyssey stared up at him with a stone cold look. "We were supposed to be us" he glared. "You weren't supposed to care about anyone but me" he sounded almost like he was pouting. Pathetically but that was so like Ben, he was always pathetic for Odyssey.
Oh how they did not care for anyone else but each other, every one else was just nothing. It was a comfortable thing, two powerful beings vs this puny world.
"tell me why" ben said, he knew there was something Odyssey wasn't telling him.
"please Ody" the man said softly and lowly.
That made Odyssey's eyes widen and soften instantly. It was just like him to melt under Bens soft pleas, it was absolutely adorable, and Odyssey adored the adorable.
But he has to stay strong and turns away. Ripping away from Ben's gaze. "Fine, be fucking useless. You're good at that" ben barked as his chest glowed. Odyssey stared at it and raised a brow Ben looked down at his chest and bit his lip as he closed his eyes and pulled on the brakes before he destroyed the place....and hurt Odyssey. He turns away and stomps away, opening then slamming the door shut.
Odyssey watched and stared down "I know you are there" he called out.
Out came butcher "lil couple having a spat?" He asked. "I wouldn't say that" he glances over to hughie. Who stared with empathy.
"I get it , it's tough" the younger male comments. "You've none him long?" He asked after a brief silence.
"you have no idea"
