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she/they | 20 | 🏳️‍🌈 avid enjoyer of pirates

[tomatoheadedmonkey]

his ass is not philosophizing rn

[tomatoheadedmonkey]

so my friend is watching that new gay hockey show heated rivalry rn and is obsessed with it. like insanely obsessed. now don’t get me wrong I’m sure it’s a phenomenal show and if I were to watch more of it I’m sure I’d like it. but this happens all the time. she’s always getting sucked into a new mlm romance. like what is it with straight/bi girls OBSESSING over gay men? I have my fare share of mlm romances I love but this is genuinely annoying me a little at this point. yes I know there aren’t as many well developed lesbian (and other forms of queer) relationships on screen compared to gay relationships but I just don’t get it. as a bisexual girl who is attracted to each gender fairly equally I am baffled by a girls infatuation with gay men. like maybe it’s just that my friend is more attracted to men than women and like that’s it? I guess I get the aspect of seeing a man’s more vulnerable side compared to the typical masculine-I-hate-feelings bs. but idk that doesn’t have me shaking with sheer obsession over a random tv show. what I’m trying to ask here is why is it that women will gloss over lesbian relationships in favor of gay ones? is really just that male characters are usually written more in depth?

I’m not trying to be insensitive here saying that my friend is in the wrong or put down gay representation. I’ve had moments where I’ve obsessed over gay characters and ships before but I’ve also been fixated on lesbian characters as well. what I’m getting at is that I want to understand why men and their dynamics will always be put above women. I’ve just been feeling very small as woman recently and it upsets me when my friend (who is also a woman) rarely interacts with female media.

basically I love women and want more people to also love women ❤️🧡🤍🩷💜

[silly-little-pal]

[tomatoheadedmonkey]

shedding a tear over how back dc is. like dc is so back guys 🙏

[tomatoheadedmonkey]

🚨 SPOILERS FOR BONES SEASON 6 FINAL EPISODES!! 🚨Just started season 7 of Bones and I lowkey hate the way Booth and Bones finally got together. Yes they’ve had years of tension and a slow burn romance so I’m glad it’s finally happening but this is not the way it should have gone. Vincent is murdered in their arms and then they get together over mourning-our-dead-friend sex???? No. It should have been messy. His death should have had them shouting at each other for days. Booth and Brennan argue. It’s what they do. This tragedy should have pushed them apart. It should have felt dramatic and moving and inevitable when they finally got pulled back together. Instead it was just boring and sad. If his death needed to be the event that brought them together it absolutely could not be that quick. Vincent wasn’t just a coworker or a colleague, he was their friend. People don’t go “Oh I’m sad our friend got murdered. Let’s have sex and finally resolve our sexual tension that has been building over the past 7 years THE SAME NIGHT OF HIS DEATH.” Or! Crazy idea! Vincent’s death shouldn’t have had anything to do with their eventual get together! If anything it should have driven them apart. Bones always said she wasn’t the type to commit to a long term relationship and that is why, despite them both having shared their feelings with each other, she wouldn’t get with Booth. So why would the death of her friend suddenly change her mind?? His murder should have had the opposite effect. Losing someone often makes you feel like personal connection isn’t worth it if it’s just going to end in tragedy and despair. Bones definitely would have been further avoidant of committed relationships after his death. Something should have made her realize that love is in fact worth it. There should have been a clear and rational event that would cause Bones to change her mind. This is so frustrating. We all knew Bones and Booth getting together was inevitable, but it never should have been like this.

[depressionwhosshe]

Tried to start first ep of season four but i am genuinely distraught rn WHY DIDNT ANY OF U WARN ME

[tomatoheadedmonkey]

exactly how I’m feeling rn 😩

[tomatoheadedmonkey]

nobody let me near another show with an ensemble cast where the 2 main leads are lowkey in love with each other but are so oblivious to it. I genuinely am shaking I need them to get together so badly

[tomatoheadedmonkey]

I will never escape the Supernatural fandom

[tomatoheadedmonkey]

i love tigers. i’m crying right now and i just really love tigers. like wow

[tomatoheadedmonkey]

just finished reading a fic and i’m genuinely in tears because i don’t want to let it go. i feel like i just lost something so huge and devastating, simply because i won’t be able to read this again for the first time. i won’t be able to have the feeling of holy shit i need to read the next chapter to know what’s gonna happen. this is soul crushing. i was genuinely so moved by this fic.

if you watch suits and wanna read something so breathtakingly gorgeous here’s the fic:

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[tomatoheadedmonkey]

ao3 CANNOT be shutting down right now please god PLEASE i need to read this fic 🙏😭

[tomatoheadedmonkey]

holy fucking fuck i need mike ross

[houseswife]

gregory house “try not to make every interaction with wilson into a gay sex joke” challenge: impossible

[lesbianforlottie]

they're so stupid for each other

[tomatoheadedmonkey]

i think about this episode to an unhealthy extent

[sharlinefreire]

canon mlm rep be like "i like a boy..but im!?!? also a boy!? >-<??" meanwhile queerbaiting "if you die i'm alone".

[tomatoheadedmonkey]

queerbaits will really have the most tragic, heart shattering, life altering relationship dynamics and then be like they’re just really good friends 😇 nothing more 😇 this is simply how besties act 😇

[tomatoheadedmonkey]

watching house is like being high. like yeah the patient is dying but also my silly little doctors are being so babygirl rn. they’re so cute! and i simply cannot help but be filled with glee whenever house and wilson interact they are so in love

[tomatoheadedmonkey]

Dr. Lisa Cuddy 😍 RUFF RUFF ARFF BARK BARK