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But on an honest note here is my birthday book haul.

Everyone has already read the summer i turned pretty series along with it ends with us. Well i haven't 😅

I know they're both being turned into shows so i want to read those before watching the shows.

My plan is to finish the summer i turned pretty and then i might read bad things happen here before finishing the SITP series.

Bad things happen here seems to be a murder mystery 🔪 in a beach town.🌊☀️ Which is right up my ally right now. I'll do a full review once i have read it.

Last but not least, i want to read it ends with us a little closer to the release of the second book in October.

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Who else is playing catch up?

Just me?.. cool.

Haha guys i'm 55 pages into the first book. My opinion so far, i like Conrad and Jerem. However im not vibing with belly. It all seems way too young for me. Im sure my opinion will change. 🤷🏼‍♀️

I keep wanting to compare this to credence, which i gave five stars. ⭐️ controversial i know. So far its nothing like it. We will see where i stand a little farther in.

What was your opinion of the first book? 📕

Are you watching the show? 📺

Which is better?

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I hope everyone had happy holidays!!

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And just like that our worlds came to a pause. Introducing baby girl Elena and baby boy Tatum. Twins born at 38 weeks 7lbs 12 oz and 7lbs 1 oz.

They're now 2 months old. They have totally different personalities. Tatum resembles his fathers side and elena resembles my mom. Oh how they fit in perfectly with our messy chaotic family.

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Just a bit of a photo dump of the two boys ❤️

The first two pics were in the middle of summer, us enjoying the summer fun while it lasted.

Last but not least, we have started a new routine now that carter has started pre k. He goes for about four hours minus bus travel time. By the time he gets home he is ready for lunch. So heres a snap of the two of them eating after school yesterday ! 💕

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This was very early on, as i am almost 29 weeks now. Were pregnant with twins!!!

Baby A is a girl Elena Lorene (Ellie)

Baby B is a boy Tatum Jerome (Tate)

Both middle names are family names and were excited to carry them on.

Im at the point where i cannot sleep comfortably. Body image is at a low, even though im handling it better than when i was pregnant before. I will be having a c section around November 3rd. More than anything i pray for a smooth delivery and healthy babies.

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It’s been a while since I’ve checked in. That may not be a continuous trend here soon. I may be on the way to conceiving baby #3. Here are my thoughts.

I hate pregnancy, but there’s nothing I love more than growing another human. I dislike the morning sickness (which I get extremely sick and dehydrated easily while pregnant.)

How can I bring another human into a world that seems like it’s going downhill. I feel like many mommas have this same fear. Is it wrong to bring another human on to this planet? I think overall there’s always a million what if’s.

I’ve debated the pros and cons and I believe that any human is a gift from god. I also believe if it isn’t the right time then I won’t conceive. If I get my period in the next few weeks to follow I believe I will take that as a sign and put off baby three for a while longer, until I can see more certainty. However, I believe we are already pregnant.

I’m very in tune with my body and here are my earliest symptoms (also could just be my brain playing tricks.) I’ve been tired, sore and my breast are tender. Plenty of cramping today and hot flashes. Normally I would refrain from expressing these symptoms so early, but like most this is mainly for me to look back on. So to be continued...

(I have until the 4th of March before I can test.)

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Things you don't have to apologise for.

Loving someone even though they have hurt you before.

For saying no to something.

Following your dream.

Taking time for yourself.

Putting your priorities ahead of others.

Ending a toxic relationship.

Having insecurities.

Standing your ground for something you believe in.

Having a delay in responding to messages.

Telling the truth.

bakwaaas

hot chocolate ☕️

In a panic I sprung upright in my bed. My heart pumping out of my chest, sweat beading down my face. This shit is getting old, I stare at the medication bottle sitting on my nightstand. With a sigh and roll of my eyes, I slug across to my bathroom.

The only thing that cures a midnight panic attack is lying in the shower and just letting the warm water scold my pale frigid body.

I've been on sedative's to help with sleep since the night terrors returned, but sometimes that's just not enough. Its like my brain is punishing me for not wanting to live through the trauma of night terrors. Like there's a message or deeper meaning. Now I'm just feeling nauseous and delusional.

Welcome to my life, my own living hell. I'm Penelope, but they call me P for short. I may be broken but so are you.

If you want more, it’s coming soon. Part one is up! Go check it out on my watt pad!