I saw my life branching out like the green fig tree in the story.
From the tip of every branch, like a fat purple fig, a wonderful future beckoned and winked. One fig was a husband and a happy home and a husband and children, and another fig was famous poet and another fig was a brilliant professor and another fig was Eee Gee, the amazing editor, and another fig was Europe and Africa and South America, and another fig was Contantin and Socrates and Attila and a pack of other lovers with queer names and offbeat professions, and another fig was an Olympic Lady crew champion, and beyond and above these figs were many more figs I couldn't quite make out. I saw myself sitting in the crotch was this fig tree, starving to death, just because I could not make up my mind which of the figs I would choose. I wanted each and everyone of them, but choosing one meant losing all the rest, and, as I sat there, unable to decide, the figs began to wrinkle and go back, and, one by one, the plopped to the ground on my feet.