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tw! ed (+ possibly more) don't report, just block. minor, they/she + pro recovery! 

[tr4gicfairy]

i feel so stupid, like i’m failing my eating disorder

[tr4gicfairy]

i came downstairs after getting my textbooks from my room and started complaining about my stomach hurting when my dad asked if i made myself throw up :/

no, i actually didn’t this time?? don’t get me wrong i really wanted to but i didn’t

[tr4gicfairy]

i feel like i’m not enough. 

i got my grade report card recently and i wish i did better. i revised and studied so much but lower scores than my classmates who didn’t prepare. i was becoming accepting of the idea i can’t always get the perfect grades, until i see one of my online friends work so much harder than i do, and get great grades.

i feel like i’m not as great, or as smart as everyone thinks.

[tr4gicfairy]

going to write diary entry-esque posts because if i had a physically diary, my mum would read through it </3

[leatherwingsinc-deactivated2015]

[caluummhood-deactivated20140506]

HOLY SHIT, IT WAS THE ORIGINAL ONE

MAKE A WISH

[jamesjoeboyleeeee-deactivated20]

the first post ever on tumblr

[powerpuffsposts-deactivated2025]

I WAS EXPECTING IT TO BE A REMAKE OF SOME SORT HOLY FUCK

[kpopdotexe-blog]

WHO THE FUCK KEEPS BRINGING THIS BACK

[teenyweenynotepad]

reblog this because it shows up every blue moon

[flamboynt-deactivated20151220]

I FOUND IT ✊

[addcolortomysky]

I WAS SO SCARED IT WOULDNT BE THE ORIGINAL

[blairisbae]

Who first posted this?

[ratbastarddotfuck]

I THOUGHT THIS WAS GOING TO END WITH A MEME OR SOME SHIT NO IT’S THE REAL ONE OH MY GOD

[amberdamnn]

Wishing I’ll do well on my finals ✨

[taohun]

working for the knife

[threefourimawhore]

brown girls have eds too.

brown girls have eds too.

brown girls have eds too.

brown girls have eds too.

brown girls have eds too.

brown girls have eds too.

brown girls have eds too.

brown girls have eds too.

brown girls have eds too.

brown girls have eds too.

brown girls have eds too.

brown girls have eds too.

brown girls have eds too.

brown girls have eds too.

brown girls have eds too.

brown girls have eds too.

[soleilarchive-deactivated201902]

Written for Alexa Chung by Alex Turner.

[tr4gicfairy]

for someone who has an eating disorder, why is my love language food?

[tr4gicfairy]

i have to start eating more, just for this upcoming week, because i’ve got my first assessments of the academic year and i really want to do well </3

the last time i starved myself and had assessments, i didn’t do really well, and some of my teachers were disappointed because i’m a star student.

i really don’t want to do it and i’m scared of losing control even though i know this week won’t really affect me :( wish me luck

[tr4gicfairy]

i want a body so pretty,

she will stop and stare

[tr4gicfairy]

so i wasn’t dangerously-underweight-thinspo-skinny at the beginning of summer but i was skinny n i felt really good!!

it went downhill from there n even though everyone said i was skinny i didn’t feel like it.

now, i’m back in autumn, trying to lose weight for halloween!! wish me luck :)

[dollchapel]

[lostfragility]

[apocalypticgf-deactivated202602]

[tr4gicfairy]

i wish i could eat

the smell is inviting, the sight is comforting

but i’m holding back

holding back, holding back

holding back until i gain control again

[17blcak]

Reblog if I can go on your page and write stupid things in your ask box whenever I'd like to.

[burningoutinparisandlondon]

I love messages and I love random conversations. (as long as you’re okay with me going MIA a lot, bc it will happen… a lot)