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PART ONE
“Okay, I just need to move this and then we can start filming since I’m already here!” Josh says, I can feel his excitement already.
“Can I shower first actually?” I ask standing up, “It’s just that we literally just got back from a hike.”
“Yeah, go take a shower.” David laughs, “You stink.”
“Shut up, I do not!” I laugh pushing back against him as I go to my room.
Y/n walks off rolling her eyes, I hear the water turn on in her bathroom. I go to sit down in the spot she was sitting on the couch.
“David.” Natalie says, grabbing my attention.
“What’s going on?” Her brows raise.
“What? Between me and Y/n? Nothing.”
“If it’s nothing why did you bring Y/n up?”
Fuck. She’s got me there.
“Does the little cub have a crush?” Josh teases.
“No, I think we’re just finally friends. We were never close before or after. This is the first time we’ve ever really hung out.” I explain.
“Well then why are you so comfortable around her all of the sudden?” Natalie asks.
“Wait, what do you mean?” Josh asks.
“You should’ve seen David around Y/n before! He could barely get a word out. He couldn’t even look her in her eyes. For years he’s been dodging her and he’s barely seen her. He wanted to leave town once he knew I invited her to stay here. Now he’s flirting with her and they’re the best of buds!”
“I’m not flirting! It’s just last night we were hanging out and she fell asleep. I think it just finally hit me that she’s just a person.” I run my hand back through my hair.
“And what, she was a celebrity to you before?” Josh teases.
“No, that’s not what I mean.” I sigh, “She’s human, I don’t know how to explain it, but the point is that we’re fine now. I can be her friend so let’s just leave it at that.”
I take a shower and change, picking out comfortable yet cute outfit. I don’t know what’s changed about David in the past few hours. All of the sudden it’s like he feels ten times more comfortable around me and I couldn’t be more thankful for it. If he was still as awkward as he was yesterday when I first got here, there’s no chance that I would’ve said yes to doing this video.
“Y/n, are you sure about this? Once you do this it kind of opens up a can of worms.” Natalie comments as I run a brush through my hair, “The fans won’t leave you alone once they figure they know who you are.”
“It’s fine, Nat.” I smile, “It’s just a video, I think they’ll get over it. Plus I’m already getting too many messages and DM’s trying to figure out who I am. Once I do this, they can back off and calm down.”
“If you say so.” She rolls her eyes with a laugh.
Shortly after that we come out to the living room so see that Josh has set up his camera in the living room now for us to film.
“Ready, Y/n?” Josh asks taking a seat in front of the camera.
I take a seat between Josh and David, Natalie sits in the lovesac off camera to watch this whole thing unfold.
“Hello everyone, I know we all thought I was done with this series, but it turns out I had one last video to make.” Josh smiles.
I settle back into the couch trying to get comfortable. I have no clue how long it takes to film a youtube video. How much is he going to cut?
“I’ve already made one with David, as you guys know, so instead I’m here with someone you probably aren’t familiar with.” Josh continues to explain.
“This is Y/n!” He gestures to me.
“Hi.” I grin and wave to the camera.
“I’m here too!” David smiles cheesily and waves.
“We are here today, because Y/n here is the person who took David’s virginity!” Josh yells, making us both laugh, “I know a lot of you were in the comments of the video trying to figure out who it could be, but I bet you never guessed I would be able to get her for a video.”
“I should’ve watched this video first, see what exactly you said about me.” I turn to look at David, a slight blush raising to his cheeks.
“You can watch it later.” He brushes it off.
“I think I might have to.”
“Okay so Y/n, how did you meet David?”
“We met at a party. It was a party with people I didn’t really know all that well. It wasn’t people from my high school, I knew Natalie and that’s why I was going.” I explain.
“Wait, so Natalie is the one who got the two of you to hook up?” Josh looks between the two of us.
“No, she was just the reason we were at the same party. Natalie introduced me to her when she was making her rounds.” David explains.
“So what do you remember about that?”
Josh’s level of excitement makes me smile, he just seems so genuinely excited to hear the story, even if he’s already heard one side of it.
“I surprisingly remember him being really easy to talk to. I’m pretty sure I was pretty drunk by the time we were talking. We didn’t really know each other, but we both managed to crack a few jokes.”
“Why do you say surprisingly?”
“Because after that night, he got super awkward around me.” I laugh.
“What? Is it not true?” I ask.
“No, it’s true.” He rolls his eyes.
“So you guys didn’t hook up at that party, right?”
“No, David actually asked me for my number at that party.” I laugh.
“How did you do it?” Josh asks David, I turn to look at him. I actually can’t remember that part, I just know that a few days later I had a message from him.
“I think I just asked for it. It wasn’t anything special, I was really nervous though! I thought she would say no or something.” David pushes his hair back off of his forehead.
“But you didn’t.” Josh continues the story.
“But I didn’t.” I nod, “After that we start texting like pretty consistently. We didn’t go to the same school, so texting all day was really our only way of talking to each other.”
“So who brought up the topic of sex first?” Josh questions.
“Umm,” I think for a second and I look to David for reassurance, “I think it was me. We were just talking about things we had done sexually and I was upfront and asked if he wanted to have sex with me.”
“Wow, so you just went for it!” Josh grins.
“Yeah, I remember we had just been talking for a while and I knew my parents weren’t going to be home all weekend so I wanted to take advantage of that. I was also just being a dumb high schooler you know?”
“Definitely, and was David your first?”
“He was not.” I shake my head.
“David, did you know that?” Josh asks.
“I was pretty sure.” David nods, looking at me, “We hadn’t really talked about it, but I had a feeling that she knew what she was doing.”
“Did you know that you were taking his virginity?”
“Yes! He was such a liar, playing it off like he had had sex before.” I roll my eyes, “When he showed up he was practically shaking.”
“I was not!” David defends.
“Do you not remember you trying to put on the condom?” I laugh.
He looks at me confused for a second before the realization hits him.
“Oh my god, I think I blocked that part out.” He puts his head in his hands.
“Well, I hope you’ve improved.” I tease.
“Wow, you’re so mean!” David rolls his eyes, his words still don’t stop my laughter.
“So that was it for you guys? You didn’t talk after that?”
“No, David wouldn’t talk after that.” I pull my legs up closer to my body.
“We finished and he left. After that I think I saw him once or twice at parties, but he never said anything. I went up to him and talked to him, but he usually had an excuse to exit quickly. I thought he didn’t want to see me ever again. I tried talking a few times, but I only ever got like one word responses back so-”
“Wait, you thought that was because I didn’t like you anymore?” David interrupts.
“Well, yeah.” I laugh, “We went from like texting a hundred messages a day to nothing all within a few days.”
“No, I was just way too nervous after that to talk to you. You had sex with me and I couldn’t be normal after that.” He explains, “I thought that you wanted to forget it ever happened.”
“No, that’s not true.” I smile softly.
“Wow, this video was really good for you guys. It helped explain some miscommunications between you two.”
“Yeah.” I nod, finally turning away from David and giving my full attention back to Josh.
“Missed connection!” Josh yells with a laugh, “If you guys had just talked maybe you’d still be together.”
We all laugh at his comment, he asks me a few more questions and David and I banter some more before he’s got enough footage. He finishes out his outro and we say our goodbyes to the camera. Josh packs up and explains that he will be posting as soon as he can, maybe tonight or tomorrow morning even depending on how little he needs to edit out.
“I’m gonna go look through the internship emails.” Natalie says, getting up suddenly from her spot to go to her room.
David and I are still sitting next to each other on the couch, not nearly as close though as when we had to film.
“You thought I didn’t like you?” David asks, breaking the silence after a few minutes of us just sitting there. There’s no more camera or audience, this conversation is just for us.
“Yeah, we barely said ten words to each other once you got to my house, then after we had sex you didn’t talk to me at all. You left.”
David’s eyes never leave mine the whole time I talk, causing a shiver to run down my spine. I didn’t think this bothered me, but the more I think about it, the worse I feel. It’s not like he was the first for me, but it still meant something. At least I thought it did.
“I didn’t talk to you because I thought it wasn’t good enough for you, I thought I was a person you wanted to forget.”
“Why would you think that?”
“Because you’re you, Y/n. We didn’t even go to the same school and I knew who you were. The next time I saw you at another party, you were so full of laughter and talked to like a dozen different guys. I don’t even think you saw me until hours into the party.”
“Oh.” I look down at my hands in my lap.
“I really am sorry. I was stupid, I can’t believe we could’ve been more and neither of us-” David cuts himself of reaizing what he’s said.
“More?” I ask with brows raised, a small smirk gracing my face.
“Like more than a one time thing.” He clears his throat, “I could’ve shown improvement.”
Finally breaking the tension making us both laugh.
“I was only teasing before.”
“You can’t tell me it was good for you. You were so amazing, I don’t think I paid much attention to your needs.”
“It was awkward and clumsy, but it was still good.” I smile thinking back on the memory. It was far from perfect, but it was still a memorable night.
“I’m gonna go find Nat.” I say getting up, “I’m glad we talked.”
I watch as Y/n leaves. It feels good to get that off my chest, and finally have some closure on the situation. It also makes me sad to find out that we both wanted to continue the relationship, maybe even further it, but instead we moved on. Instead I shut her out almost completely from my life.
I go to my room and grab my laptop to start editing. Editing has always been a good distraction for me. I try to focus on the bit I filmed with Josh in the backyard earlier today, but my thoughts keep getting cluttered with thoughts of Y/n.
“Hey, Dave.” Natalie says as she knocks on my door before letting herself in.
“Yeah?” I look up as she walks over to my side of the bed.
“What’s going on between you and Y/n for real. I know earlier you said it was nothing, but I know both of you better than that. I just want to know what’s going on.”
I push my laptop off to the side, not like I was getting any work done anyway.
“I don’t know. I’m kind of crushed by the fact that maybe I wouldn’t have had to feel shame these past few years. I messed up, Y/n thought I was ignoring her. She thought that I just used her for sex and then she still tried to talk with me and I was too awkward to talk back.” I sigh, “I’m just mad at myself right now.”
“Y/n isn’t mad at you though.” Natalie adds, “I just want you both to be okay. I think that video today messed with both your heads.”
“Yeah, she’s alright. I think she’s just as confused as you.”
Natalie wordlessly gets up and leaves after that, leaving me once again alone with my thoughts.
“Hey!” Natalie knocks on my door that was open, I set down my phone to give her my full attention.
“I think we’re going to a club.” She grins, “It’s kind of last minute, but everyone’s on their way here so we can go as a group. David even got a party bus.”
“Are you kidding me?” I ask with a laugh.
“Not even slightly, just a regular Thursday night in the Dobrik household.” She rolls her eyes and walks back out of my room, “We leave in an hour.”
I rummage through my suitcase before grabbing my lucky dress. I don’t have many club outfits that I love, but if I had to pick one it would be this one. It hugs me everywhere I want to, always making my confidence skyrocket when wearing it. It’s also the dress that has brought me luck, some of my best nights have happened in this dress.
“Y/n, are you ready?” David asks, knocking softly at my door.
“Nearly!” I yell back, “You can come in.”
I’ve finished my hair and makeup, now I’ve just been trying to zip the back of my short dress for the past five minutes. I was seconds away from calling for Natalie when David knocked.
“Can you actually get this for me?” I ask, turning to show him how I could only reach behind so far.
“Uh, yeah, uh, sure.” He clears his throat a few times before I feel his hands. One at the small of my back to hold the dress, the other slowly sliding up as the zipper glides closed.
“Thank you.” I quickly take a step forward and sit on the edge of the bed so I can strap the ankle of my shoes.
“Ready.” I grin looking up at him waiting at the door.
As soon as we leave the safety of my room, all eyes are on us. I clear my throat and the group either
“C’mon, let’s get you a drink!” Natalie pulls me from David’s side and drags me to the drink cart.
We all pregame a little while we wait for the bus to show up. We get lots of pictures of everyone all dressed up. A picture of David and I on his story included, I didn’t even notice that he followed me at some point. I follow back and notice just how many fans have found my account. My comments are dominated by his fans and my followers have gone up by thousands.
“The bus is here!” Heath yells loudly.
We all file out of the house and climb into the bus that’s got music blaring. Zane automatically takes to the stripper pole, posing for stories.
“You’re not filming?” I ask, leaning over to notice David’s camera is absent tonight.
“Technically I posted today, so I’m not going to film anything tonight other than stuff for my story.” David explains.
“Well cheers to that! Does that mean you’re actually going to drink?”
“Ehh, I don’t know about that.” He laughs.
“Well, if you decide to, the first round is on me.”
Once we arrive we get in fairly quickly, apparently David’s publicist made a call. We didn’t even have to wait, which definitely makes us all feel special. They take us over to our large booth. Shortly after that, waitresses with sparklers and a sign that has David’s name on it show up. They pass out bottles of champagne and inform us that we’ve been given bottle service for the night.
“David, what the fuck?” I laugh.
He just shrugs and pops the cork on one of the bottles. I hold my glass out for him to fill, he fills his own and the whole group reaches forward to cheers.
“Alright, let’s dance!” Corinna yells, taking my hand without question. I look at David over my shoulder with wide eyes, he just laughs. I haven’t talked to her yet, but it looks like we’re bonding tonight.
We make our way to the center, crowded with lots of people around us. We dance for a few songs. Somehow Corinna got body glitter which means now I have it all over me as well. Finally we make our way back to the table when we decide we need more drinks. Most of the group is still seated and talking, a few we met on the dancefloor.
“Nat!” I cheer grabbing her attention.
“Y/n!” She cheers back with a smile.
“I missed you! Next time you have to come out with me.” I insist, starting to feel the drinks hit me. I definitely have a buzz going, maybe even tipsy after a few additional shots.
“I think I’m a little too sober for that.” She laughs.
“Well we could change that.” I propose the idea. Drunk Natalie is a good night.
“I think you’ll just have to drag Dave out instead.” She laughs a little louder noticing how wide his eyes get.
“C’mon, David would never!” I sigh.
“Oh really?” He sits up a little straighter.
“Prove me wrong, Dobrik.” I tease.
He quickly stands up and holds his hand out for me to take.
“Let’s go, I like this song.” He laughs.
“Alright!” I take his hand and let him lead to the dancefloor. He makes me laugh with his bad dance moves. Pulling out the robot just to make me laugh harder. I know that he’s got a few drinks in him, which I’m sure is the source of some of his confidence. I know that Natalie’s said he’s a lightweight when it comes to alcohol.
“Now it’s tradition here for our one slow song of the night. So find someone to dance with!” The Dj’s voice booms loudly as the intro to a slower song begins. I look to David unsure, but he for the second time tonight he holds out a hand for me to take.
He spins me once before pulling me into his chest.
“Wow, someone’s got moves.” I smirk, letting my arms rest on his shoulder as I look him in the eyes.
“That is my one move so don’t expect much more.” He grins, his hands tighten around my waist as we slowly spin and away to the beat. We don’t talk much, any words nearly seem like they could break the moment. Every once and a while we catch each other’s eyes, but usually one of us breaks.
“Can I just do something?” I ask, my hands slowly raising from his shoulders to thread back through his hair.
I tilt my head up and he leans down to connect our lips for the first time in six years. It’s different than before in so many ways. We know more now, about kissing, but more importantly each other. It’s like we never kissed before, this is our first time because I’m sure that my lips didn’t burn like this last time.
I open my mouth up wider for David to deepen, which he does. He hums in appreciation, his arms pulling me in even closer. We aren’t dancing even slightly anymore, just making out in the center of the dancefloor.
“I like you, Y/n.” David grins, pushing a strand of hair back behind my ear.
“I like you too, David.” I smile right back, not letting go just yet.
Wordlessly we walk back the group, it looks like everyone is here now. Everyone looks ready to go at this point.
“The bus is back again if we want to go home.” Natalie informs. It doesn’t feel like it, but we’ve been here for a few hours.
“Yeah, we probably should.” David agrees.
“Dave, can we crash at yours?”
They don’t even need to ask, I know that everyone crashes all the time. A lot of the time after late nights like these the last thing they want to do is drive forty minutes to their own house.
“Sure, we can put on a movie in the living room and do a sleepover.”
We get back on the bus, I sit close to David. My legs thrown over his lap with his hands holding them there. We get smirks from everyone, but no one says a word. Natalie sends me a wink.
David tips the driver and we rush past everyone to get into the house. David throws me over his shoulder and runs to his room. Both of us laughing loudly, not caring about everyone knowing exactly what we’re up to.
He shuts the door and gently throws me down on the bed. I laugh and watch him climb up my, pressing kisses over my dress as he makes his way up to my lips. We makeout for a bit, I flip us over so I’m straddling him. His hands hover over the zipper and I nod to give him permission.
“If you had told me when I was zipping this dress up earlier that I would be taking this dress off of you I would’ve thought you were crazy.” He peppers kisses across my neck between words making me grin.
He pulls it down and the thin straps slide off my shoulders. Just like that, I’m down to my bra and underwear. I let him turn us over so I can pull his shirt off over his head. As soon as it’s off he comes back down to reconnect our lips. Once it’s bare skin against bare skin it’s like a wake up call.
“Wait.” I pull away, “This is going to sound stupid, but can we wait?” I ask.
He pulls back to give me some space and really look at me. I’m sure to catch his breath as well.
“This might sound stupid, and trust me I really want you right now, but if we’re actually going this I want it to be different. I want us to be completely sober, I don’t want our friends all outside in the living room, and most importantly I don’t want Corinna’s body glitter all over me.”
We both laugh at the first part and he nods in understanding.
“No, please don’t be sorry.” He presses a kiss to my temple, “This is a really good idea actually. We rushed it our first time and that’s not what I want this to be. I want to appreciate every inch of you, I want it to be perfect. You’re still not leaving for a while, so we have time.”
We both just lay there for a while in each other’s hold before we get up, we aren’t ready for bed yet. David gives me an oversized sweatshirt, and he changes into some sweats. I press a few more kisses to his lips before we leave our little safe haven. The rest of the group is still out here watching a movie.
“How was he?” Zane yells, breaking the ice, “Better than 17 year old David?”
The group laughs at how blunt he us, but I can tell with the way that they don’t shut him down, they want to know too.
“David was amazing. Then and now.” David reaches out to take my hand in his, both of us grinning like idiots.
“Thank you.” He whispers, pressing a kiss to my cheek.
We snuggle into the empty spot on the couch, David and I pressed close together. Natalie is right next to us causing me to reach out a hand to her. She grins looking down at David and I snuggled together.
“I could get used to this.” His voice a whisper in my ear. I look around at my new group of friends. Some are asleep and snoring. Some are awake and still drunk, throwing popcorn at the screen while yelling. I wouldn’t change any of it.
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