Hey, it's just a story blog about the long distance relationship between Jack and Egg.
Chapter 1: What If...
Chapter 2: Long Distance
Chapter 3: First Conversation
Chapter 4: Jack & Elena vs. Evil
Chapter 5: Jacksaw
Chapter 6: Saw
Chapter 7: Life is too short
Chapter 8: Meteor Shower
Chapter 9: Smiley
Chapter 10: About Jack
Chapter 11: Ghosts & Vampires
Chapter 12: Cutest Messages
Chapter 13: Skinny Love
Chapter 14: A Naughty Wink
Chapter 15: The Ride
Chapter 16: Ask.fm
Chapter 17: King of Summer
Chapter 18: Will You?
Chapter 19: Unbroken Egg
Chapter 20: Facebook Page
Chapter 21: Modeling
Chapter 22: The Marriage
Chapter 23: Behind Every Scar
Chapter 24: Motivational Quote
Chapter 25: Itâs Complicated
Chapter 26: Memory
Chapter 27: Closure
Chapter 28: Letting Go
Chapter 29: Elena
Chapter 30: Bad Guy? No
Chapter 31: Humor
Chapter 32: The Deal
Chapter 33: Dolls
Chapter 34: Elenaâs Theory
Chapter 35: Happiness
Chapter 36: Hope
Chapter 37: First Movie
Chapter 38: Lyrics
Chapter 39: Qualities
Chapter 40: The Best
Chapter 41: Birthday 2014
Chapter 42: Just a Normal Girl
Chapter 43: Just a Fool
Chapter 44: Time Flies
Chapter 45: A New Beginning
Chapter 46: The Right Guy
Chapter 47: Thoughts
Chapter 48: Up
Chapter 49: Encouragement
Chapter 50: Shhh
Chapter 51: Counting Nightmares, Sheep and Zombies
Chapter 52: Buzz
Chapter 53: Time Flies
Chapter 54: Bonfire
Chapter 55: Kill Me
Chapter 56: Somewhere
Chapter 57: Hair
Chapter 58: Jackâs BFF
Chapter 59: Sixth Sense
Chapter 60: Prank
Chapter 61: Funny Game
Chapter 62: Nothing can Bring Me Down
Chapter 63: Curiosity
Chapter 64: Egg
Chapter 65: Life is Short
Chapter 66: Immortal
Chapter 67: Girlâs Problem
Chapter 68: Long Distance
Chapter 69: Typing Mistakes
Chapter 70: I Miss You
Chapter 71: Hot Brain
Chapter 72: Scary Pic
Chapter 73: Writing
Chapter 74: Lies
Chapter 75: If I Stay
Chapter 76: Make Time
Chapter 77: Nails
Chapter 78: I'm a Creep
Chapter 79: Plan
Chapter 80: The List
Chapter 81: #50ThingsAboutHim
Chapter 82: About Him 2
Chapter 83: About Him 3
Chapter 84: About Him 4
Chapter 85: Old Times
Chapter 86: Stay Strong, Jack
Chapter 87: Conflicts
Chapter 88: First of July
Chapter 89: Make Up
Chapter 90: My Feeling
Chapter 91: Traveling the World
Chapter 92: The Mail
Chapter 93: The Mail 2
Chapter 94: The Mail 3
Chapter 95: The Mail 4
Chapter 96: New Jack
Chapter 97: Three Years
Chapter 98: 2th Anniversary
Chapter 99: Negative Feelings
Chapter 100: Question Challenge
Chapter 101: Egg & Anger
Chapter 102: Boyfriend's Questions
Chapter 103: After Anger
Chapter 104: Does Unbroken Cry?
Chapter 105: Haunted Bedroom
Chapter 106: The Good in Goodbye
Chapter 107: His Version of First Conversation
Chapter 108: Baby & Special Egg
Chapter 109: Disconnect
Chapter 110: Doubt
Chapter 111: Karma
Chapter 112: Everythingâs Fine
Chapter 113: Movie list
Chapter 114: Questions
Chapter 115: Questions 2
Chapter 116: Questions 3
Chapter 117: The Fight
Chapter 118: The Fight 2
Chapter 119: Something
Chapter 120: #SongsThatAreBetterWithTheWordDick
Chapter 121: But I Love Him
Chapter 122: Pizza Love
Chapter 123: Good Things Take Time
Chapter 124: Right Time
Chapter 125: Im This Type of Gf
Chapter 126: Im That Type of Gf
Chapter 127: Missions
Chapter 128: A Girlâs Wish
Chapter 129: A Girlâs Wish 2
Chapter 130: Falling Apart
Chapter 131: Head Buzz
Chapter 132: Why?
Chapter 133: Dream
Chapter 134: Mood Swing
Chapter 135: Boyfriendâs Needs
Chapter 136: What I Did?
Chapter 137: What He Did?
Chapter 138: What We Did?
Chapter 139: Thank You, Pisces Boy
Chapter 140: I Know
Chapter 141: Chat Conversation
Chapter 142: Summer
Chapter 143: 4 Days of Gray
Chapter 144: Think for Him
Chapter 145: Decision
Chapter 146: Care Too Much?
Chapter 147: Prayers
Chapter 148: My Name is Egg
Chapter 149: I Do It For You
Chapter 150: Support
Chapter 151: Series of Unfortunate Event
Chapter 152: What He Likes
Chapter 153: What He Likes 2
Chapter 154: The Climb
Chapter 155: New Year
Chapter 156: Raise a Baby
Chapter 157: Parenting
Chapter 158: Truth Hour 1.0
Chapter 159: Truth Hour 1.1
Chapter 160: Homesick
Chapter 161: Santa Monica
Chapter 162: Checklist 2
Chapter 163: Birthday Messages
Chapter 164: If I Disappear
Chapter 165: Meet Me at the Ministop
Chapter 166: Book, Coffee, Girlfriend
Chapter 167: Hatched
Chapter 168: 22 Ideas
Chapter 169: Cookies
Chapter 170: Pee Poop
Chapter 171: Scream Queen
Chapter 172: As Long As
Chapter 173: But Youâre Different
Chapter 174: The Man Who Canât Be Moved
Chapter 175: A Letter of Appreciation
Chapter 176: Life Lessons
Chapter 177: Remember When 1217
Chapter 178: Tell Me Something
Chapter 179: Nonsense
Chapter 180: Advices
Chapter 181: Busy August
Chapter 182: Anger
Chapter 183: Anger 2
Chapter 184: Anger 3
Chapter 185: Anger 4
Chapter 186: Set Me Free
Chapter 187: Busy
Chapter 188: Okay..
Chapter 189: Seriously
Chapter 190: Would You Rather
Chapter 191:
Chapter 192:
Chapter 193:
Chapter 194:
Chapter 195:
Chapter 196:
Chapter 197:
Chapter 198:
Chapter 199:
Chapter 200:
Me: I think you know I was lying and it was a prank just now. About what my grandparents said about you. You know me well.
Jack: no i didnt know anything
Me: Hahaha seriously lol Then I am a good liar!
Jack: im just a baby who both believes in egg and knows her well.
 After chatting for some time later that day, I fail to think of a name of a movie when we are chatting about horror movies taking place on an airplane.
Me: Why my brain is not functioning today. Maybe I can't lie. When I lie, my brain shut some of it's function down. Hmmm. Yeah lying is not good.
Jack: i knew u were lying. sorry :3 will pretend not know next time hehehehe
Me: Ahhhh.
 [April 1, 2016]
Me: what if im a liar? what are the things uâd still believe in me?
Jack: It is okay :3 bc i can find the truth later đ u can hide nothing forever
Me: im a liar today because itâs april fool đ yes, we will find out everything in the end, even the smallest lie.
Jack: yeah i will :))) i understand it. as long as ur free and happy
Me: do u want to give me up?
Jack: no i dont đ u know that. but i dont know. im too selfish. ur a girl and u need someone by ur side but im too far away. i just can talk to you like this instead of being around u and do something crazy to make u happy. i just can feel ur feelings through ur texts instead of looking into ur eyes. i will understand if u want to give me up đ but i wont give u up.
In 2017, 14 million couples in the states define themselves as having a long distance relationship. Not all long distance relationships will survive, and I do agree itâs not easy to maintain one as it requires both parties to make an effort when they want the relationship to last.
Of all the long distance relationship that fails, the average time they lasted is 4.5 months. And Iâm proud to say that the Jackegg relationship is much stronger than the others. Maybe we donât fall into this break-up category. 60 % of all long distance relationships survive.
Another interesting fact is that 10 % of all marriages in the states started out as a long distance relationship.
We couldnât predict what happen in the future. If the relationship turns out well, I would love to have the journey with you. If the relationship turns out bad, we had had some good time together. What's meant to be, is meant to be. Sometimes things turn out to be beyond our control, itâs better for us to accept it and move on, instead of holding on to something that is already out of reach. This doesnât mean that everything is up to fate. We have to do the work as well in order to achieve the success that we want.Â
The moment when you are addicted to cookies and canât hide your love for cookies. And you must eat certain amount of cookies in a month, even in your dream. And you dream of the taste of certain cookies in the past all the time. Hahaha. And it becomes a part of you, you cant live without.
[Aug 27, 2017]
3 cookies will be gone in August and transferred to September?
[Nov 29, 2017]
Me: not true. Just like the August cookies? You said you might be late and would do it in early September. But you're busy until now.
RIP to the cookies that go to heaven. Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â
Cookies x2
 I have had many packages of cookies, so I guess I have to stop before I get fat. But you know I canât resist them. I fail to resist them and always wanting them. I am so weak to resist. They are like a magic food that gives me happiness, love, excitement, positivity and energy.
 [Nov 29, 2017]
Me: Yayy! You mean 'some' cookies or 'a' cookie? I'm just happy you can be happy and take a rest finally.
Jack: i mean some :3 i will bake some cookies in last two weeks.
 Only Jack and Egg has the recipes. Basic ingredients are sugars, butter, vanilla, eggs, chocolate chips, flour, baking soda and salt.
Jack: Yeah I am now. I know the feeling of too stressed out
Me: what r the thngs u still need to do next week for the travels? list them out and it will help.
[Oct 6, 2017]
Me: rest time tonight. Just take a deep breath. Always write down what u need to do. And it makes u less stressful. And don't think too much about me.
[Oct 26, 2017]
Jack: Good Evening honey. Miss ya. I'm too stressed out
Me: awe lots of works? Wrud now? U have to deal with a lot of things? And no free time to rest or let ur gf calm you down? Don't think too much bb. Maybe u need to have 1 hour to plan what u need to do the next week. For the next 7 days. It's not like a deadline. It's like things u need to do, u put them before the deadline. so that u won't be like: finish A and then B is about to meet it's deadline. U will do B first, and u know u gotta finish it at day1 because u know day2 is for A. Because u know day3 is full of other activities, and day4 is deadline.
Jack: Im in class. Yeah. I just have a lot of things to handle. And I'm too tired to finish them all
Me: and ur wishing for a full week having nothing to do đ
Jack: Thats all. I don't want to do anything anymore. I feel like I have chosen a harder road.
Me: yeah thats it. but it will be useful at the end.
When you thought that you were being so neglected for months, received no text for days, and you thought that he doesnât care, but he took you on a great adventure full of love. And then you realized you should let him do his thing when he was busy. I did but I missed him too much.
I was busy from time to time too. And he was too whenever he had tests or trips. Just this time he disappeared for too long. And lots of plans were buried in the dust. For three months, he didnât dare to make new plans since he was afraid he couldnât commit. He was sweet that he tried to make some time to be with the pissed-off egg. Â
[Sep 25, 2017]
Jack: How about tomorrow? We will watch it tomorrow. I will be free tomorrow night.
Me: It's okay, ur busy. Just use ur time to rest. Don't wanna make u extra busy
Jack: How about 8pm? It doesn't make me busy honey
Me: Idk. We will see. U don't have to feel guilty. I can't promise. (just like what u said)
But at the end, he made it up with an adventure. I was drowning in love.
[Nov 29, 2017]
Me: You do it for love or you do it because you feel bad of what happened the past 3 months?
Jack: its a poop and i do it for both
[Dec 21, 2017]
Me: hey thank you for taking me on the wonderful adventure. Everything is good with sunlight. I like it. Love the adventure!
Me: yes things fine. my life okay. Howâs urs without me? good luck on ur test, how many tests u have?
Jack: Just one tomorrow. My life without u isn't good. I can't do anything well since I don't have anyone to share my thoughts with.
Me: so any thoughts u wanna share now? Whatâs in ur mind?
[Dec 3, 2017]
Me: how u compare ur life with me and ur life without me
Jack: of course its not good without you honey. i feel empty when ur busy but its okay bc u have things to do i can be patient just i will become crazy sometimes
 Life without jack
[March 17, 2016]
Jack: hey anything u wanna tell me? how is ur life without me?
Me: i love it and i hate it haha
 Life without cookie
[May 1, 2017]
Me: mostly love for me. and food is life, right? without food, u die. it nourishes our loves.
1. What you think of our 5 years relationship?
Jack: I think it been a great long time for us. We did so much things together that other people can never expect            Â
Me: Weâve been through a lot, weâve made some changes and growth throughout the years. We definitely become closer and our relationship gets stronger from time to time, try to compare today with the exact same day from last year and ask yourself âcan/will my younger self do the thing Iâm doing today?â and youâll notice the difference. We share life and problems, maybe I donât share much, but Iâm a good listener to listen to your all kind of problems 1. Stress from the tests and assignments, 2. Bad experience with friends or housemates, 3. Financial problem, 4. Problems at work, coworkers, and then give you some advices to try to make you feel better. Life is good with you. We motivate and inspire each other.
2. Can you imagine life without me?
Jack: Life without you was too terrible to me. I don't need to imagine. Months ago was enough. :v I don't know which is the right way to go. I handle things not effectively anymore. With you, you can tell me advise and calm me or just listen to me.
Me: No, how can I live without the cookies you made? I would die of hunger. My life would be a bore if I donât have you in my mind, love to listen to your problems, love everything about you, especially the DNA. Ahihi.
3. Like you had never met me 5 years ago. What life would be like?
Jack: Life would be like something I can't imagine
Me: Life is interesting and full of love now with you. If we had never met 5 years ago, maybe we would met 4 years ago. Haha, itâs because of fate that we met. So if things are meant to be, they will be. If two person are meant to be together, they will be. 1ïżœ\)ïżœïżœ.
Jack: Honey, what you think theme of this year is??
Me: what you mean theme of this year?
I am unsure what âthemeâ Jack is referring to. It turns out to be the theme of the chapter on anniversary on this blog. The blog was started in summer 2014, without me even noticed, I have made special chapters for the special days all these years, and these are the 3 chapters on anniversary:
2nd anniversary (2014) chapter: Chapter 44: Time flies â 2 years anniversary
3rd anniversary (2015) chapter: Chapter 97: Three Years
4th anniversary (2016) chapter: Chapter 177: Remember When 1217
 Jack: Last year was remember when. The 3rd one was jealous.
Me: or this year theme is sunshine?
Jack: kiss hug †theme of this year should be DNA haha
 According to Wikipedia, DNA is a molecule that carries the genetic instructions used in the growth, development, functioning and reproduction of all known living organisms.
According to Cambridge dictionary, DNA is the chemical, present at the centre of the cells of living things, that controls the structure and purpose of each cell and carries genetic information during reproduction
According to Jackegg dictionary, DNA is a special thing thatâs not seen by the others and it carries a lot of love information.
Sentences:
1. Egg is able to read Jackâs DNA and she loves to.
2. Jackâs DNA is better with the sunshine.
Me: Are u free? lets play 'would you rather' game. ahaha đ
1. Would you rather lose all of your money or all of the pictures you have ever taken?
Jack: I would rather lose all of the pictures. Because I can take another pictures hehe.
Me: my answer is money hehe. bc i can get my money back, but not the pictures
2. Would you rather be the first person to explore a planet or be the inventor of a drug that cures a deadly disease?
Me: i think i know ur answer. Haha
Jack: So what is my answer? đ
Me: explore the planet although u wanna be a doctor
Jack: Hahah yeah of course I want to explore a planet but I can't let people die đ so I wr be the inventor of a drug
3. Would you rather be able to fly on earth for one week or visit the space for one hour?
Jack: I would like to visit the space for one hour. Heheh. U know I love space.
4. Would you rather die in 20 years with no regrets or die in 50 years with many regrets?
Jack: I would rather die in 20 years with no regrets heheh. I want to die handsome. Living with regrets is terrible.
5. If it is fate that if we meet, I will have an unhappy life. Would you rather to (meet me and I have an unhappy life) or (unmeet me and I have a happy life)?
Jack: Unmeet you and you have a happy life. I don't want to be a source of anyone unhappiness
6. Would you rather relive the same day for 365 days or lose a year of your life?
Jack: Lose a year of my life for sure. I don't want to relive that many days. Too boring for me.
Me: I would rather relive it for365 days.
7. Would you rather live under a sky with no stars at night or live under a sky with no clouds during the day?
Jack: Live in a sky with no clouds during the day
He disappeared again. I could only send  [muscle emoji] and [bye emoji]   and without getting any replies. 5 days later, finally he showed up.. with a single message. And thatâs all from him.
[Nov 22, 2017]
Jack: Good morning honey.
Me: You have no feelings with all the [heart], [diamond], [muscle], [bye]?
Its Nov 22! Thinking âHe is back! Finallyâ Oh wait.. maybe not.
[Oct 27, 2017]
Me: October is about to end. And November will be the last month ur busy?
Jack: Yeah november will be the last month I'm busy. I'm sure about that and really excited
Oh! He canât be busy in December, right? I know.
[Nov 27, 2017]
Me: If you finish it, you will have more free time?
Jack: I will have more free time after finishing. But then I have exam. Will finish exam on 14th December. So Iâm free for the rest of December. I have to focus on my exam and rest after many programs
Me: Ok wake me up on 14 Dec. Anything u want to say?
Jack: I love you honey. Hope I won't have anything to do after 14th.
Half of December will be gone. Thinking â3 more weeks to go and he will be free right?â Â Maybe I should send some this time? Like a ghost, he seems to be there, but he is not.
Oh, and.. I wanna reply that message with
Me: You hope? Alright. Good to hear that.
You can disappear again now. Like what you did for the past few months. Ignored all my texts. Too busy to even spend 10 minutes to contact me.
[Nov 2, 2017]
Jack: One program has finished. Yayyy. One less problem. I'm back. Sorry I been too busy for the contest. I have more free time now.
~Thinking âoh yeahh! He is free!â but.. the next day..
[Nov 3, 2017]
Me: So ur not free tonight too?
Jack: Yeah i think we should watch it tomorrow
Me: what have u been up to? The same thing? club
Jack: I have just finished a meeting. Should I tell you a good news? Because I don't know if It works. I will have less meetings after next week. Iâm just busy on Mon, Tue and Thur.
~Next week is free? But he disappeared again, ignoring all my messages. I could only spam [heart] and [diamond]Â and everytime I think of him. Only at our regular chat time though.
And then after 1 week+,
[Nov 12, 2017]
Jack: One more week and I will be free. Looking forward.
[Nov 17, 2017]
Me: Still busy?
Jack: Yeah I'm still busy. Until next week. After 21-11.
Me: Are you sure u will be free after 21?
Jack: Yeah I'm sure. No more program after that.
~ Thinking âfinally he will be free. It canât be untrue this time. He is sureâ. Full of hope, Â
[Nov 18, 2017]
Me: i know u can do it. settle everything jack. fews more days to go. and u can reward yourself with something.
Me: What if i decide to stop wanting you when there's a good guy wanting me? and i decide to not meeting you for the rest of our life? because i think it's the best decision, when i want my freedom and peace of life. Â like i have u in my heart.
Jack: Heheh if it's good for you, go for it đđđ I'm with you
Me: thank u. but can u be not sad? and will u move on and try to find another girl? cause if u wont, how can i move on?
Jack: I think I will be sad for a while. And then I will be okay. It's life. We should move on. Although It hurts.
Maybe I donât like to be tied to something. Maybe marriage is not my thing, maybe having kids is not my thing. Maybe we are not supposed to be together in the future, maybe for these years, we have each other and are not alone, we took care of each other all these time. Maybe itâs wrong for me to fall in love. Maybe I need freedom, maybe my kind of lifestyle is being free to anywhere where no one knows me, travelling here and there, without worries. Â Maybe when you set me free, itâs setting yourself free too at the same time.
We have time limits in each other life. maybe its 10 years, maybe its 50 years, we don't know, we don't know how long we still have, we don't know what happen tomorrow. But so far we got 4 years ++ of wonderful time together, that's a gift from God, be grateful. and everything happens for a reason. Losing might not mean losing because you have had those time meaningfully spent with someone.
Iâm trying to say that 1. treat everyone around us nice, 2. Be thankful for the time given with our loved ones, 3. Sometimes loving someone means we wish them the best even if it doesnât include us in their life, 4. Learn to let go, 5. Live in the moments, yolo, and donât think too much for the uncertainties in the future, just let it be, 6. It will be if it meant to be.
Jack: âi think you are a little bit angry. am i right?â
Me: âdo u think we will watch boss baby tomorrow?â
Jack: âyeah we will watch it tomorrowâ
We say itâs a matter of priority, like Iâm not as important as his works. Itâs not true sometimes and I have to be understanding. Thatâs why I never said things like âyour works are more important than your girlfriend?â or âyou choose to ignore your girlfriend and spend time with your friendsâ to him.
And itâs easy to make me happy, just make a cookie promise or bake a cookie for me. And he already knows itâs not a big deal if he couldnât keep a cookie promise, a promise just shows me that he cares, and Iâm still at the top of his priority (Iâm still important), even though he chose his works and friends over me sometimes.
[March 11, 2017]
Jack: [kiss] give an angry people a hug
[hug] kiss on her face
and give her an ice cream â€
đ§ wanna taste this?
love yaaa honey
An ice cream or some chocolate cookies never fail to make me feel love. I always appreciate the effort of âfeeding a hungry girlfriendâ and forgive every single bad moments.
Jack: âNo no no don't get angry at me :3 Don't get angry for beautyâ
Anger is a big issue since it can destroy a relationship. Itâs like a spark thatâs start a fire. A spark can add some fun like a firework during a dark time. A spark can guide a relationship in the right direction. A spark can make you realise or remember something you shouldâve done. But a fire burns and hurts. And if it goes uncontrolled, it destroys everything which is built overtime into ashes.
[June 9, 2017]
Me: âim not angry. so dont feel guilty. and if u think ur wrong, i forgive you.â
Jack: âThank you honeyâ
Should I pissed of his little âpoorâ time management? Lol, like he can be unaware that the last time he did something is a month ago. Or he overslept for our movie date. Or disappeared for a few days and eventually showing up, with all my messages in his inbox he was too busy to read.
[June 4, 2017]
Jack: âso sorry to make you have to wait these daysâ
Me: âLove your angry girlfriend?â
He is not that bad if you starting to think that he is such a bad boyfriend. He is just having that happy go lucky and worries-free life. And we know itâs hard to handle everything at once. And I donât want to make him feel stressed out. So I literally let him to not worry too much about me. He doesnât have to remember to do something for me or with me, and so he allows me to constantly remind him. He has too much going on in his mind, he has to remember time for his classes, part time works, meetings, friendâs outing, gym hours and others.
