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Pull me back into the light.

Each time I see this movie somewhere I can’t help but watch it. It never changes and I’ve seen it so many times now that I’m not noticing new things anymore. It does remind me every time of my relationship with you. The original imagining of this movie is a more accurate representation than the movie itself. It chronicles the countless times she erased him over more than a decade where the movie only focuses a single event. It’s hard to explain my endless love for you in any other way than saying that somethings never change and this is certainly one of those things.

Initially, a friendship didn’t work because I loved you as so much more than that.

A conventional relationship didn’t work because we are far too broken for anything “conventional”.

Another friendship didn’t work because we both had significant others that didn’t and refused to understand we do possess the ability to act like nothing more than friends and hide our true feelings deep down with all the others.

Another series of bad relationships with other people and our on again off again friendship failed yet again.

We talk; then we don’t. We talk again; then we block each other and pretend the other doesn’t exist. Then we talk again because at least I realize that nothing else makes sense anymore; only to get no response because you are too busy trying to be happy. Then I do the same thing to you.

We are almost always in the absolute worst position to be friends because we’ve both by now, years in to this crazy thing, come to the realization that if we were ever magically both single, magically both living in the same city, and magically not chasing after someone else that was already long gone something good may someday happen.

It’s not likely and it’s certainly not on anyone’s calendar, but someday I’ll find you in a much better place than current.

It’s not likely and it’s certainly not on anyone’s calendar, but someday I’ll find my way back to you.

Until then, know I love you more than anything I’ve yet known and that’s something that will never change.

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Every day i wake up hoping to die. I have someone else to worry about and as much as i try to remind myself, the thoughts of everyone else finding happiness in a world without me dont seem to disappear. Something must really be wrong with me, i dont know how to fix it. I dont know how to change it, all i know is i have this overwhelming feeling every day that just keeps getting worse. I dont know how to be pregnant, how to be a mother with depression and anxiety and im scared.

Whats your thoughts on a guy chatting to you in bed and your just about awake(random answers sleep stage) then just as fall of to sleep he kisses you on the forehead and tells you he loves you and everything's going to be ok ???....

My boyfriend does it quite often. Its nice.