Y'know, Nya?

Void/Aki || 25+ || NB [They/He] || Poly-DemiPan A self-ship blog! Also, this is a sideblog to C0smicSalt~! All Interactions come from there.

[universal-kitty]

Sup! I'm Void / Aki. Nonbinary (they/he), polyam, demipan, and An Adult™. (Check descrip or my About page for specific age; I can't keep updating all my blogs with that info... LMAO) I've self-shipped since I was a child, and still do so for comfort reasons. I will never stop. 💖

This is my little house of chaos, and I tend to it accordingly. So! Read ahead for more important info.

Current Fandom(s): Love and Deepspace, HSR Active F/O(s): Rafayel, Xavier, Sylus, Sunday

First and foremost: If you're uncomfortable with aging up F/Os with you over time, unfollow and block. I won't entertain arguments about this.

(I also don't entertain discourse, either. Anon is a privilege, not a right. I look after my mental health, first and foremost.)

Alright... Stressors aside-

I have a ton of F/Os. Don't feel pressured to try and keep up with them all! Find your favorites- whatever interests you- and go from there. (Treat my blog / F/O list like a farmer's market. Have fun!!)

I'm okay w/ sharing all F/Os! Literally any of them. However, I may not interact much if you don't like to share your faves.

Continuing from that, I do not interact w/ the "community" at large anymore. This is for my comfort and mental well-being. Please respect that.

Any sent hate- to myself or my friends- will have you blocked. I also tend to block ppl who are violent/hateful (ex: "if you [x], your faves hate you") or actively engage in discourse.

I don't actively scan people's blogs for this information, so if you're in any of the classes above, feel free to block me first, thanks. (Shit, politely tell me I fit your DNI in DMs and I won't begrudge it; helps the both of us, really. Something simple like, "I would prefer you don't interact with me/my blog/my content," works fine!!)

...Again, my own mental health is my priority, these days. I'm not gonna waste my time with stuff I don't care about/don't want to be involved in/etc.

That aside-! I do swear that I'm a friendly person, and would love to hear you gush over your faves- shared or not- and am damn willing to support your ships!!!

...That's about it. To be updated at a later date, if something else occurs to me.

For those on mobile... Here's some easy access links for you!

About [also linked above]

Rules

F/O List

Tag Collection [misc. tags]

Other: Writing Masterlist

Other: OTP Tag Collection

If you've read this far down, I have- technically- two sideblogs associated with this one:

@soulmatesthrough-death : IC + Ask blog for my F/Os. Low activity, but shenanigans do still occasionally happen! Feel free to follow and enjoy the show.

[ self-ship plural blog ] : Friends only rn!! But a self-ship blog for my alters. If interested to see what they get up to, request!

[ NSFT blog ] : Must be 18+ to request. I no longer hand this info out.

And that's it!! Thanks so much for reading, and if you stick around... I hope we can have fun! 💕

[do-not-u-dare]

if you followed me for a particular thing I posted, hoping to see more similar content,

i am so, so, so, sorry.

[aizawashuichi]

the thing is, i feel like sometimes self-shippers don't fully embrace the idea of a character being in love with them. instead, the character looks like they are pretending to be in love, like unwillingly putting on this role on the side, as they continue their own life as their canon self, you know what I mean? you need to be more self-indulgent. you have to disrupt their in-character persona in some way, because love is now present and it alters things and people. someone who is in love with you, as aloof and emotionless as they may seem, will care for you and will change if necessary. they will do things for you that they wouldn't normally do for others or even for themselves, because you are not just a random dude showing up next to them. you are their person.

[boltlightning]

[gritting my teeth] the way other people interpret my favorite characters does not affect me

[silcosbunny]

Reminder for my disabled selfshippers: They still love you when your disability isn't pretty.

🌟 Your f/o still wants to stroke your hair when you haven't washed it in a week.

🌟 Your f/o still wants to hold you when you haven't changed out of yesterday's clothes.

🌟 Your f/o understands when you're irritable from pain, and isn't upset if you want to be alone.

🌟 Your f/o enjoy an evening in when you're bedbound just as much as a night out.

Your f/o's love isn't dependent in any way. You are loved with your disability, not despite it!

[rosieofcorona]

honestly if you knew the depth of my love and devotion to The Character you would be sick

[eldr1tch-cr0w]

number one rule! never believe ur thoughts after 10 pm . unless its about The Character then believe all of your thoughts wholeheartedly

[universal-kitty]

In my endless (failing) effort to clean up my likes (if not nearly empty them out entirely)....

I wonder about the day this blog finds out about the Some Guy I've been obsessed with for, like. [checks] Almost a full year? Just about? Also from probably the least expected place I've ever been.

.....It'll probably be soon, tho. Given the way I combed through his tags 10x over to find every crumb I could.

[paperweightfeatherlight]

“Don’t spam my likes, don’t put too much in my asks” bruh what I love attention spam the fuck outta me put what you had for breakfast in my asks

[cheriboms]

soooo embarrassing to get obsessed w a specific character when no one else gives a damn. like yeah heres post #574934. heres au idea #26482. heres art piece #9383. yes its all about the same person, yes i am rambling in the corner blair witch style. feel free to shoot me dead for this btw

[dizzyditzyboy]

Having multiple F/O's is funny cause sometimes my brain will alternate between which ones to think about randomly throughout the day and it kinda feels like they're all fighting to try and get my attention or something

[whoreiaki-kakyoin]

“Aren’t you worried ai could replace you someday” oh like ai could replicate the level of mental illness I achieve over this fictional man

[summer-oil-inactive]

huge fan of ship dynamics where person a does not know how desired they are and person b is about to pop a blood vessel about it

[takaholic]

Is it okay for non-mutuals reblog your selfship art and commissions?

Yes! Absolutely! 100%

Yes, but I'll low-key think you're kind of weird for it

Likes are okay, but a non-mutual reblogging my selfship feels creepy

No, it makes me uncomfortable

Voting ended onMay 30

genuinely curious because I see a lot of cool arts but I feel like a creep for doing anything more than hitting the like button

[billiamdoor]

I can be trusted with the fictional character. I Promise.

[billiamdoor]

I lied. Fuck it’s dire y’all. It’s Bad.

[universal-kitty]

Ordered a tablet yesterday!!! We’re gonna dive back fully into art! WOAH!

Uh… Not much to really talk about! Imo… Like. A convention went down recently, and I got a few things! Wished I had more time, but… So it went. (I thought going one day would be alright, but it turned out to be so much more busy than I thought!!) I should still show off what we got from that… Ehe.

Saw the new Maul show!! It was SO good?! I guess I have to think about my SIs for that fandom some more…

…Also currently watching a new anime; already two episodes left before we’re caught up! Been a fun ride. :3c

And that’s been a small glimpse into what I’ve been up to, lately! Wahoo!

WAIT, I LIED— ALSO. ALSO…

Might do a “about my ship(s)” post series soon… I don’t remember if this was ever brought up before, but-? I’ve been holding onto a template since forever- made by me!- that I’ve been wanting to use to explain my ships. I ended up holding back, bc it’d end up being a whole thing, lots of posts, probably, etc…

But I’m not on this blog too often, anyways, so maybe it’d be fun! Might help me get back in the swing of selfship-posting, too.

(Okay, NOW I’ve written what I’ve wanted! There we go!)

[mournfulroses]

Simone de Beauvoir, from a diary entry featured in Diary of a Philosophy Student