Urbanmoony

[urbanmoony20]

I honestly regret not speaking up about my gender identity and fighting to get treatment early on. Now I honestly feel its too late for me to be who I am internally. So I only really get to express who I am through small moments. Clothes, makeup, things like that in rare moments like events when people don't look twice. And it breaks me that I feel like I have to hide.

[drip-2-hard]

[into-the-weeds]

[AVOID THE TEMPTATION TO MAKE CHOICES THAT ARE FAMILIAR BUT NO LONGER SERVE YOU]

[scoopzillion]

how they initially just sing Daisy Bell just to mock Zooble only to progressively pay more attention to each other to where by the end they fully focus on having fun with each other is AHDHSHAUXDDCCISHBDBXJ

[thedigital-dumbcircus]

In episode six of The Amazing Digital Circus — Jax gets too real!

In all seriousness, this was completely fantastic to watch. It was such a good depiction of self destructive behaviors and Michael Kovach was PHENOMENAL.

His instant reaction to pomni hugging him was super telling. He wants to get closer to her, his behaviors show that clearly, but he fears it as well.

His regret after the outburst is also extremely telling.

This did not go as planned. He did not expect to get so close to her and have to push her so suddenly away. He didn’t want to push her away, but felt in this moment that he needed to, at all costs.

As much as he wants everyone to believe his actions were planned, they were IMPULSIVE.

As insistent as he was on telling Pomni that he didn’t care, that it was stupid to think that he might, Pomni was right when she pointed out that Jax wasn’t fighting back. He DID care.

He never hurt Pomni for his own fun at any point in this episode. His actions directly contradict what he’s trying to make Pomni believe. He hurts the others, so she might believe him. But he didn’t want to hurt her. Not anymore. The only time he hurt her on purpose was when he felt like he needed to push her away. But otherwise? He has shown that he doesn’t see her as something to torment. Jax sees Pomni as an equal, a friend.

His words are hollow.

Even his reaction to Ragathas “accusing” him of making friends with Pomni was extreme. Initially his uncaring expression threw Ragatha off, but once she was eliminated you can see that this is the moment Jax realized he was going too far — far past even his own personal boundaries — in forming a bond with Pomni.

Jax was lying the whole time he tried to make Pomni believe he didn’t care. He used all his tricks. Deflected with jokes, brushed off the intensity of the situation, made fun of Pomnis attempts to befriend him, he even tried to make her push him away first with the traitor bit.

Actually, he seems to be obsessed with the whole bit thing, don’t you think? The archetypes.

He thinks that fitting into the role of the circus will help him survive.

As if trying to maintain humanity whilst being deprived of it causes abstraction.

So he picks the perfect role to extract himself of any sort of sincerity or responsibility.

The comedian.

He uses it as a shield even if it damages his relationship with Pomni. And he tries to use Pomni’s humorously chosen role to his advantage, to get her to leave.

Pomni’s prying would humanize him. He would be too open, too vulnerable, too human. He won’t be able to play his role anymore. Or use it to protect his sanity.

If he had nothing beneath his cruel exterior, he wouldn’t have to beg Pomni to stop looking.

Jax knows that if she keeps looking, if she helps him open up, if she pursues his friendship despite his protests, he WILL break, and he WILL show her who he really is. He can’t resist getting close with someone because he — like everybody else — needs a friend.

So he had to make her stop.

[hei-n1cky]

He's the lightest weight 🐇

[bunjywunjy]

I AM SORRY I CANNOT RETURN YOUR EMAIL AT THIS TIME. am in a cave

[they-dont-look-like-waves]

ace pride flag color picked from this picture of a cave

[partyswirl]

aro pride flag also color picked from this picture of a cave

[bunjywunjy]

reblog to crawl into the aroace cave and nap in the mud together

[xxtc-96xx]

yall are out of touch. Like me not even having the energy to clean up the lines and just slapped in anime backgrounds XD but it still had to be done!

[urbanmoony20]

My kinlist!

I'll let you guys figure out what it means 😅 but I genuinely feel very attached to them emotionally and through life experiences.

[urbanmoony20]

Just a big ol dad and his day off in jurassic world.

[goawfma]

he’s doing what our government should be doing.. 

his foundation

[ladykianna]

 D U D E!!!!!

[ms-cellanies]

This is FANTASTIC.  This is a NON-PROFIT.  I just donated $25.  

PLEASE SUPPORT IF YOU CAN.  CLEAN WATER IS SO IMPORTANT THROUGHOUT THE WORLD.

[hero-in-high-tops]

“Wait if I sheath my sword will he not attac-DID THIS TWINK JUST SLAP ME?!”

[karekuat]

[exactly4spiders]

[regulationblues]

Thanks @niksfake

[gruvu]

I am keeping it mostly the same design, just figuring it out for humans. Rounded off the ears and kept the square muzzle. Basically the same default werewolf in game though I would like to say the fur and features do change. Curly hair = Curly fur, crooked teeth = crooked fangs, yeah know?

[gruvu]

SO orcs. Orcs have drastic different features than humans and this should reflect when they transform. Now again this is a skyrim based orc I am using for these designs. NOW the teeth are always a big thing, and there will be a large under bite with a pushed foward jaw. The top part of the muzzle is more scrunched up thus their muzzles are shorter than a human werewolf’s but much more stronger in the jaw area. Orc werewolves are much larger, and hairier than humans and much stockier. Again features change with each being but yeah. 

[gruvu]

ELVES, everyone’s favorite lean toothpick class. Their bodies are much leaner than humans and orcs, providing they also move faster than others. NOW this is including dark, high, and wood elves, and of course the fur changes for each. The high elves will have much more finer fur and golden features, the wood elves having somewhat courser fur and the dark elves being a mix. Their features are sharper, the muzzle itself is more pointed, their fangs are as large etc. They are around the same size as humans but size may vary. They are more agile and stealth hunters rather than brute strength and it shows. 

[gruvu]

Argonians MAN they really got screwed over, getting nothing special for the lycan curse/blessing. WELP that is why I am here. Instead of becoming more canine with fur, they I suppose I would say be like raptors? Essentiually when you turn into a werewolf you go all feral right? Still that. However fur is not feathers with some fur not much but enough. Their horns, and teeth become overgrown, their face stretches forward. They unlike raptors do not move as fast as you think. The night is cooler than the day so their move a bit more sluggish. They are pretty strong, still basically behave like a werewolf. Just reptile?

[gruvu]

Khajiit.. How to make a cat being a wolfer.. Hmm How to make a hairy person a hairer.  The whiskers have gotten longer, the fur has become more of a mane around their neck, paws have increased in size. The snout has lengthened giving some more canine features. Overall rather than lion like most werewolf khajiits designs, went more of a lynx route. Also ever hear a lynx howl/scream? Terrifying.

[sandra-smb-art]

LISTEN-

Carin Backlund's Uruk Hai made me feel all type of ways SHE KNEW WHAT SHE WAS DOING

Not my gifs, hers, here's the artstation page:

Uruk-Hai from The Lord of the Rings in Unreal Engine 4, Carin Backlund

For this project my goal was to create an Uruk-Hai to explore the realm of Gondor. He needed to feel like a part of the world and affected b

[an-actual-lion-deactivated20200]

I really like the Alolan Meowth, I hope that the Alolan Persian looks like a panther so I can name mine ‘Bagheera’

[an-actual-lion-deactivated20200]

GOD FUCKING DAMMIT

[cosmic-aria]

[jaubaius]

[cooper214]

The beauty of tumblr. I don’t know OP. Don’t follow Op but I have the same cloud from a slightly different angle.

[61below]

Someone posted this on fb recently, WCCO shared it (not my pic)

But yeah. I have absolutely almost gotten into a vertigo-induced car wreck bc the clouds made me feel like I was falling down into the sky.

[urbanmoony20]

Yall are so dead, can't you tell that's kyogre using surf???

[ithelpstodream]

[glitterz]

Omg rly ??

[ithelpstodream]

yes! really!

translifeline.org

US: [phone]

CANADA: [phone]

Pacific time: 8am to 2am

Mountain time: 9am to 3am

Central time: 10am to 4am

Eastern time: 11am to 5am

Alaska time: 7am to 1am

Hawaii time: 6am to 12am

[aaliyahbreaux]

Okay so I just got off the phone with them. I talked to a trans girl named Aurora & she was super helpful! She gave me a few doctors to talk to & encouraged me to seek therapy instead of just rushing to get my pills. She literally found a trans friendly therapist in my town & I would definitely recommend giving them a call!

[nothappy-nonbinary-forpositivity]

GUYS COME SEE THIS!!!!!! I didn’t know about this, come look!!!!!!

[suriandtaal]

it literally would not be right to ever not reblog this

[podcastgalore]

For any trans followers I have. Stay safe and know you are loved

[curiouslyhigh]

This is the actual weirdest meme to get great information from.

[cricketcat9]

If anyone needs it 👆🏼👆🏼👆🏼

[urbanmoony20]

Spread it spread it spread it spread it

[screaminghansolo]

its out of touch thursday