Valfell

welcome to my blog! call me Val (please read intro b4 interacting!)

[valishereandfell]

Hi! You can call me Val

I'm a MINORR just remember that, I use they/it and xenos and neos, just ask!, just so you know I'm part of a DID system!

The stuff posted here will mostly just be random or mental health stuff since I made this to be a jirai blog, so I'll be talking about triggering topics at times, if that bothers you please dni

DNI: radqueers, endos, (I'll add to this if I remember anything but other then this I block freely)

Looking to make moots on jiraiblr and just be here and post what I want I guess

I'll also be on yanblr ^^

Fandoms I'm in are, obviously Danganronpa, Mha, Kny, Charlotte, a lot of anime in general, No. 6, Genshin impact, Pokémon, Hazbin hotel, Tadc, MLP, DW, Obey me, Epic the musical, Alnst, DDLC, and a lottt that im forgetting rn

(I'll add more things to this intro if I realize I forgot something)

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Just blocked a friend (ex friend now) after he sided with our toxic ex and stayed close with her after the relationship ended, everyone cheer ^^

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I am filled with rage

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Sister broke my favourite cup that I use to drink everything and punched me in the stomach and all she got from my parents was "Hey we told you not to do that" are we in a cartoon? Punish her, take something away, say you won't buy her something for a while, do something???

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"I didn't buy you food because you didn't do the dishes when your mom told you to" usually I do the dishes but the one time I forget this shit happens? I can't have shit in this house

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What do I have to do to become popular on jiraiblr instead of getting 0-2 notes on each post, sell my soul?/j

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I hate my sister so much she's such a bitch omg, "just ignore her!" My mom and dad say as they don't make an effort to stop what she does to me aside from telling her, guess I can't expect much from my piece of shit parents but I still hate it, She gets no real consequences god I hate her with every bone in my body.

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I love my darling so so much, I would do anything for them and I love how they pay attention to me and we both have our futures planned around each other, they're one of 2 things keeping me going right now ^^

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Basically our system splitting

- "Well that was stressful.. let's try to calm do-"

- "it sure was"

- "... guys we have another one.."

We are a fictive heavy system that has a very low split tolerance and it is very hard..

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School starts in September for me and I can't do it omg even thinking about school sends me into a panic attack, I'm so useless but I can't go fuck fuck fuckkkk

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Any systems ever forget about their tumblr account, cause if I ever don't post on this account it's because I forgot about it, we are blurry most of the time so I have no idea who made us remember it exists but yayyy

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I genuinely get snacks and stuff hidden from me like I'm a dog in this house, is this an original experience or nah I'd like to know

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I want popularity and attention so bad

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Sighhh so tired of life that even eating is feeling like a chore, wdym school starts next month I'm gonna end it before that happens ughhhhh

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Even thinking about school makes me not able to breath I hate that place

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Why is every Jirai so beautiful I look like a personified donkey shit.

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It's crazy to think that some people sometimes feel good? Or happy? I always say I feel alright because I can't remember the last time that this feeling of sadness hasn't been there, even if it's not strong its always there, does this happen for anyone else?