vian , vivyan , or star !! ( ☀️/☀️s & dude/bro/he) pan lesboy traitblur tguy ✩ DID syshost & histriomate (sideblog of @zootzbootz) || I am the hottest man alive (objectively true) || self proclaimed biggest fan of indie band the real zebos (also objectively true)
First thing first, this kid's mental health is Fucked Up
He gets through so much shit as a kid, which mostly keeps affecting him as he grows up
When he's a little kid, he's pretty chubby (it's your fault I hc this XD), because Sheila has him completely spoiled
But since humancentiPad be stopped eating almost completely
He couldn't eat anything without throwing up for months at first
And since then he's not been able to eat much either, even though he doesn't puke every time anymore
So yeah, he has an ED and he fucking hates it
HumancentiPad also left him with mouth scars, he hates mirrors because they force him to acknowledge them :(
His relationship with his friends also gets worse on their early teens
Mainly Cartman
The only thing keeping Kyle sane was Stan fr
Like, even if he was getting progressively worse mentally, Stan would make sure it wasn't too bad
But when Stan went to the psych ward at 15, Kyle completely broke
Between the worry for his SBF (he'd attempted Kyle had almost lost him forever fuck fuck fuck what if it happened again), and the being without him for a whole month, it fucked Kyle up so bad
Kyle basically went into a huge mania, always acting happy and cheerful and laughing even though inside he felt fucking awful
When Stan got back he felt so bad
He still stuck with Kyle the same as always :)
Only way to see Kyle's genuine smile (super rare event) is when he's with Stan<3
The only moments Kyle breaks character is when he's by himself
Like literally nobody's seen him cry since he was a little kid, even though his breakdowns are almost weekly
It's at the point that even Cartman genuinely checks on him sometimes
His immune system sucks and that's why he's sick so often
Mentally, he has HPD, an unlabeled ED and bipolar I
He's in a (hypo?)manic episode almost all the time
But he's never been hospitalized nor medicated for it
So he just. Keeps getting worse :(
Self-injury a lot
He used to hide his cuts but he gave up on it
His literal only coping mechanism is hurting himself :(
He doesn't have a specific style, but all his clothes are colorful and eye-strain-y
He keeps wearing his hat, but now it's covered in multicolor paint after he had a big episode
He reads a lot, he always has a book in his bag
At school, he's best at math and English
Not counting literature, he sucks at that
He's pretty good at geography too
His gender and sexuality are both unlabeled, but he goes by he/they
His parents care about him, but they also don't want to be the talk of all the town by getting Kyle admitted into the mental hospital
Plus Kyle insists he'll be fine so they want to believe him
He still takes care of Ike sometimes and they have an alright relationship, but they don't talk as much anymore
He'll probably be fine, eventually,,, but not yet :(
So within two days of each other, Fox News writes an article comparing aromanticism and asexuality to pedophilia, and then Matt Walsh releases a video saying asexuality is a mental illness and asexuals are tricking teenagers into having depression.
Not sure what’s going on right now over in Conservative World, but it’s a hell of wild U-turn for them to suddenly switch from “Oh no! The left is sexualizing our children!” to “Oh no! The left is asexualizing our children!”
It’s a reminder, I guess, that they’re coming for all of us. The fash and the white supremacists will not make nice distinctions between the queers when they put us up against the wall. There is no gatekeeping, no label-policing, no purity-purging and no assimilation that any of us can do that will save us. They want us dead, and while they’ll start with whoever is most vulnerable at any given time, they’ll get around to all of us eventually.
Queer solidarity means all of us because the fash are coming for all of us.
ANYONE who is trying to divide our community is a fucking Fed. That includes other queers who like to argue about who is and isn’t “allowed” in our community.
The horn is like the lamest part of seaking. There’s no interesting color variation, no meaningful differences between different Seaking… The horn is lame. The fins are awesome.
fuck it. posting the term I coined here. idk if this is already a thing. I don't think it is tho so! here we go!!!
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kinpath
• a portmanteau of kin and synpath.
— a self identifier for when you relate to a character (or other thing) so hard it loops back around to identifying as / can also be used for those who have a difficult time telling the difference between the two within themselves.
anyone can use this term in good faith. I will not gatekeep it from anyone for any reason. (but just because somebody uses it, that doesn't mean I will associate positively with everyone who does)
last week i woke up from one of the most fucked up nightmares ive ever had with that middle panel burned into my brain. like the exact wording and the exact apartment and the exact squidward. i feel like if i didnt make it real something bad wouldve happened. anyway todays upload is spunchbob comic oc
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