I think we need to be more comfortable with psychological fictionalism if we're trying to make this whole neurodiversity thing work. Yes, I'm neurodivergent, but also neurodivergence isn't real.

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I think we need to be more comfortable with psychological fictionalism if we're trying to make this whole neurodiversity thing work. Yes, I'm neurodivergent, but also neurodivergence isn't real.
I think one of the most harmful individualistic and ableist myths in Western society is how you are expected to grow out of cooperative living (i.e. having roommates, living with the family who raised you, living with friends) and live alone or with a single, other person who is also your romantic and sexual partner and primary source of emotional fulfillment. This social organization system not only costs each individual person ascribing to it more money to live, it's really hostile to disabled people who may never be able to live independently, whose needs being shared with only one other person would be downright destructive to their relationships, who genuinely cannot do half the housework while still living the rest of their life, and whose lives would overall be easier with a physical, in-person and at-home support network.
a lot of psychology is a series of black box theories and pseudoscience that, in randomized control trials, will show strong validity and reliability, but this tells you absolutely nothing about the underlying mechanisms. and yes this includes emdr, psychoanalysis, and polyvagal theory. I point this out because it is common by care providers to dismiss religion, mysticism, spirituality, astrology, and superstition in the people they provide care for. while, yes, it is important to be able to discriminate between what is and what isn't empirical, it really doesn't matter as much as what actually helps people. people get better at doing that when they're not hyperactivated. focus on their healing and don't prevent their beliefs from entering their healing process. however, don't be condescending by "entertaining" their beliefs, either. recognize that you also hold beliefs disconnected from empirical data, you are not the more rational and enlightened counselor helping the lowly client, you are an expert in what you know and others are experts in themselves.
addressing bad arguments against AI so you can be either better at arguing for or against it
full disclosure so you can choose to dismiss my post out of hand: I am AI neutral, I do not think AI is a uniquely diabolical technology, it is simply a technology
"it's bad for the environment" just doesn't land because computers are not magic, computers draw power when they're used, and then need more power to cool themselves so they don't get too hot, this is a valid argument against the concept of computing (particularly compute that generates a lot of heat such as cloud gaming and online gaming servers). what this means is that the current environmental impacts of hyperscaling are specific to capitalism, not specific to the technology. if you are the kind of person to say "there is no ethical consumption under capitalism" then you cannot use this argument against individuals, but can use this argument against hyperscaling in particular.
"AI is trained on stolen art/media/content and artists didn't give permission" is problematic because it hinges on the person you are arguing with believing in the justification of intellectual property. if you are arguing against people who strongly believe that intellectual property is necessary for the flourishing of human civilization, then this argument is very good, but if you are not then your argument gets derailed into another argument. I personally don't support intellectual property, and so this argument ends up being really unconvincing for me.
"AI takes peoples' jobs" is, again, another statement that's really specific to the dynamics of capitalism. detaching your arguments is useful here: do you actually hate AI or do you just hate capitalism? it can also easily be argued that other large leaps in technology take peoples' jobs away. famously, factory machinery led to the political action of the luddites. early computation relied on the labor of women to do calculations before we were able to automate that. it was bad when those people lost their jobs that they needed to afford to live too. this is an argument whose main problem is the is-ought fallacy, just because AI takes peoples' jobs does not mean getting rid of it is the only reasonable solution.
there are other arguments I can address, thinking of making a post that is about deconstructing pro-AI arguments. remember, this is not necessarily a pro- or anti-AI post, this is a post using basic logic and rhetoric to address what I see as frequently the main criticisms of AI. I selected these arguments because these are the most common criticisms I see from leftists. I hope you can use this post to refine the way you look at AI.
ordering the stuff that was always like only my dad and brother were allowed off the menu for breakfast is so good without a little gnat in your ear wondering if you’re gonna finish all that or if you’re gonna get fat
that's also such an intersection of fatphobia and misogyny because it's contingent on being fat being the worst thing that could happen to someone and this is disproportionately weaponized to control the actions and therefore bodies of people raised to be externally seen as girls
as a personal note: that I'm fat was one of the biggest barriers to being able to perceive myself as a woman because I struggled to associate what my body is with the possibilities of femininity
Left Behind
There was a muttering creek at the edge of the yard, Father said he never wanted to put a fence up, Our yard was the animals' long before it was ours.
My sister Shelly and I would play there every day, We'd play where the creek met the woods behind, And dip our toes in the water, feeling the bed of clay.
It was on such a day as this that Shelly saw her, A girl of long black hair, in the woods past the creek, Her voice was faint, but it sounded like laughter.
Her gaze met ours and I could feel her eyes smile, Yet neither of us came any closer to the other, We would continue to see her every once in a while.
It was months later when Shelly broke the spell, She crossed the creek for the very first time, as did I, From deep within the forest we heard a knell.
The girl with black hair and the smiling eyes, For once, I could get a closer look at her, Her skin looked rough and coarse, her face likewise.
She was a small and scrawny thing, Unlike me, who seemed to almost tower over her, And her hair was like thin little strings.
Wordlessly, she led us deeper into the woods, Further away from the creek and from home, Never speaking a word, we somehow understood.
We came across an old well in the woods, Made of stone brick, seemingly centuries old, Surrounded by clusters of monkshood.
Something was terribly, terribly wrong, The girl seemed anxious and tittered about, Shelly did not want her unease to prolong.
She offered her help and offered her aid, The girl indicated the cost was far too much, Little did we know, the price was paid.
The girl stared deep into the well's darkness, As if seeing something only she could see, Then turned to face us, face in deep distress.
We were led back to where the woods met the creek, Seemingly, our adventure had come to a close, Of that girl, we never saw another peek.
We would come to the edge for every day after, Hoping to catch another glimpse of the girl, But we would never again hear her laughter.
Shelly tried to cross the creek to the woods, But every time she tried, the currents raised, As if the creek was warning us in what way it could.
We would eventually stop playing by the creek, Our wonder gave way to melancholy, All that was left of her was a memory.
Many years later and Shelly and I drifted apart, It is as some siblings do, though sad, I look at the woods and feel a well in my heart.
As of late, I've taken to watching the sky, On purple nights like this, I still think of her, I still think of the girl that we left behind.
scissors
they held a pair of scissors it was hard to make out much else the dark and shadow concealed but that much was clear it was a pair of scissors
for some reason i could not move my feet were rooted far more firmly than even the oldest trees i opened my mouth as if to say something but no sound came out and i was not sure if i even had something to say at all
they drew nearer still clutching that pair of scissors my breath fell to my stomach keeping myself still i willed my blood to stop flowing as if it would stop their approach
it was not long before they reached me their grip taking told of my hair every strand crying out for help for someone anyone to save them
snip snip snip snip snip snip snip
and they were dead
i fucking hate haircuts
the thing about fire
tw for death and depressive ideation
you awakened covered in your own sweat your filth seeping into the sheets and you thought you would feel heat but all you felt was the cold
you shivered as you pulled the covers close flushed tight against your body as you tried to grasp for any sense of warmth fearing that what little you had was fading
your time had come you knew it instinctively like a chill peace blanketing your mind and you were strangely fine
every story has an ending be it good or bad your story had to end you wish your story had been a little more interesting
all you feel is empty the hollow in your chest empty and barren barren as the garden you forsook and empty as the word home
it would be wrong to say you are content but all things must come to an end and you are just another thing and you are just another end
you exhale and your hand raises before your mouth as if trying to catch your breath as it escapes a desperate attempt to let your soul persist for just a little longer
you are at peace but you are human and burned deep within you that frivolous desire to live
you will not simply die you can feel yourself slipping this is more than death this is fading
you do not want to be forgotten maybe if you held on for one more day one more day for someone to take notice one more day for someone to care
who would mourn you? a lonely creature dying as it lived no warmth in life and none in death who would remember you?
the thing about fire is that it burns hotter than the temperature of your frigid heart feeding on that which burns leaving only ashes behind
nobody told you that you would feel it agonizing pain the likes of which you had never before felt unable to move
and only after death did you feel it more warmth than you had ever felt in life so much warmth and love for you it burns and it hurts
you have been reduced to nothing but dust some of it carried by the smoke the rest left behind as ash you feel yourself in a million parts
scattered pieces of yourself with one shared thought who would mourn you?
loosely inspired by SCP-2718
It was written on the pages of my life
A writer is the worst villain In any story, they are the ones who toy with their creations for depraved amusement Their sick entertainment a blight on the happiness of their children
Happy endings are no better How are the rest of us to feel knowing our God plays favorites?
Every joyful moment and every single tear shed Every life given and every death None of it matters
A mounting resentment towards the entities that made us It spills out and we curse thy name
A writer is the worst villain A horror beyond imagination Whose own imagination brings untold suffering
To you who wrote me I curse thy name
06.03.2023
i can feel something scratching deep inside my throat it scrapes with every swallow and tickles with every breath just beneath the surface of my skin bubbling up from within squirming and writhing and trying to burst out from my flesh
i can feel something burning as if my throat were coals and as if my flesh were fire every small movement only serving to intensify this suffocating sensation, stripping me of my will and my focus as it bubbles up from within
04.03.2023
02.02.2023
In the back of my head, In the back of my mind, I hear voices, Whispers.
The whispers, They tell me many things, Wonderful, horrible, Loving, cruel.
So cruel, The things they tell me, They love my fear, They steal my breath.
My breath slows, As does my heart, I listen carefully, Listen to the whispers.
The whispers, They bid me to follow, Follow them into the dark, And trust them.
I trust the whispers, They tell me many things.
24.01.2023
Drip, drip, drip, Little droplets dripped, Down, down, down; From the ceiling, To the ground.
Drip, drip, drip, Little red droplets drip, Down, down, down; From the ceiling, To the ground.
Drip, drip, drip, A metallic scent filled the air, It dragged me down, Down, down; From the ceiling, To the ground.
Squish, squish, squish, A wet, wet sound, That dragged me down, Down, down; Far beneath the ground.
Drip, drip, drip, I looked up and saw a face, It drip, drip, dripped; Red tears falling, Down, down, down, To the ground.
17.01.2023
sometimes i feel like a box of sour grapes just before season sitting in the back of the fridge nobody choosing me and nobody picking me but i think that somebody must have or else i wouldn't be here and i wonder what it must be like to be green grapes on a vine looking full and ready to pick careful hands packing me up sending me off to the market for some unsuspecting buyer to pick me only to try me once and never again pick me
10.01.2023 | On Death
This is an art essay I wrote for my college technical/academic writing class. We needed to work on the topic and prewriting with a partner before writing an essay on our own. When discussing the assignment, our professor told us we needed to choose a "more serious topic" and I turned to my partner and said "death" as a joke. The following is the result.
It is easy for one to fall into the pattern of thinking that death is a universally reviled and dreaded phenomenon—and to some extent, this is true. It instills no small amount of terror upon humans to confront the prospect of their own mortality. However, death is inevitable; it is the coda to every life ever lived. As such, it is no surprise that it is one of the most socially significant aspects of human life across cultures.
Civilizations take differing perspective on death, unique to themselves. Some see death as a solemn affair; for quiet funerals, not to be discussed in much extent in polite company. Other civilizations celebrate and honour death. They build monuments, shrines, and pyramids. Not every civilization interacts with the concept in the same way, yet, all place importance upon it.
Death has been the focal point of much of spiritual thought and theology. Is there life after death? Every religion has its own answer: some speaking of reincarnation and karmic cycles, others of an afterlife of eternal bliss. Does death bring consequences for one’s actions in life?
Death also serves as a motivation for human progress. The fear of death has led to scientific advancements in modern medicine to prolong the life, cure and prevent disease, all with the ultimate consequence of avoiding death for as long as possible. As humans quest for a possible life without death, many turn to modern technology such as artificial intelligence and philosophies such as transhumanism for possible answers—as has been the subject of much speculation in science-fiction.
People spend much time thinking about death. It is considered an unavoidable fact of life. It is brought about not only through the passage of time and the failure of the body, but accelerated through war and disease. These musings on death give form to art. The supernatural and the distortion of nature and violation of death as some law of life is the centre of many novels, poems, films, songs, and paintings. Not merely on the nature of death, but also on the nature of humanity itself.
Death as a phenomenon has become ingrained in the human psyche. Its universality, combined with its seeming finality, seems to give all thinking beings a pause. It bears mystery—mystique. If any of Man’s questions shall be answered, it shall surely be so in its wake.
09.01.2023
I'm rotting, decaying upon this black earth What might have once been home to breathing, living green Now speaks only to rubber and smoke
The air is filled with the music of filth A symphony for every dead thing A foundation for a busy hell
The intoxicating scent of fire beckons Commanding a ritual pattern, a worship for iron gods The chorus sings an asymmetrical hymn
A million beating, bleating lambs Shepherded from one field to the next with no aim And we shall all become meat
04.01.2023
A cacophony is unlike a choir, In that it is simultaneous, But not in unison.
While both feature the character of many voices together, One is quite pleasant, While the other is not.
Cacophonies are everywhere, In the city traffic, In rooms full of people, Outside my window when I am trying to take a nap.
It seems that wherever people are, An eruption of noise follows, As if it is humanity's very nature to personally irritate me.
Cacophonies are not like chaos, Because cacophony is predictable, It has rhythm and voice and a thrumming pulse beneath.
A sum total of noise, Amassed through many voices, A cacophony is unlike a choir; the latter leaves me annoyed.