long story short, i survived

fulltime fangirl | she/her | aries | vinyle collector | writer | adhd | in love with reading fanfiction about queer people | bi??

[watchingeqobsessing]

Hello guys!

I noticed that I never really introduced myself so I will do that.

I am in quiet a lot of fandoms and I will also post about them on this account. But mainly (at least at the time) here I will update you on the writing progress of my Maze Runner/Newt fic the trust trials on ao3.

I will however really do what I want with this account bcs none of my friends know it exists so I can post what ever the fuck I want without judgment.

Also one thing that you should know is I have ADHD so the notes that are not me telling you about a chapter release (officially with summary and all like this one) or other 'serious' posts. then you will have to keep up with me jumping between topics and just rambling on and one (like this post).

I have the feeling this introduction is a little... aggressive but no one cares anyway sooo

okay bye bye

[what-even-is-thiss]

It will get cold again eventually. The summer will not last forever. I’m not doomed to live in this unbearable heat for all eternity. <- said while gripping the countertop so hard that the tile is starting to crack

[watchingeqobsessing]

I hate heat.

I’m going to Spain for vacation this year.

[conchobarbarian]

hate when I'm trying to just take a normal drink but it turns out I'm thirstier than I thought so I end up gulping it down like a goddamn cartoon characer. the indignity of water lust.

[watchingeqobsessing]

Water addiction is real

[la-gotica-fantasma]

58 hits... 2 kudos... Don't be so enthusiastic... jeez...

[la-gotica-fantasma]

I was going to put this in the tags, but I had a lot to say.

Why, exactly, are readers so frugal with hitting the kudos button? I see a lot of uneven hits to kudos, and I'm genuinely wondering. I know mine are quite uneven, and I can only assume that's because they aren't good. The thing is, though, even if it isn't too good, why should that mean your kudos must be scarcely given out?

I know that maybe my writing wasn't enjoyable to a few people, but 4/116? 2/58? 17/234? I know I didn't write a ten page essay on how a light switch works, and I have the brainpower to assume that you did, in fact, read to the end, so why are you treating hours of my time like I just flipped you off?

I am thankful for those of you who read and like my stuff; and I'm especially grateful for those of you who followed me to see more, those of you who comment sweet compliments, and those of who you test my skills by requesting!

[ermdotorg]

try not to take these things personally, is really my only advice to you. a lot of readers are super sweet with kudos, comments, whatever, but a lot just click through and move on with their day.

frustrating, maybe, but it's just how people are. don't focus on them, focus on those who love your work enough to interact with it. before i ever properly became a part of fandom i read whatever i could get my hands of and never gave it a second thought interacting-wise. i wish i hadn't, but i assume that's how a lot of people are.

it's not that what you're giving out is bad, and it's not that your works aren't any good, just try your hardest not to put your self worth (as a writer) into the hands of strangers. people are picky, some will love what you write with downright obsession, and others prefer something else. a lot will love your work and still not interact with it outside of hits. it sucks, but you can't change it.

like i said, focus on those who leave comments/kudos. write for yourself, write for them. and they'll love it, they'll interact. put yourself into your work if it makes you happy, and don't let it become a chore. your soul bleeds into your words.

ily btw and i hope this doesn't come off rude or anything, i mean it entirely lovingly.

[watchingeqobsessing]

This is literally so true I have one fic uploaded and I got one comments saying that they liked it but they didn’t give if a kudos!! Like why you already make a comment and RESPOND when I answered to you originally comment but then it’s to much to give a kudos?? Like I get it I also forget giving one at times but usually when I comment and scroll down for that I see like oh hey yeah let’s leave a comment and then it’s fine

[spacycatmeowx3]

When you thought you found a good fanfic but it’s just inc3st/p3d0phila/non-con/something weird

[tinymintywolf]

you're not alone.

[rookamell]

Writing isn't the hobby. Being insane about little fake people is the hobby. Writing is just the only outlet i have for that

[watchingeqobsessing]

I want to start writing more again I’m sorry I am working on the next chapter of the trust trials. I am currently just knee deep in finals phase and I really don’t want to fumble (I heard that word some where not to long ago I am obsessed and over use it now) this year so I got to lock in.

I have also unlocked a new obsession: Star Wars - credit goes to my brother for showing me this. Most of the time you’re a piece of shit but you have an exquisite taste in movies. Now with finals week, me watching the clone wars tv show ever minute I am not studying or reading fan fics that I keep finding I don’t really have time to write.

Also another thing I have watched Inception for the first time yesterday and holy shit that was a mater piece my heart was racing after I finished it and I nearly started crying at the end (didn’t though cuz I was watching with my brother and he would’ve made fun of me). Well so yeah thats it I will not go and write my post about how I feel like the concept of the dreams in inception is what a ADHD brain feels like.

Thank you so much for listening my little lovies

[maisiewilliams]

on a scale of luke skywalker to jaime lannister how well would you deal with losing your right hand

[maisiewilliams]

or, on a scale of luke skywalker to jaime lannister how well do you deal with latent sexual feelings for your sister

[animatedamerican]

or, on a scale of luke skywalker to jamie lannister how well would you deal with your dad being an utter bastard with unresolved issues about the death of his wife

[lareinecersei]

or, on a scale of luke skywalker to jaime lannister how well would you deal with the fact that your nephew is a complete and total douche

[assheda]

or, on a scale of luke skywalker to jaime lannister how do you feel when you see gwendoline christie in armor

[andrusi]

on a scale of luke skywalker to jaime lannister how badly did your failed attempt to murder a kid screw everyone over

[kinkadinkyy-deactivated20251129]

on a scale of luke skywalker to jaime lannister how disappointing was the end of your franchise

[russell-sainz-deactivated202601]

ill always prefer ao3 over wattpad bc i just cant help how cringe wattpad is, or maybe bc i used to be active there when i was younger (a really dark time for me, i dont wanna talk about it. yes i am ashamed of myself)

BUT one feature i like in wattpad is that anyone can comment in any sentence or paragraph of the story and most of the time every readers commenting their reactions are SO FREAKING FUNNYYYY 😭😭😭 like they all would altogether join hands and cancel or support whatever the character is doing. istg the wattpad comment sections are the most wholesome place in that app

sometimes i wish ao3 can have that feature as well

[watchingeqobsessing]

When I first switched from Wattpad to AO3 I keeper wanting to look into the comments for the sentences and only then remembered that they weren’t there.

[the-real-nikki19]

a writing competition i was going to participate in again this year has announced that they now allow AI generated content to be submitted

their reasoning being that "we couldn't ban it even if we wanted to, every writer already uses it anyway"

"Every writer"?

come on

[rose-of-pollux]

Reblog if you're a writer who doesn't use AI.

[watchingeqobsessing]

For school for some stupid exercise that I don’t understand cuz teachers can’t teach sure.

For ANY other creative writing exercise if it’s an argumentation or an e-mail I will NEVER use ai.

[ibajo256]

[watchingeqobsessing]

I am starting a Jurassic world fic that I am really excited for please let me know:

What person should I use?

First-person (I walk around)

Third-person (She walks around)

Voting ended onApr 19, 2025

[watchingeqobsessing]

Guys I desperately need your help. My best friend (a girl) has been hanging out with this other girl out of our class like constantly lately. We kind of started not doing stuff together anymore since then and I just feel a bit leaves out.

But other than that I think the two might be dating but I am not sure. First of my bff never came out to me though there are things. First of she is like way more touchy with this other girl than she ever was with me and when she had her last boyfriend she said it freaked her out when he was like touchy (bit attracted to men?) second I out art class we got like outlines of a painting and were supposed to color them new and she said she’d do it in the colors of the lesbian flag. And lastly they always react to each others stories on ig like yeah okay but today the other girl commented “mine😝❤️” under her story which like whatttt??? And lastly my bff commented under her story and it was “👀💚❤️” under her story and like does that have any meaning idk!!! I’m so confused and if they are dating I don’t know why she wouldn’t tell me she knows that I would be super supportive. I would never judge her (literally bi myself even though she doesn’t know)

Please send help are they dating and of yes how can I show her that she can tell meees?????

[just-french-me-up]

on the one hand yeah sure 'social media traps you in your own bubble slash feedback loop and nuance gets squashed' etc

but on the other hand i dont have to lay my eyes on one of those 'ao3 needs an algorithm/shipping is bad actually/the art you consume for fun makes you a bad person' rancid takes and honestly thank fuck for that

[watchingeqobsessing]

I love my social media algorithms because of that but also cuz it does show me new things based on the things that I like it gives me recommendations what other people that like the same things like and that is literally how got into ao3

[saveareejkids]

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[watchingeqobsessing]

Boost cuz I myself can’t do much but maybe you can

[calionmain]

[watchingeqobsessing]

I miss my wife please bring her back. Every day in school my f1 friend just randomly says “soon soon” and I know exactly what she’s talking about