blissful silence

profic + analyses + dark content | she / he

[scarlct-vvitch]

grace, who has been alone for five minutes: oh my god. an alien! im not alone anymore! i hope he wants to be friends :)

rocky, coming up on 50 years of solitude, imprinting on grace in ways baby ducklings can only dream of: if you leave me to sleep where i can't watch your heart beat i am blowing up this tunnel with us both in it

[get-more-transmasc]

I'm so glad I get to share a world with indigenous trans men & mascs! The world is so much better because indigenous trans men & mascs are in it!

If you're an indigenous trans man, an indigenous transmasc, or just a queer indigenous person in general: I am so proud and happy to share a community with you.

You have always been a core and incredibly important part of the queer community. You matter so so so much, don't let anyone convince you otherwise!

[probuccalfat]

one time i told a group of lesbian and bi women that i have never watched wicked and they were shocked, gagged, gooped, “but you’re queer. you like pussy. how have you not seen wicked?” yeah. well. i like pussy, not musicals?

[probuccalfat]

i’m this exact post. all this just to fuck women.

[probuccalfat]

“are you going to the lucy dacus concert?” no. i listen to gucci mane.

[veil-of-exordia]

[therapatical]

IF

I

FUCKING

SPEAK

there was an entire fight on twitter because a bunch of people who were harassing me thought that I was part of some trans authors list discourse (I wasn't), and apparently (unbeknownst to me) this was their ultimate betrayal that all of the rest of their months-long terror spree against me was all in retribution for.

and when I spoke with one of the head honchos of this harassment campaign to ask "hey what the fuck is y'all's deal with me, in particular", this person demanded that I apologize for this authors list discourse. I told them, no, I was not a part of that and didn't even know it existed at the time. they were so insistent that I was part of this discourse that I went and checked all of my old tweets just to make sure I hadn't participated and forgotten or something, and came up with nothing. I asked for evidence from them and got none, too, but they still swore I was involved, and that person + friends continue to spread that lie about me to this day.

and I had to go into detail about it because. I do not give a singular fuck about fiction writing and fanfic and like 90% of pop culture anything, including queer pop culture. I'm not a douche about it, ofc. I'm not superior or anything just for being uninterested in these things. whatever floats your boat, it's just not my cup of tea. I'm respectful of other people's hobbies lol

but it makes me feel like I'm going insane because I'm accused of being part of a discourse that I would have found entirely uninteresting to begin with. I do not keep up with the writing community. I don't even know if that's a thing, honestly. I assume so, but idk, because I'm not into that stuff.

people assume I'm into fandom stuff solely because I'm queer and online, and it's kinda frustrating because it gets me into situations like this. where I'm like. if I tell you that your interests are boring to me, you're gonna think I'm being mean. but I cannot express how little I gaf about the thing you're accusing me of being obsessed with, and idk a better way of dismantling such bizarre rumors and accusations.

and tbh, quite frankly, people involved in niche online communities (like... trans queer authors on twitter???? that's not a massive community and most of the people yelling at me had only a few thousand followers; that's tiny! your interests are totally fine and all I'm not shaming you for having them but you've gotta recognize that they are not as popular as you think they are) who start beef with people outside of those communities, but who overestimate the actual popularity of what they routinely consume...... it's the most chronically online behavior I've ever seen, honestly.

I'm aware that people who have these niche interests are often sensitive to any criticisms of their interests because they're such a common source of bullying and whatnot (plus, people drawn to them tend to be from marginalized identities as well). but it's like they've got this chip on their shoulder about it. and ik it's not everybody! but the bad apples are some of the most entitled, spoiled, and typically quite privileged individuals (ime) I've ever had the displeasure of interacting with.

you're allowed to like the things you like, but at least have the self awareness to recognize that other people exist in this world. the world doesn't revolve around you and your tastes. people got genuinely upset when I jokingly called whatever that one anime is, the "rockem sockem robots cartoon". y'all. y'all get it together. I make fun of myself all the damn time for how crotchety my own interests are. the amount of golden girls gifs I've got saved to my phone because of jokes about my interests being that of an 80 year old grandma is wondrous. you do not need to be this uptight.

anyways, I also don't like theater (and most drag, tbh. the outfits are fun but I don't like actually watching real drag shows I'm sorry) and have had this argument with people IRL before too. because they just assume you're hating on their interests if you're not also into it. and I do not understand that pov, I really don't. I'm not expecting people to be interested in calculus and forensic pathology and archivist work. most people do not give a rat's ass about microfilm. most people do not even know what that is, nowadays. but I don't think that that means they think it's inferior or that they hate me. maybe they secretly do or something, idk, but I've never gotten that vibe off of anybody.

[kunaigirl]

Me: "Damn people are REALLY BAD at knowing when to tag their eyestrain art/images...either that or they just don't care about photosenitive epileptic people like me. I feel really sad now." Person: "But Allison, what if they just don't know or understand what qualifies as eyestrain and what doesn't?" Me: "You know what? That could be a factor...While it is always better to be safe rather than sorry (so YES people should always tag eyestrain even if they're unsure if it "counts" or not) maybe you've got a point?"

Anyways! HERE'S YOUR HANDY GUIDE TO WHAT CAN COUNT AS EYESTRAIN! I'm pulling this straight from the Artfight rules page about what needs to be labeled and filtered as eyestrain because it's VERY helpful and VERY accurate! I also know not everybody has an AF account and might not always have access to this handy guide, and this is an important resource; That's why I'm sharing it here! (under the cut)

PLEASE TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY!!! THIS IS ABOUT THE HEALTH AND SAFETY OF OTHERS!!!

Full eyestrain AF page link

"But Allison! How were you able to screenshot that example if you're so sensitive to eyestrain?"

I dimmed the HELL out of my computer screen and looked away while taking the screenshot and did the same when putting it into this post, that's how lol. BUT YEAH ANYWAYS!!! Once again:

PLEASE TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY!!! THIS IS ABOUT THE HEALTH AND SAFETY OF OTHERS!!!

[rightdownright]

by the way this is medical. this could save somebody from a migraine all the way to a seizure. this has always been serious. treat this seriously.

[aireina]

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[schizoproud]

Hi there. I’m Ansel’s sister. As you can see, we’ve been left a note. The only reason I’ve been able to find his account is due to a good samaritan calling the tip line and reporting it. Since I already have an active Tumblr, I told the police that I’ll sluice through everything (I’m under NO obligation to disclose anyone’s information or any private details to them. We’re simply in pursuit of leads on Ansel) instead of them coming in here and handling it.

The family was left a similar one on a hard drive last week. We’ve been searching - multiple heat seeking drones, cadaver dogs, search and rescue teams, state and local police, literally every resource available; and we have not found Ansel. There are statewide press releases. We believe he may still be alive.

Obviously this is traumatic, and I ask not to pry on any potential relationship you had with Ansel. If there is any information you have on close friends he may have gone to stay with, any locations he idealized "leaving" at, any steps he had taken in planning this, etc. please message me. anything at all it would be of immense help.

I hope you’re holding your own in the face of this kind of news. If it’s any consolation, we are almost certain he’s still alive, somewhere with someone.

this is @transfaguette 's sister, who as we know, killed himself or has seemed to have gone missing recently.

if anyone in the trans discourse tags can help her out to find her brother before its too late, please help her out!

if not, reblog, we'll find someone who can

[thesitharts]

Once you start noticing the erasure and exclusion of trans mascs in everything from media to academics you can never stop noticing it

[thesitharts]

Prev your tags made me look up movies with trans man main characters, and i found a reddit post with some lists in the comments!

The Best of Trans Men in Cinema

Movies with binary Trans Guy representation! Please recommend me more!

Directed and/or written by transmascs and trans men

A growing list of features and shorts directed and/or written by trans men and transmasculine people. Documentaries, narrative features, exp

Though there should absolutely be much much more than this

[transmasc-theory]

A moment of silence for the trans men who, due to their assigned gender at birth, have been legally banned from speaking in public in areas under Taliban rule.

A moment of silence for the trans men who, due to their assigned gender at birth and religious backgrounds, have been taught that they are forbidden from being anything but broodmares to a man they may or may not consent to marriage or sex with.

A moment of silence for the trans men who died in childbirth from a pregnancy they may or may not have consented to.

A moment of silence for the trans men who dropped out of high school after getting pregnant.

A moment of silence for the trans men who only knew their desire for masculinity, but were beaten to death for it and told they were going to hell.

A moment of silence for the trans men who had their clitorises mutilated by female genital mutilation.

A moment of silence for the trans men who died without ever once getting to wear pants or cut their hair the way they wanted.

A moment of silence for the trans men who committed suicide rather than be seen as a woman anymore.

A moment of silence for the trans men who never were allowed to learn how to read.

A moment of silence for the trans men with perfectly treatable conditions who were allowed to die to avoid violating "modesty" rules.

A moment of silence for the trans men subjected to honor killings.

A moment of silence for the trans men who were murdered by abusive partners.

A moment of silence for the trans men who were subject to "hymen checks."

We remember all of you, past and present.

[this-is-antiarab]

—and if we ever have a future, let it be a hopeful one.

[transmasc-theory]

A moment of silence for the trans men who, due to their assigned gender at birth, have been legally banned from speaking in public in areas under Taliban rule.

A moment of silence for the trans men who, due to their assigned gender at birth and religious backgrounds, have been taught that they are forbidden from being anything but broodmares to a man they may or may not consent to marriage or sex with.

A moment of silence for the trans men who died in childbirth from a pregnancy they may or may not have consented to.

A moment of silence for the trans men who dropped out of high school after getting pregnant.

A moment of silence for the trans men who only knew their desire for masculinity, but were beaten to death for it and told they were going to hell.

A moment of silence for the trans men who had their clitorises mutilated by female genital mutilation.

A moment of silence for the trans men who died without ever once getting to wear pants or cut their hair the way they wanted.

A moment of silence for the trans men who committed suicide rather than be seen as a woman anymore.

A moment of silence for the trans men who never were allowed to learn how to read.

A moment of silence for the trans men with perfectly treatable conditions who were allowed to die to avoid violating "modesty" rules.

A moment of silence for the trans men subjected to honor killings.

A moment of silence for the trans men who were murdered by abusive partners.

A moment of silence for the trans men who were subject to "hymen checks."

We remember all of you, past and present.

[thesitharts]

Once you start noticing the erasure and exclusion of trans mascs in everything from media to academics you can never stop noticing it

[deepseasmetro]

i realize this is more or less all happening on bluesky but holy fucking shit fuck hbomberguy and the leeches of breadtube that are trouncing around with him rn. jesus christ

[deepseasmetro]

hbomberguy and co are over on bluesky pedojacketing patricia taxxon because she called him out for underpaying her as a freelancer for several years (including when she was a fucking teenager)

(and their reasoning is "a tweet patricia taxxon made like 2 weeks ago")

[sailatina3]

So they acknowledge that they screwed her over but justify it because "she deserved it". Breadtubers genuinely think they deserve to live lol.

[lonely-space-egg]

I'll add that the initial post wasn't even calling Hbomb out for underpaying her, it was this vaguepost venting about being interpersonally poorly treated:

The posts about being underpaid came after Hbomb made his post, and after the dogpile was well underway. I think it deserves to be republished here, because it really is a dreadful instance of an artist being undercompensated:

Hbomb's post would be indefensible either way, but I think laying out the order of events illuminates things even further. Patricia Taxxon would be well within her right to call out being underpaid at any time, but as it stands she brought it up after Hbomberguy and his producer* contributed to the harrassment campaign against her. I would bet money that this is why Lily Alexandre deleted her post - because it validates Patricia's claim of underpayment that she posted in response to Hbomb pedojacketing her.

What we have here is a woman being piled on for the crime of venting that a man - who she did not even name - treated her poorly. "Lefttube" my ass.

[Also, while Patricia's account is currently deactivated, it is archived thoroughly on the Wayback Machine. I've seen people asking "posts are deleted, what happened" and I'd direct them to Patricia's words on the matter.]

Hbomberguy's post was deleted quickly after being posted, but r/youtubedrama got hold of the situation and someone made a post there that's just a vile cesspit of lolcowing. Hbomb's producer, lingrush, intially requested that the Reddit post be taken down, saying that the Bluesky post was deleted to avoid "piling on a person with mental health issues," but went back on this and repeated the claim that Patricia is a "genuine safety threat."

[patricia-taxxon]

the thing is, if your younger self was a bigot or an abuser, u can't make people forgive you. but you still gotta forgive yourself, like that's non-negotiable, dude. that happens before u can even ask the question of earning forgiveness from anyone lese

[patricia-taxxon]

oops, in your attempt to martyr yourself out of respect for your victims you accidentally sabotaged your own ability to conceptualize yourself as anything but a perpetual evildoer who is always one bad day away from hurting everyone you love, all but guaranteeing history to repeat itself. rookie mistake

[patricia-taxxon]

im gonna try explaining myself, cus im a gambling addict and im waiting for the day that it actually works.

"forgiveness" is personal, that's why I said in the post that you might inflict harm on people for which they can never forgive you, but that's their quest. if you abuse someone, you can't go no-contact with yourself. you actually keep living in your own head indefinitely, and ultimately you need to learn to live with yourself in order to continue living a full life without further harm. this is not necessarily an anti-carceral thought, although i am generally anti-carceral myself. I simply want people to like, fix their heart and atone for real with measured accountability & self love instead of dissociating, self-marking themselves forever and guaranteeing their recidivism.

You and a remorseful abuser would both think I'm giving the easy, coddling path. It's actually the tough pragmatic path in disguise.

[ship-of-fools]

[actualaster]

The kinds of people who argue once you abuse somebody you can never, ever change and grow past it and stop being abusive are almost 100% of the time people who will contort themselves into intricate knots in an effort to justify any and all harm they cause to anyone else in order to make sure they never have to come to terms with the fact that they're equally capable of being abusive to others (and in a not insignificant number of instances I've seen people who do this be abusers themselves but they've convinced themselves their victims deserved it so they're still morally pure).

[digitaldeathx-deactivated202605]

self-awareness check, list five things you like that aren't media pieces in the tags now ‼️

[starghosts]

[tboy-cock]

i think ultimately the most vile transandrophobia ive experienced, REPEATEDLY, was the 4 trans women on seperate occasions who either fetishized or supported my domestic abuser, a trans woman, who repeatedly raped me and tried to murder me when i tried to break up with her

"can you give me her number" have you ever had the experience of having to run for your life from your own vehicle you own, call the police, and them say they cant report the car as stolen because you let her drive it because you thought she was going to hurt you?

"well i support womens wrongs" i had nightmares for nearly 3 YEARS following the events, mostly of her either coming back and raping me more or her coming back to finish the job

"hot" she terrorized me in the victims area of the court house that i specifically went to so i wouldnt have to see her. her face haunts me every day

"well youre a man so" i lost my JOB. i lost FRIENDS. MY COMMUNITY COULD NOT HANDLE ME WHEN I NEEDED SUPPORT, BECAUSE THE CONCEPT OF ATTEMPTED MURDER IS SUCH A DISTANT EXPERIENCE TO MOST PEOPLE THAT THEY REFUSE TO EMPATHIZE WITH IT

like ok so we're just supporting domestic violence, rape, and attempted murder if its against a trans man? would you say this if i were a woman? would you say this if she was a man?

[tboy-cock]

im having terfs raid this post and misgendering me and my ex and using it to push their bs ideology. and i just want to say some things about it

you are all evil people. all of you. using a post about MY TRAUMA, MY EXPERIENCE WITH DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, to push transphobia against trans women AND AGAINST MYSELF, is evil. there is no world in which you are doing a good thing. literally half the reason i never talked about this on here (and why a lot of trans people, including other trans women dont talk about experiencing physical/sexual violence from other trans women) is because yall evil fucking DESPICABLE people would take it and run with it. it is absolutely EVIL to take a post where i talked about a SEVERE TRAUMA I EXPERIENCED, THAT YOU COULD NEVER DREAM TO UNDERSTAND, and make it about your regressive ideology, while misgendering ME AS WELL

you wanna know what gender demographic in my life is responsible for the most abuse over the course of the first 21 years of my life? cis women. cis women in positions of power. cis MISOGYNISTIC, TRANSPHOBIC WOMEN. my mother. my teachers. my youth pastor, my regular pastor, family friends, all had a hand in my mom physically abusing me and encouraging my brother to physically and sexually abuse me. NONE OF THIS WOULDVE HAPPENED IF NOT FOR MY MOM IN THE FIRST PLACE. i have been sexually abused by cis women too. there is a reason after all this time i continue to date trans women and transfems and NOT cis women despite my general attraction to women. i want all of you to be put down like dogs

[anti-endo-help]

you are not a system without trauma.

your system did not form for any reason other than trauma.

"non-traumagenic" isn't a thing.

"traumaendo" isn't a thing.

trauma survivors shouldn't have to clarify that they're "traumagenic" because people want to roleplay on the internet.

go fuck yourself if you think that "endos" are valid. my trauma isn't a label you can wear.

you can not be a system without trauma.

you can not be a system without trauma.

you can not be a system without trauma.

[ID: STOP! this blog is a strictly anti-endo space! pro-endos and endo neutrals, shoo! shoo shoo!]

[cannibalismasametaphorforlove]

OH MY GOD CHAT THE COMMENTS. YALL KNOW ALTERS DONT HAVE TO SPLIT FROM TRAUMA RIFHR. RIGHR. YOU GE TTHE DISORDER FROM TRAUMA HAVING AN ALTER SPLIT FOR NONTRAUMATIC REASONS DOESN TMAKE U TRAUMAENDO....

[weepingoceans]

sometimes tumblr can be really annoying, and i think its because its so american. what are half of you people talking about.