I thought it would be about time to do a 'welcome to my blog' post!!!
hi everyone, i'm Meg <3. I'm a multifandom artist, writer, edit maker, and yapper. I am in SO many fandoms that if each one were a horcrux i would literally be immortal. I love a good ole yap so feel free to reach out anytime! I've actually only joined tumblr this year so i'm still learning to flesh out my account. Any tips would help!! I wanted to say thank you for all the support and love y'all have shown me, i appreciate it so very, very much!! ANYWAY. Onto the ✨exciting stuff✨
a little bit about me!
hogwarts house: Gryffindor!!
half-blood cabin: Number 1 (me and the test i took got some beef)
fav colour: blue or aqua
my many many fandoms: harry potter, TOP the hunger games, the darkest minds, star wars, the clone wars, the walking dead, avatr the last airbender, percy jackson, the outsiders, dead poets society, the secret history, we were villains, the maze runner, naruto, mha, DC, underworld, tokyo revengers, attack on titan, demon slayer, jujustu kaisen, grisha verse, voltron, oblivion, halo, the rookie, aggtm, ouabh, hamilton, the naturals, yu-gi-oh, smosh, love and deepspace, invicible, stranger things, outerbanks, black clover, baldurs gate, arcane, haikyuu, f1, marvel, the last of us, the summer i turned pretty, owl house, steven universe, teen wolf, narina and the list could go on~
my fav characters (a selection that becomes a pattern): rengoku, genya, fives, wyatt, finnick, baji, wylan van eck, obi wan, ezra, ahsoka tano, ponyboy, porco, connie, jean, sasha, meeks, choso, ace, carl grimes, zuko, nico, jude isha, dustin, newt, jason todd, suguru, ekko, dobby, senjanus, slyus, regulus
top 5 (CURRENT) fav songs: Evangeline by Chloe Ament, theDOGS by Hiroyuki Sawano, Garabage by twenty one pilots, Take Me Back To Eden by Sleep Token, Migraine by twenty one pilots
top 5 fav artist: NF, Chloe Ament, Sleep Token, twenty one pilots, Michael Jackson
what i want this page to be about!
Well basically a page where i can share and yap about everything i love!! (i will eventually make a master list but yolo). I want to look into sharing more of my art and drawing, and eventually leading to commissions (long-term goal)! If you would love some art now, please send me a message and just help spread this page. I would really appreciate it!
Edits.
Fic's
Art (will link here very soon, and when i upload more.)
Attonry for McClain & Kogane LLP: Partners in Law (and Love)
VERY EXCITING NEWS
I am publishing a book very soon!! So I've started many platforms to try and find my people for when this book is released. The Daughter of Smokedreams is a high-fantasy, and when I finalise some things with my publisher, I will be happy to post more about it!! And yes, if you go looking it up now, nothing will come up because we are finalising details! But it would be a lot to me if you could reblog this or share this with anyone who would be interested in a high-fantasy story that delves into many complex themes! It will help me grow my dream of sharing my story with the wider world <3
Here's a little teaser of the opening chapter.
Blood. It’s everywhere.
It drips down invisible walls in thick, dark streams, pooling around at my feet, soaking into the dirt like the land is thirsty. The ground beneath me is soft, too soft, and with every step, I sink deeper. The metallic stench of blood clings to the air, sharp and suffocating, thickening with each breath.
I search desperately for anything other than the red ocean lapping at my legs. A black lump in the distance catches my eye, and I turn toward it. There, half-submerged is a broken antler, floating across the surface. Beyond it, the body of a deer lies still, neck twisted at a grotesque angle. I stumble toward it through the red mire. As I get closer, I’m met with green eyes open wide to the sky above. The cold chill of it seeps inward, slow and deliberate, until it settles beneath. I know those eyes. My hands tremble as I reach forward, a sharp breath catching in my chest. I stare at the dark splatters staining my skin. Red. It coats my fingers, streaking down my hands, dripping from the nails like rain. No. No. I stumble back through the sludge, away from the green eyes. I try to balance upright, frantically rubbing my ruined hands against my clothes, smudging the bright red into white fabric, but it won’t come off. It never comes off.
how are you doing todayy? i should be studying for my final, but like… why study when i can bother my moots? :P
AHHH GOOD MORNING MY LOVE. so sorry for taking so long to answer... i've been stuck studying as well. and having a burning anger for one of my teachers who outright told me she used AI to give my feedback WHICH WAS COMPLETELY INCORRECT?? SAYING I DIDN'T DO PARTS OF THE REQUIREMENT WHEN I DID. RAHHH
also hope your studying and examing is going very well for you mWAH
I remember when my dad first sat me to down to watch the original star wars trilogy and that's where my love started. I also remember him coming into the lounge room when I was watching the clone wars on the tv. It was that zombie worm episode and he freaked out thinking I was far too young to watch the show. Which I maybe was? Still I watched Ahsoka, and as she grew up so did I. It felt sort of surreal watching a character I loved so much grow up with me. Star Wars itself has been a big part of my life, but I feel sometimes Ahsoka is even more, she is probably my favourite character. Is it weird to say I sometimes aspire to be her? I think she is one of the few jedi who are exactly what the order should have been. She is the embodiment of your choosing your own path, walking away from everything you've ever had because you realise it's wrong. That takes courage, to walk away from something that is your home, your family. She knew they were lost, and she was not going to be lost with them. Isn't it ironic that Anakin was quite the opposite, he was the chosen one but he never got a choice. He saw injustices, but he never could stop them, he just caused more in the end. I hope I was able to fully capture Ahsoka's story with this piece, there so much of her story I don't think I missed but oh well.
Just wanna explain some of my symbols quickly, the two dragons are meant to represent anakin and obi's relationship, I think it's mentioned in the book brotherhood that when they fight together, they look so connected as if they are dragons dancing with each other. (the second time they appear, 'anakins dragon' face is blurred because that 'connection' has now been broken) The book is a obi's journal that is from the comic 'From the Journals of Old Ben Kenobi', basically where he reflects on his life, which is why I thought it was beneficial. I wanted to show a strong connection with qui gon, but I struggled to come up with anything so sorry about that gang.
(tag because i got scolded last time 🥀🥀@mossycereustea (me promise to tag in all star wars stuff) HI MOSSY)
Now, before anyone attacks me🙅♀️ I struggled picking a singular outfit for Padmé, as we know she has so many…I originally wanted to do them all, but after thinking, I realised Padmé for us may always be remembered as the Queen who always wore beautiful dresses. The lady who had a gown for everything, from a picnic, to the senate, to ‘breaking up’ with Anakin. I thought about doing her ‘wedding’ dress but… she will never be remembered to the majority of the galaxy as Anakin’s wife. But rather the loved Queen of Naboo. Hence why I chose this dress… HOWEVER I chose the picnic date hair because I truly believe this is when she was happiest before the major war broke out and before she had the ‘real’ stress of her and Anakins relationship. Queen Padmé was many many things, but she was first the Queen of Naboo.
the pitt 😔 and details by frou frou (album) and i'm rewatching gilmore girls right this second
@autistic-michael-queerler @aroacejanehopper @arcas-st @lil-sp1dey @dessasink @girl-so-inlove @fliickergates @fosilizd @duncanor @letterbetter13 @mylifedependsoncoffee + any of my moots i forgot
AHH thank you so much for tagging me🥹🥹 such a cute design!!!
my favourite media right now is probably The Hunger Games, i'm doing my reread right now or i'm rewatching Yu-Gi-Oh!. AND i have been listening to twenty one pilots non stop for the last week.
Remade this edit in honour of the NEW sunrise on the reaping trailer.
I can't express how both NF and The Hunger Games franchise have carried me through my teens and shaped me into the person I've become. Both younger me and present me will be sobbing during this screening. (also hope you guys pick up the little details i left espically with the lyrics, ifykyk)
HOW I FEEL TRYING to remind people that lucy gray wasn't the only one to haunt narrative, but sejanus as well. I'm sure every time Snow saw a mockingjay or jabberjay, he would think of Sejanus, too, the moment that he pressed the button record and the moment he chose power over love and compassion.
District 2 itself was haunted by Sejanus. Snow made it lose all the compassion it ever carried because he would see that boy on the playground among the people. District 2 produces some of the most vicious and cruel tributes we have ever seen. Most of them volunteer to enter the Games. Take Enobaria, who volunteered TWICE, like the games were just a sporting tournament, killed someone by ripping out their throat with her bare teeth, then went and had her teeth modified like an animal, like a monster. Oh? Did that sound familiar to you? “You're monsters! All of you!" I wonder who said that. Who had more compassion, more humanity than all of the Capitol combined? District 2 was the last to join the rebellion. They supplied the Capitol with weapons actively, until they were beaten and surrendered. You cannot tell me that vile man didn’t do it on purpose. Because he couldn’t stand the hope Sejanus had. He couldn’t stand the compassion Sejanus held for his people. So what did he do? He twisted the one thing Sejanus loved - his District - into everything he hated. My poor boy would be rolling in his grave right now.
And I'm sure Snow saw much of Sejanus (and Lucy Gray) in Lenore Dove and Haymitch, which he ruined with gumdrops…. is it a coincidence that when Snow first met 8-year-old Sejanus, he clutched a bag of gumdrops? That a young girl who quietly rebelled was taken away by gumdrops? That he ruined a young boy who defied him multiple times, because I'm sure when he looked in Haymitch's eyes, he saw Sejanus. And Haymitch is haunted by Sejanus, as the boy who never won. The boy who failed. Haymitch failed as the Mockingjay; luck was not on his side. Just like Sejanus, who failed in his rebellion, and the only luck he felt was the quick death of a tightening rope. They both had the chance to change something for the better and failed. But, at least Sejanus never had to see the monster he once shouted about take over his 'friend'. And at least Haymitch got to see the sunrise.
Snow will forever be reminded of his 'friend', later in Peeta, who was awkward like Sejanus, but compassionate. Who never wanted to change, and spoke his thoughts out loud. Who acted when he thought something was wrong. But look at what Peeta became. Something so similar to District 2. I also think Tigris haunts him, and may be why he pushed her away so much later on. The cousin who sacrificed so much for him became a reminder as well to what he lost. Tigris was probably the last smidge of humanity he had left.
Snow may have won, but he lost what it meant to be human. He will forever be haunted by its idea from the people who once loved him dearly.
