I should probably water my plants

No seriously they're dying

[wilting-thistles]

Intro post

Vent blog for @a-field-of-thistles

Block don't report

[trainsandpaperplanes]

I cannot justify still being alive

[silkangelkisses]

[3theodore]

what doesnt kill you makes you sit on your floor wondering why you’re doing all this

[sunlit-mess]

[a-field-of-thistles]

If I cannot have basic control over my own body than what is the Point?

[loserr--boyy]

I wish i could be myself around my friends

[yellow-cat]

the reason that wounds that break the skin hurt is because its always supposed to be dark inside your body and when your blood sees sunlight for the first time it gets scared. and that causes the pain. or maybe it doesnt

[wilting-thistles]

ugh I feel like doing something drastic

[shitter]

absolute gold on Reddit today

[wilting-thistles]

please

please I want

plaees

[deeptrospection]

[wilting-thistles]

Watching a video about suicide that encourages forced institutionalization for health class rn

Do you want me to talk to you or not?? I'm so sorry but Torture Basement is not the solution to suicide

[wilting-thistles]

It sounds like it was filmed inside of a tin can ToT

[wilting-thistles]

Watching a video about suicide that encourages forced institutionalization for health class rn

Do you want me to talk to you or not?? I'm so sorry but Torture Basement is not the solution to suicide

[wilting-thistles]

Everybody feels that way It's fine Nobody likes it You're fine.

Do you cry at night because you feel like you're A trespasser within your own skin? Because there's a parasite inside of you Torturing you Is there barbed wire around your throat? Do you walk the fine line between "Not serious enough" and Unstable person little girl who can't make Decisions for themself herself

Because you don't feel that way I'm not okay It's not fine I'm not fine.

*sigh* Two nights in a row fantasizing about cutting out my uterus myself. But I can't say that can I?!?! Because then they'll say that I'm too "unstable" and that they can't treat me because I'm not mentally sound enough to make decisions for myself. Yet anything less than that and I'm told "its normal" or "every teenage **girl** feels that way"

It would take one fucking pill for all of this to be so much better (birth control to stop / heavily reduce my periods) and they have the fucking gall to refuse me. I know damn well it's gonna be the same when I turn 18 and pursue a proper hysterectomy. It's either gonna be I receive medical treatment or I take a self inflicted knife to the gut, and it's so upsetting to me that they have the complete ability to fix everything, but nobody will let me fix anything

[wilting-thistles]

I hate this body

I hate this body

I hate this body

This isn't my body

[childrenspeaceproject]

I don't care that your daughter has half her cleavage out, it is her body thus her choice

I don't care that your child identifies as a cat/wolf hybrid. It doesn't do anything.

I don't care that your daughter is wearing her period stained pyjama pants around the house. You can MAYBE ask if she needs a wash, but otherwise, LEAVE HER ALONE

I don't care that your kid is wearing "indoor clothes" for an outside event. Clothing is a social construct, thus so is the events they are made for.

Don't have a kid if your intention is to control them rather than help raise a human being. Ya nasty.

[themaveriqueagenda]