Words I Never Say Out Loud

We all have our demons, we fight them every day. Physical, emotional or mental. Stay strong 💙

[illinicoise]

“But if you forget to reblog Madame Zeroni, you and your family will be cursed for always and eternity.”

[spn-fandom-breathing-heavily]

not even risking that shit

[codyslipring-deactivated2015060]

scrolled past this, re-evaluated my life, then SCROOOLLLED back up and hit the damn reblog button. 

[tumblgang]

She ain’t no games in real life so I take her serious all the time

Anyone with a name that starts with a “Z”, ends with an “i”, and isn’t some kind of Italian pasta, IS SERIOUS

I’m not climbing no mountain with a pig on my back, 🙅🏽🙅🏾🙅🏿 Negative.

[skuubasally]

Nope. I know better, have your reblog Madame Zeroni.

[luckytaters]

who the fuck is Madame Zeroni

[saudadesinfinitas-deactivated20]

Look at these stupid children who don’t know who Madame Zeroni is

[drayaintshit-deactivated2019030]

☝🏾😂

[callmedeku24]

Man lissen if you don’t know you better ask somebody AFTER you hit the reblog button

[emeraldmercury]

Idk who she is but I have an exam today so I’ll reblog her

[haiku-robot]

idk who she is but i have an exam today so i’ll reblog her

^Haiku^bot^0.4. Sometimes I do stupid things (but I have improved with syllables!). Beep-boop!

[jacobmick]

Because wise, I am.

[seymonecristina]

Oh fucks no she’s back lmao must reblog. I’m sorry guys

[whorderofthepheonix]

I tried to scroll past twice and I couldn’t. Fuck this website man.

[mzerry1d]

Oh hell no!!

[wordsineversayoutloud]

[mysideofreality]

I get so excited when people send me asks, like you could literally just send me one that says pancakes and I’d be so flattered that you took the time to send me that

[toshio]

you know that shitty feeling when you realize you’re most likely wasting your youth doing absolutely nothing fun & exciting

[truuqueen]

all of us going through so much right now. I really hope we all get to the point in our lives where we can just breathe easy

[wordsineversayoutloud]

Do you?

[casdcan]

real talk my mom never invaded my privacy, always knocked and waited for my “come in” instead of barging into my room, never tried to read my texts or journals or notes, and I always came to her with sensitive subjects; to the point of telling her I lost my virginity the /day/ I lost my virginity

what I’m saying is: respect your kids’ privacy and they will come to you with shit you’re worried about them doing

[lookskindadeadinside]

take it from someone raised the opposite; not respecting your kid’s privacy and rooting thru all of their shit, making them feel paranoid etc, will just turn them into a very good liar who withholds everything/makes up convincing stories and is really good at hiding things from you right under your nose.

[wordsineversayoutloud]

As someone who grew up with parents not respecting privacy, constantly suspicious of my actions and constantly paranoid I can tell you it really fucks family relationships up.

My mother actually sent people to watch me at school because she had to know everything. She had friends at my school checking in on me and my sister doing the same. When I found out it destroyed trust. It really fucks people up. It's things like this that push kids to lie, sneak out and sneak around. It can make a person want to rebel simply out of spite.

I did. I moved out at 16 because of shit like that. And they still try to control things.

If you have no freedom or respect within your family it makes a relationship hard. It pushes people apart. It starts with little lies before escalating. You can't talk to each other, there's detachment and they barely know you.

[wordsineversayoutloud]

I'm done

[wordsineversayoutloud]

How do I stop?

What do you want to stop? I think in some situations you can’t just stop, it is a process and a difficult one. To start with you take it one day at a time and it is the little efforts that count. Reward yourself for the little victories instead of hating yourself for the moments you do not completely succeed. It all depends what exactly you want to stop. Stay strong lovely <3

[skinnyblonde18]

Just because you’re clean, doesn’t mean that you don’t miss it.

(via skinnyblonde18)

[panickedsilence]

self-destruction doesn’t always look like taking too many pills or cutting your skin open. sometimes it’s drinking coffee when you know caffeine gives you panick attacks. it’s crossing the street without looking both ways. it’s showering with the water a little too hot. it’s walking outside without sunscreen in scorching heat and not wearing enough when it’s freezing out. self-destruction isn’t always physical mutilation, mostly it’s masked as all the little things nobody ever thinks twice about.

(via panickedsilence)

[wordsineversayoutloud]

I stayed for so long, longer than I should have. I destroyed myself for so long , longer than I should have. This was my destruction and it rips me apart. Torn between my loyalty, my love and the sad truth that was the end, reality.

[poetryatmost]

We are all monsters now, and we weren’t always this way…but no one cares about the beginning of the story when they’ve already seen the ending.

Poetry At Most (via poetryatmost)

[20somethingandstilllost]

The strongest women are the loneliest because we give so much of ourselves to others and sometimes forget our own selves.

Lauren Jarvis-Gibson (This Is Why The Strongest Girls Feel The Most Lonely)

[solidifiedsunshine]

Self destruction takes so many forms other than a razor slicing into your skin. It is only eating sweets for days straight. It is being around people who don’t appreciate you. It is kissing people you dont care for. It is sleeping instead of feeling. And it is not sleeping when you feel too much. It is an inbox filled with unread messages. It is having coversations with those who only notice your physical appearance. It is having people in your life that are only there for their own interests. It is staring at a screen for hours straight when reality requests you. It is ignoring those who do care for you, and pushing them away because you don’t deserve their goodness. It is filling free time with activities that keep your energy stagnant, rather than doing things you love. It is engaging in old, retired habits, engaging with people who knew you only at a bad part of your life. It is constantly being around others. It is knowing your limit, and intentionally going past it. It is not showering, or washing your face. It is staying silent when you are consumed by feeling. It is avoiding responsibilities. It is acting on impulses like shopping, crossing, or touching. It is saying yes when you mean no. It is letting others take advantage of you. It is letting them manipulate you because it’s another trap you can “accidentally” fall into. It is so much more than hurting yourself physically. So what I’m trying to say is no, I haven’t exactly been okay.

(via solidifiedsunshine)

[wordsineversayoutloud]

I'm good at giving others advice, but I never can myself

[wordsineversayoutloud]

I never have the right words when it comes to myself