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I think a lot of people may have it confused.
Lucien is not Elain’s trauma.
The King of Hybern is. The cauldron is. Being kidnapped (twice) is. Being tied up/chained is. Being drowned is. Seeing her fathers dead body is. Burying her father is. Being turned into the thing she hated the most is. Losing her fiancé is. Losing her mortality is.
Things that probably stresses Elain out more than Lucien’s occasional visits: constantly needing to insist she is a part of a court where no one views her as an equal, being fought over by her sisters, being coddled, people speaking for her and going against her direct wishes(looking at you Azriel).
Elains trauma does not start or end with Lucien Vanserra. Do I think she’s resistant to the bond because of her trauma? Yes. Do I think it’s personal to Lucien? No.
Her trauma isn’t only valid when Lucien is around and people like to scream that he’s the reason (which is wrong what they are insinuating). Her trauma is constantly valid. The same trauma the Inner Circle (and most of this fandom) forgets exist any other time.
ELAIN IS NOT DOING WELL AT ALL. mark my words.
If you think her arc will only consist of rejecting the bond, gaining Rhys’s approval to be with Azriel, and falling in love with the person who speaks against her wishes, you are sadly mistaken. Stop being a hypocrite.
I personally think Lucien knows Elain is not doing well. A mate knows when something is amiss. She doesn’t want him to know she’s not doing well. Because she’s trying to convince herself she’s ok.
Predictions for ACOTAR 6/7
No one asked for this, but this is my blog, so I do what I want. I just wanted to share some of my predictions going into the new books, because I'm starved for content and want to bond/analyze with anyone about anything. Crumbs, if you may. I fear we as a fandom have nothing left to talk about but predictions.
Some of these may contradict each other, but I'm not the author, so I don't need to be consistent. Some of these rely on head canons. I also am just not going to even touch ships. I don't need that energy.
And it's a shame that I even have to preface this, but if I catch you coming on here and harassing/bullying me or anyone else, you will be strung up in the town square and publicly shamed.
Now, without further ado:
Elriel fans love to say that if Elain ends up with Lucien, it's just the bond speaking louder and her giving in.
So Nesta and Feyre don't love Cassian and Rhysand? Is it just the bond speaking louder too?
"No, their case is different, we saw this love blossom."
Then, DAMN IT! Wait for the next books to arrive to see the same thing happen with Elain and Lucien, for goodness sake.
"But Elain doesn't love Lucien."
Feyre didn't love Rhysand either, she just thought he was handsome. Nesta didn't love Cassian before. And Elain doesn't love Lucien, but in SJM's own words in "Call Your Daddy," she knows Lucien is hot, just like Feyre knew Rhysand was too.
SJM loves to incorporate music and "Spark" into her couples, she did with Rowan and Aelin, Bryce and Hunt, Feyre and Rhysand, Nesta and Cassian... Gwynriel has all of these elements, Elucien had the quote about music, in addition to the various references to Elorcan throughout the saga. Elriel simply has NONE of these, nor anything related to music or the Spark that SJM said is essential in her couples.
If Elain stays with Lucien, it's because SHE wanted to and made that decision, regardless of whether there's a mate bond or not. If Lucien were the monster you all want everyone to believe (as if that would change anything in the story, considering SJM has already said he's one of her favorite characters and that the next two books are ALREADY finished), he would have forced her to accept the bond, but he didn't and never will. It hurts you to acknowledge that Lucien is the mate who most respected his mate's space and decisions, doesn't it?
If I wanted a couple without challenge, development, and where the author simply made them like each other and that's it, without anything interesting to add to the story, then I would be an Elriel stan.
"I asked Chat GPT" — well, I asked Mother Nature and she said your brain and soul are rotting inside of you.
No romance is “forced love,” that is not a thing.
But so many of the most beloved romance tropes are some kind of version of “forced PROXIMITY.”
Fated mates
Marriage of convenience
Fake dating
Best friend’s sibling
Only one bed
Snowed in
Accidental pregnancy
The story is “stick two characters in an inescapable situation together and watch as they fall in love despite and because of it.” The whole POINT of the book is to watch what happens BECAUSE two people had to figure out a way of coexisting.
The set up is not the ending. But the set up is enjoyed by the audience. We like the tension. We like drama. We don’t want “they met, nothing happened, they fell in love, the end.”
Fated mates is just a magical “forced to work on a group project together and they must pass the class.” The love between mates is NEVER forced. It is always the thing that develops because the bond forces them into proximity. Mates always choose each other.
One of the biggest problems of this fandom (and society in general) is thinking in absolute and forgetting the multiple things can be true at once.
The Valkyries can have a focus in the next book AND Elain can still have her story too (even if it’s not in the next book).
The books can be about the sisters AND other strong female characters like Gwyn, Emerie and Mor.
Fans can be excited for Gwynriel AND be excited to see more about Nesta and Emerie.
People can love Feyre AND Nesta AND Elain
People can be excited to read more about the Valkyries AND be disappointed if Elain and Lucien’s story is pushed to the last book.
Let’s remember this going into the title announcements and remember fandom is supposed to be fun!
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Elain has had the most well-written story buildup out of the sisters but some of y’all aren’t ready for that conversation yet...
See the thing is Elain is not ok... she just hides it better than anyone else. She smiles, gardens, bakes, and says she's fine. But throughout the books we're given hints that she isn't.
With Feyre, her suffering was visible from page 1... she starving, hungry, exhausted, hunting.
With Nesta, her spiral was unavoidable... she was self destructing loudly
Elain has been written differently... she hides her suffering. She's learned that if she smiles, people relax. That being agreeable keeps the peace.
I think its also interesting to note that because she’s so good at pretending, even the people around her start believing she’s okay or at least when they do notice that she's not actually ok they don't push for more cause she doesn’t make it look serious from the outside. She isn’t destructive. She isn’t loud or visibly falling apart. She doesn’t look “concerning” enough. So her pain gets dismissed. Elain survives by keeping herself composed, by making herself quiet and manageable and because of that, no one realizes just how much she’s actually carrying. I've even seen a number of readers who believe that she’s okay. That she doesn’t need a story. That her place is to be “left gardening and baking.” As if having a hobby is a bad thing...
Feyre likes to paint
Nesta likes to dance
Elain likes to garden and bake
What's so wrong about enjoying something that gives you joy and brings you peace?
I don't think Elain lacks depth... I think she lacks the space to be seen for who she is. For who she TRULY is.
The Elain blames Lucien for her change argument is the only thing I keep seeing from that side. She blames Lucien for what happened, when we as readers (apparently not all) know he’s not at fault. The reason she is so “introverted” now is bc of Lucien… but even when he’s not around, giving her space, she’s still not her old human self. That got my thinking, do we think the blame extends? Do we think Elain blames everyone (minus Nesta) for her change? She wouldn’t be in that situation if Feyre didn’t leave the SC to be with Rhys and started an uproar of fae politics. I definitely could see her holding onto that resentment toward her sister.
I don't think Elain wants to blame anyone for what happened but I do think she's struggling with that fact. It's clear she felt guilty for what happened during their time in the cabin, that she feels they failed Feyre, and as a result I think she's afraid to consider the part Feyre may have unintentionally played in the sisters being brought into the world of the fae. It's like "I feel so guilty about failing you and now even though you made choices that led us all here (despite what happening not being your intention) I don't have any right to be mad because I'm still trying to make amends for the past." That repressed emotion has to come out somewhere though and I think Lucien makes for an easy target. Graysen rejects her? Blame Lucien. She's been turned fae because Feyre told Ianthe about her sisters and then deceived Tamlin and Lucien about Rhys / Velaris making them think she was being tortured which then led to them making the decision to play double agent with Hybern? Blame Lucien. Elain is feeling things that are out of her control even though those same things are out of Lucien's control? Blame Lucien. I think he is the easiest scapegoat for her to place the blame for everything she's feeling because she didn't know him and she doesn't have past feelings of guilt towards him the way she does her sisters. It's also convenient to push away the person you have the closest connection to. You can't pretend as well with a mate since they're supposed to be a reflection of yourself, the other half of your soul. There is a vulnerability to the connection she has with him and I don't think she wants to face that at this point since that means she needs to confront everything she's feeling and she's definitely hiding from that anger. I do think we'll see Elain express frustration in her book but it will rightfully move on from the frustration being taken out on Lucien and will be directed at the lies and scheming Feyre participated in that did indirectly lead her to where she's at. Of course we're meant to root for Feyre's HEA but that doesn't mean she doesn't have things to still apologize for (not only what was mentioned above but of the way she left an entire court of innocent people without true leadership).
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Guys do you think BB is gonna reveal a sliver of the covers, like it looks like paper ripping down the middle to reveal a sliver of the center of it, then dip out again until October?