illusionary revolutionary

Wyatt - 17 - Femme Les

[wriots]

Does anyone remember that scene from Dog With A Blog where Avery wrote a script to have a conversation with her mom because she didn’t really want to be vulnerable and open up to her? Because that was honestly such a mood.

[byjove]

this is so funny the pharmacist was definitely in the right here

[byjove]

apothecary: we will not allow your plagued husband to infect our shoppe

the hag: AYE a most disrespectful and churlish villain you are

[matronofthevoid]

WHAT DID HE HAVE

[wriots]

Wow I haven’t been on here in so long

[houseofjonn]

[lezstuffs]

“our revolution is love.” ✊👭🌈

[wriots]

I need a gf who is patient and understanding and who I can share lip glosses with because that’s some top notch gay teenager shit

[wriots]

Sometimes I just really hate being a teenage girl reaching out for psych care because I feel bad or questioning if I have anything because the general consensus is:

1. You’re looking for attention.

2. You’re faking it.

3. You’re 100% diagnosing yourself.

4. You have no idea what you’re talking about.

5. Sometimes psych workers don’t really understand mental illness/disorders and have a very skewed definition. For example, you don’t know how many I’ve met that think ocd is just obsessive cleaning and counting things to make sure you have the right number. I’ve also heard “HaHa, SiNcE ThAt’s ThE dEfInItIoN, tHaT mUsT mEaN tHaT i’M a LiTtLe OcD.” and “i UnDeRsTaNd oCd CaUsE i Do ThAt.” Another example is ADHD. They think it’s only not understanding shit like math and being a little slower in class. If your grades don’t increase, they tend to give you different ADHD pills and/or up your dosage. Newsflash, just because I don’t understand how to find the x inside the polyhedron in a technosphere inside the mind’s eye of Nikola Tesla does not mean you need to blame it on my ADHD. Yes, it can affect learning. But math is math. It’s hard. Often times you will be getting math that is many grade levels ahead of you, or college level math. I’m not going to become a math whiz because you mess with my medication when you shouldn’t be.

6. They think you’re following some trend we saw online that taught us how to get attention.

7. They think, because you’re a teenage girl, you’re this overreacting, ignornat bag of hormones and mood swings whose always on the rag.

Please listen to teenage girls because holy HELL is it hard to get ourselves taken seriously.

[thefuckingdairyqueen]

Bipolar disorder is fucking horrible it’s not just “oh I’m happy one minute I’m angry the next!” it’s literally hell let me tell you some shit:

Bipolar is getting excited and going on manic shopping sprees only to then regret everything you’ve purchased, and now you’ve lost interest in everything you’ve bought

Bipolar is suddenly crying for no reason, and when people ask you what’s wrong, your lack of understanding only makes things worse

Bipolar is suddenly becoming very passionate about a project, idea, or even person and then spending a long period of time obsessing over it only to suddenly lose interest

Bipolar is a messy bedroom cluttered unfinished projects and guilt

Bipolar is accidentally becoming too emotional around friends or loved ones and scaring them, pushing them away when all you wanted was to bring them closer

Bipolar is not having any set group of close friends, due to the paranoia of them talking behind your back about your episodes

Bipolar is lying on the cold bathroom floor in a friend’s house or unfamiliar place trying to calm down because you’re too afraid to have an episode in front of other people

Bipolar is being afraid to show your emotions because you know if you open up to someone, you might start crying or panicking

Bipolar is making too many promises during your manic states that can’t be delivered when you’re down and depressed, leaving many to think you’re “flaky”

Bipolar is not knowing if you’re reacting appropriately or overreacting to a situation because you’ve never had a “normal” emotional scale

Bipolar is having no one taking your disorder seriously, including your parents, who may or may not still think you’re just experiencing mood swings

[honeyfaun]

‪I really like music that makes me spin around the living room with my eyes closed like I’m on drugs.‬

[wriots]

I’m back I’ve been sad

[childhoodbitch]

shower thoughts // escapism

[wriots]

Dads be like: You want me to spend time with you? Well in that case I’m going to show up at the most inconvenient time and blow my horn outside until you’re finally ready. Then I’m going to complain and and take my time checking things in the car for 45 minutes. Where are my sunglasses I wear once a year, are my mirrors okay, I need to go over my billing statements, do you have a pen?

[surrealist-lyricist]

Float - The Neighbourhood

[beefierjerky]

july 9. hey all its beef, i deleted a while ago and im not really back but i just kicked my long time abuser out of my life and while im really glad for it, i also relied on her financially. its not a lot of time, but my family needs approximately $950 by july 15th so we can keep our car which we need for well everything. anything helps, even just a dollar or continuous reblogs, tysm everyone, ill keep this post updated 

paypal

[emerlinkenna-blog]

PSA💛: I saw this by Now This on Snapchat (pic creds to them) about a little angel who was badly hurt after licking Himalayan salt. A lot of us have these salt lamps and stones to purify the space and use in our craft so I felt the need to share and remind everyone to be mindful of what we leave in our familiars' reach. Definitely keep your salts, potentially harmful herbs, and toxic crystals away from your nosey helpers and avoid a horrible accident like what happened here with Ruby💛 Blessings.

Rb to save a familiar.

[twotonefluid]

Help a trans girl get away from her abusive parents

My name is Max, I’m a trans girl and I am currently in an abusive situation. (I really have no idea what else to put here) Personal info: - My full name is Maxine E Strider, and this is my chosen and legal name - I am currently in a relationship with a lovely woman named Violet - I have been on HRT for a little over a year now, started on January 7, 2018 - I am diagnosed with Bi-Polar, ADHD and Depression and Anxiety, I have undiagnosed autism and memory issues - My current goal in life is to move in with my girlfriend and start college during the spring 2019 quarter if possible - My contact info is through Tumblr @MaxineMutini or on Discord @Maxine#0413 Current situation: I currently live with my parents who emotionally abuse me in various ways including emotional manipulation, yelling/arguing , and knowingly acting in a way that causes panic attacks. My girlfriend of 4 months cannot support me as she is saving up for a car and the trip down from Canada, where she currently lives, to the US. My extended family is either unaware of my situation, supports my parents, does not approve of me being trans, or a combination of those three. As such, I cannot get support from them. I cannot get a job due to my situation and massive anxiety issues combined, and even if I did manage to get work, I would not be able to keep it for long due to the very same reasons. I have already attempted seeking disability benefits from Social Security, and failed. My brain is screwed up in all the wrong ways: I have Bi-Polar Mood Disorder, General Depression, General Anxiety, PTSD, Autism (specifically Asperger’s Syndrome), and memory issues. As such, my mood is unstable, and my depression and anxiety make every day difficult to bear. Social situations, and therefore any type of customer service, are very difficult and anxiety inducing, and I always come off as weird and unsociable. My parents have caused multiple problems in my life, including my previously mentioned PTSD and Anxiety. They have given me bad self esteem and massive trust issues towards myself and others. They have caused me to feel worthless and stupid, as well as causing me to beat myself down to the very same effect. I am currently in therapy for my Bi-Polar, depression and anxiety, but my therapist does not know about my situation, and I am afraid to tell her. Current intent and goals: My parents and my genetics have tag teamed to beat me down into the dust and cause me to loose hope in my future, and I’m sick of it. As such it is my intention to get out of this situation and live on my own until my girlfriend is able to join me. I also would like to attend college this spring, and I’m currently working towards that. My dog can be left behind, and honestly, that is preferred. My intention is to leave silently and, if possible, no warning at all. Any help would be greatly appreciated gofundme page: https://www.gofundme.com/help-a-trans-girl-get-away-from-abusive-parents A little Tumblr exclusive note: I know yall will eventually see this as a scam, so if you suspect that, please just message me. I’m perfectly willing to chat with anyone that has questions or concerns. It may take a while to get back to you, but I will.

[twotonefluid]

Hey yall, June 7th update

I am literally on the streets right now.

I spent my day in the library and im spending tonight in a shelter

I have a job, but I start tomorrow

Im not very optimistic about this post anymore, its gained so little traction in the last month, and if I remember correctly, ive gotten a grand total of $8 to my gofundme in the same timeframe.

To make matters worse, my job’s shift ends at 1am which means I will be unable to use shelters once I start regular hours.

So if any of yall live in Washington state, send a message my way.

I’m on my last shred of hope yall

Please help me

[dyscomancer]

Stoners are fucking annoying but weed should still be legal

[dyscomancer]

I would rather deal with some idiot who thinks that posting greyscale videos of them taking rips from their bong while mouthing dashboard confessional lyrics on snapchat is high art than live in a world where illegal weed is the primary source of labor for the prison industrial system