How can someone be forgotten and abandoned so easily. You hate that I love my boyfriend but he is the only thing in my life that brings a smile to my face. He is ALWAYS there for me no matter what. That's what a mom and sisters are supposed to do. I'm in a dark whole right now, and every time my boyfriend's mom calls me another name it gets darker. I am crawling, picture me scraping my fingernails in dirt trying to get out of a hole I have fallen into to. I'm so depressed, and all I think about is sleeping. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up again. But I can't leave Guy because I'm all he has too and I just can't do that to him. I'm losing my appetite. I'm losing my will to live. The only thing I have right now is I'm not addicted to anything anymore. I'm free from the hold of drugs. I don't need them. Life is easier without them. Guy and I need sunshine in our lives. We need it. Please send help.


















