Welcome To Hell

x Not pro anything x Height: 5"7 HW: 162 CW:129 (gross) LW: 123 UGW: 110 Just a place for me to rant. Please don't report.

[chicks2010]

[irongarterbelt]

SO SORRY! I’M DOING THIS JUST IN CASE.

[jupitersmusings]

good things will happen 🧿

things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿

[overlord-fire-bubble]

THIS ONE FUCKING WORKS. REBLOG IT.

[essenceofrose]

Okay I reblogged and got into the entrepreneurship program I wanted. This WORKS

[magicalmerry]

Reblogging for some added help for the coming months

[slfcare]

there are good things left. there are good things coming. there are good things waiting for you. whoever you are, wherever you are, however you are, it can and it will get better.

[quotemadness]

“Apologize to your body. Maybe that is where the healing begins.”

— Nayyirah Waheed

[xxcravingskinnyxx]

Hey guys the time has come for me to finally decide to recover. My therapist wants to admit me to inpatient immediately and I’m extremely worried about my health. I have not been feeling good lately, like something inside feels really wrong so I’m going to go get some tests done. I want to live and I know this can’t continue. Ill be deleting my tumblr within the next week because I can’t use this platform anymore if I’m going to take recovery seriously. I feel like this is my last chance. If you’re struggling please get help, your life is worth it. I met some cool people on here but I hope I never end up on this side of tumblr again. Be safe guys, much love 🖤

[xxcravingskinnyxx]

I feel like I’m dying these days

[hatin]

I wish i could just let go and forget everything and move the fuck on but it’s so hard 

[tinyoctopus]

I want him to regret stopping talking to me.

I want him to worry about me and feel guilty for all the times he opened my messages and didn’t respond.

I want him to see how skinny I am.

I want him to worry about me enough to reach out.

[tinyoctopus]

Reblog if you’re an active ED account July 21st 2020!!

[skinny-coffins-deactivated20180]

just a reminder

i. do. not. promote. eating. disorders. of. any. kind. whatsoever.

if you are trying to recover, please, get the fuck away from my blog.

the reason i have this blog is for my own motivation.

seek help: 1-800-931-2237

[writersanxiousmind-deactivated2]

I use my blog for empty my mind. I wanna help people who live things like i live and show them they’re not alone. We all know our disorder can kill us and it’s definitely harmful BUT we don’t have control over our ed ( especially me). If you want to eat like before at least once in that journey PLEASE RECOVER, THERE ARE A LOT OF HEALTHY OPTIONS FOR WEİGHT LOSS. I know, Ed is more than losing weight, you can dm me or ask me something anytime. I’m active on Tumblr, i try to reply as fast as possible. Stay safe butterflies and remember: CHOOSE RECOVERY BEFORE ITS TOO LATE( of course you can recover anytime but your mind won’t allow if it’s too late)🦋🦋✨💕

[xxcravingskinnyxx]

My boyfriend who was helping me recover dumped me a month ago so guess who’s back on the weightloss train. My therapist says I’m officially underweight for my height and I’m like bruhhh? What I swear people just lie. My heart rate is super low again but I’m so depressed at this point I don’t care if it kills me. Sorry this is just my rant, stay safe xx

[lovelythewayifall-deactivated20]

me:

my ed: you look like this

[tinykoalabear]

A cool concept: me, but thinner

[xoxosamb-deactivated20150514]

[justnotsogoodme-deactivated2021]

I can think of exercising too ✨😂

[depressedburden]

[fuwaprince]

US Helplines:

Depression Hotline: [phone]

Suicide Hotline: [phone]

LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline: [phone]

Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673

Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272

Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453

UK Helplines:

Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail [email protected]

Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111

Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: [email protected]

Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 [email protected]

b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: [email protected]

b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)

Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: [email protected]

Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600

Drinkline: 0800 9178282

Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail [email protected]

Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight

India Self Harm Hotline: [phone]

India Suicide Helpline: 022-27546669

Kids Help Phone (Canada): 1-800-668-6868

FREE 24/7 suicide hotlines:

Argentina: 54-0223-493-0430

Australia: 13-11-14

Austria: 01-713-3374

Barbados: 429-9999

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[massacre-girlypop]

BLESSED POST!!! REBLOG PLEASE!!!

[inritum]

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

[ghostdog07]

OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.

THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.

The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.

AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.

THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.

[deathklaue]

YOOOOOOO

I SAW THIS ON MY DASH THE OTHER DAY AND THOUGHT “ITS WORTH A TRY” SO I WISHED I COULD GET A 3DS

LITERALLY LIKE 4 DAYS LATER MY DAD SENT ME A PICTURE OF THE 3DS XL HE BOUGHT FOR ME WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL

IM STILL FREAKING OUT ABOUT THIS

[doryishness]

holy fuck, I didn’t expect this to work, I was like psh, whatever it’s just a quick reblog, but I wished my Dad would actually respond back to me AND HE FUCKING DID A FEW DAYS LATER, I GOT A FUCKING TEXT FROM MY DAD TODAY WHO HASN’T SPOKEN OR RESPONDED TO ME IN MONTHS HOLY FUCK WHAT IS THIS MAGIC IT WORKS. 

[victoriaringsinyourears]

I WANTED TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND AND I DIDN’T THINK I’D GET DAYS OFF BUT THIS WEEKEND I’M HEADING UP THERE??? THIS IS CRAZY SHIT 

[lenshade]

SO LIKE I JOKINGLY WISHED FOR MY OWN LEN KAGAMINE AND THEN LIKE A WEEK LATER I GOT A LEN NENDOROID??? H ELP

[themixedbagofwhat]

WTF OKAY SO THIS SHOT ACTUALLY WORKS BECAUSE WHEN I WISHED, I HAD WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD LIKE ME BACK AND GUESS WHAT? I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW. WHAT THE HELLLLL?????

[wodkat]

ok I’ve said this before but IM DOING IT AGAIN THE FIRST TIME I SAW THIS, MY WISH DID COME TRUE SO I REBLOGED AGAIN AND SAID IT IN THE TAGS BUT THEN I WISHED FOR SMTH ELSE AND IT LITERALLY LITERALLY HAPPENED LIKE A COUPLE DAYS LATER WHAT THE HELL SO NOW IM WRITING THIS HERE FOR YOU BC I DONT BELIEVE IN THIS CRAP BUT STILL IT’S AN AWFULLY BIG COINCIDENCE

[openyourthird-eye]

OKAY I SWEAR TO GOD THIS THING WORKS YOU HAVE TO PATIENT BC I WISHED THAT I COULD MOVE AWAY FROM MY SHITTY TOWN TO A WARM PLACE AND GUESS WHAT THIS JULY IM MOVING TO NORTH CAROLINA OKAY GUYS IM NOT MAKING THIS UP I AM SO CONFUSED ACTUALLY THIS IS GREAT BYE

[sadhearts]

LEMME TELL U SOMETHING THIS SHIT WORKS

[aesthet1c-b1tch]

Ooooooo it does!!! Making another wish!!!

[cryingoverspilled-milk]

Imma try this

[the-girl-of-my-nightmares]

Guys this actually works. Im making another wish ☄

[turning-todust]

I wish to lose 20 lbs before Halloween fingers crossed lol