Lazy Cat

BG: @bamsara || 18 y.o. (he/him//she/her) || I like CotL, ULTRAKILL || Will like ur posts in minutes, if not, I'm sleeping :D

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Introduction post! Hell yeah!

So after staying on Tumblr for a while I think it's time to make one.

Hello! You can call me YourMeowCat or MeowCat for short, Im 18 y.o. and trying myself in different things. Maybe post sometimes my writing and art if I do one. upd: Also sometimes posting artworks by @advers4ry dw we mutually agreed for this :3

I like: CotL, ULTRAKILL, Forsaken, Terraria, Project Zomboid, and many other fandoms.

Main hyperfixes: CotL and ULTRAKILL.

My AO3 account where you can find my works (only one for now)

My YouTube (I never post there lol I dunno why I include this)

My Roblox profile (for whatever reasons ¯\_(ツ)_/¯)

My Discord or .yourmeowcat if link doesn't work.

Here is some yapping on characters I use for Corroded Crown Au rp.

Inky :3

I'm really lazy person so never trust my promises, tho I will always leave a like on your post almost at any time because Im chronically online :)

Here is some explanation on tags im using:

Something from my mind - pretty selfexplainatory, my yappings on different themes.

Lazy asks - answering asks I get!

Lazy Cat reblogs - stuff I reblog (rare)

Catrarria - yapping about my terraria playthrought.

Cult of the Lazy Cat - yapping about my cotl save.

Ultracat - not much of yapping, I dunno if I will post more about ultrakill. I haven't played for a good while and propably will come back to it when Fraud layer releases. Cult of the Messengers of Heaven (CotMoH for short) - Two silly cult leaders I made with @advers4ry for fun. Think of them as self inserts into CotL ))0)

YMCdoodles - smth smth. I bought a sketchbook and want to doodle smth (random bullshit go)

(May add more if I decide to yap about other games I play)

Yeah I love gaming a lot :D

Anyway you're always welcome at this blog, I don't mind talking with anyone, about anything. Tho if you're really creep me out or smth like this... I will just ignore you, sorry.

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Moonlight and Sunlight Rite of Lust outfits :3

Old magma doodles by: @advers4ry

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Got myself cotl shirt :3

I really like it despite it being like two sizes bigger than I expected

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*Church bell* You're now listening to *gained faith* 102.3 *follower died* REAL CULT FM *bishop has been slayed* WHERE WE PLAY NOTHIN BUT PRAYERS, PRAYERS, AND MORE PRAYERS *ascending ritual* *relic used* THIS AIN'T YOUR HERETIC STATION *imagine dragons - radioactive starts playing*

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Doodling today

Narilamb save me, Narilamb save me. (yes I inspired from dogiperson)

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Yippie! Happy Birthday to me! I'm turning 19 today! I know it may not be 10'th of june for others, but for me it's already is so yeah. I'm one year closer to meeting death! YAY!

doodle by: @advers4ry

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People are unreliable.

I should stop trusting every single word.

I always do.

Always forgive.

Tell it's alright, you forgot, it happens. You've felt sick, it happens. You were busy, it happens.

It's okay if you couldn't do what you promised, but not if it happens several times in a row.

I know it sounds selfish. I myself sometimes can't live up to the promises I do. But I still try my best to do everything if I put clear deadlines for myself.

I just hurt myself more and more by caring too much.

I'm tired of trusting people.

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Happy Spawnday scythe!!!

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Magma doodles

with @advers4ry and @robincabbage <3 (I did almost nothin, just sat there :D)

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Today's doodles. Kinda proud of it.

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What da fox doin'?

Uhm... uhm... Something something.... Soleil??? by @advers4ry

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Sometimes I feel like I'll be gone. Forever. No long soul to soul conversation with someone for hours before it. Just gone. Everything I had will collect dust (not much though) I don't even think someone will remember me in a few years, maybe they will forget me in a week, drowned out in daily life and it's good, really. No one should worsen their life because someone else gave up on it. But still that thought leaves me confused. What do I really want? Do I just want to die? Not really, no. Do I want things to keep going that way? Also no. Should I try to change something? Yes, absolutely. Can I? Also, yes but... Am I afraid of change? Of struggle? Yes. Why bother if way I live right now is acceptable. Why do I have to keep distracting myself with anything and force myself to do something. Whenever I am alone, with no one to talk I always start thinking about ending it all. Considering options, how should I organize "death notification" to not leave everyone I know online in shadow of unknown. Why it just keeps coming back, erasing smile from my face I had minute ago, bringing tears to my eyes and.... I don't know what else to say. this just sucks. I know there's people that want to help me, but I know that not everyone suitable for it, not for me at least. Maybe no one is suitable for it.

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Some doodles from yesterday and today's morning. Just woke up and felt like doodling Hollow Knight.

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I swear there won't be much of it, mainly my poor doodles.

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Can you lock the fuck in?

That's too much.

Another sketch by @advers4ry but I will post it instead of her because she never will and I want the world to see it.

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Doodle... Doodles...

I like "Character Name" how'd you know? Today featuring @advers4ry's Лисик :3 (I dunno how to draw furries lol)

Some refs I used down below:

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Chat am I doing good?

My avg game is like... 8-9 kills and maybe 2-3 deaths unless my team is being pwned by opposing team