nameless ghoul.

╱(㇏⌃•۵•⌃ノ)╲ 20 [6/24]!! this is an 18+ blog, minors dni puhLEASE. he/it/vamps/vampself you can call me ghoul, rain, or by any ghouls name you assosciate me with [:

[zombiedoggs]

introduction post!!

this art is by me!! hellooo everyyynyan!! my name's ghoul, or rain, or literally any nameless ghoul you'd associate me with!! i use all of their names interchangeably really this blog [from here on anyway] is definitely mdni 18+. i'll be writing, reposting, drawing, discussing etc etc adult topics here and there. minors will be blocked, and if you don't have an age somewhere on your profile, i'll just make your account unfollow me. - 20 years old, june 24th!! [: i also half jokingly consider halloween my second birthday. i love halloweennn!!! - my pronouns are he/they/it/vamps/vampself :3 - im transmasc!! - mixed, black - i deal with chronic pain and a host of other issues i shan't go into detail about, and it definitely affects my activity on here. if i reply late or you're feelin like i'm ignoring you, i'm definitely just resting 😅 i'll get back to you as soon as i can!! i'll always communicate if i'm having any issues or feel discomforted. much love <3 i'm super open to being messaged!! i really wanna make more friends who like ghost and wanna yap on lore, headcannons and ocs!! shoot me a dm or ask anytime! i'm not super savvy when it comes to using tumblr by any means BAHAH, so please correct me if i've tagged something wrong or i've messed up on my Tumblr Etiquette if you will lmfaoo here's my artfight account [:|> my art commissions are CLOSED AHHH SHOO!! [but thank you]

what you'll find here!!

this is mainly my ghost b.c blog!! i'm only going to be creating ghost related content and only occasionally reposting stuff i found funny/brightened my day [: i'm a digital artist!! you'll see drawings from me here n there!! i also make gifs now and again. headcannons, potentially some drabbles? i'm trying to get braver with posting BAHAH BUT ITS HARDDD.

super important!!

i don't like "rpf" [real person fiction] whatsoever. any content of the characters of ghost i make or repost on here is strictly on a fictional level/lore related. no further!!

i truly live under a rock LMFAOOASOFAOFSAMFSGJHFNAMTRKJMG i don't keep up with fandom drama whatsoever and the nameless ghouls are still anonymous for me [and i wanna keep it that way!!] zionists can fuck right off. if you want to support the people in palestine, check out these links. this is not an exhaustive list at all, and i encourage you to do research on what's happening and how you can help. a tutorial for how to purchase e-sims so that families, journalists and medical professionals can have internet access and stay connected. a toolkit showing how to provide direct aid to the people in palestine.

taglist!!

#zombiedogzart for all my artstuff! #zombiedogzgifs for all my serious gifs! #zombiedogzwriting for any of my writing, hcs, etc!! #zombiedogzshitposting for all my unserious gifs and joke posts beyond anyone's comprehension #zombiedogzduets for any duet edits i make of the band ghost!! basically me taking audio from two papa's performances and editing the audio, making it so they're duetting :3

[amytisou]

So sad that this concept for Terzo’s outfit ended up not being used, he would’ve looked so cool

Sketches by Michel Berandi

[sometiktoksarevalid]

[apolloniansorrow]

ALSO ARTISTS LOOK AT THIS SO YALL CAN STOP DRAWING UR “PALE” BLACK CHARACTERS WHITE

[risunsky]

One of the sketchbook drawings, slightly corrected digitally, which my Ko-Fi subscribers enjoyed in March. Inspired by the painting "Eros and the Goddesses of Destiny" by Julius Kronberg (1908).

[bishonen]

youre not yaoiful at all

[amethystsoda]

[thereisselfpreservation]

I'm seeing warnings about scammers trying to commission artists but the "reference sheet" for their character they want commissioned isn't an image but a .vbs file ("visual basic script"), and will run a script when you open it, probably to yoink your account(s), but I haven't seen this from anyone who's actually clicked it yet. Just be careful and never open a file like that, 'cause people suck.

[thereisselfpreservation]

For reference (heh)

At a glance, file name checks out. But!! Do not open a .vbs file!!!

[rowanisawriter]

write insane shit that’s way beyond your perceived ability and skill level even if you don’t finish it even if you think it sucks

[pixie-stick-it-to-the-man]

so apparently the dsm 6 is being structured around bio-pathologizing mental illness specifically in the direction of biomarkers…if u aren’t concerned about this maybe you should be…

DSM-6 Will Be Structured Around Biomarkers—Despite Acknowledgment There Aren’t Any

Psychiatry is hard at work crafting the newest edition of its diagnostic bible, DSM-6.

[sin0fempathy]

…so they’re now trying to search for “biomarkers”- which are essentially genes, or circumstances of conception/birth/what have you, that can “increase the risk” of mental illnesses. how is this any different from people wondering if there’s a “gay gene?” or autism speaks trying to find a genetic or reproductive “cure for autism?”

it’s not. this is barely disguised eugenics that they have ACKNOWLEDGED may (will) do more to harm than good for people with abnormal mental states. what else could the end result of finding a “mental illness gene” be than a reason to further marginalize those who are already marginalized, already branded as more likely to be (or even inherently) “mentally ill” and eventually discourage them to reproduce, either by coercion or force?

it’s more obvious than ever now. everyone should be anti psych

[ysmkinza]

Psychiatry as an institution functions to obfuscate the causes of mental and emotional disturbance (economic exploitation, abuse, lack of access to resources, etc) by describing mental illness as an individual pathology that needs to be recognized and treated by science.

Given where these hardships cluster most intensely, it is extremely useful to white supremacy and eugenics to have a "scientific" method of proving that pathology is more common among "degenerate" populations.

The DSM's various incarnations have corresponded to shifts in which part of this process have been considered more or less important to prioritize - the latest restructuring to focus on biomarkers is just a recalibration to better suit the needs of the imperial-capitalist white supremacist project.

[areggos-art-dump]

miss him so badly

[singing-bowl]

at this time of year you might be tempted to create new rules for yourself, if you do, make sure that they are designed to serve you, not to punish yourself for imperfection.

[hotnfreshtakes]

trans men and transmascs do need to hear they aren't hurting anyone for being masculine, but more than that they need to hear that they are loved for being masculine. your masculinity is wonderful and magical and you pull it off incredibly well. your masculinity is cool, it's desirable, it's attractive. there are people out there who will be drawn to you because of your masculinity, not just in spite of it. you deserve more than just to be tolerated in queer spaces. your masculinity deserves to be celebrated

[transsexual-experiences]

reading progressive sex ed caricatures with accurate and detailed and realistic diagrams of sexual organs + shows their variation, but all i can think about is how there is no discussion of what srs is besides the fact that it exists

[transsexual-experiences]

how may people know the before and afters of vaginoplasty? phalloplasty? meta? how it works at all?

[transsexual-experiences]

this one has been passed around recently from the mayo clinic and that actually makes me so happy because how many of transfeminine people are aware of what their options even look like?

there’s a diagram for phallo and meta from springer link(i believe) and. honestly i’d never seen these before and i dont think i’ve ever seen any diagrams. i know vaguely because of reading papers or listening to people talk about their experience but i’ve never seen it, yk? it makes me more confident in my choice to get meta when i’m older

[yooleebird]

There’s a website called Transbucket that has a whole archive of before and after photos, surgery costs, surgeon names and locations, and general feedback on complications, sensation, everything. It’s been around for at least a decade, and there are photos of some folks five or eight years down the line. It’s organized by procedure, and it’s very comprehensive. It’s NSFW of course but it’s an amazing resource!!!

Are you considering or have had transition care? | Transbucket.com

[catboybiologist]

Demystify transition! Break irrational medical fear!

[antarctic-arcanine]

If I ever share anything that was AI generated it is purely by accident. I hate that it's getting harder and harder to tell and it makes me want to never use the internet again. It definitely had its faults, but man I miss the internet of the 2000s so much.

[myqueenmarceline]

Adding to this: please TELL ME if I share something that is genAI and you know it is. I want to know this information.

[deathlyknell]

Ghosttober day 17: stay

[tonkstheoneandonly]

Okay, listen

This is Mountain, yes, but your Mountain, Make him the sheep boy, now.

(PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE)

Sorry for long wait...really 😭

(I had to put his lil tongue out, it's just cute

[osiiiris]

The lesser known collaboration between Candlemass and Papa Emeritus III

The most famous collaboration between Candlemass and Papa Emeritus III was the live version of The Well of Souls at Gefle Metal Festival in 2016, but, for those who aren’t aware, there is another collaboration Papa did with them.

In this version of the song House of Doom, Papa Emeritus III appears briefly, reciting these verses:

The house, it breaths It takes, it devours, and eats The architects of Hell, created this beast The earned minds in spite and gave it’s form From the heart of darkness, the house was born.

[vampirecatprince]

Sometimes I sit back and think about how Sister Imperator's infantalization of Copia wasn't malicious so much as her not fully internalizing that her son was a grown man in his late 40s when they first really met. And how she was in charge, treating Copia like that for about 6-7 years, all while missing some of his own issues developing just because she doesn't really know him as well as she thought.

And I think in some ways Copia regressed quite a bit when he was frontlining, due to the stress and how he was being treated. Because as a Cardinal, he was initially introduced as more put together and competent then he eventually became the guy we know and love and I can't help but wonder if a near decade of being babied by a mother playing catch-up who is also your boss and still has the authority to control every single aspect of your life didn't really fuck with him mentally.