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@2young2wise
This is what I think when you get too close to me.
This is what I think when you stare to long at me.
What if the mop water gets too dirty, too fast for you?
I write this today because I didn’t feel the burn in my pecks when I did the chest press. I write this today because I saw too many pimples on my face. I write this today because I read that someone had more bottom growth than me and they wouldn’t want to ever have bottom surgery. I write this today because I would want to give you children. I write this today because I want to feel your pink warmth.
i am with you in Eden where the serpent is longing for adam i am with you in Eden with your fruit caught in my throat
— Kai Cheng Thom, from A Place Called No Homeland
lie in bed with me. show me your favourite music. kiss my neck
What’s A Bent Over Row?
A Bent Over Row is when you are holding a barbell with a pronated grip (palms facing down), bending your knees slightly and bringing your torso forward, by bending at the waist, while keeping your back straight until it is almost parallel to the floor.
Tip: Make sure that you keep the head up.
Source: www.Bodybulding.com
This is something I learned new today. You learn something new everyday believe it or not. This was brought to my knowledge by the help of my new found trainer, Tyler Hardy.
Yes people, to your surprise (and mine as well) I have gotten a trainer to start taking my (and I hate to say it) Fitness Journey more seriously. I hate to say it because I’m afraid to be one of those people. I’m afraid to be one of those people because I don’t want to disappoint myself.
I have a nasty habit of my eyes being bigger than my stomach. Leading me to bite off more than I can chew; which means I never finish what I start. So I don’t want to dive to deep too fast with this before I can learn to swim above water.
Sorry for all the analogies.
But back to Tyler Hardy.
Tyler Hardy is a Hottie. I’ve been gay crushing on him since my freshman year of college at my old school. He was always handsome and kind to me. I don’t have strong male role models in my life so it was easy for me to smile at him. We don’t anything about each other except for two things.
1. We went to same school
2. We share a mutual love for childhood anime, including Sonic.
Again, it wasn’t hard to like him.
I left and Tyler graduated and all we knew of each other was our social media profiles. Over the years he would occasionally post about his personal development at the gym. I would glance over these post because he is just another person to do this. Until recently, where he posted that he will be providing training sessions.
Of course I’ve tried this before, the whole trainer thing and it never went through for reasons of lack of money, being ditched, or I just wasn’t motivated enough. But when Tyler Hardy told me that he would train me for $20 every two weeks, with a plan that provided dieting and exercises, I was all for it.
I was excited to hear from him and proud of myself for actually taking this step. It seemed do-able. Plus, I couldn’t pass of an opportunity to actually being friends with Tyler Hardy. We get on the phone and we start talking about the plan, What I like to eat Vrs. what I can and shouldn’t eat and then exercising. Everything was going smoothly (besides the fact that I could hardly hear him) until we started talking about shoulders.
“And you need to go light on your shoulders, your shoulder only consist of three muscles and for a woman,”
“Oh wait that's a funny thing, I’m not a woman anymore.”
“What?” he asked.
“I’m taking a bunch of Testosterone.”
He apologized for not knowing.
“Well since you got all this energy then.”
He then started to work up a more masculine plan for me. I admit I was a bit nervous telling him but he took it well. He made it clear that he was here to help me. Now I’m just nervous on trying to impress him.
I just started the work outs today it went well. I did all the instructed exercises except two, and one of them was the Bent Over Row. I had no idea what that was or how to do it. Tyler told me ahead of time that I was going to have to do some research and start educating myself on these things in order to improve, but he was giving me the map to do so.
The other exercise was deadlifts. I knew what that was, they just intimidate me. Next time I’ll give them another try once I study more. I found a new planet fitness that I like better than the one I was going to. It’s much bigger and apparently closer to where I live.
This was the only good thing that happened to me today and I wanted to share it because I have been under a lot of stress lately and I’m trying not to get so deep down in the dumps to a point where I can’t find my way out.
So, cheers to a healthier physical life. At least.
Playboy had great journalism and interviews people like Martin Luther King Jr and Malcolm X back in the day, and Pornhub fights for sex education and net neutrality. Pornhub is kinda the Playboy of our generation.
I’ve never been lucky in love, but being with you makes me believe that this might be my lucky time
(via somewhatsomelikepoetry)
Demon cat demands attention (wait for it).
I wonder if I'll ever stop thinking about suicide.
it’s in the eyes. always the eyes.
k.awords (via kianaazizian)
If you come down here, I will teach you about greed and hunger.
“The Mother Warns the Tornado” (Motionpoems)
Can You Pass The Juice, Please?
Seven months on Testosterone and I have been presented the opportunity of the possibility that I could raise my T dosage.
I am currently on 100mg (or commonly referred to as 1cc) every to weeks via intramuscular injection into my thigh.
When asked about this opportunity of course they explained to me how they have to do blood test to see if I’m eligible to take more. But before even furthering the conversation of linguistics they asked me one thing,
Are you happy with your transition?
“It’s just that we never hear you complain like the others do,” said my doctor.
I choose not to complain because I understand this process.
“He’s a bit more rational than the others,” said my councillor.
I proceeded to tell them how I understand these things take time. How of course I want facial hair and my tits off, and males torso, and a dick. but these things take time. So what is raising my dose going to really do for me? Don’t I have to just sit in my dysphoria?
Is there anything you aren’t happy with?
Yes. The acne. My voice. My lack of face and body hair. My titts.
Well that’s the Testosterone.
Your voice has gotten so much deeper.
Facial hair usually comes in after a year.
That’s surgery.
Yes I know all this. That's why I don’t complain.
However, I am interested in raising it a bit just to see how I feel. It may take a few weeks, or a few months. But I’m excited to see how it will go. Until then I’m just trying not to be so consumed by my dysphoria. especially since it's the summer. On a good note I have been going to the gym about 2/3 times a week and drinking lots of water. That makes me feel good. I’m proud of myself for working towards the body I want to have. The man I want to be. Trying to take advantage of the situations I can control now, as I wait for the others situation’s pending factors to work in my favor.
What do you call a boy with a vagina
His name
“you may ask why I allow my face to drown in less and less joy with each passing year”
Hanif Willis-Abdurraqib, from The Crown Ain’t Worth Much
Just click here to buy your own copy of Hanif’s fantastic debut book!
(via buttonpoetry)