antebellumAnarchist [AA]

18y/8s :: she/her :: bi + trans :: jan pi toki pona :: suffering from homestuck brainrot (its terminal) :: made my pfp on farragofiction.com

[psychotic-psypport]

I love you.

I love you if you aren’t low support

I love you if you can’t go outside in the dark

I love you if you have a hard time with hygiene

I love you if you’re divine 

I love you if you’re monstrous

I love you if you’re not real  

I love you if you think no one does

I love you if you dissociate

I love you if you tape over your laptop camera

I love you if you pick at your skin

I love you if you have disorganized speech

I love you if you have awful intrusive thoughts

I love you if you have low empathy

I love you if you feel invalid

I love you if you never stop hallucinating

I love you.

[kittiescatlover]

can you tell me something about kitties? im an amateur trying to get started

Kitties can make a sound like this meeeowwwww and it can also sound like nyaaaawwwwwwww and preeooowerrrrr and it can make a lot of other different kinds of sounds that are interesting to learn and have in your ear to remember forever

[filmphotofranz]

[catboybiologist]

After some years of HRT I've been left with this deep, low simmering rage. Because what do you mean it was always this easy to be happy

[catboybiologist]

I take a shot once a week, and even if that was too much, I could do it as pills, and so many of my problems just evaporated overnight.

And not one person thought to bring it up.

When I was talking about how horrifying puberty felt. When I was cutting myself. When I was in inpatient care. When I attempted suicide. When I talked for YEARS in therapy about how dissociated and trapped I felt in my body. When I felt like I never truly fixed something that was deeply wrong about me that started at puberty.

Not one person said it was a possibility. No one thought "hey, maybe this kid should go to someone trained to identify dysphoria". No one mentioned that trans people weren't some weird other group of people. It didn't have to be pressure. It didn't have to be "forcing" me. Just mentioning that trans people exist and it could be me. That it was possible and it was easy. No pushing, just laying the option out there.

HRT is treated like this last ditch option. This horrific, mutilating thing that I GUESS we can give to you if you have NO OTHER options. Because did you know it's permanent? Did you know you'll be on it for the rest of your life? Did you know the health risks? Did you know it'll make you infertile? Did you know that it's deviant? Did you know that it's an alternative lifestyle for other people?

No one said it was okay to WANT it to be permanent. Or noted that most people are reliant on the medical system in one way or the other anyways (and it's not even necessary for HRT). Or that the health risks are the normal parts of having that hormone, even in cis people of your gender. Or said it was okay to not want kids, or mention that you can just freeze gametes. Or acknowledged that the "deviant" people are just people, living their lives, that have been violently pushed out of "normal" society.

I grew up in an area that Republicans mock for being a kind of "woke central". And even then it's just. Not treated as an easy option. It was never on the table if you don't specifically already know you're going through gender stuff, and no one will help you get to that point. At which point, it's still treated like the last ditch option. Did you know you can be a feminine man? Did you know you can slap a "she/her" in your twitter bio and be done with it? Did you know that you're oh-so-valid without it? Did you know that you shouldn't take HRT? Maybe don't take HRT? Don't take HRT? Don't take HRT? Don't ta-

When you've been in it a while, HRT is the easiest, most casual thing in the world. Just pop a shot on a Saturday as part of your "everything shower" routine and you're done.

Anyways. Support trans kids always and forever.

[catboybiologist]

And if anyone comes swinging in here with "but Sierra you don't have to take HRT to be trans this is toxic" I'm going to fucking scream, because that is the status quo. "Just do this without doing this" has become a "give them an inch" refrain when making ourselves "acceptable" to the cis. Of COURSE you don't need to take HRT. I'm only reminded of it a dozen times a day.

[rosemarydiely]

DIE 351 morning routine

[8bitjerb]

-i dont really do tumblr that much but it has been reccomended to me that i liveblog instead of/in addition to complaining to my friends so uh

-for the record i do actually like the decision to translate severance as separación i think they shouldve kept that even though in english severance and separation kinda have slightly different vibes they at least kept it consistent. the show was called separación and so was the procedure and the floor and all the terminology. i do understand the desire to just not translate the name of the show though thats pretty common, i wouldve been fine with this if they had done it in season 1 too

-everything i do i do for the ladies so i guess tell me if i should keep doing this on a sideblog or if i should do this with other shows idk

[8bitjerb]

-and of course of all the things they changed in season two they decided to keep inuts and exus. Fmsil

[8bitjerb]

-okay what the fuck still on S2E1 and they havent used the word separación a single time EXCEPT for the little green sign that says SVR'D THRESHOLD RESTRICTED (UMBRAL DE SEPARACIÓN RESTRINGIDO) you cant keep things consistent between seasons you cant so it between episodes in a season and multiple times youve shown you cant do it within a single episode!!!!!! make it make sense pleaseeeeeeee

[8bitjerb]

-a couple small changes have annoyed me but for the most part two big wins!! First of all they kept the name El Tú Que Eres for rickens book into season 2 which im happy about. Second they introduced the department Mammalians Nurturable as Crianza Mamífera which is a really good name i like it

[8bitjerb]

-woes hollow is probably my second favorite season two episode and i really like the acronym ORTBO. Which is why its a shame they never use the acronym in the spanish subtitles! They translate it as Retiro al Exterior para Mejorar el Trabajo en Equipo but every time someone would say REMTE they just say "esta excursión" or "la actividad" instead. Very sad!

[8bitjerb]

-oohhhhhh but of course in the next episode they call the thing what it makes sense to call. La actividad se convierte en un REMTE y el tú de verdad se llama el tú que eres. Why not just call them that in the first place? Who knows! Ughhhhhhhhhhh

[8bitjerb]

-oooh a change in season two that i at first thought was a one-time thing but i now see showing up everywhere is the Whole Mind Collective. In season one it was Colectivo Mente Unido but for again no reason they changed it to just "grupo anticercenadura" or even worse "los grupos anticercenaduras". Not only is it dumb because i hate the word cercenadura and think separación is much better!! But also!! It completely takes away the point of having one named ineffective activist group!! The whole point of having the WMC/CMU is so that you can show the audience how weak organized antiseverance action currently is compared to Lumon but saying "oh there are lots of antiseverance groups out there" does the complete opposite

[cogneartive]

can i please get more pictures like this. this how it feel

[cogneartive]

more examples

[contemptible-scoundrel]

my cursed sword doesn't even tell me to kill people anymore it keeps begging me to put on a skirt and tights

[contemptible-scoundrel]

I already know I'm a girl dickhead I just like wearing pants

[w0nderland42]

i get that americans love their cultural imperialism, but it really does piss me off that june is “international” pride month just because something happened in the united states.

in aotearoa, june isn’t our pride, it’s theirs. marsha p johnson and sylvia rivera are their historical figures, not ours. the phrase that “you owe your rights to Black trans women” is true there, but here we owe our rights to (mostly) Māori historical figures. i have the freedoms i do because of the legacy of an entirely different set of people operating in an entirely different context at entirely different times.

But because of american cultural imperialism, most queer people in Aotearoa don’t even know our own queer history. Carmen Rupe, Ngahuia Te Awekotuku, the Dorian Society, Gillian Laundon, Georgina Beyer, and the Wolfenden Association are some of our queer history. We should know their names! we should know what they did for us! but because of the power of the american imperial machine, we don’t.

our national pride month should be july, the month that the Homosexual Law Reform Act passed in 1986. our two largest cities hold their pride festivals in february and march, respectively. american queer history has very little (or nothing, depending on who you ask) to do with our queer history. anecdotally, from my own queries, queer youth in aotearoa know more about american queer history than our own.

anyway, happy pride, americans. i’m truly sorry that most of you don’t see the negative impact your nation’s culture has on the rest of the world. and to the rest of the world reading this, try searching for your own country and culture’s queer history, don’t accept the american narratives as your own. we deserve our own histories divorced from the cultural hegemony of the USA.

[abonethrownfromthevoid]

Losing my mind over this

[softservewidow]

Never forget these two queens putting on the most showstopping tiktok of all time

[communist-hatsunemiku]

maika._.cosplay

[punkrock-bottom]

Leaving work knowing I didn’t do a damn thing to be productive and got paid to sit on my phone and scroll through tumblr for most of the day

[8bitjerb]

-i dont really do tumblr that much but it has been reccomended to me that i liveblog instead of/in addition to complaining to my friends so uh

-for the record i do actually like the decision to translate severance as separación i think they shouldve kept that even though in english severance and separation kinda have slightly different vibes they at least kept it consistent. the show was called separación and so was the procedure and the floor and all the terminology. i do understand the desire to just not translate the name of the show though thats pretty common, i wouldve been fine with this if they had done it in season 1 too

-everything i do i do for the ladies so i guess tell me if i should keep doing this on a sideblog or if i should do this with other shows idk

[8bitjerb]

-and of course of all the things they changed in season two they decided to keep inuts and exus. Fmsil

[8bitjerb]

-okay what the fuck still on S2E1 and they havent used the word separación a single time EXCEPT for the little green sign that says SVR'D THRESHOLD RESTRICTED (UMBRAL DE SEPARACIÓN RESTRINGIDO) you cant keep things consistent between seasons you cant so it between episodes in a season and multiple times youve shown you cant do it within a single episode!!!!!! make it make sense pleaseeeeeeee

[8bitjerb]

-a couple small changes have annoyed me but for the most part two big wins!! First of all they kept the name El Tú Que Eres for rickens book into season 2 which im happy about. Second they introduced the department Mammalians Nurturable as Crianza Mamífera which is a really good name i like it

[8bitjerb]

-woes hollow is probably my second favorite season two episode and i really like the acronym ORTBO. Which is why its a shame they never use the acronym in the spanish subtitles! They translate it as Retiro al Exterior para Mejorar el Trabajo en Equipo but every time someone would say REMTE they just say "esta excursión" or "la actividad" instead. Very sad!

[8bitjerb]

-oohhhhhh but of course in the next episode they call the thing what it makes sense to call. La actividad se convierte en un REMTE y el tú de verdad se llama el tú que eres. Why not just call them that in the first place? Who knows! Ughhhhhhhhhhh

[thejabberwocki]

might be the best road sign i've seen this year

[8bitjerb]

-i dont really do tumblr that much but it has been reccomended to me that i liveblog instead of/in addition to complaining to my friends so uh

-for the record i do actually like the decision to translate severance as separación i think they shouldve kept that even though in english severance and separation kinda have slightly different vibes they at least kept it consistent. the show was called separación and so was the procedure and the floor and all the terminology. i do understand the desire to just not translate the name of the show though thats pretty common, i wouldve been fine with this if they had done it in season 1 too

-everything i do i do for the ladies so i guess tell me if i should keep doing this on a sideblog or if i should do this with other shows idk

[8bitjerb]

-and of course of all the things they changed in season two they decided to keep inuts and exus. Fmsil

[8bitjerb]

-okay what the fuck still on S2E1 and they havent used the word separación a single time EXCEPT for the little green sign that says SVR'D THRESHOLD RESTRICTED (UMBRAL DE SEPARACIÓN RESTRINGIDO) you cant keep things consistent between seasons you cant so it between episodes in a season and multiple times youve shown you cant do it within a single episode!!!!!! make it make sense pleaseeeeeeee

[8bitjerb]

-a couple small changes have annoyed me but for the most part two big wins!! First of all they kept the name El Tú Que Eres for rickens book into season 2 which im happy about. Second they introduced the department Mammalians Nurturable as Crianza Mamífera which is a really good name i like it

[8bitjerb]

-woes hollow is probably my second favorite season two episode and i really like the acronym ORTBO. Which is why its a shame they never use the acronym in the spanish subtitles! They translate it as Retiro al Exterior para Mejorar el Trabajo en Equipo but every time someone would say REMTE they just say "esta excursión" or "la actividad" instead. Very sad!

[televisionenjoyer]

DIOS nunca voy a desinstalar Instagram

[footlongdingledong]