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Inspired by the scene in the DA2 quest Dissent in which Anders/Justice (almost) murder Ella. AO3 link here.
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My first contrapuntal poem and my first Dragon Age fanwork. So, very new turf for me, quite exciting!
Inspired by the scene in the DA2 quest Dissent in which Anders/Justice (almost) murder Ella. AO3 link here.
there's no way anyone believed them
always enamoured by the canon vibes of the mage warden & jowan friendship. the implied many personal crises of jowan's that the warden has made fun of him for and/or helped him with. him being the warden's like, only friend in the tower despite or because of them being a favorite of the first enchanter. him presumably being the one to help the warden settle into the tower given he's been there longer. "you're like a sister to me, but maybe if-" but he only says that if you ask him why you guys didn't bang In Front of his girlfriend. both of them potentially immediately getting distracted from breaking jowan out of the circle by a cool talking statue. the constant way the warden can rag on him and the resentment and jealousy on jowan's end. the way he did totally leave them out to dry during his escape and only makes a move to protect them if they betrayed him and he didn't know. and then they can flat out kill him later. literally awesomeeeee
i like how in dragon age. the whole era is called The Dragon Age because well, The Dragons Are Back. but where most fantasy would make this the focus of their plot, it is merely a side note and frankly we have more important things to worry about
"you were always such a good kid! we never had to worry about you :)" thanks! you actually should've, though. like about this specifically
But i would like to hear you talk about alistair 🥺 please?
so i was going to point out that—saying this, as always, as someone who often spares loghain and who agrees that we have a fair bit of ground to criticise alistair and to absolutely show just as much understanding to the warden here—i think if you approach the issue of his reaction to sparing loghain purely as “the wardens recruit talented criminals, the HOF wanted to recruit a talented criminal, what’s alistair getting all upset about, did he not read the warden manual?”, i do think you’re being a little deliberately obtuse about the matter. like come on we know that’s not what it’s about. you’re omitting every bit of context about what makes this personal! that’s the fun stuff!
alistair had a lifetime of neglect and dreaded his future, and then along came the only group of people who ever gave him a real sense of family, self-respect, and worthwhile purpose. loghain abandoned those people to die, publicly accused them of intentionally and maliciously causing the disaster in which they died, and had alistair and the other lone survivor hunted as fugitives by bounty hunters, soldiers, and assassins. loghain is not just nebulously some guy who did some crimes. it’s intensely personal. but it’s also deeper than merely an issue of vengeance or principle. conscripting loghain threatens alistair’s very self-identity and cuts at his deepest trauma. allow me 2 elaborate
people focus a lot on what alistair says first: “joining the wardens is an honour, not a punishment! name him a warden and you cheapen us all!” that’s a really hard thing to swallow for some wardens, who have had a very different experience with the order compared to alistair. to have the wardens called an honour when you didn’t ask for this, when you were maybe taken utterly against your will? or equally to have him refute that people who have done bad things deserve the chance to join the wardens and do good for the world, when maybe you also had terrible sins on your hands before you were conscripted? it reads like alistair is glorifying the wardens way beyond what they are... and yes, i think he is doing that, and any warden reaction is totally fair. but in a less emotional scene where alistair isn’t grasping for straws in public, he knows the wardens aren’t cookie cutter honourable knights and he will tell you so. go up to him as a fresh recruit and ask him if the wardens are heroes, and he’ll be the first one to tell you otherwise. he knows what genre he is in. he is not expecting a fairytale. he may disapprove of the evils you can commit as the warden—and i should hope so!—but he will defer to you no matter what you do. so why draw the line here? why worry about the wardens’ honour now after potentially committing massacres?
i would say that even for alistair himself, honour isn’t really the issue. it’s mainly the easy argument to make in public. what he says after, and what he repeats, is this: “i will not stand next to him as a brother. i won’t!” “ask me for a pound of my flesh, or all the gold in orlais, but don’t ask me to accept that monster as a brother.” it’s the brotherhood that’s at issue.
alistair’s personal quest and fade nightmare are all about his desperation for family, seeking to fill the gap that left him insecure and unloved. his choices here imo have almost nothing to do with the honour of the grey wardens and lofty ideas about what they should represent. it’s that he believes the grey wardens are his family. this is the idea that’s entirely holding him together: that they wanted him, and found him worthy, and this legitimises him as person who can be loved or liked or accepted or respected or lead a meaningful life, when he’d never experienced any of those things
if loghain becomes a grey warden, then logically either loghain is his family—utterly unacceptable, poisoning the entire thing—or the grey wardens aren’t a family and he has no family. he’s out in the cold again. please draw a direct comparison to eamon, the authority figure he trusted, allowing him to be pushed out of his home by isolde, someone significantly older than him who had been the aggressor the whole time. please draw a direct comparison to how he sees everything bad in his life as a result of the relatives he didn’t want or choose. what he does is about this, it’s not about honour or principles or morals, it’s about his trauma and his self-perception and his last straw, it’s about him. which is exactly what makes it sympathetic and exactly what makes it selfish. AAAAGGGGGHHHH. so good.
i love that he does what he does SO MUCH. i love that it’s a niche option but it certainly doesnt require your player character to be some cackling evil monster, and it ties together so much of his character journey. him choosing to leave you no matter the consequences is such a shocking moment of agency for a character constantly led by others, more agency than he gets to demonstrate in a lot of more ‘normal’ ‘happy’ endings. i don’t know, i just feel like when i see people dilute it to ‘this is what the textbook warden should do, the logical way to respond, and he didn’t do it! what the hell?’ i’m like, come on! don’t you see how emotional and personal and gripping and selfish and understandable and human and real this is? why would you want him to do anything other than one of the best character moments in the whole series?
he’s 20 years old and nobody has ever done right by him and he is clinging to the one thing in his life that makes sense and makes him feel okay about himself, and if he loses it by not getting to lop one particular terrible old man’s head off then the companion you’ve had tanking for you the entire game is not even going to show up to the final world-saving battle bc he doesn’t gaf anymore actually and also fuck you. will not back down even if you hand him over to be executed. iconic. legendary. i don’t know how to not adore him for this. i do this to him out of love
dispatch shitposts: pt. 6
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dispatch shitposts: pt. 3
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dispatch shitposts pt. 1… more coming soon
dispatch shitpost here we go
also tagging this with the ship tag for visibility, because I’ve seen it a lot in fic (excerpt from my post here)
what’s up with multiple instances of people in the fandom saying the history between Mecha Man and Flambae happened at a bank? the setting is clearly a mall in the Episode 5 flashbacks (I think the artbook even references a specific mall for their design), and Flambae’s listed crimes don’t include theft or larceny. if the misconception is coming from the newspaper headline we see at the start of Episode 3, the attempted crime of a bank heist with hostages being held doesn’t fit Flambae’s listed crimes of “Arson, assault, vandalism.” and Robert didn’t engage with Flambae until all civilians were cleared from the scene, while the photo depicts someone taking cover directly behind Mecha Man while the villain, whose outfit doesn’t resemble Flambae’s, shoots straight beams of energy (lasers, maybe?) instead of fire.
just took emotional damage from paying attention to what Robert says to Invisigal after she goes for the Astral Pulse and Shroud gases her in Episode 6
“Visi! Visi, you gotta fight! Please, Visi!”
then his tone changes from pleading to something harsher and he says
“Hey you listen to me. You get up. Get up!”
this… got long. I just wanted to write about some details in Dispatch I don’t often see discussed (granted, I only got into it like two weeks ago), mostly regarding Robert’s hero identity and reveal. I even compiled sources for this, so spoilers ahead!
LEGACY
in Episode 1, the news commentary + press conference segment confirm that it’s public knowledge all three generations of Mecha Man are from the same family.
“Everything I’ve done, every sacrifice me and my family have made has been for the people of Los Angeles…” — Robert, Episode 1
“Your father, your grandfather, they must be rolling over in their graves.” — Charles Kingsley, South Bay Signal; Episode 1
the timeline isn’t explicitly clear about how long each Robertson was Mecha Man, but we do know that it’s been nearly fifty years total.
“For nearly fifty years a Mecha Man has protected Los Angeles.” — News Anchor, Episode 1
“Gramps was the first Mecha Man, he died in the suit before I was born.” — Robert, Episode 1
between fifty years and before Robert was born (using 31-32 as Robert’s current age, based on TIMELINE below) means Mecha Man ‘Prime’ was active for 19 years at most. Mecha Man ‘Astral’ would then have been active for 16 years at minimum to make up the difference, since we know Robert’s dad died 15 years ago.
SHROUD’S ASTRAL PULSE
what we don’t know is how the first Mecha Man suit was powered prior to Shroud, aka Elliot Connors, providing the Astral Pulse. and evidence from multiple sources do point toward Shroud as the creator, though we also aren’t told why he can’t just make a new one.
“Good news, buddy. Shroud says he just wants the Astral Pulse. Which, we all know, isn’t really yours anyway.” — Toxic, Episode 1
“Your dad said he’d help me build a mech if I helped him build the Astral Pulse. Just another promise he didn’t come through on.” — Shroud, Episode 8
“Hey, you got the Astral Pulse out of him [Elliot]. What about the rest of us?” Chase to Robbie, Dispatch Comic Issue #5
ROBBIE ROBERTSON THE II
okay, let’s be real, the man may have been a public hero, but he was not a good father.
“Yeah, that’s totally the fuckin’ same as my dad never being home.” — Young Robert, Episode 7
“Den we talk tech stuff fo’ like one whole hour.” “That’s longer than any conversation I ever had with him.” — Royd & Robert, Episode 3
neglect is a form of child abuse! we know he wasn’t around much, leaving Chase to babysit Robert when he was away, but even when he was around… well. in Dispatch Comic Issue #5, set in 1999, he knowingly let his kid (only 8 or 9 years old at the time, based on TIMELINE below) tinker in his workshop unattended, which leads to the Mecha Man suit initiating a defensive protocol that nearly kills Robert if not for Chase’s super-speed intervention. this is how Robert got the wound on his ear, btw. Robbie does, at least (bare minimum!), first ask Robert “Are you alright? Are you hurt?” after deactivating the protocol, but he is not shown to give any comfort. instead he commands Robert to “get up” while Chase is the one cradling his injured and crying son.
“Some tough love.” “The only kind I know.” — Chase & Robert, Episode 2
TIMELINE
someone else did the math on how old Robert is based on Chase’s known age, and I think there’s a solid argument to be made for Robert immediately taking up the mantle of Mecha Man after his father’s death.
“Dad was killed fighting Shroud. That’s when I took over.” — Robert, Episode 1
“If you had people trying to kill you for the last fifteen years, you’d be jumpy too.” — Robert, Episode 2
“So Shroud kills your father, goes to jail fifteen years, breaks out and immediately dupes you into a trap where he destroys the Mecha Man suit and puts you in a coma for months (emphasis on plural)…” — Charles Kingsley, South Bay Signal; Episode 1
now, how long was Robert in a coma? at minimum, 2 months (plural). I don’t think he was put into a coma as a direct result of the explosion after his failed fight with Shroud, given that we see him conscious and standing over the wreckage of the Mecha Man suit in Dispatch Comic Issue #5, along with some dialogue from the game:
“How you got dis ting in your apartment anyways? Supah heavy da buggah.” “I disassembled it and took it in little pieces. Which is what I thought you’d be doing.” “And how long dat take you?” “Three or, no it was four days.” — Royd & Robert, Episode 3
“I spent a couple weeks after it happened trying to track [the Astral Pulse] down.” — Robert, Episode 3
even if he was put into a coma right away and spent that time looking for the Astral Pulse after he woke up, there’s still a maximum time limit.
“It was just over four months ago that image like this were recorded across the Southland.” — News Anchor, Episode 1
which, taken altogether, means Robert was likely 16-17 when he became Mecha Man, did that for 15 years, and was in a coma for a minimum of 2, maximum of 3.75 months before signing up with SDN, making him 31-32 for the main events of the game.
PUBLIC APPEARANCE
“Three generations of pilot, their identities kept secret, have given everything to protect this community…” — News Anchor, Episode 1
so the identity of the Robertsons as the pilots has always been secret, but how recognizable is Mecha Man as Mecha Man? without the metal suit, I mean.
“You’re the real deal. You’re the famous one.” — Blonde Blazer to Robert, Episode 1
Robert isn’t surprised or alarmed to be recognized as Mecha Man when he’s wearing his masked pilot costume. this happens with Blonde Blazer on the street, Flambae at the Crypto Night bar, and Waterboy in the SDN lobby. you can declare to the thieves stealing TVs that you’re Mecha Man, while the TV is literally broadcasting a photo of Robert in his pilot costume, next to his suit, on the news. his appearance in the pilot costume isn’t a secret, but neither is it as iconic as the appearance of the actual suit itself.
“Now that you- your face is next-aside-a my face… I see that I know you— of you. You’re Mecha Man— I… you’re dead… I thought.” — Waterboy, Episode 2
Mecha Man as the pilot must have been a public figure before the press conference aired, otherwise Waterboy’s comment doesn’t make sense. he’d already know Mecha Man isn’t dead if he only recognizes Mecha Man, the pilot, from the recent media address.
MECHA MAN IS A NORMIE
it’s also public knowledge that at least the first pilot of Mecha Man had no powers, but this holds true for the current generation of Mecha Man, too.
“Shroud’s augments are pretty good when normies like you use ’em…” — Toxic, Episode 1
“Hey, you should give yourself more credit. To do what you did, for as long as you did… especially without superpowers.” — Blonde Blazer, Episode 1
if that’s not enough, Robert himself confirms it for the media.
“Answer the question, buddy boy. Are you retiring? […]” “Well, I don’t have a suit, and I don’t have any superpowers so yeah, short of a miracle… pretty much.” — Chris Stratton, Torrance Tribune & Robert; Episode 1
there’s also Flambae, who equates the Mecha Man suit to Robert’s superhero status, and Prism, who (if Robert’s identity is revealed) wins the bet about Robert’s superhero identity on the basis of Mecha Man being a superhero who doesn’t have superpowers.
“Don’t you watch the news? This is a superhero bar… And you are not Mecha Man anymore.” — Flambae, Episode 1
“Told y’all! It’s so obvious he don’t have super powers.” — Prism, Episode 6
Z-TEAM DOESN’T SUSPECT
here’s where it gets interesting with the rest of the Z-Team. before the choice to reveal Robert’s identity, Robert encounters Malevola and Prism in the break room where they try to figure out what superhero he is based on what superpower he might have. the banter with Invisigal at the start of the next shift also frames the bet within the context of Robert having a non-obvious superpower.
“Maybe he’s got an iron stomach.” “Do we know anybody like that? Super digestion?” — Malevola & Prism, Episode 5
“We’ve got a few guesses at your identity, leading one right now is Blueballs man.” “Lemme guess, his power is not being able to nut?” — Invisigal & Robert, Episode 5
so at this point, Prism doesn’t suspect that Robert is Mecha Man (i.e. doesn’t have powers), but she figures it out in time to win the bet if you choose to have Robert reveal his identity to the team. which is frankly hilarious to me, that she watched Robert fight like a feral honey badger in the bar fight and went ‘yep, that guy doesn’t have powers and did his hero work from inside a metal suit’. she still appears shocked by the reveal, though.
“That’s, like, a real superhero.” — Prism, Episode 5
“No fucking way… can’t be.” — Punch-Up, Episode 5
“Wait. Robert’s Mecha Man?” — Malevola, Episode 6
depending on when the reveal happens, either Punch-Up or Malevola will verbally comment with surprise, and they both lose the bet to Prism if you have Robert reveal his identity to the team. Golem, Phenomaman, and Sonar or Coupé don’t have particularly notable reactions, but their expressions do seem to show some level of surprise as well, even if they aren’t expressly depicted handing money over to Prism for the lost bet.
“A washed up dad bod superhero with no superpowers… Can’t wait…” — Invisigal, Episode 2
“You one funny bugga… Mecha Man.” — Royd to Robert, Episode 2
“Does he look up to me or— Wait, does he know I’m Mecha Man?” “Yeah… But he said he won’t tell anyone.” — Robert & Blonde Blazer, about Waterboy; Episode 4
Z-Team members who are confirmed to know Robert is Mecha Man are Invisigal, Royd, and Waterboy. I haven’t seen anything to definitively prove or disprove Sonar knowing, from overhearing Robert’s conversation with Invisigal in the break room during Episode 2, but I personally think it seems unlikely that he wouldn’t bring it up if he knew. if anything, Malevola is the one most likely to catch the leak.
“We figure it out, bruddah. The man can be mecha again.” — Royd, Episode 6
“This your family photo area? Kinda morbid, which I’m kinda into.” — Invisigal, Episode 6
honestly, Malevola should be able to figure it out when she comes early for the housewarming party, given the topic up for discussion, but maybe she’s just not paying that much attention. or, she understands that they’re looking into fixing the Mecha Man suit, but not necessarily that Robert is Mecha Man. also, what does Z-Team think happened when Robert was in the infirmary after Proto Pulse #19 fails, if Robert’s identity isn’t revealed?? like, they still got him a gift and wrote a note to say “CONGRATS ON NOT DYING”, but presumably without the full context. I guess in a world of superpowers, it’s not too crazy to just randomly get caught in an explosion and be in need of medical care?? the biggest potential oversight, though, comes from Episode 3.
“You’ve already been a hero, okay? You have no idea what I’m dealing with.” “Ah, get outta here. At least you were born with powers. I don’t have shit.” — Invisigal & Robert, Episode 3
“Fate. Destiny. Not having powers. Seasonal depression. None of these things kept me from being a hero before. And they won’t keep me from being a hero again.” — Robert, Episode 3
that conversation was broadcasted to the entire branch, including the whole of Z-Team. so Z-Team should already know that Robert doesn’t have superpowers, unless they think Robert got his superpowers some other way (like Punch-Up, who made a deal with a sorceress, though it’s unclear if he already had other superpowers to begin with), or they forgot about it because they didn’t care enough about Robert to remember at the time. but there is someone on the team who accurately and definitively views Robert as a normie.
FLAMBAE
“You’re not supposed to lift without a spot, idiot.” — Flambae to Robert, Episode 5
Flambae says this to Robert in the gym while specifically pointing at a poster that reads, “If you do not have super powers, you need a spotter!” he also doesn’t take Robert seriously if you choose to deny being a normie.
“Normies need baby sitters so you don’t hurt yourself thinking you’re a hero. […]” “I’m not a Normie, and you know it.” “Pff, you’re the King of the Normies.” — Flambae & Robert, Episode 5
and if you choose to reveal Robert’s identity to the team, the intonation of Flambae’s words implies confirmation of an existing suspicion.
“It is you, you little shit.” — Flambae, Episode 5
alternatively, if Robert’s identity is revealed at the housewarming party by Chase, Flambae is never shown on-screen learning or reacting to the knowledge that Robert is Mecha Man. yet, in the final showdown against Shroud and the Red Ring, he will fight alongside Mecha Man just the same. perhaps Prism tells him, since she recorded Chase & Invisigal’s argument on her phone? I can’t imagine Flambae taking Mecha Man’s sudden reappearance in stride if he had no forewarning whatsoever.
“Right, you’ve met him. Didn’t you have a run-in with him years back?” — Chase to Robert, about Flambae; Episode 2
“I’ve been waiting a long time for this.” — Flambae to Robert as Mecha Man, Episode 1
we don’t know exactly when the run-in happened, but it’s been at least a few years. as long as it wasn’t super early in Robert’s career as Mecha Man, he and Chase would’ve already lost touch, so it’s sweet that Chase still kept tabs on Mecha Man’s activity :)
“As I literally just said, I am Flambae, a real superhero.” — Flambae, Episode 1
“You can’t get injured cause we need you behind that desk to help the real heroes.” — Flambae, Episode 5
“I got into a fight with an actual real actual hero.” — Flambae, Episode 5
I’ve been sitting on this write-up for too long to be coherent any longer, but there’s something to be said about how hero status clearly means something to Flambae. it’s like he feels the need to assert his own hero status by measuring up against Robert/Mecha Man: first, by proclaiming that he is a real hero with the right to be in Crypto Night, a superhero bar, while Mecha Man has lost that right; then, by contrasting his superhero work with Robert’s normie desk job, and referring to Mecha Man as a hero to justify the injury he gave to Flambae when Robert needles him about it. also, what’s up with multiple instances of people in the fandom saying the history between Mecha Man and Flambae happened at a bank? the setting is clearly a mall in the Episode 5 flashbacks (I think the artbook even references a specific mall for their design), and Flambae’s listed crimes don’t include theft or larceny. if the misconception is coming from the newspaper headline we see at the start of Episode 3, the attempted crime of a bank heist with hostages being held doesn’t fit Flambae’s listed crimes of “Arson, assault, vandalism.” and Robert didn’t engage with Flambae until all civilians were cleared from the scene, while the photo depicts someone taking cover directly behind Mecha Man while the villain, whose outfit doesn’t resemble Flambae’s, shoots straight beams of energy (lasers, maybe?) instead of fire.
reasons i think we should talk about riordan more and show him some respect and vote for him in polls:
he’s not actually french he just picked up an accent while he was there it’s not his fault
the first time you meet him he’s a prisoner in a cell who’s been tortured for months and he still manages to reach through the bars and instakill snap his guard’s neck. that was pretty cool
despite being, again, tortured and imprisoned for months, specifically by loghain’s right-hand man and at loghain’s behest, was still willing to put his own feelings aside and suggest offering loghain the joining because he thought it was the best thing to do to save ferelden
when every grey warden in orlais was willing to give his homeland up for dead he volunteered to cross the border by himself!! imagine being the only native fereldan standing there when those decisions get made by orlesians and still being brave enough to go alone to see if anything can be done
also criticises warden leadership in the anderfels rather than just accepting whatever his bosses say and acting like the wardens are perfect
absolutely was willing to do the ultimate sacrifice so you and alistair or even loghain could live when he barely even knew you, just because he was oldest and it’s his duty
seems to call the shots for your party’s strategy in the battle of denerim. which went pretty well all things considered
do you really think you would have been able to kill the archdemon at all if he hadn’t jumped onto the thing when it was flying and clung on until he could tear through its wing, sacrificing his life to bring it down onto the top of fort drakon, where it couldn’t escape or do more damage to civilians? your warriors would have just been standing their flailing their swords at it from a distance while it rained fire on them. hopeless and also embarrassing.
this has been a riordan propaganda post please factor it into your considerations thank u