Achillen Lover

Music Producer. EMT In-Training. NSFW. MDNI. 21. Korean/German. Trans.

[attheendhello]

you heard it. reblog if u support yuri

[achillenangel]

low-key wanna start using this vlog for what it was created for (writing)

[lookatmeenoww-deactivated201301]

Okay seriously. Reblog if you're OLDER than 11.

[rune0n-deactivated20180105]

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[jeen-yuhs]

I don’t fuck with reblog bait but just for clarification

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Yep :3

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Yep :3

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[achillenangel]

yep

[floralcavern]

Me when the doomed relationship is doomed:

[voghe]

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[achillenangel]

I HATE MY CHRONIC PAIN

[verymaudlin]

alternative clothing stores that aren’t dollskill or kill star (PLUS SIZE FRIENDLY)

Trash Queen (great plus size clothes AND cool accessories)

Sourpuss Clothes (great plus size dresses)

Rebels Market (not super plus size friendly, but do have sizes up to 2XL, great accessories and shoes though)

Tragic Beautiful (sizes up to 4XL, beware some Killstar stuff is sold on there)

Unique Vintage (many many plus size options, perfect for 50s inspired goth/punk looks)

Unif Clothing (not super plus size friendly but they do have L and XL, great shoes and accessories though)

Angry Young and Poor (punk-ish clothes, good plus size options)

Yesstyle (terrible/nonexistent plus size options but amazing Korean/Japanese beauty products and amazing lolita wigs)

BlackMeoww (clothes up to 3XL, great accessories)

Punk Rave (plus size options vary)

Disturbia (British company with sizes going up to American size 16, i think?)

Berserk (Australian company. decent plus size options, as well as accessories and beauty products)

Creepy Co (horror/creepy themed shirts and buttons with a good diversity of sizes)

Kreepsville 666 (sizes usually go up to 3X, and great accessories)

Gloomth (incredible gothic/lolita/weirdgirl fashion that runs up to 5XL, but I bet you can ask Taeden (owner) to custom make to your sizes. I have 3 gloomth dresses that I wear ALL THE TIME. totally worth their price.)

Kinky Angel (yes this is intended to be ~sexy kinky clothes~ but we all know that aesthetic intersects with alt/goth aesthetic a LOT. sizes go up to 4X)

Devil Inspired  (the clothes aren’t plus size friendly but the accessories and shoes are so delicious it’s worth a look)

Atomic Cherry (good plus size options!)

In Control Clothing (plus size kawaii clothes)

NastyGem (no clothes but reasonably priced alt accessories)

Also Threadless has good dark tees!

Also Etsy has amazing alt-clothing vendors that do custom sizes and cater to plus size people!

Also let me know if you’ve heard bad things about any of these websites, I will reblog with corrections! Feel free to add any you know of as well!

[verymaudlin]

Hey I’m going to drop the names of some alt and plus size friendly Etsy shops:

missOctopie (cute spooky kawaii clothes that go up to 3XL ((which means something different in every store so you just have to check)))

Later Operator  not clothes but really fun jewelry

Nemons cool dark tees that go up to 2XL in unisex which is 52″ in chest, 46″ in waist.

Gobbolino again not clothes but they’re worth putting on there for their truly outlandish accessories.

KawaiiDressShop which has tons of cute lolita-esque dresses that go up to 5XL

Narcissique Couture does custom sizing on all their clothes

InkedStaind cool goth dresses that go up to 4XL

SophieandHerStore really decadent cool goth accessories like elizabethan standing collars

VrolokClothing a neat goth store that goes up to 3XL in its sizing

I can also do a whole thread on decent plus size/custom lingerie options on Etsy, if anyone’s interested.

[dnd-apothecary]

I’d like to toss in Maya Kern @mayakern as well, since she does some cute stuff, but there’s also witchy stuff as well, plus she’s got skirt pre-orders going on now and they go up to 5XL 

[acepalindrome]

Alternatives to Squishmallow

So as many of you have probably already heard, Jazwares, the company that produces Squishmallows, is donating to charities that support Israeli soldiers and the IDF. They’re also supporting Canary Mission, which has been doxxing people who speak out against Israel. BDS hasn’t called for a boycott against them, but I can’t in good faith spend my money on their products, and I would strongly encourage everyone who enjoys plushies to really think long and hard about if you want to give your money to a company that’s helping support genocide!

But the holidays are coming up, and lots of us enjoy plushies and were fans of Squishmallow, and were planning to give Squishmallows to friends and family this year.

Fortunately, there are a number of great plushie companies out there, and I want to promote some of my favorites in the hopes that folks will get their plushie fix from a source that doesn’t side with Israel. So without further ado:

Fluffnest

Fluffnest got their start on Kickstarter a few years ago, and I adore the round shapes of their PuffPal plushies! My favorite is Pete the Possum, which is probably the best possum plush I’ve ever seen. I’ve also got a beautiful moth from their Kickstarter and I’ve been wanting their bats for ages. They also recently had a Kickstarter for an Animal Crossing-esque video game featuring their plushie characters and it looks fantastic.

Squishables

I can’t get over the plague doctor plushies. They’re so perfect and cute, and they’ve released other variations of them called Alter Egos, like a ghostly version, an alien, or a really sweet cottagecore one! They’ve got a ton of variety, but what I like the most are the fantasy plushies. There’s a lich! There are dragons and demons! Cryptids! Biblically accurate angels! A lot of really fun stuff!

Also they do a lot of great charity work! Right now they’re doing an auction for the Food Bank of New York City.

AfternoonFika

AfternoonFika is a very small business of only three people, but their plushies are extremely cute. They tend to sell out fast, so I recommend following them on social media to stay on top of any restocks! They recently released a line of dinosaurs that are precious, and of course I love their iconic cactus cat and cinnamon bun bunny.

Jellycat

Jellycat has been around since 1999, so they’re the oldest of these companies. They’ve got great designs, a ton of variety, and a lot of their plushies are made to be cuddled on and not just displayed. All three of my tiny nephews sleep with a different stuffed dog from Jellycat. My mom has a sun and several succulents that she uses as decorations. There’s a little something for everyone who enjoys plushies!

If you have any other favorite companies I haven’t mentioned, feel free to add on! I’ve enjoyed Squishmallows for a while now and I’m sad to see their leadership coming out on the side that’s committing war crimes on a daily basis, but this is a good time to discover new favorite plushie companies! And remember, money speaks loudly. Even if BDS hasn’t called for a boycott of Jazwares, it sends a message when sales start dropping for companies that support genocide. It’s a small thing, but the little things we do can add up!

[theyshapedlikefriends]

Sunlemon - LOST ANIMALS

[achillenangel]

Aay ur transphobic and move on. There absolutely IS a way to write for a gender neutral reader without it being "a blob" you just have to actually fucking try. Maybe people write kpop boys reacting to them being trans cuz they ARE trans and it brings a LITTLE bit of comfort

[achillenangel]

POKEMON WOOOO

[growleykitts]

oh it’s raining all right

yungi

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[achillenangel]

A little fic based off of this beautiful art~~

CW // MENTIONS OF ABUSE, INJURY

The heavy thuds of raindrops patter against the window. Mingi was exactly 2 minutes late for their date. Yunho was just about to put his jacket on and go looking for his boyfriend before he heard the door open. Immediately he rushed to greet his boyfriend. His smile dropped when he saw the state of him.

Mingi's face was pointed down, his bangs covering his face. Yunho couldn't see his eyes, but he knew he was crying from the soft movements in his shoulders and his staggered breathing. His clothes and hair were drenched. Mingi looked absolutely pathetic. It broke Yunho's heart.

In an instant Yunho was by Mingi's side, softly putting his hand into Mingi's shoulder. "Baby boy? can you tell me what hap-" His words cut off when Mingi shrugged Yunho's large hands off him. "We should break up" was all Mingi said.

There was a beat of silence. Then another. The only thing that filled the room were soft sobs and rain drops. "Why?" was all Yunho could muster, biting back his own tears.

"because..." Mingi trailed off, looking to the side. Yunho's heart stopped when he swore he could see blood. He dropped to his knees, looking up at Mingi finally seeing his face. Anger was all he could feel. "Who"

The left side of Mingi's face was covered in bruises. A cut on his right cheek was dropping blood. Around his neck, hand prints.

Yunho took a deep breath and gently cupped Mingi's cheek. "Baby boy, whoever did this to you isn't right, I love you, I want to protect you" he said softly. Mingi shook his head.

"you"

silence.

"you're the reason I'm like this"

Yunho would never hurt Mingi. Never in his dreams. "What are you talking about Mingi? I have never-"

"HE HIT ME BECAUSE OF YOU, BECAUSE I LOVE YOU" it was a sudden outburst. Even Yunho jumped. He pulled his hand away, staring up at his boyfriend. His eyes were so dark, so hurt, so scared. Tears rolled down his cheeks, His body was shaking as he struggled to make eye contact with Yunho.

"You aren't going back" Yunho understood, and he didn't need anything more. "You are moving in with me" He said softly, standing up and pulling mingi into his arms. "I don't care what he thinks it says, I love you Mingi, I promise" he whispered softly.

Mingi broke.

Loud sobs echoed in the room. He struggled and hit Yunho's chest, yelling nonsense at him. Yunho endured. He stood strong and stable. It wasn't until Mingi calmed down did he speak again. "let's clean you up and then we will talk some more late, but for now how does hot coco , cuddles, and anime sound? maybe a round of Mario Cart if you are up too it?"

So that's what they did.

[achillenangel]

Much better