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Daniela | 23 Art blog: adnisartblog

[adnielaref]

So like, im autistic and im proud of it

Im not proud of it because im autistic and i should be proud of my autisticness

Im proud because its fucking hard to be autistic and i havent died yet even though i really wanted to at one point

Im proud because I exist in a world where no one wants me to, not even my fucking family however im stubborn as hell so here i am

Im proud because even though I have a lot of limitations IM STILL HERE trying my fucking best and sometimes it fucking sucks that its not enough and i want to scream at the sky in frustration

Im proud of where i am because eight years ago i could have never dreamed id be alive at 25 but here i am

So, anyway, its not like ✨autism is a superpower✨ bc it can be a fucking curse at times, but im proud to be autistic because even though in facing the world in hard mode im still here

[adnielaref]

Ok but is this like regular burnout, autistic burnout or seasonal depression

[adnielaref]

That moment when you realize you are not crazy and someone has been manipulating you for years making you believe that you are

[akrasny]

Inspired, as always, by the one and only ❤️ - Malcolm Liepke. Digital oil painting.

[thecollectibles]

Art by Liu Qing

[mynowherenothing]

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[chadleymacguff]

[thetalkingleadstotouching]

I’m walking everywhere like this from now on.

[adnielaref]

!!!!NEW HIPERSENSITIVITY LEVEL UNLOCKED!!!!

You are now affected by the texture of your own hands and they feel a w f u l

[nevver]

Looney Tunes Backgrounds

[blackcoffeedreams]

[adnielaref]

So today I felt good about my body

That doesn’t happen very frequently

Today it didn’t matter that I’ve gained some weight

What I ate today didn’t matter

The fact that I haven’t had the time to work out didn’t matter

It didn’t matter that my clothes fit me differently

Today I didn’t feel like my body was a reason to hate myself. Today I actually felt like I might like it

And it isn’t perfect

And maybe tomorrow I’ll feel terrible about it again

But today I feel peace

Today I feel better

Today I am ok

[this-episode]

[wockedypockedy]

[adnielaref]

Does anyone know if there are any side effects of using earplugs too much?

I think I might be using them too much because they are SO amazing since they keep me from freaking out because of weird loud noises but it crossed my mind that MAYBE they could be harmful for my ears (?)

[rodrickheffeley]

hey god

[adnielaref]

So you are telling me that neurotypicals don’t plan their conversations before going somewhere? Like if they meet their friends or go to a party they go without planning funny stories or anecdotes or jokes or interesting topics? Like how?

[adnielaref]

This whole “keep in touch with your friends during a global pandemic” thing is going very badly and it sucks