[conscious-love]

Don't ever think that everyone who leaves wants to.

Rachel Wolchin

[lousydrawingsforgoodpeople]

[afteralliamonlyhuman]

a year later...

I would have imagined that after a year of no communication, it would have left me in a state where speaking your name didn't leave me in pain and missing you didn't cut so deep. Except a year has passed and I still miss you as much as the day I told myself that letting you go would have been the best thing for the both of us. What are you doing nowadays? Do you still have the same love for your favorite sports? Do you still travel to hide within the mountains? I've been okay. I still have my nightmares except you're not here anymore for me to seek comfort in. I still wish you'd call me sometimes so we could unexpectedly have a two hour conversation on a random Tuesday. I miss you and as much as I want to reach out to you, I can't bear the thought of hearing how you're doing better because then it would mean I wasn't the one to help you be better. However if I were to bump into you, I'd want to remember what it felt like to mold myself in your arms. I'd look you in the eyes this time to see if I could feel anything you couldn't say to me. I'd brush my hands against yours to see if your fingers also longed to hold mine. And if it meant this would be the last time we were to see each other in person, I'd be honest and tell you I might have loved you.

I really hope you're doing okay. And if for some reason I also linger in your mind sometimes, know I'll always be a little bit yours.

"I know you know we know you weren't down for forever and that's fine. I know you we know we weren't meant for each other and that's fine."

[poetryatmost]

I still think of you often; and sometimes I wonder if you ever found what you were looking for out there. But I suppose you must’ve, since you never came back.

-Poetry At Most

[remanence-of-love]

[remanence-of-love]

[poetryatmost]

I used to be yours, and now I am mine.

-Poetry At Most

[poetryatmost]

And as much as I’ve moved on, a part of me still wonders if my fingertips might ever touch your skin again.

-Poetry At Most

[afteralliamonlyhuman]

I needed today. A nothing on my list, time going by slow, napping twice kind of day.

[hushed-potato]

There are days when I wish it was still us.

Then, there are more days when I wish it had never been us.

- hushed potato

[allcolorsofwhite-deactivated202]

[remanence-of-love]

[anonimouspoet-deactivated202112]

Find someone who understands your silence.

[afteralliamonlyhuman]

How pathetic of me to think of you when I'm going through a rough day and I only cross your mind when it's late at night and you're lonely in your bed.

[afteralliamonlyhuman]

I don’t know what Your plans are for me but please give me a break because my heart is continuously breaking before it can even heal.

[remanence-of-love]

[asdfghjkllkjjhgfds-deactivated2]

choose people who choose you.