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I'm leaving my abusive mom by moving across the U.S. and in with my girlfriend, help me here
Link to fundraiser
hey, it's that time of the month again when I open a new pool. I'm setting a goal of $1000 for the month. I need at minimum $140 to keep myself in therapy ($15-20 per session, one long and one short per week) and $200 to help feed my sibling--they're 15 (still living at home), autistic, and have food sensitivities our parents don't accommodate. I want to at least keep their room stocked with snack food, so they can eat without having to leave it. It would be nice if I could order him a meal every once in a while as well, as it's next to impossible for him to cook and eat one when our parents are home. I also self-medicate with weed to be able to eat and manage my chronic pain. everything else goes towards food for me and saving to pay off [redacted medical center]. my priorities are really therapy and food for my sibling, who lacks the freedom and autonomy I have from moving out. everything helps! thank you all so much for supporting me through this!
$0/$1000
(April 27th) $10/1000
i'd really like to have at least $40 by tomorrow afternoon to pay for my therapy this week since I spent the $10 on food today
(April 28th) $155/$1000
thank you all 💞💞💞
(April 30th) I spent a hundred on thumb splints that I really need. I need at least another hundred this week to feed my sibling and to pay for therapy. thank you all so much for your support
(May 7th) $185/$1000
My hands are very bad and I am going through a severe dissociative episode and there is little I can do to distract myself when I am not actively working through trauma that is not digital (watching videos, reading pdfs, talking to friends, video games, writing). I need to remain in therapy. I really didn't want to have to shell out for this with medical bills over me and general instability + feeding my sibling, but I desperately need an ergonomic keyboard and mouse. my injured wrists and joint instability make holding my phone or typing normally and even clicking a regular mouse button painful. ive lost the ability to write with a pen for more than 2 minutes at a time and have to stop after maybe twenty total minutes, with rest time in between. my thumb splints should come in within a month (they are backed up on orders currently) but I really need to be able to entertain myself, write things down, and talk with people while minimizing damage to my hands and wrists while I am unable to access medical care. please, I really need this. thank you everyone who has supported me; it means so much more than I can ever express
hey again! my name is valerie, i'm a 23 year old black trans woman trying to live in london, i've been going thru a rough time the past couple months on various fronts and am reaching out for ur support
i'm currently trying to sort out things like getting housing benefit but a lot of my circumstances are quite precarious at the moment (no contract for my house, broke, etc...), but hopefully should stabilise soon. thank you for reading <333
i need to raise £600, basically, its quite urgent and i would beyond appreciate any help (:
☣️ payp*l: paypal.me/vmclaren368 ☣️
rent is due again for the last time at this place before i move into a more squatty arrangement (which i'm looking forward to and will be a lot less stressful for me) :D any donations are as always appreciated and have kept me afloat thus far <333 much love <3
Hey, don't cry. A single thread in a tapestry, though its color brightly shines, can never see its purpose in the pattern of the grand design, ok?
maybe I can make it maybe it will just feel like shit
horrifying realization that i get my period literally in the middle of every month. maybe i should just quit while i'm ahead
i'm really serious if you live in nyc or know anyone there who could let me stay for a weekend mid-may I really really cannot be left alone and my only other option will be to institutionalize myself, and I dont have the money to pay for that nor do i think it would actually help me
okay. last ditch effort. is there anyone (mutuals) in nyc who can let me stay with them may 13th to 15th. i'll pay for my own food i'll be quiet I know its a lot to ask but I just cannot be alone. i know its a lot to ask to bring in someone youve never met before and I understand if nobody can do this. if I can smoke outside i can bring my pen I just cannot hospitalize myself it would do more harm than good and I cannot be alone. i'm fine sleeping on the floor for a little bit i'll take anything other than sitting in this apartment all by myself. i can pack clothes and a towel and everything you wouldnt have to provide me with anything but a bathroom and a place to be around people
okay. last ditch effort. is there anyone (mutuals) in nyc who can let me stay with them may 13th to 15th. i'll pay for my own food i'll be quiet I know its a lot to ask but I just cannot be alone. i know its a lot to ask to bring in someone youve never met before and I understand if nobody can do this. if I can smoke outside i can bring my pen I just cannot hospitalize myself it would do more harm than good and I cannot be alone. i'm fine sleeping on the floor for a little bit i'll take anything other than sitting in this apartment all by myself. i can pack clothes and a towel and everything you wouldnt have to provide me with anything but a bathroom and a place to be around people
Link to fundraiser
hey, it's that time of the month again when I open a new pool. I'm setting a goal of $1000 for the month. I need at minimum $140 to keep myself in therapy ($15-20 per session, one long and one short per week) and $200 to help feed my sibling--they're 15 (still living at home), autistic, and have food sensitivities our parents don't accommodate. I want to at least keep their room stocked with snack food, so they can eat without having to leave it. It would be nice if I could order him a meal every once in a while as well, as it's next to impossible for him to cook and eat one when our parents are home. I also self-medicate with weed to be able to eat and manage my chronic pain. everything else goes towards food for me and saving to pay off [redacted medical center]. my priorities are really therapy and food for my sibling, who lacks the freedom and autonomy I have from moving out. everything helps! thank you all so much for supporting me through this!
$0/$1000
(April 27th) $10/1000
i'd really like to have at least $40 by tomorrow afternoon to pay for my therapy this week since I spent the $10 on food today
(April 28th) $155/$1000
thank you all 💞💞💞
(April 30th) I spent a hundred on thumb splints that I really need. I need at least another hundred this week to feed my sibling and to pay for therapy. thank you all so much for your support
I need advice/help if anyone has anything that might help please reply/send an ask. cw disordered eating and suicide
I am really intensely suicidal. I don't think I've been this suicidal this intensely for this long in my entire life and there is nothing that will make it lessen or go away for a bit. I can't distract myself/its being enforced by other parts and I can't switch and I refuse to try and deliberately split. its preventing me from eating and my girlfriend will be out of town in a few weeks and I am so worried about being left alone. even if I don't kill myself I honestly don't know if I will be able to make myself eat. there is no one we know in the area who could come stay with me. i don't want to institutionalize myself because a) money b) I have food sensitivities c) it would just serve as a holding cell. I am so scared and worried. I have barely been able to drink a cup of smoothie in the morning and solid food is impossible. I really need help. I never came close to properly recovering from my eating disorder and I have lost so much weight so quickly
ordered my thumb splints. does anyone have tips on how to eat when you just cannot and not even the weed is doing anything
an ant was pushed to its limit last night while carrying a leaf weighing exactly 50 times its body weight. As it walked towards its hill a single snowflake drifted down from heaven and landed right on the stem of the heavy leaf, weighing the ant down far far far beyond its limits. but the ant, a sturdy and brave creature used its sense of resolve and the will of its ancestors to carry itself home under the tremendous weight and will be hailed as a hero by the colony for generations to come.
if i was an animal and i knew i was being observed and researched i would do something super fucked up. but only once. never again. ruin their lives. keep them guessing.
Squalloscope - Cup (Quarter Cups)
no second takes. four quarters. playtime, process, juicy, needed imperfections. the last time i played "cup" live was in the studio at tides institute in maine, in front of a small audience, after my artist talk. it was perfect and raw and true, the moment could not have been better for this one. i think all songs on "weightbearer" are just different versions of this one, and that molly brodak poem called simply "molly brodak" (..."this is love / It is a mass of ice melting / i can't hold it and i have nowhere / to put it down.")
what if instead of desperately pretending your sexuality label has always universally included trans people you bothered putting any effort into even vaguely attempting to actually work on transphobia and transmisogyny in your own views/actions and the views/actions of people you consider also part of your community. what then.
would geniunely love to see anyone doing the "x sexuality has always included trans people" line make literally any real attempt to define what exactly that claim actually means to them when they say it.
like if youre trying to say the majority of people of x identity consider trans people of the gender(s) theyre into part of their dating pool you know thats categorically untrue. if youre trying to say general societal definition of the word typically includes trans people of the gender(s) it otherwise includes you know thats categorically untrue. literally no possible way it could be meant is not also blatantly just lying.
