Trying

Late 20s. AuDHD. Asexual. She/her. This is NOT a spoiler-free account. My obsessions change every few weeks: welcome to my mess. I don't usually tag, so this is just my personal chaos. Also, there's probably gonna be +18 content at some point. Oopsie daisies.

[angela-feelstoomuch]

Info Post

I haven't updated this since forever, so let's do that.

I'm a late-twenties AuDHD girlie with many hobbies and a wicked sense of humor. In this blog you'll find a bit of everything, from fandom to memes to cats and bread... I don't really know. I can say that sometimes it will be +18, so proceed with caution.

Sometimes I write things, you can find my monster stuff at @monstersflashlight. And if you are looking for my fandom content it's on Ao3 (user: whiskis). You can find my fanfic masterlist under the cut.

Julie and the Pantoms Masterlist (Tumblr link) (Ao3 link)

9-1-1 (TV) (Tumblr link) (Ao3 link)

High School Musical: The musical: The series (Tumblr link) (Ao3 link)

Teen Wolf (Tumblr link) (Ao3 link)

Shadowhunters (Tumblr link) (Ao3 link)

Heated rivalry (Tumblr link)

[concuelo-art]

I've fallen for you

I'm feeling a déjà-vu déjà-vu

I’ve fallen for you

[dykecinema]

Me logging in to tumblr.com

[louferrignojrofficial]

I'm feeling a bit wild.

[gaygoatshane]

shane's big ass smile when ilya squeezes his tit and calls him a pervert is very important to who #myshane is

[actuallysara]

HUDSON WILLIAMS | Run N Gun Film Festival

[eemolu]

don't get me wrong i love the fact that shane and ilya retcon their relationship to be love at first sight. like good for them!! but when i look at the source material im like .. you were charmed. you were jealous. he had everything you wanted (supportive family and his country behind him, able to be big and brash and move through life with ease) and you wanted to see if you could make him feel good (can you debauch the golden boy, can you be good for the man who's had everyone) but the love didn't come until you started to take apart the things that attracted you to this person in the first place. shane fell in love with the ilya who checked in on him and with the sweetness behind the barbs and with the ilya who couldn't stop kissing him in that stairwell. and ilya fell in love with the shane who thinks buffalo is stupid and can barely get his shoes off before he throws himself at ilya and can't tell his parents he's gay because he's suffocating behind his own image not because he thinks they don't love him but because he wants to honor everything they've done for him. and so it's really nice that ilya goes "i loved you from the first time i saw you" but i, omniscient reader, call bullshit. i think you love that boy now because no version of you could ever not love any version of him. but at the time i think you were mostly just curious and then the love grew despite all odds in the most hostile of circumstances because everything you learned about each other made you want more and more and more. and also probably that's even MORE beautiful. so.

[hothockey]

the thing is, is that i want shane and ilya to be mean AND nice to each other, bc i am, at the core. a pervert and a freak and a gay romantique. and the nicer and the meaner they are to each other, the more erotica i get to see and read. like, it's just two sides of a fuck coin, and baby,,i am playing those slots

[hotelstares]

[flyora]

Happy Anniversary

[actuallysara]

HUDSON WILLIAMS | Mykonos, Greece

[shnehollander]

ilya is soft hearted and kind and plays sharky in the pool w kids and makes his situationship tuna melts and wears a cross all the time for his mama

[alfart23]

Happy pride!! 🏳️‍🌈

[daughter-of-sapph0]

"you shouldn't speculate on a dead person's gender"

no one needs you to protect the inherent assumed cisness of someone who very obviously didn't fit the mold of what cis men are expected to act like, who died far too young and never got the chance to tell us how they identify as, who ended their own life the way so many trans women closeted and otherwise do due to transmisogyny.

instead of getting mad that someone said Kurt Cobain was a trans woman, instead ask yourself why being a trans woman is a fate worse than suicide in your eyes.

[dodykeahedron]

Not to mention that people speculate on the orientation of dead people CONSTANTLY. "Historians will call them good friends" was a meme that got turned into a goddamn song. Why is being transfem different.

[potatomode]

Pls. do not re-post/reupload or use outside of tumblr without my permission.

💖Happy Anniversary to First Husbands of Hockey💖 

[shilyas]

condo stairway scene gets me every single time bc of the way ilya lingers. the way he takes way too long to tie his shoes & adjust his jeans, the way he stands for a moment even though his cab is definitely there & the way he teases shane as he slowly lowers himself to give the sweetest, most unhurried kiss goodbye.

[gaygoatshane]

the way shane's eyes never open... he is exactly where he wants to be. all safe and horny 😌

[huddyconniebuttbabies]

… but oh how he devours him