˚₊‧꒰ა 𝑚𝑖𝑘 ໒꒱‧₊˚

─ ⊹ ⊱꒰🪽꒱⊰ ⊹ ─ don’t study me, you won’t graduate buddhist | feminist INFP-T/9w1 virgo

[angelimik]

if anyone’s struggling, i’m always a message away, and hopefully my vent posts will let others know they’re not alone. i can be there to listen, encourage or give advice.

for some background, i was dx with borderline personality disorder in 2021 and bipolar disorder II in 2018-2019. everyday is a battle, but it is not impossible. again, i love you all and i am proud of you. no matter how big or small your struggles may seem, they are just as valid. you are valid.

below are some hotlines for help in regards to addiction and mental health:

SAMHSA[🇺🇸]:

1-800-662-4357

FRANK[🇮🇪]:

0300 1236600

HSE[🇬🇧]:

1800 459 459

Wellness Together[🇨🇦]:

1-866-585-0445

NADH[🇦🇺]:

1800 250 015

ADH[🇳🇿]:

0800 787 797

NTFH[🇮🇳]:

1800-11-0031

DOH[🇵🇭]:

1550

AASA[🇿🇦]:

0861 435 722

[angelimik]

does anyone want to be WL buddies or just have someone to vent to? preferably 21+ as i am 24, but 18 and over is alright too. just really bummed about my progress & overall looks and I could really benefit from a friend to encourage me and for me to do the same for them. nothing crazy, we don’t have to be bffs, but lawdddd I need SOMEONE to help me out hereee 😩😩 can’t do ts alone!

[angelimik]

ugh so for ref i struggle w restrictive & binging habits and I FEEL SO FUCKING HUGE LIKE WTFFF i have been eating sm lately its time to lock in!! i need to be sickly & a twig by september at least. i HAVE to lose 32kg or everyone is going to keep looking at me as a disgusting monster. i can’t take it anymore y’all, can any of u pls give tips or tricks??? FOOD is going to be the death of me. i’m suffering and i can’t take being a fat fuck anymore.

[lilacdollie4]

[angelimik]

secrettttsss

[anameian]

Lifted my shirt up, turned to the side, saw a pig with lipstick.

[anameian]

On my THIRD day of binging oml I feel like a big fucking chud

[angelimik]

today is the last day I swear then back to my old waysss

[angelimik]

happy pride month from me to you!

🫶🏻🏳️‍🌈🫂

[angelimik]

approximately every 3-6 business months, I rediscover this app and get a rush of euphoria 😝

[somethingtocallmine]

[angelimik]

Hi long time no see i still despise my mother 😊

[angelimik]

why doesn’t my mom love me

[angelimik]

.˳·˖✶𓆩𓁺𓆪✶˖·˳.

[caldoderuby-deactivated20260127]

[angelimik]

i’m at work. it’s barely 9 in the morning, and i work at a dealership. one of the first calls i get; the person asks: “are you guys open?” … it’s gonna be a long monday.

[respect-the-kitty]

[angelimik]

having ana and ARFID is basically double-homicide

[angelimik]

TW // ana behaviors, relapse

so i got super sick a few days ago along with conjunctivitis (not related, but just to give an idea of how weak and exhausted i was feeling). being sick already messes with my appetite, and i’ve just been so discouraged to eat. what is ENCOURAGING me to keep going is seeing that i have literally lost 5 lbs in just three days. now given that could be water weight and whatnot, that is neither here or there, because in my disordered brain; that is considered progress and an achievement. i’m so lost.