guys i promise to be back by sometime around next week. i've just been stressed with med school but i'll be back soon. i'll finish up chasing trouble, house of cards and my other 2 series, (gg no re and game changer)
So I've been getting messages of ppl saying someone was copying my "layout" (@anglbunny)
And honestly. I wont be answering those asks, cause my blog will not tolerate hate against people. I'm assuming she heard it aswell and she reached out to message me. I for one didnt have any issue with this or her blog but she was still very sweet and far more mature than most people about this. She even showed me proof that she didnt copy me or anyone else.
So this is to anyone who likes jumping to conclusions, don't assume stuff. Tumblr has been around for yrs, if u see someone having something 'specific' on their blog, it doesn't HAVE to mean they're the orginal. And there are many blogs out there. So dont attack people for no reason. I talked with her and shes a super sweet person, and her work is amazing. So pushing against the false accusations, I'd say people check her work out.
Cause I already said this. She proved that she didnt copy anyone nor did she have the intention to. So DO NOT attack her.
Hi pretties, I came here to say that I'll be going on a hiatus for the next little while. I promise I'll be back soon and when I come back. I'll have everything refreshed and bunch of stories uploaded. Everything's pretty messy rn cause I'm in between a whole lotta stuff but once it gets sorted, I'll be back soon, promise!!
Guys, lore drop, my crush was tutoring me and it got a little touchy iykwim 😏 and now I lowk wanna write a one shot with rin as a tutor cuz he kinda smart. Kinda.
Bimbo!reader, who is all about looking pretty and living life without stress. She doesn’t care about the details—someone else can figure that out! What matters is that she’s always cute, pampered, and having fun. Thinking too much? Ew, no thanks
Bimbo!reader, who can never get enough of money and sex. Her boyfriend loves that his pretty little doll doesn’t even bother to think for herself—why should she? Stressing and overthinking are for other people. All she has to do is sit there, look gorgeous, and let him take care of everything.
Bimbo!reader, who may seem airheaded, but don’t be fooled! She knows how to get exactly what she wants with just a bat of her lashes and a sweet little pout. People underestimate her, but that’s their mistake—because she always comes out on top.
I just posted smth about not posting for a while and now I'm thinking of smth. I wanna collab with another writer and make a story, series or a mini series. I feel like that would be rlly cool, idk. I havent seen anyone do something like that. It's still a thought in process but hmu or whatever if u wanna talk about it 😋
Maybe I'll make a more detailed post later but it's just a thought rn
I'm sorry my uploading schedule is all over the place and I'm not posting as much. Its cause I have a few exams coming up and I'm super stressed (med student💔), so I hope u guys understand!! When they're finished, I'm gonna update gg, no re and chasing trouble. And I'm still working on fixing my blog layout so bear (🐻) with me :(
Tw: slightly noncon, manipulation, possessive behavior, toxic, control, power dynamic, drinking, forced alcohol consumption, read at your own risk
🂾 𝐊𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬 • sae itoshi
“If I can’t have you, no one can”
Sae itoshi always gets what he wants. He always has. He picks his lovers similar to how he picks his suits; expensive, eye catching, and easily disposable.
You caught his eye one day and since that day, you’ve been trapped. When he first saw you, he knew he had to have you because if you could catch the attention of the sae itoshi, then you’ve probably caught the attention of many other men.
And to sae, that was a challenge. He had to have you. He had to have a girl wrapped around his arm that everyone would stop and stare at.
But in the end, that’s all you were to him. A possession, an object. Maybe even a decoration piece for him.
He didn’t love you, no no, that was beyond his understanding. Love?? Who were you kidding. He was drawn to you like a king is drawn to gold and many shiny things.
He said he loved you. He would hold you close to him, he would kiss you in the most random times and places, he bought you whatever you wanted, treated you like a queen, fucked you with unexplainable desire. So what was wrong? I mean anyone who saw you guys would think you're both the ideal couple, right?
Wrong.
He didn’t love you because he owned you but owning something doesn’t mean you’ll love it. He held you close so you couldn’t leave. He kissed you so the only taste on your lips was his. He bought you gifts so you would always be indebted to him. He fucked you so you’ll never forget the shape of his cock; even if you left, his traces would still linger inside of you.
If it weren’t for the fact that he has a career that demands his attention 24/7, he would’ve gotten you pregnant by now.
But all that faded into nothing when you told him it was over.
He was on the couch, unmoving. Why? he asked himself.
You had the nerve to leave him when he made you feel nothing but happiness and pleasure?
You didn’t answer him when he told you that you’re being dramatic and whatever is bothering you can be talked about.
You just grabbed your things from his apartment and left.
Maybe you just needed a break, right? Sae has done so much for you, there's no way you could actually leave him. Or so he thought until he saw you outside a cafe, your hand holding onto some random guy’s shoulder while you laughed.
You were no longer sae’s possession, meaning other guys could gawk at you, hit on you, hell even ask you out.
Not for Sae though. You were his. You ARE his and you always will be his. No matter how many times you choose to run away and tell him it’s over.
You think he was just going to let you break up with him so you could talk to other guys. Yeah no.
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After your little ‘date’, you arrived home. It was chilly outside, probably because it was gonna start raining soon.
You were giggling and smiling the whole way home and while taking off your shoes until a cold chill ran down your spine. Turning around to find Sae leaning back on your couch, swishing around a glass of whiskey. He was looking at the tv in front of him that wasn’t playing but he had definitely heard you enter.
You rushed up to him, standing in front of him seething in disbelief.
“What. the. Fuck, sae!” you shouted, eyes wide open in rage. The audacity of this man to break into your house, relax on the couch while drinking as if he’s in his own home.
“Hello to you too, yn”
“Don’t fucking hello me!? Get out” you scowled, pointing at the door. He smirked, grabbing your arm and pulling you onto his lap. Wrapping that same hand around your waist and pulling you close enough to feel the heat of his body.
Your chest pressed against his. You couldn’t look more furious and he seemed just as amused, like he was having the time of his life.
“For one, stop yelling, it’s late”
“How about, for one, we start by you getting the fuck out of my house” you said more quietly this time but with still the same amount of rasp in your voice.
He sighed, taking a sip of his, your drink.
“Baby, i thought i told you we could talk about whatever was bothering you enough to make you leave but you decide to go out with other men not even a few days after leaving me.”
“Sae, i’m not your goddamn girlfriend anymore, i can do whatever the hell i want and see whoever the hell i want. But none of that gives you the right to break into my apartment!”
“See, this is where we see things differently. You’re still my girlfriend, whether you like it or not”
“I'm not your posses-”
“Shh, i’m not done. The old you would jump on my dick any chance you got but you spend less than a week without me and now you’re all different. You think just because we aren’t ‘dating’ anymore, you can do whatever you please, huh!?” he grits his teeth, narrowing his eyes on you. The look on your face is everything he’s been dying to see. Scared, shaken, even speechless.
He breaths out, cupping the side of your face with one hand, caressing your cheek with his thumb
“I’m sorry, i didn’t mean to scare you.” lies.
Your lip trembled as you tried getting off his lap, but his hand was faster, wrapping itself around you to keep you in closer.
“Please.. Leave” your voice broke hoping sae might take pity on you and leave but it had quite the opposite effect.
“You aren’t in your right mind, baby. Did that guy say something weird to you? You’re not like this at all. We both know i'm the best option for you, right?” he gently cooed, tucking a hand under the hem of your shirt.
“No can treat you like i do, yn. Nobody knows you like me. I’m all you need, remember? And nobody can fuck you as good as i do, i’m the only one who knows how to make my girl feel good and make her cum, isn’t that right?” he kissed your cheek, whispering so softly and gently against your skin. You sniffled, nodding.
He brought the whiskey glass to your lips. You stared at him with doe eyes, not wanting to drink the alcohol. He raised an eyebrow, removing his hand from your waist and grabbing a handful of your hair to pull your head back.
You couldn’t even voice the pain or shock that coursed through your body because your mouth was filled with the bitter taste of whiskey.
Every last drop went in your mouth, having no choice but to either choke on it or drink it. Choosing the safer option, you let it flow down your throat, shutting your eyes as some stray tears fell from the corners and into your hair.
He let you go, setting the glass on the table.
“More?” he asked as if he didn’t just force it down your throat. You shook your head no.
“I'm.. tired, sae” you mumbled, praying that he will let you go. He smirked, gripping your jaw, his fingers dug into your cheeks coercing your lips into a pout.
“Sleep all you want but i’m not leaving until i’m done reminding you who you belong to” he leaned in, whispering against your ear, you placed your hands on his chest, trying to push back but like always, it was no use.
His lips trailed down from your ear, to your jaw. His hand still holding your face with that punishing strength. You tried shaking your head, tears welled up in your eyes but his lips were already on yours, licking and biting. Leaving them all red and swollen.
“Let me go, please, please let me go” you begged the second he let go of your face. Not missing the glint of amusement in his eyes.
“Stop fighting it, i know you want it.” he mumbled, unbuttoning his shirt. Gently placing you on the couch and pinning your hands beside your head.
“Right? You want it, right?” he asked, coaxing you into nodding an uncertain yes. He gave you a small smile, wiping your tears away. He took off your shirt and let you take off your pants and underwear.
He took your hands and placed them on his belt, indirectly asking your to pull out his cock. Which you did.
Running 2 fingers along your pussy to gather up all your slick and shoving them inside of you making you gasp and grip his shoulders.
He scissored you open, gently massaging your inside, doing the things that he knows made you squirm and moan.
He leaned down, tilting your face up so he could capture your lips with his. Grabbing hold of your untouched tits. Tightly squeezing them while lining his cock up with your entrance. All your pleas and moans were swallowed up by Sae who thrusted so deep inside of you, you swore you saw stars.
Tears rolled down your face while sae fucked your brains out. Even you couldn’t tell if they were tears of pleasure or tears of pain.
The red head male kissed your eyes, shushing you and telling you everything is okay.
“Shh, quiet baby, quiet, it’s alright. Nothing to cry about, yeah? It's okay” his words were comforting but his actions weren’t. He grabbed your hips, blunt nails digging into your skin while yours dug into his back, leaving red scratches.
“Fuck, your pussy feels amazing. So fucking wet and warm” he mumbled against your neck, thrusting deeper with every word.
You cried his name out as you covered his fat cock with your cum. Soon after pulling an orgasm out of him as well. He couldn’t be bothered to pull out, emptying his load inside of you and painting your pink walls, white.
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He showered you and dried you up. You were half asleep sitting in front of your vanity while he blow dried your hair. He set the dryer down after completing the last bunch.
He stood behind you, looking down at you with a blank expression but his eyes were dark. Running a hand through your hair, he cupped your jaw, making you look up at him. Your eyes red from crying and the rest of your body covered in similar red coloured bite marks and hickies.
“How do you feel?”
“Tired..” you mumbled, wanting to cry and scream but not having enough energy after sae ruined your insides for hours on end.
“Look in the mirror” you obeyed, tilting your head down as much as sae’s grip would let you. Staring at your fucked up self.
“Now tell me. Who do you belong to?” he whispered, burying half his face in your hair.
“You..”
“Who?”
‘You, sae.” you said a bit louder, giving him what he wanted
“Who’s the only one that’s allowed to fuck you and ruin you?”
“Sae..” your voice faltered.
“Whose the only person you’re allowed to be with”
“You” you swallowed harshly, trembling as sae placed his chin on your shoulder.
“Are you ever gonna forget that?”
“No.. never”
“One last time. Tell me who you’ll belong to no matter what.”
“Sae Itoshi..” you whispered accepting that no matter what you do, this is your life now. You’ll forever be a possession of a man who thinks controlling and owning someone means loving them.
“That’s my girl.”
a/n: Guyssss this was such a crazy thing to write. but toxic sae on top, fr. this was a bit long but hopefully the flow of the story was good and kept your attention. idk if i mentioned but these stories won't be drabbles or short stories. they're gonna be full length one shots.
🂱 SUMMARY: Each story is its own card. where love is a gamble and every character is playing their own game. Power, manipulation, desire and lust drive them forward, but love built on such fragile and meaningless things don't last. Each relationship is like a house of cards; beautiful but unstable. Each story represents a type of toxic, fragile, and obsessive relationship.
🂱 WARNING: Aged up! This series will contain toxic relationships, use of drugs, smoking, drinking, manipulation, dub/non-con, cheating, sex, psychological abuse. — this series is very loosely based on the song, as the song itself doesn't represent toxic relationships but it's more or less the vibe, like something is always on the edge of falling apart.
GUYS. I just had an idea. I saw a Kaiser edit to "house of cards" and it gave me a mini series idea. But each chapter is its own story with its own characters. Idk if it sounds good or not but I'm kinda obsessing over it. I'm also thinking to making it somewhat darkcon.
I have a few characters in mind that I wanna include in this but if anyone wants anyone specific, just say so! 💙
You ever just get a really good book/one shot idea but then you're too lazy to do it, so you write it out in your brain but never post it because you're saving it until someone posts the almost exact same thing or something along the lines and then you have no choice but to genuinely crash out cause if you post it after, ppl will think you copied them. Anyone else? No?
I'm being so lazy with my theme and blog layout rn, just wait till I come home from vacation and I'll redo everything. All my posts are super half assed rn 😭😭 I have everything planned out, I'm just too lazy to put effort in rn and do it on my phone so I'm using the easiest layout rn. I'll do better I swear 💔
Sae's fingers were knuckle deep inside of you, curling up and hitting that exact spot that had you arching your back off the bed. He knew you so well and what made you fold even when his attention wasn't on you.
Like right now, how he was focused on a phone call rather than his pretty little gf who was a complete mess under him.
The phone was on speaker beside you, one of his hands occupied by your cunt and the other covering your mouth everytime you got too loud.
The call was getting way too long even if it had only been 4 minutes.
He moved his hand from your mouth, covering your entire tit and roughly massaging it while abusing your poor nipple.
"Shh, quiet" he whispered quietly, agreeing with whatever the man on the phone was saying.
His hand came to cover your mouth again as you got too loud
"Yeah well that's a problem for tomorrow. I'll deal with this when I have time" sae abruption said, cutting the guy off. He tried saying something but it was too late and sae had already cut the call.
"You're so needy. You came 3 times from my fingers alone. How're you gonna take my cock now?" He asked, pushing up against your throbbing pussy.
"You start shaking and crying whenever you get a little bit too overstimulated so I'm surprised at how well you kept quiet"
"Right, my little attention whore?" Tears rolled down your face and all you could do was nod as sae pulled his digits out and placed them in his mouth
Isagi who comes home late from practice. Cock straining in shorts only because earlier today you were so kind as to send him a picture of your tits, your nipples hard and untouched. And another one not too long after of you wearing blue lace panties with a small darker blue spot in the middle, captioned - she's needy and misses you - only making isagi more eager to get home.
He quietly entered the room seeing you sound asleep. He took a quick shower. he couldn't wait to have you, making him forget to dry his hair off. He crawled on top of you, tucking your hair behind your ear. Watching your relaxed expression in awe.
It was unfortunate that you were asleep because if it weren't for that, isagi would be fucking you silly right now.
But he can't help himself, can he? He had to wait all day just to see you again, only for you to be asleep. And none of it changed the fact that his cock was as hard or even harder than before.
He carefully moved your panties to the side, pulling his erection out and rubbing it against your folds. You squirmed around, not having a single clue what was happening while you were away in dreamland.
He could feel your pussy throbbing around him. Each thrust against your folds made you more wet than before. You moaned, trying to turn away from your desperate bf only for him hold down your shoulders.
"Mm- fuck- yeah.. sorry baby, I couldn't help myself"
He moaned quietly, your nipples poking through the tank top you had on.
He eventually came, admiring the work he created on your pussy. Placing your panties back in place and falling to the side, pulling you into his chest.
Synopsis: Sae doesn't have time for love and you would do anything but date an athlete. So when you and sae accidentally come across eachother at a VIP club, things take a turn. You're a game to sae - one he's sure he'll win. And he's just a hook up to you. What neither of them expect is that they were too far gone to stop.
Pairings: sae itoshi x F!reader | smau series
Content warning: mature language, a little explicit
⟢ Date
*it's supposed to say. 'Sae r u asking me out on a date?'*
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A/n: the actual date will be next chapter, my uploading schedule is so inconsistent en I'm sorry :( I've been busy redesigning my whole blog (+side blogs). And I'm also returning home from vacation in a few days so I'm studying to make up for lost time 💖
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