So This Is My Story, Take It Or Leave It
I am not very interesting in the least, I used to believe that one day I somehow would become famous. Everyone would know my name, or at least a very large portion of the world. Which is strange, because I hate being the center of attention, my social skills literally just shut down and I cannot function. Such a responses causes many people to believe that I am very strange, very odd, and would not want to be friend me. However, for some reason, I always thought becoming famous would help this, or that maybe it just wouldn't matter anymore. That people would just pass of my odd social shutdown as some cute little quirk, that maybe I would be viewed in an image similar to cute quirky Jennifer Lawrence or Emma Stone. The only problem with this fantasy? Both of them are very pretty. No, that's not quite right, they are absolutely gorgeous. Whereas, me? I am not even close to being pretty, not even a little bit. Maybe they are just photoshopped a lot, or at least I try to tell myself that, that maybe with the same photoshopping I could be viewed like that. But who am I kidding? The is no way that I could even come close to looking as pretty as an actress, and I am never going to become famous. Thus, my story has changed, I don't wanted to be gorgeous or famous anymore. I just want to be socially acceptable, to be able to function in the real world, and be loved by those around me. To have a satisfying job, a good husband, and a happy life. Is that really so much to ask for?
