SYLVESTER / ADONIS

how viile can you be

[arack-niss]

welcome !!🌛🪻🐇

INFO🌿!! hi my name is vivi! im 19 (05/19), i use she/any pronouns+, im a intersex, intergirl, lunarian, enby, aroace, lesbian, disabled, autistic, prof diagnosed w DID (traumagenic), plural (parogenic + median)

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main fandoms : ♡︎ south park, hazbin hotel, hellpark, kitakawa, other misc yuris

other : ♡︎ bsd, typology, plurality, queer theory, yuri

dnf : bigots, terfs/radfems, queer exclus, sysmeds, harass over any means of fiction, damien x pip haters, kyman haters, darkship posters (esp romanticization) / post about heavily tropes involving pedophilia or incest; complex fiction adjacent depends but i have tags muted for a lot of this shit soo

byf : i do not follow back if you are under 17 but you are free to follow me! not active and very unapproachable

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LINKS🌿!!

Archive Of Our Own

Carrd

Pip's Carrd

Collective Carrd

Rentry

Pip's Rentry

[arack-niss]

i hate npd bc why is abunch of hate comments directed mainly at me still bothering me hours later and i feel like i cant function for shit bc its so open and im so vulnerable

[chuuyaskennedy]

Performative male Osamu Dazai

[benetnvsch]

dazai face down ass up , drowning in the backrooms

[arack-niss]

the ocd thing™ of wanting to say something but you refuse to because ur brain convinces you that someone is watching you closely and is waiting for the right moment to strike and somehow use whatever you wanted to say against you so you end up putting it into drafts

[jellyfish-enthousiast]

having ocd feels like this but everyone is just you

[arack-niss]

even more reminders

queer exclusion is close minded

queer exclusion is bled and inspired from separatism and TERF rhetoric

mspec lesbians are valid

mspec gays are loved

lesboys are amazing

turigirls are inspiring

gaybians are super cool

intersex people do not owe you an explanation to their queer identity

honeybee transfems are awesome

coffee bean transmascs are fantastic

stop using AGAB / OGAB language + TME / TMA language to describe others (especially perisex)

multigender people and non binary people do not owe you anything

transmedicalism is pathetic and bigoted

[arack-niss]

some kewl reminders

sysmedicalism is bad, sysmeds are losers

fakeclaiming is pathetic

endos are swag

tulpas / parogenics are cool

medians are awesomesauce

quoigenics are amazing

mixed origin systems are fantastic

other system origins are spectacular

[arack-niss]

can we& upload your first form flag to pluralpedia?

-@pluralpedia-archival

yes you may! thanks for asking pal :)

[arack-niss]

First Form Flag

**NOT MY COINED TERM**

« The first form is usually the form of a headmate when they first show up on the system- these headmates go through a drastic change over the course of a couple months to grapple with and adjust to the conditions of the system.

Usually these headmates will lose their memories from their first form and essentially become a new headmate detached from association of their first form- sort of like involuntary self incarnation. » — First form, Pluralpedia

TD: The first form is usually the form of a headmate when they first show up on the system- these headmates go through a drastic change over the course of a couple months to grapple with and adjust to the conditions of the system. Usually these headmates will lose their memories from their first form and essentially become a new headmate detached from association of their first form- sort of like involuntary self incarnation.

Originally coined by Faedom on Pluralpedia. This is a role term within a system.

Made a flag for the term as it was lacking one and I wanted to display it on my pronouns page.

[qaivan]

Leecher ✦ A mentally ill person (especially but not only someone with ASPD, NPD, DPD, or AVPD) who thinks of themselves as a bad person, and cannot seem to get better, even when trying their hardest to recover. They also feel like a leech or a parasite to those around them. This may come with self-loathing, self-sabotage, and delusions of insignificance (link).

Note that this is 1. not an excuse to hurt people, 2. not a presentation term, and 3. was inspired by Leech Boy by Crywank (link).

@radiomogai @genderaverse

[qaivan]

Ourocovery ✦ A term for those who feel like they're stuck in a never-ending cycle of getting worse/regressing and getting better/recovering. Their identity may feel defined by this cycle, as well as feelings of/striving for renewal and redemption. This cycle is represented by the ouroboros which, in this instance, symbolizes rebirth, cyclicity, and futility.

@radiomogai @genderaverse

[arack-niss]

19 today 🎂

[cundtcake]

translation: “My sheep! [bah! bah!] You are my life. [bah! bah!] Walk behind me…[bah! bah!] Sing (after me).”

[boomerang-always-comes-back]

This is too adorable

[woodstocksnoopy]

[woodstocksnoopy]

[arack-niss]

when i find smth i said that i heavily do not agree w anymore and my entire mood does a 180 and now im looping back to re experiencing shame and guilt