⌛Ateez everything solo reaction to you talking while you sleep⌛
- Choi Jongho
Warnings : Smut, don't read if you don't want to.
🧡Choi Jongho🧡
"Too much~" Jongho grumpily wakes up for the third time tonight. You rarely sleep in the same bed, because you don't live together, but he just came back from tour and you missed each other too much. Needing to be close and to catch up, taking advantage of his small break to enjoy one another's company.
Unfortunately, Jongho found out a few hours ago that you sleep talk. It was cute the first time he woke up to you mumbling, but sadly it was just the start. He tosses and turns for most of the night, dozing off for small periods of time between your self convos.
You have no control over it since you're asleep and that is the only reason your exhausted boyfriend decides to let you go on, enduring painfully. He listens to you, laughing at the stories that come out of your mouth, until you start speaking breathily and making quiet sounds of pleasure.
Jongho's eyes widen like saucers, holding his breath and struggling to make out what you're saying. He's so focused on deciphering your mumbling that he gasps in shock when you suddenly moan his name. A battle settles inside of him, trying to fight against the heat growing in his stomach. "Jongho~ Need you."
Alas, is body betrays him, cursing at his failed attempt to stop the growing erection in his pyjama pants. He groans in discomfort at how hard it becomes and tries to steady his heartbeat, thinking about anything other than his gorgeous girlfriend begging for release next to him.
"You're awake?" You ask disoriented, a yawn escaping your lips and you have such an innocent expression on your face, that Jongho swears he might just have imagined the whole previous scenario. He's in a dilemma, wondering if he should admit his situation or shush you back to sleep. "Do you need help?"
"What? Why would I nee- Oh! Uhm.. Yes, please.." You chuckle at the distress on his face, knowing he isn't used to asking for your help and finds it rather embarrassing. Although, watching you carefully helping him out of his clothes, makes his heart flutter in a way it hasn't before.
He practically loses his mind when your mouth makes contact with the tip of his cock, sucking and lapping at it while looking at him through your lashes. Let's just say, he regrets not having asked in the past and he definitely won't have to think twice in the future.
Warnings : Mature, smut and explicit images. Read at your own discretion.
💜Kang Yeosang💜
Yeosang never would have thought he'd be the kind of man to enjoy teasing his girlfriend, but it accidentally happens and he falls in love with your reaction.
You're lying down on your stomach, his hands massaging your back and you keep squirming around, trying to find the most comfortable position. After 20 minutes of you not being able to stay put, he got annoyed and without thinking slaps your ass pretty hard, no doubt leaving a handprint under your cotton shorts.
He realises a second too late what he just did, but he doesn't feel guilty like he should be, because the sound of you trying to suppress a whimper makes him lose control, it provokes his body to act on its own. "Didn't know you liked to be treated like a slut."
He scoffs at the way you hide your face in the pillow, fingers tightly holding the material to ground yourself and too obviously rubbing your thighs to create friction. "Yeosang~"
Your voice sounds needy, but there is a hint of embarrassment lingering and Yeosang almost takes pity on you. In the end, his urges win and he proceeds to bite one of your cheeks mercilessly and you cry out in both pain and pleasure. You're astonished at this new side of your previously more careful partner and absolutely adore the idea of him being rough.
Yeosang comes to the conclusion that he just found himself a new kink and he can't wait to experiment and discover more, but he decides it is enough for the time being. The way your body is slightly trembling, indicates to Yeosang that you're sensitive and in need of release. "Such a good girl aren't you? Let me take care of you my love."
He lifts your hips up and pushes your chest down against the mattress, fingers caressing your skin until it reaches your bottom. He slides both your shorts and underwear off at once as you arch your back and he throws them somewhere in the room. "That's it, almost there baby."
He kisses the soft skin along your spine and smirks against your skin at the sight of goosebumps appearing instantly from his warmth. His lips press against your bottom, slowly making his way to where you need him the most and you savor every second. When he reaches your heat, he doesn't waste any time and devours his favorite meal with skill.
🖤Choi San🖤
He knows he's done for when he finds himself smiling from ear to ear at the sight of a deep blush rising on your cheeks, you hide yourself behind your smaller hands and try to put some distance between you two. He keeps complimenting you with a seductive tone and winking at you, obviously flirting and purposely making it harder for you to regulate your rapid heartbeat.
From that moment, he can't resist the urge to make you shy and as a distraction for you, to his advantage, he plays a movie. After waiting until he's sure you are focused on the screen in front of you, when you least expect it, he buries his face in your neck and kisses the skin sensually, sucking lightly to create small red and purple bruises.
What he definitely wasn't expecting though, was for his dick to twitch in his pants because of the whine you let out. He never heard you make that sound, not even when you have sex. It's different, more flustered and desperate, rather than the usual, filled with pleasure and neediness.
The repetitive slaps on his arm brings him out of his daze and he releases the tension in his jaw, coming to realise that his teeth pierced your skin and he was biting the shit out of your neck. After getting a good glimpse at the damage he made, he is too stunned to speak. The sight of your skin covered in his marks with traces of saliva left behind, makes heat creep up from the pit of his stomach all the way to the tip of his ears.
"I'm so sorry did I hurt you?" You shove the sofa's cushion in your face, unable to give him a verbal response, too taken aback. But you do shake your head to reassure him and he sighs in relief, it wasn't his goal to inflict pain. "I don't know what took over me."
You watch his expression turn into one of guilt and it confuses you, because you thought he liked it just as much as you did. So, to get a reaction out of him you confess and his eyes widen at your words. "It felt good, I liked the pain."
❤️Jung Wooyoung❤️
It's innocent and funny little jokes he makes when it's just the two of you, but in public he's a menace. He waits for the perfect opportunity, the moment you expect it least and then he strikes.
Either you jump at the sudden hand squeezing your thigh, fingers digging in your skin until it almost hurts. You can't help the growing heat in the pit of your stomach, being excited even though you shouldn't be, not when there's so many people around.
Or, you have to mask a moan that slips out of your mouth because Wooyoung decided he wants to start fingering you in the middle of a restaurant with the rest of his members present.
It doesn't matter to him, he has to lay his hands on you in any way he can and he gets off on the possibility that others can see. He loves that he's the only one to be able to pleasure you and no matter how much another person would want you, they can't.
"Do you want them to hear how wet you are for me? Should I make it more obvious?" He fastens the pace at which his fingers are going and the sound of your arousal squelching is getting louder. He's making it almost impossible to mask with coughs or a fake laugh, especially to Yeosang who's on your left and sometimes turns his attention to you. "P-please Woo slow down."
You mutter the words into your merciless boyfriend's ear, in hopes he will have some compassion and stop torturing you, but he just scoffs and goes back to the previous conversation at the table. You almost whine at how close you're getting, sweat starting to gather on your forehead and the obvious tremble of your body is hinting at the event taking place under the wooden furniture.
You don't want to be enjoying this, but Wooyoung's fingers are hitting your sweet spot without missing and you do want to savor your approaching orgasm, which you can already feel, will be incredibly intense. "Wo-woo, I'm-"
Maybe it's because of the thrill of getting caught or it might be because you meet Yeosang's eyes as your orgasm hits you like a train, but you have to admit it is euphoric. "Shit baby are you ok?"
The voice sounds distant and it takes you a few minutes to gain back consciousness, but you know the moment you open your eyes again. "Fuck, did I just squirt?"
Warnings : Suggestive, don't read if uncomfortable.
💖Park Seonghwa💖
Since the first day of your relationship, Seonghwa has always been the one to initiate skinship and he's even the one who asked you out. It makes him feel a bit insecure sometimes, because endless worries go through his mind. He wishes you would be clingy and show your love in a way that makes him feel special. He's scared that you don't love him as much as you let it appear and that it's never going to change.
You're shocked to find him outside your apartment during one of his work days, but the first thing he mentions while entering is that he took a day off to come see you. You lead the way inside, getting him a drink and laying out a few of his favorite snacks on the coffee table for him to enjoy.
He starts the conversation and you can see his eyes brimming with tears, voice unsteady. The moment the words come out of his mouth, he bursts out crying. He wanted to confront you and admit that he wants more physical affection from you, but he must be too overwhelmed. It surprises the both of you, but Seonghwa is confused more than anything.
"I don't know why I'm crying." You can't resist his adorable scrunched up face, eyes shining with salty waterfalls and pouty lips. Your instincts take over and you hurry to straddle his laps, tightening your arms around his neck and kissing away his tears before pecking the rest of his face and he starts humming contentedly.
"You must have been so worried. You didn't even know how much it affected you. My poor baby." Seonghwa beams with delight, eyes closing in satisfaction as you continue your ravage on his skin. You hear a few whimpers while leaving hickeys all over his jaw, neck and collarbone. The more you touch him, the redder he gets.
When you finally pull away, admiring your artwork, you fail to notice the flustered expression on your boyfriend's face, but you can't help giggling as you look up. His eyes are dazed and he looks absolutely gone in his own world, it seems almost too complicated for him to gain back his senses.
"Are you with me baby?" He nods dumbly, watching you with adoration, but not being able to utter a word. From then on, you always take the time to show him how much he means to you and he certainly loves every second of it.
💙Kim Hongjoong💙
Hongjoong doesn't like skinship. No, actually he does, but only when it's you. He won't admit it though, especially not in front of other people. At first you figured he would prefer if you didn't try anything, but still make sure to get a few hugs and kisses here and there, because you personally like it.
When you don't give him any type of physical affection, it almost pains him. Until one day he can't take it and ends up accidentally admitting that he craves for your touch. "Come sit here."
Getting ready to watch a movie with him and the rest of ateez, he pat his thighs for you to sit on and it doesn't even register in his mind that he is 'supposed' to hate it. You hesitate for a minute, wondering if he really means it or if he made a joke, but you see the realization on his face and notice that he doesn't back down from his request.
"You comfortable?" You nod and turn sideways to analyse his expression. He wears a satisfied smirk and the hands squeezing your waist lets you know that he enjoys it as much as you do.
Some of the boys decide to start teasing him, swearing that they knew he was whore for your touch and Hongjoong retaliates, clearly bothered by their words. It goes on for a while and you get tired of them being little shits. "Hongjoong?"
His attention is on you almost at the speed of light and it only acts as gasoline on the fire, snickers filling the room followed by Seonghwa scolding his kids and Hongjoong flipping them off angrily.
You feel him shift underneath you and see how bothered he looks, which upsets you too. Hoping to make his mood better, with your hands on both sides of his jaw, you lift his head up and initiate a rather intense kiss.
The second your lips touch, it's dead silent and you can imagine the shock on their faces, the thought riling you up even more. You wanted them to be speechless and it worked, but your main priority is and always will be your boyfriend, who is getting more agitated as time passes.
He's getting bolder, forgetting about the small public you have and you hate to put a stop to his new found hunger, but it's better to continue somewhere else. Pulling away, a trail of saliva connects from your tongues and you press your lips one last time against his to break it.
He's breathing heavily and you both chuckle lightly before turning to face the seven dumbfounded men. There's a certain tension in the air and you feel proud to be the one who made it happen. "You coming Hongjoong? I want you inside of me."
Your boyfriend confidently stands up to grab your hand, leading the way to his room and ignoring the wide eyes and gapping mouths of his bandmates.
You have been working at KQ for a few months now, as a songwriter and you were assigned a personal space with a desk, computer and everything needed for the process of your job. During the first few weeks, the manager wanted to test your capacities and see how well you work in a group project. He sent you through days of endless work and you managed all the pressure quite well.
Your coworkers helped in making your integration easier by being nice and friendly and you adapted better than you would've expected, and the atmosphere in the workplace is always pleasant. Up till now you've participated in the writing of a few songs and small projects for both ateez and xikers, meeting ateez only briefly during a meeting.
You're first impression is that they are polite and hardworking boys and although you were aware of their beauty, you weren't ready to be hit by such powerful visuals.
Later, you were told about a project coming up and you were proposed to work with San on his solo. You meet for the first time in your studio, San's dimple popping out and greeting you early in the morning and it instantly warms your insides.
"Good morning~ I brought you a coffee, I don't know if that's alright?" He asks, sleep lingering in his voice, you can tell by the deep and raspy tone that makes goosebumps rise on your skin the moment it hits your eardrums. "Oh yes that's perfect! Thank you, really."
Your answer seems to please him, as his teeth make an appearance and his eyes almost close from the strain. He sits next to you on the extra chair you bought a few days beforehand, preparing for this day and maybe future tasks. "Let's begin!"
Now over two weeks working together with San and you can't help but feel a bit sad that the song is almost ready, having spent a lot of alone time with him made you grow attached to the kind hearted and endlessly charming man. "I think we might be done."
Those words hit you harder than you thought, it feels like a train ran you over. You don't like the way your heart aches, but it is what it is. "I enjoyed working with you San, thank you."
He smiles for the nth time, but something's different about this one, it doesn't reach ihs eyes and the dimples aren't as defined. "Yeah, uhm.. me too! I hope we can do this again in the future."
The next few minutes are filled with a tense atmosphere, the only sound heard being the shuffling around as you both clean up and gather your things. "Actually."
You almost jump at the unpredicted sound of his voice, turning your full attention to him and it shocks you to find him fumbling with his lyrics sheets, ears and cheeks red, lips pressing together making his cute dimple face unresistible. "I was wondering if you'd be interested t-to go on a date with.. me?"
You freeze for a second, being surprised and absolutely pleased from the unexpected request. "I'd be happy to, of course San."
💚Song Mingi💚
The boys decided to go out tonight and blow off some steam, drinking and dancing through the night. Mingi wasn't really up for it at first, his perfect night would have consisted of reading mangas or watching animes while eating some snacks before going to bed early, but the others convinced him and he ended up not regretting listening to them.
He's been watching you for a while now, having caught his eye almost immediately after he sat down in one of the booths, telling the others he would start the night by staying back for a bit. Now he has the perfect excuse to analyse every single details about you and he finds you absolutely stunning, you might just be the most beautiful girl he's ever seen.
He notices your smile first, so bright and full of grace, it makes his heart flutter uncontrollably and he loves it. Then his gaze trails over all of your features, your lightly made-up eyes sparkling under the dimmed lights and the way they hold so many emotions at the same time, your adorable button nose that moves whenever you talk and your lips, round and plumpy with a coat of rosy gloss for an even more seducing appearance.
He swears your hair probably smells like heaven and he wants to run his fingers through it, massaging your scalp to feel you relax under is touch. "Yo Mingi! Min- Guys we lost him, poor dude."
Your black lacy bustier, revealing just the right amount of skin to leave more to the imagination, your cropped blazer hugging your frame perfectly, the short leather skirt with a small slit on the left side, tight around your juicy thighs making him lose his mind and cute little boots to contradict the rest of your sexy look.
"What the hell dude, what even is this?" Wooyoung shrieks in disgust, elbowing San in the ribs while watching one of his best friend drooling over some bartender he's never met before. "I don't know, might wanna wake him out of his fantasies though."
"Yeah, that shit's on another level of creepiness." Yeosang states while bitting his nails in concern, his eyebrows scrunched and a judgy stare directed at Mingi. "You troublemakers leave Mingi alone, it looks like he just fell in love."
"Seonghwa. If Mingi wasn't handsome, everybody would find it creepy and don't try to deny it." Seonghwa looks at Yeosang, defeated. "Yeah, maybe you're right."
"Ok enough of this." Yunho grabs his friend by the shoulders and briskly shakes him out of his daze. Said boy looks puzzled for a minute, no clue as to why he's being disturbed. "What?"
"Are you serious? You have no idea why I had to intervene from whatever delusion was going on inside your head, like you haven't been checking that girl out for the last hour?" Mingi instantly flushes red, his thoughts having cut out most of his rationality and he had no idea it had been that long. "Just go talk to her."
"No. I can't." Mingi refuses without a second thought, feeling anxiety creep up inside of him and being powerless against it, his limbs paralyzed with fear. There's nothing he wants more than to run over to you and strike a conversation to hear your most likely angelic voice and be blessed by your beauty up close, but unfortunately for him, his body had another plan. "Hello there~ Did you guys need anything?"
"Oh yes! I think my friend here had something he wanted to ask you?" Said friend being Mingi, is ogling you and seems to have lost all of his brain cells. You're even more perfect than he imagined, your features are enhanced and the aura that surrounds you is enough to enlight his senses. The distance between you both is so short that he can smell your sweet, fruity perfume and it calms his nerves a little bit. "Umm yeah. Hi I'm Mingi."
"Y/N~" You say with a smile, waiting for him to continue with intrigue. With a sudden boost of confidence, Mingi speaks up in hopes to be rewarded for his effort. "You're absolutely gorgeous and seem nice so I'd like to take you out on a date sometime- if you want to of course! Would you mind if I gave you my number?"
❤️Jung Wooyoung❤️
"I don't mean to tell you how to do your job, but I think this step is wrong." Wooyoung speaks up with uncertainty in his voice, it looks like he doesn't want to offend you, which is not the case. You've been teaching him a choreography for a new dance cover and have been at it all day, somehow you're tiredness must have taken control over your body, because you're usually fully focused. "Yeah you're right sorry."
"No that's ok, don't worry about it. Hey do you need a break- or we can stop for the day?" He's genuinely so sweet, you're supposed to be the one taking care of him, but he's taken that part very seriously. Making sure you stay hydrated every once in a while, getting you some snacks in order for you to have enough energy, checking the time to make sure you take breaks over the span of a few hours and whenever there's a slightly sudden movement in the routine, he checks up on you through the mirror, making sure you didn't hurt yourself. "No need, all good- Well, do you want us to stop though?"
You turn around, facing away from your reflexion to look at the boy, only to find his concerned stare already on you, searching for any sign of discomfort through your features. "We can keep going for a bit, but let's finish up soon."
"Alright then, let's start from here." You press play on your phone, the music coming through the speakers and you immediately get to dancing, Wooyoung following suit.
He did notice how exhausted you look and it doesn't help that he 'accidentally' heard the conversation you had with your best friend over the phone while on your lunch pause. You were whispering, but he couldn't help being nosy as usual and found out that you've had a bad recent break up, barely sleeping and eating, your nerves hard to control at times.
For the rest of the day, he felt a foreign sentiment in the pit of his stomach, there's also a familiar anger. One thing he's sure of, it's that he wants to pay a visit to the person who hurt you this badly and do much worse to them. "Wooyoung? Hey, are you ok?"
You wave your hand in front of his face, heart beating rapidly because of fear and worry, he's been standing still for over a minute, eyes fixed on the floor and filled with an emotion you can't quite make out. "Wooyoung!"
You try to step back, as he suddenly grabs your wrist. You seen to have woken him up, out of his weird trance, but you end up almost bringing the both of you on the hard ground as a result. "Shit! Are you alright?"
You can't focus on any word he's saying, the muscular arm that's wrapped around your waist and the feeling of his strong fingers squeezing your hip making you feel a bit dizzy. "Y/N?"
You look up at the soft call of your name, liking the way it came out of his mouth. For the following moment, you just look into each other's eyes, no words needing to be said, until Wooyoung breaks the silence. "Can I kiss you?"
🧡Choi Jongho🧡
"Cut! Jongho you need to look into her eyes, got it?" Jongho nods his head in agreement, saying a soft 'understood' to further show his understanding, but from next to him you can easily make out the faint blush spreading from the tip of his nose, all the way to his ears and the side of his neck.
For this scene, his character has to gaze into your eyes while confessing and keep a confident front, but Jongho keeps failing, not being able to keep eye contact with you for more than a few seconds. "Don't be nervous, just look at me and you'll be fine."
You try reassuring him, ignorant to the fact that you just made him even more of a nervous wreck and no matter how much he wants to be able to calm down from the sound of your voice, he can't. The truth is that he's started to develop the biggest crush on you and it's the first time he can't hide his feelings.
Everybody knows how good of an actor Jongho is, ense the reason why the staff and even you, are pretty surprise at his lack of self-control. "Why don't you guys take a ten minutes break? Maybe, go over a few lines together."
"Thank you!" You bow to the director and grab your co-actor's hand, unconsciously interlacing your fingers and the boy follows without fussing. With no doubts, he cherishes the moment, especially as you're the one who initiated the skin contact. Although he knows there isn't any another motive behind it, other than bringing him with you to a specific destination.
You find a quiet and slightly closed space, in hopes to make him feel more comfortable, but he actually appears to have the opposite reaction. Having for mission to keep a big distance between you two, Jongho almost rams into the wall behind him when you step forward to start a conversation.
His heart aches the moment he has a glimpse of the hurt expression on your face, you're quick to mask it, but it's already too late. You glance at him through your lashes when you hear a deep sigh coming out of him, followed by a nervous laugh with a hint of pain in it.
You watch curiously as he runs his hands over his face and he straight up looks at you without flinching away this time. "I like you. I did for a while now, but it's too much for me to keep hiding my feeling anymore."
"Wow you did it! I knew you could, but you know that's not exactly your line right? You're supposed-" He gasps like a fish out of water, trying to comprehend the situation. Only to painfully realise that you thought this was him acting and he suddenly feels like throwing himself off a building. "N- No wait that's not- I wasn't practicing.."
"Oh.." You immediately shut your rambling mouth, confused more than anything, but eventually, grasping the seriousness in his demeanor and hoping to make the poor guy's life a little easier, you speak up. And he's almost on the verge of imploding at the time your voice rings in his awaiting ears. "Well then, you probably wouldn't mind practicing the kiss scene?"
Warnings : Slight mention of child mistreatment, cursing
Summary : Born to lead people, from the moment he met the seven disturbed young man, he never let them down. The one they rely on the most, Hongjoong pushes his own feelings and problems aside. He's busy, has so much to take care of that he often is in a rush. Is saving up some money to go to college, he wants to study fashion. Babysits in his free time and even teaches himself about music composition. Can't remember what it feels like to be taken care of, to let his guard down, until he meets you, the pretty girl that caught his eye.
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You just finished making a post on your social medias about needing a babysitter for your little brother, you're in serious need of someone to watch him while you work and there's none of your relatives or friends, no one you possibly know that can.
He was young enough to go to nursery school last year and it was really close to your workplace, so there was no problem with your schedule and having him taken care of at all times, but this year he's starting kidergarten and your hours at work changed. The elementry school he'll go to is quite far and it finishes early, he'd get home an hour and a half before you.
His sitter would need to get him from school and walk him home, stay for an hour or two depending if your work a bit later then planned. At first you were against the idea, but after finding no other solution, you gave in.
You don't want just anyone doing it either, you'll interview them and make sure they are trusty enough and mature. You're even ready to have them go through a trial first, you'll evaluate their competence while they interact with him and you'll ask for your brother's aproval as well, wanting to make sure he's comfortable with the person before hiring them. It'll take as long as it needs to find the right person, you want the best for Kyong.
You became his legal guardian as soon as you could, getting a job before graduating and saving up some money, looking for a place to live and filling paperwork in advance, just so when you turned eighteen you could immediately leave. You went to court and with the proves they had against your mother and seeing how determined to take care of him you were, they officially declared you his legal guardian.
Your mom didn't care, she didn't even fight for her rights, not that it would've changed anything, but it just showed how much she didn't deserve to keep her kid. Growing up, you didn't have the love of your parents, they never showed you any sign of affection, gave you what you needed to survive and told you to not complain and you never did. You were happy enough to be able to go to school and escape the reality of what went inside your home.
Your dad left your mom after she cheated on him, he didn't want to take care of you on his own so your mom was left with you, but she didn't want to keep you either. You were only seven when it all happened, you watched and heard them scream at each other, insults that you shouldn't have known the meaning of at that age and a situation no good parents should put their kids through.
You had to learn with time, that locking yourself into your room and muffling the noises with your pillow was the best option. One night you came home from a friends house to find them arguing again, but it was the last time. Your dad already had packed all his belongings in his car and was announcing to your mom that he was leaving her, because he found out she slept with his cousin.
She kept denying it over and over again, until the realisation hit her, that he wouldn't come back and it was really happening. At that moment, it's like something went off into her brain and she lost it. She started throwing any object in sight at him and even going as far as running outside and hitting your dad's windshield with an outdoor light that was placed in the dirt.
All the yelling allerted some neighbors and they called the cops. It resulted in them going back the exact way they came from, after your mother told them it was a misunderstanding. She made them come inside the house, showed them everything was fine. Luckily for her, she finished cleaning up the mess before they arrived, with your help.
They also questionned you, only getting lies in return. Obviously you had been threatened to be punished if you said a word, but you were too shocked and scared anyways, too young. It made you shut up.
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"Kyongie! Are you ready yet? I told Seojin's mom you'll be there at 7!" You wait for the small boy to finish getting ready after he confirmed he could do it on his own, he's confident in being 'big enough to not need your help all the time now', it's what he said, but it's taking longer then expected. You'll wait for him though, leaving him the chance to try, unless he changes his mind.
You're lucky to have him, he has been your only source of hope since he came in your life. It's like he appeared right when you needed it the most, when you were about to give up. He's your little angel, you'd give up everything just for him.
"I'm ready!!" The sound of small feet hitting the floor coming closer makes you break into a smile. Kyong proudly shows off the outfit he picked himself and put on without any help. It isn't matching quite perfectly, but for his age it isn't bad at all. You gasp exaggeratedly, praising him while clapping your hands. "Wow you're such a big boy now, look at you!"
You ruffle his hair tell him to put on his shoes before leaving, watching him with adoration. That little boy deserves the world, you wish you could give him so much more. "Let's go mama!"
He started calling you that a long time ago and you're actually glad he does. You told him that he isn't yours because he was too young to remember his real mom, but after a while the nickname just stuck with him. He had to know, there was no way you'd pretend to be and then announce that you weren't when he was older.
Your heart clenches sometimes when he asks about her, wondering if she loved him or if he could see her one day. You made it clear that it was impossible for him to meet her for now, but maybe in the future. You'd need to contact her first and require for her to be sober, you would have to be strict and not accept her bullshit.
Taking the small child's hand, you open the door and close it behind you, locking it before making your way to the car. He has a bright expression on his face, happily hopping next to you and you chuckle breathily seeing him so positive. "You are my sunshine~ My only sunshine! You make me happy~"
He sings next to you and you quickly join him. It's the song you started to sing to him shortly after his birth, it reflects your thoughts a bit and everytime he cried or he was angry, it always soothed him. You unlock the car and make him hop in, buckling him up before going to sit in the driver's seat. "Let's go sweet boy~"
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After having dropped off Kyong at Seojin's house, your friends called you to join them at the coffee shop near your location so you agreed to it, but only for a short time. You need to get to work in about forty-five minutes, a eight hours long day ahead of you and you're already looking forward for it to be over. You finish at 4 pm, then it'll be the time to go get your brother from at his friend's.
Seojin's mother was more than kind enough, agreeing to watch him for a few days until you find someone else. You were so grateful that you almost cried, you're really anxious about everything. Your situation isn't the best, but luckily a lot of people help you and you know you aren't alone.
"Well hello there gorgeous~" Sana calls you loudly the exact moment you enter the small shop making some head turn, you avoid people's stare while walking to their table, feeling a bit embarrassed. "You guys are so embarrassing I swear!"
"You're just too reserved, the world needs to know how wonderful you are babe." Dahyun says before squishing your cheeks and making your lips pucker, she coos at you. "Aww you're so cute I could kiss you!"
"Yeah you know what? I'd prefer if you didn't." You tell her after successfully swating her hand away, playfully winking at her. You sit next to Mina, she's on the side of the window so you're next to the aisle way and the two others are sitting in the opposite seats. A conversation is initiated by one of the girls and you join in when there is something to add.
You don't say much for about twenty minutes, listening more than anything else, that's what you prefer to do anyways. While the girls are busy talking, they don't notice the boy entering the place in a rush, sweaty and looking like he's about to pass out from stress. No one seems to pay him any mind, but you personally can't take your eyes away from his interesting and beautiful features.
Even with his hair all messy, bags under his eyes, he looks breathtaking. You pretend to be still interested in the conversation, laughing at some of the things they say and speaking when they ask a question, but you subtly glance from time to time at the table next to yours.
The stranger takes his laptop out of his bag, struggling with how much in a hurry he is and when it's placed safely on top of the table, he quickly turns it on. A server comes to take his order and he asks for a large cup of coffee, which is a wise choice in your opinion from the look of exhaustion plastered on his face.
"Y/N! Hey! You were out of it for a second, you good?" Sana waves her hand in front of your eyes, bringing your focus back to them. You nod your head, clearing your throat before answering. "Yes I'm fine sorry, I was just thinking of what to make for dinner, Kyong didn't give me any suggestion today."
They smile at you, wearing a weird expression on their face and you furrow your brows in confusion, waiting for them to explain. You signal for one of the girls to start speaking when they only silently watch you and finally Mina opens her mouth. "It's sweet that you care so much about your little brother and all but I think you'll be late if you don't leave now."
"Oh shit-" You say your goodbyes in a flash and scurry out of the door, doing your best to avoid running into the few people who are coming inside. While on your race against time, a few curses are thrown your way and they go right past your ears. You much prefer to ignore being insulted for something you have no control over, instead focusing on getting at your job in time and not be fired.
You parked your car a bit further away from the shop since the ones closer were all taken, so you're losing more time by having to cross the streets. Cars are passing and people crowding the sidewalk, preventing you to reach your transport for longer than you would've hoped.
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"30 seconds late and I get scolded! Seriously, I know it's my fault, but still!" You whisper yell to your coworker with a frown on your face the moment your boss is back in her office, a pout threatening to take over your features. Felix mercilessly laugh at your misfortune and you somehow don't feel so sad anymore, annoyance replacing it instead. "Why are you so mean Lix?"
"Because I can." He doesn't even glance at you once, seeming too entertained by the food in front of him and you huff in displeasure, hating it the most when people ignore you. After the failed attempt to get through the cold hearted boy, you put all of your efforts into your tasks. The whole day, all you did was cook and get yelled at by the chef to hurry up with the orders. You took your lunch break of course, but it's as if you didn't.
Almost every day you're standing and moving around like crazy, it basically replaces doing cardio. When you're done, just like always, you can't wait to get home and take a nice lukewarm shower. As disgusting as it sounds, there is a layer of sweat and grease covering your skin, working in a place where the ovens and hot plates are diffusing unbearable warmth, it's impossible to avoid.
"Bye Felix! See you tomorrow~" Knowing he hates showing affection to anyone other than his friends, you enjoy teasing him as much as he likes making you feel like shit. You watch as he glares at you with a smirk on your face, subtly showing him your middle finger so no one else in the restaurant sees and he mouths 'fuck you'. It's barely noticeable, but you manage to catch it, it is followed by a scoff and a smile appearing at the corner of his lips.
While leaving, with one last glance behind you, you can only see that Felix covered up his smile with a stone-faced expression. It results in you rolling your eyes in despair, wondering if it's even worth all of your efforts and time. Shit it was so close this time! He's one hard headed motherfucker.
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You drive to the supermarket before going to get Kyong, you only need to buy a few items for tonight's dinner and still have some time left till 4h30. You had the whole day to think about which meal you could possibly cook and the best idea that for sure will be loved by your little boy, is lasagna.
The store's pretty empty, aside from the few people working and the very rare customers. The big vacant space and the quiet surroundings are something you didn't know you needed after a long agitated day at work.
Humming to yourself, controling the cart in front of you faster than you though, it results in a pretty violent crash into someone. You hear the yelp that comes out of his mouth before his body collapse to the floor by the force. Immediately, you gasp in shock and apologize endlessly. "Oh fuc- I'm so sorry, are you ok?"
"Yeah- I'm good.. I think." He sighs as you help him up, the bottle of alcohol that was once safe in his hands, now broken, spilling the liquid all over the surface under him and his clothes. "Shit! I'll pay for that, it was totally my fault. Are you sure you're alright, I swear I didn't see you! I'm so-"
"Hey~ Hey~ I'm fine, It's all good. It was an accident, what about you? Are you good?" You blink, eyes fixed on him, you remain speechless. The same guy from the coffee shop! And he's worrying about you when you literally rammed the damn cart into him and almost sent him to his grave? "I- Ehh yeah, of course I'm ok!"
You nod dumbly and he smiles at the expression on your face. "It almost looks like you were the one who was hit, you can breathe you know. I promise I won't have any sequel from this, is that making you feel any better~"
He playfully says and you laugh in relief, for a second you had though a man was going to be sent to the hospital because of you. "Y-yeah sorry, is there any way I can make it up to you?"
"No that's not necessary, you don't owe me anything. Things like this happens, I know it wasn't your fault." His smile almost blinds you, it's only subtle on his pretty rosy lips, but it's enough to have your heart skip a beat. "Well then at least let me repay you for the broken bottle please, or It'll stay stuck in my mind."
"Well maybe I would prefer if you wouldn't forget this moment, I know I won't." With that, the beautiful stranger diseapears from your sight, but not without sending a last sweet grin your way.
You stay unmoving for the next minute, breathless from the weirdest but also most interesting encounter you've had in a while, especially with the most beautiful human being you've ever seen. Shit you didn't ask for his name.
"Excuse me, could you move back just a litlle bit?" One of the store's employees arriving with a mop and some other cleaning supplies, says. Apparently, you didn't realise you were so close to the spilt drink and have been here for longer than you thought, because the boy you bumped into, already had the time to warn someone of the small accident. "Yes of course, sorry!"
You make your way to the checkout after finding everything you need, not forgetting to add cotton candy ice cream for dessert in your cart, it's yours and your brother's favorite flavor. It's like a ritual that you two have, to eat it once every week while watching a movie before tucking him into bed.
"Thank you, have a nice evening!" You receive a cheerful reply by the cashier and then you're out of there. The paper bag is in one of your arms and with the other you struggle a bit to get your car keys out of your bag, but still can't find them. Cheking the time on your phone, it pushes you to search more frantically and with more efforts you manage to feel the cold metal on the tip of your fingers and tug the set of keys out. "Fucking finally!"
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"I apologize for not being on time, a small incident happened at the store. I promise it won't happen again!" Seorin reassuringly laughs at your panicked state, waving her hands in front of your agitated ones to get you to keep them still. Once your wrists are secure in between her soft motherly fingers, she smiles in hopes of soothing you, speaking with an appeasing tone of voice like a woman would do to her child. "Shh~ shh~ It's fine sweetheart, don't fret your pretty head about it. I understand and what's a few minutes late, I wouldn't mind even if you would've arrived hours later, Kyong's a real angel."
"Thanks.. Yeah! Yes, he really is." You smile brightly, tears burning the back of your eyes. The feeling of someone caring for you like a mother, being absolutely foreign to you, so much that you can't help but long for more, but you're moslty proud that someone sees how much good there is in your little boy. "You know Y/N, you really are raising him well. You're doing so good, he's lucky to have you."
And that's what does it, waterfalls endlessly streaming down your eyes, chocking on the sobs you're desperately trying to keep inside. The next moment you're being embraced by warmth, it's unfamiliar yet so comforting, you wished it wouldn't end. "There, there~ How about a nice warm cup of coffee mmh? You and Kyong could stay for dinner too!"
She rubs your back until your cries die down completely, stepping away from you to let you take a few deep shaky breaths. "Now you wanna come inside sweetie?"
You nod your head weakly, not trusting your voice right now to speak. She leads you to the kitchen in silence, letting you come down from the small break down you just experienced. You don't even know what got into you, never having expected to burst out like that. "Here, you should clean your face up a bit while I go get the boys upstairs. Bathroom's the second door to your right in the hallway if you need to go."
She hands you a warm dampened washcloth, winking at you playfully to get a smile out of you and succeeds in doing so. You watch as she follows through with her words, disappearing up the stairs. You reluctantly stand up to make your way to the bathroom, hurrying so Kyong won't see you in your currant state.
"Oh shit! I hope that's not how I looked earlier at the store..." You mumble to yourself after seeing the result of your sweat and tears. Mascara staining your cheeks despites the label indicating it's waterproof, at least it was supposed to be. Your hair's messy and it looks like you went through a battle with a wild animal.
"Mama! Mama?" Hearing the small voice of your sweet boy calling for you brings back light into your eyes. Quickly, you finish wiping your face and tie your hair in a messy bun, exiting the room in a hurry to meet him.
"My little sunshine!" His head whips around at the sound of your voice, a grin plastered onto his cute features. He runs as fast as his short legs let him and jumps into your arms full of excitement. "I missed you so much ma!"
"Me too Kyongie! How was your day, you were a big boy?" You raise your brows in wonder, showing him that you're waiting for his answer even though you already know he behaved well. "I was good and I didn't cry once!"
"No way! Not even once? Where is Kyong, what have you done to him?" You put the small boy down, squatting next to him, pretending to look around at his research. "I'm right here, it's me! It's true I didn't cry!"
He takes your face between his tiny hands so your attention is on him. His eyes are opened wide and he speaks with certainty, as if he was trying to persuade you that it was in fact him. "Ok, ok. I believe you!"
You chuckle at his relieved expression, he seems incredibly glad that you trust his words and gives you a peck on the cheek. You copy the gesture and in return, his small arms wrap around your neck and he clings to you like a koala, not planning on letting go. "Can we go home now?"
"We will, but first, Seorin suggested that we stay for dinner, is that something you would like?" You always feel the need to ask for his opinion, because you would hate yourself if you pushed him to do something he didn't want.
And good thing you did, because the timid shake of his head is all you need from him. You thank the kind woman for all of her help and you're on your way home, saying your goodbyes beforehand. "Bye and thank you again!"
》Part 2《
Leave a comment if you want to be tagged in the other parts of the whole fever series ;)
heyyy...could you please make ateez having crush on you? aaaand you are songwriter at KQ too....thank uuuuuu
Thank you for asking! I hope you'll like it even though I didn't make it the exact way you wanted and it took me an eternity to write, really sorry about that. :(. I wrote a different job for each member, because I felt it might be more entertaining that way. <3
⌛Ateez Hyung line having a crush on you⌛
💖Park Seonghwa💖
"Park Seonghwa." You call your next patient's name, standing while holding the door separating the offices and the waiting room. You analyze his every actions and movements, like the boy's eyes widening slightly at the sound of your voice, the pathetic non subtle attempt at taking a shaky breath in hopes to slow his sudden rapid heartbeat, his hands and legs trembling as he stands up and the corner of his lips he can't seem to control that are starting to form a smile.
"Hello Dr. L/N!" You nod with a smile and gesture for him to follow as usual, scoffing under your breath in amusement, the excitement you could hear in those 3 words and the higher tone of voice he used, added to his reddening cheeks and averting eyes, this man really can't keep his emotions from showing.
You position yourself at the entrance of your office, gesturing for Seonghwa to enter. "Please take a seat and we'll get started."
The boy obeys immediately, maybe a bit too fast in your perspective, but letting this slide as well, you sit behind your desk and proceed to ask him a few personal questions. "So tell me Mr. Park, what is the reason of your urgency?"
"My what?" He asks, his voice almost a whisper and wearing a confused expression, waiting for your possible explanation. "Yes, you called my secretary and asked to get the closest appointment disponible.. or was that not the case?"
"No- I mean yes.. It's because of headaches, I get them everyday and I can't focus on practice anymore when it gets to intense." He lets out frustrated, clearly it has been affecting him for a while. "Any other symptoms?"
"Umm- no, I don't think so." You nod and type a few informations in your computer. While being occupied, you can still see the way the boy bounces his legs in nervousness and the way he can't seem to loosen up. "Are you sleeping enough, eating well, hydrating?"
"Well, sometimes?" At that, you give him back your full attention, concerned about his wellbeing. "Sometimes? What is sometimes? How many hours of sleep do you generally get, do you eat all of your meals and what kind of food, how many glass of water per day?"
"I'd say.. 4 hours per nights, sometimes more or less. I drink whenever I can, which I believe is not enough and every time I eat I feel sick, so I eat one meal, sometimes 2 and it's mostly ordered." You know he's an idol and you came to the conclusion that he was working really hard and it must be complicated, but you had no idea it was that bad. "Alright, you'll have to get a blood test and when I'll receive the results I will immediately send you a prescription for the supplements you need. I believe you are malnourished and you lack a whole lot of sleep."
He nods and sighs, feeling a bit helpless at his situation, it's almost impossible to stay completely healthy when there's a comeback and on top of that the group received death treats.
"You must know this already but, you really need to eat all of your meals and try to eat healthily, you need to sleep to regenerate your body and drink more water in order to function better. You might only be experiencing headaches now, but if this keeps on going at long term, there could be a lot of negative repercussions."
"I will, thanks miss!" He says with a blush coating his cheeks, slowly coming to realisation of the word he used. "You don't have to call me miss you know? Y/N will be just fine, if that's alright with you of course."
"No no no- I mean yes of course! It's totally fine- sorry.." He abruptly shuts his mouth because of the amused look you give him, never having felt more embarrassed in his life. "No worries Seonghwa, just make sure to keep this a secret between the two of us, I'm not supposed to get so 'friendly' with a patient and my colleagues wouldn't appreciate that I'm being so unprofessional."
All you receive is a flustered nod from the other and the sight infront of you is priceless. Seonghwa looks breathless and his whole face, neck and ears seems to have turned red, his lips are restrained by his teeth and it looks like they are about to rip from the pressure, in short, the boy looks like he is about to burst. "Seonghwa."
"Mmh?" He looks at you dumbly, as if his brain had just stopped working and he turned stupid. You scoff in disbelief, but mostly because you find him adorable for behaving like you are some kind of goddess. "You can breathe sweetheart."
And with that his whole chest deflates, as he lets out the breath he was holding.
💙Kim Hongjoong💙
Being a teacher always has been your dream job, and for the last few months that dream became a reality, but you wonder now if you might have made a mistake.
Everything that comes with teaching, other than educating people on your favorite subject, is actual crap. Even though you have considered unimaginable scenarios while trying to prepare yourself to this world, it is nothing like what you imagined.
You wanted to quit after weeks of feeling absolutely miserable, but something-no, someone held you back. Hongjoong. That cute boy in one of your class who always pays attention and participates as much as humanly possible.
While the others always treat you like shit, being disrespectful and making disgusting comments that affect you more than you thought they would, Hongjoong stands up for you. He shuts them up real quick which you think is really sweet, but he's your student and it can be nothing more than that. Your delusional self will need to forget about that perfect man and move on.
"Alright guys remember about what we covered for the last two weeks, most of it will be in the exam. Have a good day!" Your students, although disrespectful most of time, salute you on their way out when they feel like being polite, which in your opinion is somewhat even worst. Because you know they know that they make you feel worthless, but they only care about themselves and their image.
"Excuse me miss?" There it is again, that smooth, angelic, soothing and irresistible voice calling for you. Trying to calm the untamable beating of your heart and put on the mask of a teacher who's totally not head over heals for her student, you answer the boy with a charming but neutral nevertheless tone of voice. "Yes Hongjoong what is it?"
"Could I speak to you for a second.. like privately?" He adds the last two words in reason of the numerous students walking around the corridor, you also don't fail to notice him looking quite uncomfortable and proceed to leave the door ajar, to not cause any misunderstanding..
"I just have a certain, uhh.. I need to tell you.. something." He fidgets endlessly which makes you even more nervous, but you remain calm as your 'student' needs you. "Of course what is it, you can tell me anything."
"I.. just kind of like you, like a lot." He throws the confession at you and acts like he's the one in shock, gasping with his eyes full of what resemble fear and hands coming up to hide his gapping mouth. You on the other side, stop breathing completely. "W-what?"
Then you know it wasn't the reaction he was hoping for, because panic settles in his already overwhelmed with emotions' body and mind. "Oh no- please I'm sorry! Could you please maybe forget I ever said that? I don't- it was a lie! Yes I lied-"
"Oh my- you did nothing wrong, no need to panic, just take a deep breath babyboy. " At the beginning of your sentence, you watched as his body relaxed and he started to regain control of himself, but after that you lost the poor boy. "B-babyboy?"
You didn't mean to call him that, but you don't regret it after seeing his reaction. You try to hide your laugh behind a cough, but he catches it quickly. "Are you laughing at me? Was that a joke?"
He looks so heartbroken that it sends a sharp pain through yours, an adorable pout makes its way onto his face without his knowledge, small unshed tears gather at the corner of his eyes and his eyebrows furrow in sadness, making his forehead slightly scrunch up. The poor baby looks way too cute when he's sad, and you shouldn't think so. "No don't cry, it wasn't a joke! I didn't mean for it to slip out like that, but if you don't dislike the nickname..."
"Really?" You have to stop yourself with everything you have right now, to not hug the life out of this precious little human. Fortunately, it seems that luck is on your side today, and the boy is the one reaching out for you. "Umm, would it be ok if I hugged you?"
"Come here." And of course you can't resist, squeezing the boy in your arms in a tight hug and he melts against you, his hands gripping the back of your shirt in fear you'll let go.
💛Jeong Yunho💛
"Hello! Is anyone here?" You hear a deep, masculine voice call out for someone and you hurry to put the tiny kitten your holding in its cage with her siblings. "Yes I'm coming, just a second!"
"Oh there's no need to rush, please take your time." The man kindly responds and you smile at the gentleness in his tone, hurrying your task despite not having to. You don't want to make the boy wait when you have the time for him immediately.
You enter the main entrance with hurry and enthusiasm for a potential new customer, more then ready to greet the person waiting in the room, but your usual joyful speech is cut short when you are met with who you think, is the most handsome man you ever saw. "Welcome to the shelter... Umm I'm Y/N, how can I help you sir."
You gulp unintentionally, all of the confidence you usually have for other animal lovers like you is thrown out of the window from the moment your eyes meets. His smile is as bright as the sun and you swear you can see twinkles in his beautiful brown eyes, his aura gives off positivity and pure happiness and it makes you smile unknowingly. "Hi I'm Yunho, I'm looking to adopt a dog."
"Oh right- of course, we have a few little treasures at the moment! Would you like to meet them?" You ask in hopes that he would agree and end up taking one of the unfortunate pups currently residing in cages after being abandoned. "Yes! I'd love too."
Your heart flutters at the sight of his beauty and sincerity, showing off all of his perfect white teeth, eyes squinting slightly, giving him such a cute appearance. "You can follow me! I'm sure they'll be really excited to spend some time with you."
"I'm excited too. I've thought about this for a long time and I already bought everything necessary, bed, food bowls, toys, food, treats, blanket and- maybe a little too much actually." Yeah, excitement is clear in his tone and you can't fight the grin from appearing on your face. "I'm really glad to hear that. A lot of people who come to adopt some of our animals don't seem to care much."
"Really? Who wouldn't be looking forward to this? I mean especially if they come here in the first place." You're shocked for a second, the more he speaks and the more you are pleased by his kindness. He seems like a gentle and caring person, exactly the type of person a pet needs. "Right! That's what I thought, they don't deserve to adopt one of them if they act like that."
You turn to him slightly while opening the door to the dogs' room, both exchanging an interesting glance and you blush slightly at the way he carefully watches you. You wonder if he has been looking at during your whole small conversation and if he did, you hope you didn't do anything embarrassing. "We're here."
Your voice his small and you silently curse yourself for appearing so shy and nervous in front of someone you just met. You proceed to open the first cage, letting the 1 year old corgi out and introducing him to Yunho. " This is Pudding, he's a pretty active little guy, cuddly and he listens well to the instructions he's given. On the day he was brought here, he whined and didn't wanna come out of his cage for days after, he was so sad. Poor baby."
"I can't imagine abandoning a small being like that, they must go through so much pain." The pained expression he wears now, confirms his thoughts and you try to brighten the mood up a bit. "Fortunately, there are some amazing people who come here to save them."
Yunho giggles, knowing the intentions behind your words and appreciating your efforts to make his visit as pleasant as possible. "Well, there's also the kind and beautiful girl who takes care of them during their stay."
Your mouth hangs open in surprise, heat rising to your cheeks and you can't help but hide your face behind your hand in hopes that your heart will slow down. Yunho chuckles and the sound sends shivers through your whole body, he keeps getting more and more attractive and you don't know how to act anymore. "W-would you like to meet Rocky now?"
"Mmh I don't know, I think Pudding and I are already inseparable." He pets the dog who has fallen asleep in his laps and you can't help but let out a small laugh, happy for the puppy to have found his new family. "Really?"
"Yup, he's my little buddy now, if that's alright of course." He scratches behind the animal's ear and looks at him dearly, you know at that moment that Yunho is perfect for Pudding. He's going to be loved and cared for like never before and you just have a feeling that he will never be sad again. "Thank you, I'm really happy for you both. All that's left is some paperwork to fill and you'll be able to take Pudding home."
You both make your way out and back into the lobby, Yunho holds the still sleeping dog in his arms and walks carefully not to wake him. You take out a small folder with a few pages document he has to fill and you wait patiently while he writes down the informations needed.
"All done!" He exclaims, keeping his voice low so he doesn't startle the small baby asleep against him, he grins at you but it disappears almost instantly, a nervous expression replacing it instead. "Will I see you again?"
"You mean here at the shelter?" You ask hoping that he wants to see you for another reason than regarding his newfound friend, you don't want to sound like a fool if you answer his question after reading his intentions wrong. He laughs, this time it's so quiet and breathy that you almost don't catch it. "No, I mean... Can I have your number or something? I want to see you again, like to get to know you- if you want to of course, if you don't, I'll respect your decision."
You hesitate, only for a second, not because you don't want to, you would without even having to think about it, but you're at work and you shouldn't be fraternizing with a client. You quickly decide that it's worth giving it a shot and if you get in trouble, you'll deal with it then. You write your number on top of the folder containing Pudding's birth certificate and other important papers and hand it to him, feeling giddy and nervous. "I'd want that too."
You both exchange one last smile and Yunho leaves with the promise of contacting you as soon as he can. You're already looking forward to seeing him again. "See you Y/N!"
💜Kang Yeosang💜
You were working as a staff member at KQ, mostly assisting everyone you could with their jobs and making their lives just a bit easier. When they found out that you have a degree in kinesiology and worked at a gym for some time, they proposed that you become a personal trainer to some of the members.
One of them being Kang Yeosang, the prettiest human you've ever laid eyes on, ateez's precious and sweet baby who is loved and recognize for his cuteness, is groaning and huffing as he works out only a few meters away from you.
You make eye contact every once in a while through the mirror and you try to make it look like you weren't just checking him out, clearing your throat and nodding before taking some notes on your pad, but deep down you know he must be aware. "I think if you move your arms a bit more sideways it'll be safer. Wouldn't want you to strain a muscle."
"Like this?" He proceeds to do as instructed and you nod with a smile, letting him continue on his own. Truth be told, Yeosang doesn't really need a trainer, but he insisted that you at least stay and watch him so you can take notes on the mistakes and help him improve.
You should keep it professional and not make him uncomfortable, but everytime he goes back to his exercises, you can swear you can see a smirk appear on his face. As if he is teasing you and enjoying your reactions, it's only adding fuel to the creeping fire in your stomach.
His muscles are bulging, almost threatening to rip his shirt with how tight it became since he started an hour ago, a big proof of his efforts. The veins on his arms and hands, a result from all the weight lifting and it's attracting your eyes like a magnet. The sweat coating his skin and making his hair stick to his forehead doesn't make him look bad in the slightest, actually it's the first time that you aren't disgusted by someone else's sweaty figure and you can't help the way your body responds to the man, who is now walking towards your smaller form and towering over you.
You don't know if you were right to agree and take the job, because in this very moment, having to be so close to him is leaving you breathless and you're scared you'll end up reacting in a way that'll make him hate you. He's searching for your eyes, trying to get your attention, but you're so deeply lost in your thoughts that you almost gasp at the feeling of his fingers on your chin. He lifts your head so you meet his gaze and arches one of his eyebrows in what you think is a mix of amusement and interest. "So did you enjoy the show?"
"W-what- are you- you're.. I. I didn't!" You can barely breathe as his overpowering aura engulfs you and it overwhelms you to the point you can't form a whole sentence. His reaction to your response is what makes you break and you try to get away from his grasp, but he only grabs you face more forcefully this time and backs you against the wall behind, almost pressing his whole body against yours. "Now I didn't take you for liar little one."
You accept your fate, his eyes boring into yours and he looks like he's about to devour you. His expression changes from lust to concern in a matter of seconds when you start to tear up, maybe from embarrassment or because everything is too much at the same time, you have no idea. "Are you ok, do you want me to stop?"
You shake your head, but a tear falls followed by your lower lip starting to tremble. Yeosang takes it as a clue to stop even though you say otherwise. He slowly releases your jaw and backs away only enough to give you some space. "Did I hurt you or scare you?"
You reassure him by shaking your head once more, reaching for his hand without realising, only to stop mid air when you do. He notices immediately and smiles sweetly at you, bending to your height slightly before he takes you in his arms, holding you close to his body. "You can touch me if you want, it's ok sweet baby."
"Now do you wanna tell me why you were crying mmh?" He asks gently, not to make you cry again and you try to regain some control over your body, taking a deep breath and thanking Yeosang for being so patient and understanding. "I.. don't know, just felt, like too much."
Hearing your words Yeosang is in dilemma, between squishing you to death from finding you so adorable or kissing you till you can't breathe anymore, but since he doesn't want to overwhelm you again he opts for a more self restrained option. "Can I kiss you?"
You barely have time to nod before his lips are on yours, the gentleness in his touch makes you relax against his chest in less then a few seconds. Your hands reaching up to tug the hair at the back of his nape which results in a deep moan coming out of his throat and you shiver at the sound. Just before it escalates, he slowly parts from you and you both can't help but smile. He pecks your lips a few times before confessing. "You don't know for how long I've been wanting to kiss you."
⏳Ateez's reaction to a member and their crush/girlfriend⏳
Warnings : Cursing, suggestive, slight smut
💖Park Seonghwa💖
Seonghwa smiles at you from the other side of the room every now and then, eyes uncontrollably trailing up and down your body when you aren't looking, biting his bottom lip. What he doesn't notice though, being too focused on you, is the members giving him funny looks.
"What kind of Kdrama is that-" They whisper to each other and snicker in amusement while watching the situation unroll. Seonghwa finally realises they caught him when Wooyoung laughs squeakily, a bit too loudly. He turns around to find them all huddled together, eyes fixated on him and stopping everything immediately.
"What?" He asks, voice full of disinterest, not feeling embarrassed one bit. The others though are shocked to see him acting so unbothered, clearly having expected for him to show the slightest sign of discomfort. Yeosang speaks up first, seeing that none of them would anytime soon. "Why are you looking at her so intensely? No offense but you kinda look like a creep dude."
Seonghwa gasps at the accusation, trying to smack the back of the boy's head, but getting stopped by a protective Hongjoong. Instead of succeeding, he receives a slap on his ass and instantly glares at a winking San. "Fuck you all! T-that's- I don't really look creepy right?"
"Umm, no no-" Yunho quickly tries to reassure him, the sweet boy he is not wanting his hyung to be hurt, but he's quickly cut off. "Yes you do! It's so embarrassing just to watch honnestly."
Jongho confesses with a whiny voice, he hates having to see them all act that way, feeling goosebumps rise on his skin everytime. Mingi hits him in the side with his elbow, hoping to make him shut up. "I mean- It's ok maybe she's into that.. she.. seems to.."
The youngest's eyes move around to get one of them to help him, but Hongjoong just signals for him to cut it off. Seonghwa seems sad now, head down and playing with his fingers. "You didn't look weird hyung, it's fine really! Those little bitches just don't know how to flirt and make a girl wet. I'm sure she's clenching her tighs together right now imagini-"
Yunho claps his hand over San's mouth to stop him from talking any more. They all look around to make sure no one heard before making eye contact with each other and bursting in a fit of laugher.
💙Kim Hongjoong💙
Hongjoong writes lyrics about you and somehow he let the secret notebook full of them lay on the kitchen table, the curiosity of his members being a disadvantage to the poor leader. He was too exhausted to realise he forgot it there and went to sleep.
Jongho's the one who finds it and he isn't really the type to be noisy, the complete opposite actually, but his curiousity got the best of him this time. He reads every word and with every passing seconds, his cheeks become a deeper shade of red.
He's caught red handed by Wooyoung and San, just the people who he shouldn't show it to. It only takes a few whiny complains from the two and Jongho puts the book in their hands. Bad idea, because once they're halfway through, immediately they shout the owner's name. "Hongjoong-ah~ Come see what I found, you won't believe it!"
The boys giggle and poke each other with their elbows, making fun of their leader together, but of course not in a bad way. "Yah who the hell's disturbing my precious sleep!"
The smaller boy screams, eyes half opened and hair messy, definitely looking like he just got woken up from a way too short nap. He glares at the guilty ones, cursing with his eyes. The rest of the team joins the four full of confusion. "What's happening here?"
The mom of the group asks with a bit of concern, having seen Hongjoong grumpily get out of his comfy bed to come see the loud men. "Oh- Seonghwa look! look!"
San pushes the notebook in his chest, but Seonghwa can't even react with how fast Hongjoong rips it out of his hands and tries to make a run for it. Unfortunately, Wooyoung holds him back and the others help without knowing the reason. "Hongjoong here has a crush on-"
"On Y/N yes so what! You didn't have the right to go through my stuff like that!" He angrily shouts, feeling like they didn't respect his personal space by doing that. The three quickly apologies to their older friend. "We're so sorry it won't happen, promise!"
Hongjoong nods, accepting their apologies, even letting Wooyoung hug him. San and Jongho stay a bit more behind feeling bad, but Hongjoong reassures them saying that it's ok as long as it doesn't happen in the future. Yeosang speaks up this time, with a teasing voice. "So you're in love huh captain~"
💛Jeong yunho💛
[You can read this if you want, it's the prequel to this reaction]
Yunho takes his jacket off when he enters his dorm, walking into the kitchen to find the other members who came home a few hours before him. They're chatting loudly, each having a task at hand, preparing a late dinner together. "Yunho you're back! So what happened, who was it?"
"Was she pretty?" The four youngests bombard him with questions and push each other to get to the tall boy while the three oldests watch them being chaotic. Yunho laughs at the change of atmosphere from earlier, there was a lot more people present today at the shoot, but somehow the boys manage to be louder and more agitated. "Everything went perfectly."
"Actually... It was more than perfect~" The seven boys look between one another to Yunho full of curiosity, they all can see the look in his eyes that they've never seen before and the way he speaks makes it even more suspicious. "Ok man you gotta spit it out now! What the hell happened for you to look like a complete lovestruck hoe!"
"Wooyoung!" Seonghwa scolds the smaller boy, scoffing and shaking his head at his choice of words while some of rest snicker and join on teasing the giant puppy as well. "Big softie here probably couldn't even look at her in the eyes pft- Ahhh!"
San finds himself on the floor after Yunho shoved him down the chair, smirking at him with a mocking glare. The bigger one pretends like nothing happened and takes his place, sitting at the table and starting another conversation. Yunho is obviously trying to change the subject, but San decides to be a litlle shit and push further. "See he's even too embarrassed to talk about i-"
"We made out! Almost fucked her against the wall too, but sadly we got interrupted." Yunho bluntly says while looking at San straight in the eyes, smugness clear in his voice. Seonghwa's eyes widden, head whipping around with his mouth hanging open in shock, the stirring of the meal stopping completely. Hongjoong just jiggles at the whole situation, almost falling back from his chair. Yeosang turns away looking flustered, neck and ears flushed from hearing one of his friends say that. San blinks a few times before registering the words and instantly looks everywhere but at Yunho. Mingi grins, his eyebrows raised with a bit of surprise, but mostly proud of his best friend. Jongho rolls his eyes and stands up to join Seonghwa at the oven, completely discarding the conversation. Wooyoung's reaction gets everyone's attention, being the loud boy he is. He cheers loudly before proudly slapping Yunho's back. "That's ma boii!!"
Yunho's ears are red with embarrassment despites being so confident a few seconds ago, he curses himself in his head for wanting to show off. "So who's the lucky girl huh?"
Mingi's question makes them all wait for the answer impatiently. Their eyes lay on the boy while he debates whether he should tell them or not, sighing in defeat he lifts his head and smile uncontrollably. "Y/N."
With that one name coming out of his mouth, the boys all excitedly congratulate him for finally meeting you personnally and moving forward so fast.
💜Kang Yeosang💜
You're talking with Yeosang and the others are watching the interaction. Never having seen the usually shyer boy acting this way, it only makes them more interested.
"Thank you.." Yeosang scratches the back of his head, shyly thanking you for complementing his performance earlier. He's being all polite and tries to look more confident by complementing you back. "You look really beautiful today! I mean- you always look pretty- gorgeous actually and- and- Ok I'll stop talking now sorry-"
He fails, but it only makes your interest grow and you reassure him by ruffling his hair when he hides his face in his hands, bending forward just enough for you to reach up easily. "It's ok I understand Sangie, thank you! You look breathtakingly handsome too I might say~"
"T-thanks" He stutters a bit and his cheeks are bright red with embarrassment. His heart fluttered more than it ever did and he can't even look into your eyes, being way too nervous to do so.
It only gets so much worse when he notices all of his members gaze on you both, his eyes widen in shock at having been watched for so long without knowing. They saw him get shy and act all weird, he can't accept that fact, they'll tease him for it till his last breath. "Umm I'll be back."
You nod and take a seat in one of the chairs placed around the room while Yeosang goes to confront the boys, nervousness filling him. "Seriously why are you guys watching us like damn weirdos, what if she saw. You could've made her uncomfortable!"
He whisper yells at them and they only either roll their eyes or raise their eyebrows teasingly at him, Mingi even sending him a wink. "You looked so adorable, all shy and flustered aww~"
Wooyoung squeezes his cheek only to have Yeosang swat his hand away, glaring at him. They all coo and tell him how cute he is, making him want to crawl in a hole and hide forever. "I'm being serious guys, please!"
🖤Choi San🖤
"Baby boy~" Seven heads whip around from hearing the nickname, some gasps echoing in the room while one person hides between his hands. San can't help but feel embarrassed that you called him that infront of his members, even after he especially told you not to before you entered the dorm.
"Aww baby boy don't be shy~" Jongho teases the poor boy, imitating you by speaking in a sweet and higher voice. You smack his arm, a warning for him to quit embarrassing your boyfriend. "Leave my baby alone! Unless it's because you're jealous? Aww Jongho you sweet boy do you want some attention too uh?"
As the youngest's ears turn bright red, the others burst out laughing. All but one, San whines this time, not believing you would talk that way to someone other than him and right in front of him too "Y/N you can't call him that! I'm your only baby!"
He clings to one of your sides, face pushed into your neck while he complains. You can feel his pouty lips move against your skin and it makes a smile appear at his adorable behavior. "Aww sweetheart don't be sulky~ You're my one and only pretty baby boy and I love you so so much!"
"Mmh!" He mumbles in your neck and you let him, meanwhile the others watch the whole thing with different reactions, but they mostly are surprised. Despite being used to San behaving like that, they didn't expect it to go to that extend. "Is he alway like that with you?"
Seonghwa asks concerned, he doesn't think he could handle this much cuteness all the time. You shake your head and chuckle as the boy nuzzling your cheek complains once again, but this time about being left out of the conversation. "Not all the time, but mostly. I don't mind though, I feel like I could never refuse him anything."
San proudly smiles, dimples poking out and your heart flutters at the action, cooing and squishing his cheeks before proceeding to peck his plump lips. Some of the boys fake gag and you playfully glare at them.
"Maybe you two should get a room." Wooyoung says clearly full of jealousy and San seems to notice. He forcefully grabs the other's neck and kisses his cheek, they both smile in satisfaction after and you giggle with adoration.
💚Song Mingi💚
"Shut up she just fell asleep!" Mingi whisper yells to the boys who are loudly teasing him for babying you right in front of them. He shushes the agitated members, before closing the door of his room, leaving you to sleep peacefully.
"Ah come on~ That was so adorable guys!" Yunho coos at his tall friend, the others joining him. "I know, it's the first time I see Mingi taking care of someone like that."
"So sweet~" San adds while everyone is speaking, grabbing at the shirt over his heart and pretending he just got shot. They all become louder with every second and Mingi is once again forced to quiet them down. "Enough guys, if you keep being so annoying I'll do it only when I'm alone with her."
He was only being the sweet boyfriend he is and took care of you after the rough day you had. The boys saw him speak to you in a cute voice, playing with your hair with your head laying on his thigh and they immediately started to tease him. Mingi doesn't usually show much attention to you when you aren't alone, but he didn't care at that moment and now he can't decide if it was a good idea.
"Mingi?" At the sound of your voice, he reacts in less than a second and glares at the the boys on his way to his room. The others exchange glances, giggling at their friend's cute behavior, they find you guys so adorable and secretly enjoy seeing Mingi be a good boyfriend.
For a second, no one moves or utter a word, silence filling the dorm, but the moment they hear Mingi cooing, there's seven guys huddling at the door, peeking inside. Mingi's kneeling on the floor, holding your hand and playing with your hair, reassuring you from having a bad dream by pecking your face and making you laugh.
Wooyoung wants to get closer, whining quietly about needing to see more, but unfortunately for him, Yeosang pushes him further and he stumbles on the carpet, falling to the floor. Both yours and your boyfriend's head turn to the sound of it, followed by the rest laughing uncontrollably at their friend, but they immediately stop at the sound of Mingi's deep voice. "You have three seconds to run. 1. 2!"
"You didn't say thre- AAHH!" They all run away, going to hide as Mingi takes off with the obvious determination to catch them. You roll your eyes at them, chuckling softly at their chaotic behaviors. The noise helps putting you back to sleep, after hearing this so often, you got used to it. "OUCH- stop biting me!!"
❤Jung Wooyoung❤
The sound of clothes rubbing together, uneaven breathing and some gasps here and there, fills the room. Lips firmly glued to one another, tongues eventually slipping in. You slowly press down harder with each roll of your hips, getting a bit more agitated the more you hear his reactions. The boy underneath you groans and whines when you give unexpected deeper grinds, his hands grip at your thighs or the sheets in desparation. "Ahh~ b-baby I-"
"Oh my- what the fuck!" Jongho screams full of disgust, eyes hidden behind his fingers and eyebrows scrunched up. He slowly walks backwards, trying to leave without having to look at the scene again.
"What are you doing close the damn door!" Wooyoung yells in annoyance, the moment you both were having now completely ruined. "It's not my fault you don't know how to lock it!"
"Well now you can leave! So go!" The boy is still trapped under your body, his arms holding your waist so you don't move away. Jongho does end up leaving, closing the door loudly after locking it behind himself.
You can hear the agited voices of the others once Jongho tells them about what he just saw and you laugh, listening to their conversation. Wooyoung attempts to distract you, kissing your neck and pulling on you shirt to get you to move your hips again. "Come on please, I was so close~"
You're about to speak, but someone knocks at the door, interrupting you for the second time. "Sorry to interrupt, but uh.. just use protection alright?"
Seonghwa only agrees to leave when you both respond that you will and Wooyoung let's out a heavy sigh, tired of being disturbed. You get his attention by pushing him on his back and taking your shirt off, looking directly in his eyes. His breath gets stuck in his throat, heart fluttering. "Hope you're still in the mood babe~"
🧡Choi Jongho🧡
The guys treat him like he's a child sometimes. Even after they found out you're his girlfriend, they couldn't stop saying he's an innocent and cute boy. Turns out their baby isn't such a baby after all, they only realize that after Seonghwa catches you both making out in the living room. "Ahh oh fuc- my eyes!!"
Hearing their mom's screech, almost everyone gather at the source of the noise. They mostly look confused at first, but when they notice you and Jongho with a flushed face and Seonghwa looking like he just saw a ghost, they understand right away. "Ah so you guys were about to get naugh- ouch!"
San receives a smack by the leader, whining that he didn't do anything wrong, only for the older one to glare at him and it instantly shuts him up. "We need a family meeting asap! Tell Yeosang to hurry his ass in here!"
Yunho's gone the next second, going to get the boy. They both come back to find everyone sitting opposite to you two, quietly following the rest and doing the same.
It's dead silent for a few minutes, no one daring to speak while the oldest one looks like he's in deep thoughts. Jongho looks unbothered next to you while you're trying not to die from nervousness, the situation being not only embarrassing but also unbearably stressful. In your opinion, this his ten times more intense than meeting Jongho's real parents.
"So.." At the sound of his voice, eight pair of ears perk up, waiting with anticipation for the unnecessary scolding, but it never comes. "Look I don't care if you guys wanna eat each other's face off, but please don't do it on my couch. Jongho you have a room for this and I would really appreciate if I didn't have to see such a traumatizing scene."
"Yes hyung, I won't do it again. I'm sorry." You hide your face behind Jongho's shoulder, too embarrassed to face the others and cursing at your boyfriend in your mind for dragging you into this. He convinced you to do this here and assured you no one would walk in, now you're wondering if he didn't secretly plan it.
Is it what it feels like to be dead? It's not like what I expected. I thought it would be a relief, but I just feel like crap. I still can feel pain apparently, and emptiness. There's also noises, voices to be more exact. Ghosts?
As time go by, I slowly gain consciousness. I'm not dead after all. But where the hell am I?? The voices are a bit clearer, now that my mind is all there. I don't recognize any of them. They're men, that's the only thing I can be sure of.
Since I have no idea where I am right now, I gotta find a weapon to protect myself, in case they'd want to hurt me. I mean, what if it's James and some friends. What if he found me after all?
I can't take any risks anymore, and if any son of a bitch makes a wrong move, I'll end them. There's a lamp next to the bed I'm on, that's my protection. It's gonna have to do.
I could also escape through the window, but what if those guys really helped me. I should at least make sure of their true intentions.
On the tip of my toes, I make my way to the door. I listen through it, and when I'm sure it's safe I open it. Right when I do so, the conversation the strangers were having, stops abruptly. I see stairs, I'm a hundred percent certain that the voices were coming from there. It's almost impossible that they heard me. Right?
Footsteps are heard downstairs. My breath hitches. I'm about to hide myself back in the room, when a voice calls my name. "Y/N?"
I don't recognize that one either, but still I'm curious and advance to the staircase. I try to peak without them seeing me, but of course fail. "I can see you. I know you're there, and you don't need to be afraid of me."
"Who are you? And how do you know my name??" I desperately need answers now. I know that there's at least 3 men inside, and maybe there could be more. My only way of defense is a lamp and I'm weak, more then usual since I've had a rough couple of weeks. "You can trust me, I promise. San is a friend of mine."
My eyes enlarge. Maybe it's a trap. Omg!! What if James killed San, and now he's trying to get me to go down to murder me too!?
"I called him, he's gonna arrive soon. You can stay upstairs until he's here if you prefer?" He tries to reassure me. I made up my mind. I'll go down now, and keep the lamp. "Ok. But I have a weapon, don't try anything suspicious!"
Causciously, I walk down the stairs. I can see him now, he's young, but he looks really intimidating. Maybe it's not to late to go back up.
"Hi! My name's Hongjoong. It's nice to meet you." He tells me with enthusiasm. Not as scary as before, but maybe he's acting. I'm staying on my guards until San is here.
Several minutes later
I'm standing in the kitchen, as far as I can from them. They're all sitting at the table, sometimes glancing at me. Turns out, there were more then 3 of them. 7 in total, not counting San.
They told me their names, surprisingly I memorised them.
The blond that looks like a prince, Seonghwa
Then there's Hongjoong, with dark blue hair. He scares me a little, even though he ain't the tallest.
Yunho, he's tall and has brown hair. He also looks like a large puppy.
The cutest one, Yeosang. He has light brown fluffy hair and he's shy.
Mingi, has dark brown hair. Looked intimidating at first, but he smiled at me and I came to the conclusion that he isn't.
And Wooyoung, long hair attached in a mini ponytail. Really handsome, seems the most worried about San's arrival.
Jongho, the youngest. Quite cold, but I don't think it's his real personality.
Knock! Knock! Knock!
My body reacts instantly. I become stiff, squizing the wooden spoon in my hand. Hongjoong gave it to me to replace the lamp. He said if I felt in danger, I could use it.
They all turn to me, they notice how uncomfortable I look. "It's just San sweetheart, you're safe." Seonghwa comforts me. I force a smile, grateful for their help.
Wooyoung gets up and run to the door. We hear it open, right when it does my heart starts to beat faster. That same feeling is back, my body suddenly relax. I'm impatient, wanting to see him desperately.
San
The same moment my eyes lay on him, my body is hurrying to his. I jump in his arms, crying the hardest I ever did. "Shhhh~ I'm here love, I'll protect you." He holds me tightly, whispering calming things in my ears.
The group of boys sat at the table, looking at each other, understanding without having to talk.
After a matter of minutes, I feel calmer already. My tears stop running out of my eyes. My trembling body is now only slightly shivering.
San runs his hand soothingly on my back. While I was breaking down, he took the opportunity to place himself on the couch.
I lift my head from his shoulder, looking into his eyes. He smiles affectionately, brushing strands of hair out of my face.
"San.. Why am I feeling like this about you? What does it mean I don't understand?" I ask with a lost expression. "It's like I can finaly breathe when you're with me. My heart feels like it's gonna burst, It never happened to me before. It's almost too much."
San's POV
I have to tell her. If not now, then soon. Before, I have to talk to Hongjoong though. He's our alpha, we often have to ask before doing something.
Y/N fell asleep on me. I told her we would talk after she gets some rest. At first she didn't want to, but agreed when I told her we'd cuddle.
Y/N and me are mates. Since she's human though, it's not the same as the others. Our bond is strong, but if she would be a werewolf it would be complete. I can't mark her, can't mate with her nor be close to her the night of a full moon.
It's too dangerous, her body wouldn't be able to take it. It would lead to her death. I won't let that happen, so I'll have to be careful. Sometimes our impulses are really strong, most of the time the tentation's too strong.
Y/N's POV
I stretch my body after waking from my nap. I quickly realise I didn't have any nightmare. It's also the first time in weeks that I have a bit of energy. It feels great, I'm at ease. San makes me feel safe. I smile like an idiot just thinking about him.
Quickly, I realise his presence. His nose is pressed against my neck. His lips are parted, I can feel his breath hitting my skin. He's cuddling me, holding me tightly in his arms, as if he's scared to let go. My face heats up immediately, my heartbeat quickening. Then, I'm hit with this feeling again. It's overwhelming, almost too much. Butterflies in my stomach, heart fluttering, goosebumps everywhere, my body tingling. I love his warmth and the attention he gives me, the skinship too. Not forgetting he makes me forget about every bad things in my life, he makes me feel safe and complete.
I bring my hand to his face. Cautiously, I trace is features with my fingers trying not to wake him up. I take some time to admire him, wanting to memorize every little details. I smile unconsciously and bring my lips to his nose softly. The feeling makes is nose twitch cutely. The sound of my giggles is what wakes him fully.
At any other time he would of been quite annoyed, but the sound of my voice makes him instantly relax. A smile appears on his beautiful face and he hugs me tighter. "Morning~"
"Good morning~ It's definitely the best way to wake up. I wish it'll be like that all the time!" His words make my face heat up. He notices my flustered state and chuckles. "Baby are you shyy~?"
I hide my face and nod my head, San laughs amused. He takes my hands in his and kisses my nose sweetly. Warmth, envelopes the both a of us. We sigh contentedly. "I need to tel-"
The sound of knocking at the door interrupts San. The expression on his face quickly change to a confused one. "Nobody comes here.. They aren't supposed to know anyone lives in this house.."
The other boys all have the same look of confusion. They don't answer at the door, instead wait for the stranger to leave. We all think they left, only to hear the hits against the door again, but louder and harder. Some of the guys seem scared now and the rest suspicious. Hongjoong puts his finger in front of his lips to signal everyone not to make a noise. He then walks to the front door carefully.
Yeosang clings to Wooyoung, hiding behind him. Seonghwa is worried and holds Jongho's hand reassuringly. Yunho and Mingi stand next to each other, ready to help if needed. San takes my hand and we both stand from the couch. His body his tense and he puts himself between me and the door. I, am still confused as to why they all look so on edge. I am too, but I don't know the reason of their behaviour.
Hongjoong look into the peephole and frown. He turns to us and shakes is head sighing. "It's only a women.."
He opens the door and answer politely. "Hello! How can I help you?"
"I'm searching for my niece! Please if you saw her maybe you could help me- She ran into the woods, she was terrified and-" My eyes enlarge and my breath gets caught in my throat. She stops talking when I peek from behind San. Instantly she recognizes me and I don't waste a second to run into her arms. We both start crying in each other's arms. "I t-though you- d-died!?"
She takes my face in her hands and wipe my tears with her thumbs. Then she hugs me again while rubbing my back. "I know, I know.."
After we both calmed down the boys took us to the kitchen. They're confused and wish to respect us, but refuse to leave me alone with her. Since they don't know her. Especially San, disagreed to leave me without protection. I don't need it though, my aunt would never hurt me.
"I though he killed you? I heard a gunshot and the-" She takes my hand in hers and smile sadly. "I know you were scared and you were right to be. I know what he did to y-you-"
She starts crying and my heart skips a beat. No.. It's not what I think it is.. Is it? My body starts shaking slightly and I swallow the lump in my throat. "W-what do you mean..?"
My eyes meet hers and she frowns. Then she averts her gaze nervously. "James.."
His name makes my body tense, but San softly places his hand on my shoulder. I let myself calm down before motionning to Kath that she can keep talking. "Yesterday, we had an argument about you. He wanted you to leave and when I disagreed, he started to get mad. After a while of us screaming at each other he blurted it out... About what he did to you.. Then I told him I'd call the cops. That's when he took out a gun and said he was going to kill you. I had to stop him so... I shot him.. Whit the gun he was holding- I didn't have a choice.."
I'm shocked, it's hard to process all of this. When I though James killed her, turns out he was the one to die. Is it bad that I feel relieved? I though I was in danger yesterday, but aunt Kath was trying to help me. "I was about to talk to you and reassure you, when you left. Then I tried to find you. I searched all night and finally when I saw this house, I hoped you'd be here. And you are! Those kind gentlemen took you in and helped you. So thank you for saving her and keeping her safe~"
"Not a problem, Y/N's always welcome here. She can stay as long as she wants." Hongjoong says before smiling at me. I return it grateful and happy. I feel San's hand squeeze my shoulder gently and I place mine on top of his. Aunt Kath sees it and smile. "Oh! What am I seeing here? You 2 have already fallen for each other? Was it love at first sight- or maybe you're meant to be- like soulmates!"
She claps her hands and we all laugh. What I don't notice tough is San's expression. If only I knew that it was actually almost right.
Last night, I didn't even wanna leave San. I talked to him a bit before going, he convinced me. He told me we'd see each other at school, in two days. I already miss him, how can I wait for about 48 hours before seeing him. He didn't even have his number. I guess he forgot. Also, Hongjoong and a few of the others looked suspicious, I felt like they were hiding something from me. "Y/N! Y/N~"
"I'm so happy that you're fine. If anything would've happened to you I-" Aunt Kath stops talking abruptly, tearing up.
Hours later
She brought me back to her house the day before. For the whole time from the car ride and since we arrived, she talked nonstop. Of course we went to sleep, but immediately when I woke up she made breakfast and went on about what happened. It's not that she's annoying, I just don't feel like listening. I don't even care about everything, all I want is to forget. Guess it'll be harder to do with my aunt constantly reminding me.
My attention quickly go to my aunt who's looking at me with raised eyebrows. I bite my lips before humming for her to go on. She shakes her head and sigh, seeming disappointed. My expression change to a confused one, wondering why she would be. Before opening her mouth again, she puts down the book she was holding. Which by the way I have no clue of how she was reading and speaking at the same time. "Look.. I know you went through more then what anyone could ever imagine.."
No you think? Pfft- What will she say now? Probably another hour of her telling me how pitiful I am or how bad she feels for not knowing before. Yes she said it all already, even went on about her now dead boyfriend. Insulted him in every way possible and burnt all of his belongings. I was pleased by it of course, but like I said before it's the last person I wanna hear about. I can't be mad at her, maybe it's just her way of coping with it. I mean, probably anyone would. If they would find out their boyfriend raped their dead sister's child and having to shoot him. It isn't a normal life, for sure.
"You should be more respectful" I- what? She has her hands on her hips, standing beside the table. Her eyes are piercing through mine, she's scolding me for not listening to her ramblings. I sigh tiredely. "You're in my house young lady! And not feeling well isn't a reason to ignore me or be a brat!"
Wow, seriously? I try to regain my calm and not make her any more mad then she already is. I smile apologically, of course it's fake but she doesn't need to know that. Ever since she found me at the guys house, I have a weird feeling. She seems so different then when I first arrived here. I don't feel like arguing with her right now, so I'll coax her with some bullshit. "I'm so sorry auntie~ It's just I keep thinking of a school project, it's so complicated and it makes my head hurts. What you were saying was really interesting, but I'm nervous about everything and I can't focus right now~"
She instantly become soft and apologises. She hurries to scoot me in her arms, telling to go lay down for a bit and then do my home works. I smirk triumphantly and when she grabs my shoulder to examine my face it goes back to a pout. "Thank you auntie for understanding, I'll go take a nap now~"
She leads me to the stairs, and watch me walk to my room. Once I close the door behind me, I feel like I can finally breathe. The stress I was feeling a few seconds ago, vanishing completely. The last time I was alone like this was almost two days ago, but it feels like it's been forever. So much happened in such a small period of time. My parents' death, coming to Korea, James... then San, running away, waking up in an unknown place and meeting the others and lastly Kath found me. All of that, yet it feels like it isn't over yet.
I sigh, moving away from the door. The first thing I do, is to take a shower. I scrub every part of my body as hard as I can. When I'm done, my skin is red, but It doesn't hurt. I feel better, like I cleaned all the dirt and pain away. I walk to the mirror in the bathroom, analyzing every details on my face. I need some changes, starting with a new haircut. I watch a few videos to help me, grabbing what I need. If I mess up, I can always go to the hairdresser. Grabbing the scissors, I smile. My hair fall to the floor, I cut them up to my shoulders. When I'm done, I brush them and clap my hands happily at the result. Exactly what I needed. It's pretty, I'm actually good at this.
I exit the bathroom and jump on my bed to lay down, ready for the night. Only a few seconds and the exhaution takes over, heavy eyelids closing giving place to dreamland.
Loves when you tease him, it makes him feel so hot and bothered that he moans the moment you press your lips against his.
Want to suck on your tongue when he's especialy horny and hear you whine against his mouth. What he prefers though is to tongue fuck your mouth.
Seeing you breathless with your eyes closed in pleasure, but skillfully pushing his wet musle to the back of your throat to get the best reaction out of you.
Your eyes opening as they roll to the back of your skull, your hands tightening against his shirt and he smirks hearing the loudest sound escaping you yet.
💙Kim Hongjoong💙
Slow and romantic, he wants to make you feel all sorts of emotion through one kiss.
He likes to be the one leading, guiding you and teaching you the way you can both enjoy it to the fullest. A bit of tongue, but mostly light and tender kisses.
His hands explore your body, starting from caressing your lips to holding your face closer to his. They make their way down to your waist, bringing your hips against his and he groans at the pressure against him.
His lips leave yours to connect themselves against your neck and he only goes back to kiss you when you beg for him to.
💛Jeong Yunho💛
Short but breathtaking kisses are Yunho's speciality. Just looking at your side profile with heart in his eyes and a cute smile on his face.
Grabs your face gently and you turn to him, face full of questions from the sudden touch. But, your confusion quickly melts to excitement as he kisses you.
You hum in satisfaction, smiling in the kiss but he pulls away leaving you to pout and try to reach out to him.
"Whyy~" He chuckles, but doesn't lose another second to shut you up with another kiss, this time hotter and more desperate.
💜Kang Yeosang💜
You kiss often, but the bests ones are when you cuddle and Yeosang gets needy. He somehow always end up on top of you.
Either while pinning your hands up with his, your fingers intertwined or one of his hands wrapped around your throat and the other playing with your clit.
He laughs breathily seeing your reactions and the more worked up he gets the rougher he is. When he knows you're getting close he starts grinding against you, chasing his own pleasure, overstimulating you in the prossess.
Once done, kisses are places all over your face and sweet compliments whispered into your ears.
🖤Choi San🖤
Hot and messy more often than sweet and slow. You always both seem to be so hungry for each other's lips, that anywhere and anytime you might start making out.
It's like the world around you stops and it's only you two that matter in that moment. The others don't complain about your sudden show of affection anymore, they got used to it with time.
Sometimes some of them even watch with interest, entertaining themselves with the sexy scene you're making.
San gets jealous though when he sees the look in one of his friends eyes, when their gaze are fixed on your body with lust. He wraps your legs around his waist and hurry to bring you to his room, where he can do all he wants to you and makes sure you know that you're all his and only his.
💚Song Mingi💚
Loves how tiny you are compared to him, so he uses it to his advantage. His hands are always somewhere on your body while he kisses you.
Taking a shower together gets him all over you, he's quick to hold your arms above your head with only one of his hands while the other grabs your face and his lips are firmly moving against yours.
He doesn't know how to stop himself from time to time, getting too lost in the moment. He gets rough and leaves marks on your body, some that stay for a while.
You have to reassure him everytime that you like it, because he panics seeing the bruises.
❤Jung Wooyoung❤
If you play your cards right, you can get this man on his knees in an instant. You just need to show him how needy you are for him and he gets so overwelmed by his love for you, that he'll do anything just to please you.
You get to be in control. Laying on the bed and biting your bottom lip, seducing him with your face and body, but ordering him not to touch you until you give him permission.
When you decide it's enought teasing, you crawl towards him, tugging at his hair at the back of his head and getting him on top of you. You grab his chain or shirt and slowly make him come closer until he kisses you.
🧡Choi Jongho🧡
Tongues. Surpisingly Jongho is in love with wet and messy kisses. He gets impossibly thirsty for you, kissing you until you can barely breathe.
He always had this one thing at the back of his mind that he doesn't want to try, because he's too scared of your reaction. But once he can't hold it anymore, you're more than glad he decided to let go.
He pulls away from the kiss, a string of saliva connecting from your mouths. Your eyes are unfocused and show how much you want him.
He grabs your face and squeezes your cheeks until you open your mouth for him. He asks for you to get your tongue out and what he does next, makes you feel something you've never felt before. He spits in your mouth.
At first, your eyes widden, but you moan as he tells you to swallow and close your eyes gulping down his saliva.
Hi May I please request The Boyz reaction to s/o always asks for permission to kiss them even tho they have been dating for 2-3 months thank you 😁💗
☀️The boyz when you ask for permission to kiss them 1/2☀️
Lee Sangyeon
Not because you're shy or anything, but asking for permission to kiss Sangyeon seems like the right thing to do. Whenever the words leave your mouth, you stand awaiting for the subtle smile rising at the corner of his lips. "Can I kiss you?"
The way his eyes shine with adoration makes your stomach flutter and your cheeks heat up. You avoid eye contact in hopes that his gaze will somehow be directed away from you, but of course it doesn't happen.
What does happen, is your boyfriend's hand grabbing your chin and lifting your head to immediately put his lips on yours. The kiss is sweet and delicate, as if your the most precious thing in the world. "You don't have to ask baby, I always want kisses from you~"
Jacob Bae
"Kiss?" Lips puckered impatiently waiting for your boyfriend to kiss you, you hum in satisfaction when you feel his soft lips on yours. "There you go baby. Want another?"
You giggle has he keeps pecking your lips and face, trying to get away from the ticklish feeling but also wanting to lean in to his warmth.
You grab his face and wrap your legs around his body, pulling him closer to you. He seems a bit surprised, but laughs in amusement at your straightforwardness. "Guess you want more."
Kim Younghoon
"Babe! Y/N?" Younghoon calls your name repeatedly until you stop daydreaming. You gulp, your head titling down in embarrassment. The way he's looking at you with a small smirk, only further proves that he caught you.
"Is there anything you'd like to do baby?" The sudden confidence showing on his face surprises you, he's usually a little more on the shy side. He raises a brow waiting for you to speak or make a move.
"W- well, can I kiss you?" You ask nervously, cheeks feeling like they're on fire. He chuckles playfully and it makes you shiver. Slowly, his hands caress the sides of your face and he brings your face closer. His warm breath tickling your skin and you can't wait anymore, immediately pressing your lips to his.
Lee Jeahyun
You were just admiring your amazing boyfriend's side profile for a few minutes, forgetting about everything else. Even when he realizes you're checking him out. "What is it, is there something on my face?"
"No pretty boy, just admiring your beauty." Not expecting your straightforward answer, Hyunjae blushes, eyes widening as well as his mouth. "O-oh well, keep going then."
You squint your eyes at him, watching as he goes back to watching his favorite movie. It's obvious that he's nervous, but his attention also completely gets sucked onto the screen. "Hyunjae~ kiss?"
"Yes!" He prefers kisses over any movie and he sure proves it to you by throwing himself over your body, kissing you until your lips are wet and puffy.
Lee Juyeon
"Juyeon~" Just from the tone of your voice he knows what you're gonna ask, but still he waits for you to finish your sentence. "What is it baby?"
"Can I get a kiss, pretty please?" You pucker your lips, your eyes shining in anticipation. Juyeon sighs while watching you, tongue coming to wet his rosy lips. "You know we're married right? It means you get to have kisses whenever you want babe."
You're eagerness is now gone, pouting because he didn't kiss you immediately when you asked. Your husband quickly realises his mistake and gives you a small peck, hoping you'll react to it.
He's pleased when you're the one who takes over, pecks turning to deep kisses and then a pretty heated makeout. "Ok- ok babe, I gotta leave for my meeting. As much as I'd like to keep doing this, if I'm late, I'll be in deep shit."
"It's alright love, we can finish it when you get back." You wink and kiss him on last time before standing up and making your way to your shared bedroom, swaying your hips so his eyes stay fixed on you. "And I'll make sure to prepare till then."
Kevin Moon
"Kevin? Kev-" You seal your lips at the view that comes from behind his bedroom door. Your handsome boyfriend is sound asleep, face squished against the fabric of his pillow, hair looking so soft making you wanna run your fingers through it endlessly. His arms are wrapped around his blanket, veiny hands gripping the soft material making your heart flutter.
As you're practically drooling over him, you make your way to his bed. Your fingers find themselves playing with his hair like you imagined before, a loving smile appearing on your face as you hear your beautiful man humming at the feeling. "Kevin~ Could you open your eyes please? I need a kis-"
You gasp in surprise as he pulls you down over his body, kissing you deeply and holding you so you don't move away. You slap his chest and he dramatically whines, pretending to be hurt. "You said you wanted a kiss!"
For the ones who have been waiting for me to uptate, I'm terribly sorry. I've been inactive for so long, but I will continue writting for sure. I love doing this and I hope you guys will be patient even though it's already took long enough.
Until the next post, you can read these and if you have a request don't be shy. It might take a while for me to respond, but I will as soon as I can. Also don't hesitate to tell me your likes and dislikes about my fics, it could help me improve.
"Sorry-" You apologize to the person you just bumped in. The aile's quite small, resulting in a difficult passage. You manage to get to your seat in one piece, putting your luggage in the compartiment at the top.
No one else is sitting in your row yet, so you take your place right next to the window, like indicated on the ticket. Once you're comfortable, you close your eyes sighing in relief, only to be interrupted by a voice. "Umm.. hello?"
You turn your head immediately, your attention directed on his magnificent appearance. While being concatred on his face, you don't hear anything he's saying, until you make eye contact with him and start panicking. You answer the first thing that comes to your head. "I- Yes!"
Then you see the confusion on his face and mentally facepalm. "Yes?"
He repeats titling his head to the side like a cute puppy. "Your name is yes?"
You gasp and shake your head embarrassed. "No! No it's not, sorry- It's Y/N... I was uhh.. thinking about something!"
He smiles at your nervousness and tells you his name. "I'm Heeseung."
The way he says it makes you look at him once again, only to find his gaze already on you. You can feel the tension between you both, none of you looking away until someone clears their throat.
Your head snaps in the direction of the voice and you're met with another handsome man. "Yea- this shit was getting to intense bro."
Heeseung's face heats up and he slaps the boy's arm. "Shut up!" After teasing the flustered boy some more, Jay as he introduced himself, leaves to sit in the row behind yours.
For the whole flight, Hesseung and you had a great time conversing. Before you left on separated ways, you exange numbers. He shyly waves at you from the exit. You mirror the movement, hoping to see him again soon.
Jake Sim
Your everyday routine starts with walking your dog at early hours in the morning, spending that time to breathe in the fresh air and fill your mind with positive thoughts.
"Come on pup!" You call your adorable puppy over, waiting for him to come sit in front of you so you can put his leash on.
He excitedly runs over, breathing heavily with his tongue hanging from his mouth, no doubt knowing that it's one of his favorite moment of the day. You can easily notice his eyes shining with expectation and can't help but chuckle at his enthusiasm.
"Alright buddy, let's go!" You both make your way down the street, your dog stopping a few times to mark his territory and sniff around. You meet a few people on the way, but one person in particular steals your attention. "Don't! No please Layla!"
You watch as the boy desperately chases after his dog, sweat covering his forehead as if he had been running for a while. You feel bad for the guy, especially when the animal stops right in front of you with a proud look on her face, her tongue out and head turning to watch as her owner approaches.
"S-shit what a little fuc- ugh! You're such a bad dog Layla- why me?" He doesn't even acknowledge your presence for the first few seconds, too focused on scolding the little fugitive and hurriedly tying the leash to her collar back on. "I'm not mad girl, but please- don't you ever dare to run away again."
"Such a cute dog you have!" The moment he realizes someone heard and saw the whole thing, his face grows even redder then after all the cardio he did. "Oh shi- umm.. could you please pretend this didn't happen? I- I just ugh- this is really embarrassing."
"What do you mean? What just happened? I was just about to ask for your name." You play along to his request and don't mention his previous struggle and you're glad you did when you see his body becoming less tense and a smile appearing on his beautiful face. "I'm Jake, and this is Layla. What about you and the little buddy you have there?"
"Y/N and the cute pup's name is Rocky. Really nice meeting you Jake." You both smile uncontrollably and try not to stare too hard at each other. "So.. I need to get to work in about an hour but would you maybe.. like to exchange numbers?"
"Yes of course!" You chuckle at his eagerness, but you can't deny you feel the exact same way, you're just a little better at hiding it. You give each other's phone back right when you're done. "Ok so, talk to you later than?"
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- "My precious little angel, how about you sit on my laps for the rest of the movie?" As sweet as the nickname sounds, San's intentions aren't always pure, especially if there is any sort of physical contact involved. He calls you angel because since the first time he met you, he believes you are the prettiest and most perfect person he saw. "I know you guys are jealous that I have the best girlfriend in the world."
- "You're glowing angel, look so good under me~" The whole time you're having sex, San watches each and every reaction you make with an hungry expression. The more he sees that he pleases you, the closer he gets to his high. "Fuck! Keep moaning like that for me and I'll cum inside you precious."
- A huge impregnating addiction. Can't fuck you and not finish inside your warm, tight walls. He's proud of himself after he's done using you're body, watching intensely as his cum slowly escapes your abused hole. "Keep it all inside or I'll have to fuck some more into you."
- "Open your mouth sweet angel~" It always gets your insides tingling when you hear that sentence, because you know you'll be well rewarded. The first time he did it, you came around his dick so hard you almost passed out. The instant his spit comes in contact with your awaiting tongue, you submit yourself completely to him. "Swallow like a good girl and I'll eat you're pussy so good you'll beg for me to stop."
- "I don't care if someone can see, they can look away if they don't like it." Public sex is something you can't escape from with San. Even if it's something you never thought you'd be into, he gets you so horny that you can't resist when he tugs you by your hips to push his hard dick against your ass. Doesn't even try to be subtle about it. The fact that you didn't get caught till now is always gonna stay a mystery to you. "Don't cover your mouth, if you can't keep quiet it's your problem."
- Always smiles like he's the happiest person on earth after sex. He holds you and giggles when you look at him, feeling like he's on a cloud. Always praises you and makes sure you aren't in any kind of pain. "You did so good baby. Love you so much angel~"
