Atomic Ghoul

@vaultgh0ul blog but for system and rant shit, 18+!!

[atom1cgh0ul]

hello my name is ghoul, I am a transsexual man and I'm bigenderfluid, my primary gender identity is transfreak, and I use he/xe/it pronouns.

I'm 23 and I would prefer only 18+ interaction on this account!

my base account is @scoubidouer which is where I will like and follow from (and it's mostly fandom) and this account is where I will have opinions about being queer and a system (dxd UDD) and disabled (heart failure, HSD)

[hemipenal-system]

"why when someone mentions trans butches is it always transmasc butches? why are there never any transfem butches" well you also post about how you think all masculinity is toxic masculinity so if i'm being honest i think you probably treat transfem butches like shit and they don't like interacting with you

[hemipenal-system]

“what’s with the endless talk about he/him transmasc butches but there’s never the same for transfem butches” well see it’s actually the same reason there’s seemingly a dearth of AMABed nonbinary people! it’s because you treat them like fucking dogshit!

everyone in the trans community, including way too many trans women who call themselves transfeminists, plays this funny little game where if you’re transfemme you have to look as close to being a cis woman as possible and if you don’t it means you have internalized transmisogyny or you’re idolizing transmisogynistic caricatures. there’s “no” transfem butches because if you want to be masculine and transfem, you simultaneously have to deal with all the people who think you’re a predatory man and all the people who think you only want to be butch because you don’t understand your gender and the way it’s oppressed well enough.

it’s harder to find masculine trans women because being a masculine trans woman fucking sucks. ask me how i know this

[feluka]

i hate the way fat antagonists have their weight moralized and used as a metaphor for greed and corruption and i hate the way it's overcorrected into fat people being "soft squishy friend-shaped cupcakes who look like they give incredible hugs" and i long for the day we have nuanced, interesting, and complicated fat characters and most of all i long for the day people are normal about fatness

[dragon-in-a-fez]

ever wandered around in an open world video game and noticed there are no children? no elderly people? no fat people? no one using a wheelchair? no one with a guide dog? this is supposed to feel like a living world and there's so much of life that's just not there

[atom1cgh0ul]

a-fuckin-men

[the-io-collective]

"you aren't owed kindness from the entire system just bc some of us are your friends" WRONG!

1. people are allowed to be upset if you're mean to them.

2. holy dodging system accountability.

3. you're all the same brain. it's actually normal to expect your friends to be nice to you.

4. if you're consistently a jerk to your friends and dodge it with "well that PART doesn't like you" you're sort of an asshole. that person deserves decency. handle it within your system mayhaps.

idk just. my bf read this post out to me and holy entitled.

[unclegrimsley]

people on here will identify as "misandrists" and then turns out they're just transphobic and misogynistic to trans men. Okay

[depsidase]

[sheikahfication]

Getting punched in the stomach = sex. Hi guys do you all love me

[enchantingcheesecakepersona]

Sone of you equate violence to intimacy/ sex too much.

[sheikahfication]

Do you feel better now

[radr0ach]

oh so this is just a hobby for them, got it 😭😭😭😭

[atom1cgh0ul]

oh ok and they're just transphobic, got it. fucking terfs.

[depsidase]

[panulyx]

Too much movement makes your joints hurt and too little movement also makes your joints hurt. This would imply that there's an optimal amount of movement that allows your joints to not hurt. This is a lie.

[huskbateman]

Something that really effs me up is how a large amount of society's "undesirable" adjectives are traits you can acquire due to disability.

Unemployed. Lives with their parents. Provides little to no economic value. Physically weak. NEET. Social outcast. Burden on others. Useless. Out of shape. Needs special care and attention. Over-sensitive. Medication-reliant.

[atom1cgh0ul]

btw you aren't a "bad disabled person" if you wish you weren't disabled. wishing you were able bodied or not in pain or able to move properly doesn't mean you're somehow failing your disabled peers. it means you're tired of being disabled.

[atom1cgh0ul]

sorry this is gonna be a kinda sad post but holy fuck I miss my mum. I had a dream about her and she was so nice in my dream she wanted me to come hug her and sit cuddling her and she just held me close and I can't remember the last time I was able to be held by her or even the last time she said something nice to me. I .usg miss her.

[hysteric-boy]

Genuinely I do not care what teenagers do just do it AWAY from ME

That’s such a basic boundary it shouldn’t be hard to respect but instead they’ll bitch and cry about how mean adults are :(( “guys did you know we can’t get horny until we’re 18” nobody said that fuck face, they just said don’t be horny around them bc you are UNDERAGE you immature little shit

“Hypothetically a minor” realistically fuck off

Stop following me stop interacting with me fuck offfffffff

[tboy-cock]

not to get all "shaving is a tool of the patriarchy and expecting trans men (anyone, but especially trans men) to shave is transandrophobic and patriarchal" on main but if you tell a trans man to shave any part of his body you deserve to be shot

[homoidiotic]

The New York Times (Nov. 20, 1972)

[atom1cgh0ul]

I'm so fucking tired of joining trans servers and only realising after going through all the verification and shit that it's actually just a trans fem server and they're weird as fuck about trans men. just say it up front at least.