Azriel.

They/it/• 20 • disabled • neurodivergent • no DNI but I use the block button as I please

[azriel-black]

✨🦈Intro! 🦈✨

Last updated: 01/10/2026

Plain text: Intro! Last updated 01/10/2026

My name is Azriel (Pronounced Az-re-el) or Azzy

I am 20

I use they/it pronouns

I am physically disabled and neurodivergent

Boundaries & Requests:

No asking me for money – I can’t help, please don’t put me in that position.

No guilt-tripping or moral ultimatums – Posts that say things like “If you don’t share this, you’re a bad person” won’t get engagement from me.

Respect my privacy – I share what I’m comfortable with. Don’t ask invasive questions.

No trauma dumping in my inbox – Venting is okay in appropriate spaces, but I’m not always in the headspace to handle heavy topics.

I don’t tolerate harassment, doxxing, or spreading misinformation.

If I make a mistake, correct me kindly. I do not appreciate shaming.

If you break my boundaries, I will block you.

More about me below the cut

Plain text: more about me below the cut

I enjoy writing, video games, and art

I am physically disabled I have confirmed: hEDS (waiting on the genetic test to come back but I qualify for the diagnosis and my doctor is confident in this diagnosis)

My doctors suspect: MCAS or Chron’s disease, possible issues with my heart or its orthostatic intolerance of some sort.

^I am a mobility aid user, I use forearm crutches, a cane, rollator, i would like to get a wheelchair but i can’t afford one, the aid I use depends on my pain levels and my ability to move my limbs

I am autistic, and have ADHD and BPD

I am on the psychotic spectrum

I am a part time AAC user

My special interests are: music, the medical field and Sharks 🦈

Current hyperfixations: AAC, Pokémon,

#Azzyrambles is for posts where I just talk a lot

Other tags I use:

#disabled user #cripple punk #rant #madpunk #mobility aid user

[chrome-barkz-aac]

happy pride to messy eaters with stains on their shirts and mouths

happy pride to people who’s gender binary they are forced into is buddy or sweetie

happy pride to bloody, picked-at faces with blunt affects and matted hair and smells bad and needs to shave

happy pride to basketball shorts, sweat pants and pj pants and velcro shoes and sandals.

happy pride to mouth breathers

happy pride to trying to remember not to scratch privates in public and do it anyway

happy pride, i love you. i hope something good happens to you today

[azriel-black]

I wish the angels would leave me alone. They speak to me in my head. I wish they would shut up.

[wheelie-sick]

the concept of psychosis as an everyday experience is very foreign to most people

for the average apsychotic (not psychotic) person psychosis would be a brand new experience. psychosis for an apsychotic person can be very concerning.

they have a hard time seeing that for some people psychosis is not new or out of the ordinary. psychosis is their constant life experience that rarely (or never) quits. whether that experience is severely disabling or just a background quirk of life countless people experience psychosis that is not an acute emergency.

[rabbitheatedgrrrl]

Not wanting to have sex is NOT a problem. It doesn’t matter if you are asexual or allo, there is nothing wrong with not wanting sex. It’s just an activity. That’d be like saying that if you don’t like soccer, you need to go to soccer therapy to figure out why you dislike it and figure out how to like it because it’s for your own good. See how ridiculous that sounds? IT IS OK TO NOT WANT TO HAVE SEX AND IT IS NOT SOMETHING THAT NEEDS TO BE FIXED!!!!!!

[azriel-black]

My wings. Where are my wings.

[supermagick]

my own take on the AACpunk flag! ❣️

cannot do image descriptions due to disabilities. No need to credit if using

[azriel-black]

Image ID:

A flag with an off white background, in the center there is many rings of color, from the outside in they are, dark purple, purple, sky blue, lime green, yellow, red, and dark purple again. There is a gray AAC tablet and a red letter board in the center of these rings, covering some of the inner rings.

[chronophobica]

what they DONT tell you about clarinets is that you have to fucking build the damn thing every single time. "what instrument do you play" fucking legos man idk

[alphabetizing-posts]

about build clarinets damn do DONT every fucking fucking have idk instrument is legos man play" single tell that the they thing time. to what "what you you you

[howverychaotic]

I really need to start reading the blog name because I thought I was having some sort of moment right there.

[catboykatebush]

“I hate slow walkers” is just a socially acceptable way to openly say you hate physically disabled people tbh. I’m not saying all slow walkers are disabled, but a lot of people who walk slow are walking slow for a reason.

[wheelie-sick]

when people tag posts "unreality" it's a signal to people who struggle with discerning reality that a (likely scary if believed to be true) post is not real even though it's written as if it was. it's also a filter tag so those people can opt out of seeing posts like that entirely. many people who rely on the unreality tag are psychotic and struggle with paranoia alongside (or because of) the struggles discerning what's real. posts that these people interpret to be real can lead to incredible distress and compulsions.

when someone tags your post "#unreality" and you screenshot the tags and say "what are you talking about? this is real" because you consider the post easy to discern as not real and find this joke funny you're actually just causing paranoia for people who now feel like they can't trust the unreality tag. not everyone has the same reality discernment skills as you. what's "obviously" a fictional story to you may not be obvious to other people.

I don't think most people make this joke maliciously. I think most people making this joke don't even realize why the unreality tag exists. anyways, if you've made this joke or have the urge to make this joke then consider not doing that.

[this-is-audism]

People getting mad at you when your watching something together and you ask to turn on captains

this is audism

[x0401x]

So I just saw a post by a random personal blog that said “don’t follow me if we never even had a conversation before” and?????? Not to be rude but literally what the fuck??????????

I’ve had people (non-pornbots) try to strike conversation out of nowhere in my DMs recently, and now I’m wondering if they were doing that because they wanted to follow me and thought they needed to interact first. I feel compelled to say, just in case, that it’s totally okay to follow this blog (or my side blog, for that matter) even if we’ve never talked before.

Also, I’m legit confused. Is this how follow culture works right now? It was worded like it’s common sense but is that really a thing?

[x0401x]

Saw a sharp increase in my follower count after posting this. The legitimacy of it is driving me nuts so I also feel the need to say that you can follow anyone on here regardless of whether you’ve interacted with them or not. People like the above mentioned blog are exceptions. Perhaps they themselves think they aren’t and therefore will act like they aren’t, but they are, trust me.

Just follow anyone you wanna follow. The worst thing that can happen is maybe getting soft-blocked by the other person, but if they do soft-block you, then they were never that worth following in the first place.

[starfieldcanvas]

wow. really hope this isn't actually a norm taking hold with new users! this isn't facebook, you don't need to know people before following them

[westiec]

this is the '10 year mutuals you've never spoken to once' site

[startrekgifs]

Follow! REBLOG! It's how the site works!!

[the-silly-words-on-your-screen]

I mean yeah that's what you do lol. want to see more of the person? hit the funny button. that's like the entire point

[azriel-black]

Being psychotic is constantly checking things to make sure you’re in this reality and you didn’t accidentally stumble into the neighboring reality where everything doesn’t make any sense again

[azriel-black]

Guys my brai.n not well. Am super not real

Listening to music

Seeing people in my vision.

Want to go sleep but brain won’t let mm until I finish this album

Bugs in my skin?? Not have those in while wonder why they back

[azriel-black]

Haha I smoke the same cigarettes my dad used to that’s actually gonna make me spiral a little

[azriel-black]

I want to be like the other people my age who are in school. They have friends and they study and they work.

But I can’t do that. It’s impossible for my body to carry all of those things at once. I get too tired to go to class or work, and I’m already too tired and in pain for a social life.

So I stick to my home and work. I go back and forth between those two places and I enjoy the things I can, and dream about the things I can’t.

[azriel-black]

Hey as a recovering addict it’s really fucking awful to hear how terrible some people talk about addiction. It’s not a moral failure to have a disease. It’s not because they have no self control. It’s not because they didn’t care about life. It’s not because they have no dreams.

Yes I even mean those addicts, the ones on hard drugs who use their last penny to buy more. I mean the ones on the street using whatever cash they get to buy some more.

I don’t care about any of that. It’s fucking awful to hear how some of you talk about HUMAN BEINGS