eczematic thanatophile

BIKTOR // 18+ // mirror pronouns // PHILIPPINES. header by me //

[bipedalseal]

📍🦭

victor/biktor, mirror pronouns (i prefer he/him), 18+ (nsfw), faildaughter from the philippines. i'm bi and trans and i think aro and ace and poly people are right 📢📢

🦭 i am ex-catholic. i like divination and paganism and polytheism. for some reason a bunch of catholic blogs have been following me??? i didn't even grow up tradcath go awya unless u want to see me posting sbt how catholic mass is bdsm actually

🦭 this is my main/kalat blog. i've got memory issues so i don't always tag everything. sorreh. feel free to tag me in anything related to divorce 💗 & seals 🦭 & (ex-)catholicism ⛪ & brutalism & hellenic polytheism & HIGH-ALTITUDE MOUNTAINEERING DEATHS

🦭 my itch (has zines and stuff) & my flickr (currently trying to branch into architectural photography)

🦭 my other blogs:

🇵🇭 || where i post excerpts of poetry i've read (inactive) || 🧵🧶 || lolita and fashion || solo ttrpg blog (inactive)

[the-alphaess]

border decoration for my seafoam dragon 🌊

[peterfromtexas-deactivated20250]

Reenactor throws a spear at a drone

[supapoopa]

What a time to be alive.

[tenthcorner]

“The medieval warrior, realizing the consequences of his impulsive act, immediately approached the owner of the drone and offered to pay for the damage.

The owner of the drone was so impressed by the brilliant attack that he suggested organizing a competition for bringing down “dragons” with short spears next year.

Drone owners have another year to develop a unique “dragon-like” design for their flying machines.” (x)

[kineticpenguin]

I am 100% cooler with this knowing that the spear-thrower realized “oops maybe I shouldn’t have done that” and tried to make it right, and that the guy who the drone belonged to was cool with it

[brunhiddensmusings]

just so everyone knows, this has already been memorialized in a runestone

[stephendann]

Everything about this post blesses those involved with a +4 on their next Today is Good Day roll

[fromaliminalspace]

a rough translation of inscription on the runestone:

On the seventh day of May in the year of 2016 on hither spot the mighty warrior Ulf hath slain a dragon with his spear.

so yeah, happy birthday to this dragon-slaying event and to it only

[nonlinear-nonsubjective]

Happy Ulf Hath Slain A Dragon With His Spear!

[librarycards]

Hi Cavar! I was wondering if you have any reading recs for people who are queer-cripping the essay, i.e. using queer-crip forms in lieu of "traditional" essay forms. This is something I'm interested in writing my Master's thesis on but am having a hard time sourcing readings for. I simply don't know where to start. Thanks in advance!

OHHHH YOU BETCHA!!!!!!!!!!

Brain Fog by AH Reaume - an all-timer. seriously the blueprint.

Many people know Johanna Hedva's essay "Sick Woman Theory," which is great. But I think In Defense of De-Persons does much more that can be considered formally crip/Mad.

Remi Yergeau's ruminatory and shit-filled interactive essay, Wandering Rhetoric, Rhetoric Wandering.

Karrie Higgins, Partial Match. Higgins is a master of queercrip/Mad form and also has a newsletter. Read her work with caution, MAJOR CSA + psychiatric abuse trigger warning.

Mel Baggs z'l's In My Language was an absolutely pathbreaking audio/visual essay made with AAC.

I also wrote two things that may be useful. One is a complete family / hstry, and the other is The Beholding & Beheld.

just some favorites + some of mine. I hope they lead you somewhere good!

[annabelle--cane]

what I mean: "sexual intercourse" is as much a social construct as "romantic courtship," and you discover this very quickly as a queer person if you try to talk to able bodied straight cis people who literally think the only thing that counts as Actual Sex is penis-in-vagina penetration, like they call oral "foreplay" it's so dire. various people have a lot of vested interest in cleanly defining "sex" vs "not sex" for a whole slew of reasons (ex. censorship dodging and enforcing, conferring the social clout of virginity and prowess, finding and closing loopholes about premarital sex, deciding what relationships "count" as serious partnerships, ligating what is general assault vs sexual assault vs Something That's Definitely Probably Fine And Not Sexual At All, Actually, etc.), and it's really not something you can just fall back on as obvious common sense that people are dumb for questioning.

what I say: sex isn't real and you can't have it

[rowanisawriter]

imo the pov character should be lying to themselves and concealing shit from themselves constantly

[rowanisawriter]

interrupting others who might say something revealing or important, thinking around things, using words like “didn’t” or “doesn’t” or “imagines” to describe actions not taken or half taken, dreaming things and never talking about them or thinking about them during waking hours, lying to people, hiding true feelings, sitting in shadow or low light to keep any accidental flicker of emotion hidden, writing in obtuse ways that doesn’t let the reader know what they’re thinking or planning, avoiding adverbs in tense moments, describing actions in straightforward and almost clinical ways sometimes, hiding the truth from the character and the reader even though you both know or suspect but there is just enough space there to fill with doubt

[devotion-between-the-wheat]

for those with glove wearing f/os: don't forget to occasionally imagine them pulling off those gloves with their teeth.

[bolaneno]

the color signatures of various elements when ignited

FB image credit: Ceres Science

[bipedalseal]

ok so it turns out the master-slave dialectic isnt a kink theory piece?

[bipedalseal]

pls tell me someone has done a marxist reading of the new quezon film

[raisinchallah]

literally thank god sex isnt real and was just invented by big fiction to emphasize greater social and psychological themes i was getting scared id have to do all that

[squid-ink-on-toast]

Me: Man I have something I need to be at but i only need to be there in like 6 hours

My brain for 6 hours straight:

[challahbeloved]

[hollowboobtheory]

have you ever tried meat other than the chicken/turkey/pork/beef/fish big four?

bison

venison

waterfowl (including duck, duck, goose)

another land bird (quail, ostrich, etc)

whale

gator

dog

horse

some kind of exotic seafood (pufferfish, eel, octopus, etc)

insects

multiple/other

no I haven't

Voting ended onFeb 4

I'm curious. I've had bison, venison, ostrich, gator, eel, octopus, and mealworms

[homeshell]

now THIS is jewish culture

[jessicalprice]

the number of times I have said “and it was for this that ________ was thrown out of the house of study” in meetings only to get a round of blank stares

[captain-acab]

If a rabbi is thrown out of the House of Study by a distance within 50 cubits, he is still welcome to return there. If he is thrown farther than 50 cubits from the House of Study, he is banished and may never return to it.

Rabbi Balmalocha asked: If the rabbi is thrown out and lands with one foot within 50 cubits and one foot outside of it, what is the law?

It was for this question that Rabbi Balmalocha was thrown 50 cubits out of the House of Study, then shoved one cubit farther for good measure.

[plotbunnyfarm]

fetch the rabbipult, Rabbi Balmalocha is at it again

[georgeallendickphotography]

510. Shot on my Canon at the Muir Woods National Monument in Mill Valley, California.

[frostedmagnolias]

Cape

around 1900

Ribs(Wool), cotton/silk trimmings, imitation Persian lamb (wool), lining: cotton/silk satin, cotton wadding, hooks

Wien Museum