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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
hey i havent posted in ages but i wrote a fic and it would mean a lot to me if you checked it out! <3
𝙳𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝙶𝚒𝚛𝚕 [𝙰 𝙷𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚝𝚘𝚗 𝙿𝚘𝚎𝚖]
𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚋𝚊𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚘𝚏𝚏 𝚘𝚏 𝙹𝚘𝚑𝚗'𝚜 𝚗𝚒𝚌𝚔𝚗𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚠𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝙼𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚑𝚊 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚒𝚜 ... 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚐𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚝!-"𝙳𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝙶𝚒𝚛𝚕".
𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚠𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚋𝚛𝚎𝚎𝚣𝚎 𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚊𝚒𝚛
𝚆𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚖𝚢 𝙳𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝙶𝚒𝚛𝚕 𝚠𝚊𝚜𝚑𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚖𝚢 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚙𝚊𝚒𝚛
𝙰𝚜 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚐𝚛𝚎𝚎𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚖𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚖𝚝𝚑 𝚒𝚗 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚛𝚖𝚜
𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚜𝚞𝚗𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚍𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚋𝚢 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚞𝚗𝚎𝚕𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚖𝚜
" 𝙿𝚒𝚝𝚢 𝚑𝚊𝚜 𝚘𝚋𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚎𝚍 𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚢" 𝚃𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸 𝚜𝚊𝚒𝚍 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚎
𝙸𝚝 𝚖𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚌𝚎𝚛𝚝𝚊𝚒𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚠𝚊𝚜𝚗'𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚘𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚛 𝚖𝚢 𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞
𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝚖𝚢 𝙳𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝙶𝚒𝚛𝚕, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸 𝚗𝚎𝚎𝚍𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸'𝚟𝚎 𝚊𝚜𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚏𝚘𝚛
𝙷𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝚖𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝙸 𝚜𝚊𝚢, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚗𝚘 𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚎 𝚊𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚋𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎
𝙳𝚘 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚕𝚎𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚋𝚎 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚖𝚙𝚎𝚍 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚍𝚘𝚞𝚋𝚝,
𝙱𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚟𝚎 𝚖𝚎, 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚐𝚞𝚕𝚒𝚝 𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚞𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚠𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝
𝙼𝚢 𝙳𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝙶𝚒𝚛𝚕, 𝙸'𝚕𝚕 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚗
𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚕 𝚗𝚘𝚠, 𝙸 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚌𝚔 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚢 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚗
𝚃𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚍, 𝚛𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚜𝚑 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎
𝙸'𝚕𝚕 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚑𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎, 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸 𝚙𝚛𝚊𝚢 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚑𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚞𝚙 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚟𝚎
𝙵𝚘𝚛 𝚗𝚘𝚠, 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚕𝚕 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚠𝚊𝚒𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚢 𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚊𝚐𝚊𝚒𝚗
𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚏𝚊𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚙𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕' 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚗
𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚊 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍, 𝚊 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝚠𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚝𝚘𝚘
𝙸'𝚖 𝚕𝚊𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝚏𝚒𝚎𝚕𝚍, 𝚖𝚊𝚢 𝚏𝚛𝚎𝚎𝚍𝚘𝚖 𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚐𝚕𝚘𝚛𝚢
𝙱𝚞𝚝 𝙸'𝚕𝚕 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚝𝚘𝚖𝚋, 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚢?
𝙸 𝚖𝚊𝚢 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚔𝚎𝚙𝚝 𝚖𝚢 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚎 𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚎𝚗𝚍
𝙸 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚒𝚜𝚝 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚢 𝚛𝚎𝚞𝚗𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛
𝙼𝚢 𝙳𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝙶𝚒𝚛𝚕 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙳𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝙵𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍
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Thomas: I know what you can eat ;)
Alexander: O-oh
Thomas: I make a GREAT Mac and cheese
things that are slept on in simon vs the homosapiens agenda // leah on the offbeat by becky albertalli
1. bram and garrett’s friendship.
“greenfeld made me see it three times.” (when garrett supported bram’s crush on simon)
the scene in svtha when leah leaves the lunch table and simon thinks bram has a crush on leah but it’s garrett (the FORESHADOWING)
when bram starts inviting leah places to get garrett closer to her
the way that theyre always together
the way they are best friends whipped for another set of best friends
⬆️ “EYES ON THE BALL, GREENFELD” when bram was hardcore GRINNING at simon when he’s in the middle of a soccer game and garrett was doing the same thing to leah
⬆️they are both so gone
the way they both definitely gush to eachother about their crushes
when bram wants to get to school early to see the show and garrett says “greenfeld just wants to get a good view of his boyfriend’s ass” and bram did NOT disagree with him
the way bram probably realized he’s gonna have to deal with a heartbroken garrett when he saw abby and leah but supported them nonetheless
2. cal and nora’s relationship
the way we were served with their cute lil hug idk it warms my heart🥺
when leah said cal has a type because he liked both simon and nora KDJDLSH
3. bram in GENERAL
like the boy is so hopelessly in love with simon and we are not talking about it
the promposal ¿? like the lengths he went to ask his ALREADY boyfriend to the prom
the way he didn’t mind simon going to the college he loved
the way he is always asking about simon
the way he immediately recognized simon’s fanfiction when leah and abby couldn’t find it
no one ever talks about the pining. like he liked simon for so much longer than simon liked him and it was probably so painful for him
the way he was only shy around simon (that’s why it’s so weird to have so much dialogue from him in leah, i was kinda thrown off that he wasn’t overall shy)
the way he was turned all the way around to watch the door at the talent show to see when simon was coming
the way that he’s an actual jock. like sometimes i forget that he dresses like a girl during halloween with the other varsity players and is very very athletic and does silly dances with his team
the way that he went to see simon three times in the play before he even confessed
the way he bought a shirt of simons favorite band and gave it to him with a note and his number in it, the hopeless romantic
the way he’s entranced by a single text message from simon, let alone anything else
the way he was so quick to support abby and leah and leaving his (asshole) teammate in the dirt
the way he’s so quick to pick up how simon writes and how he talks
the way he leaves a seat for simon whenever they’re together in a group
the way he flinched when abby said something about black people getting treated worse, like he knows
4. all of the hidden clues that were written in the books
in svtha, leah’s hatred for abby (which was projected towards simon in the end) was not actual hatred. according to the leah timeline, she still had a crush on her.
in leah on the offbeat, abby’s cousins were briefly mentioned. in the next book, they are the main characters.
in svtha, albertalli made it known that whenever the group was together, the only person simon would ever describe was bram, even if bram was already introduced to the reader. in literally every situation (everytime he called bram cute and then said he was cheating on bram i would literally scream at the book like “he is blue, dumb bitch!”) bram was the only person described in detail of more than a sentence
the way leah stood up to abby, before even realizing she had a crush on her, to her lifelong best friend and not talking to her anymore
the way abby didn’t even break up with nick because of the long-distance, she just broke up with him because she liked leah
⬆️the way that leah knew that too. she knew that they weren’t the perfect couple
5. this isn’t really slept on, but the side plot of simon and bram in leah on the offbeat
the way bram is always planning to do something for simon
simon being too afraid to talk to him about college after what happened to nick and abby
the way bram assured him that they’ll be okay and made plans so that they didn’t feel too far apart
the way that they’ve been dating for over a year at the end of leah and they kept making each other smile over sweet little nothings and how they’re so in love
the way they are holding each other at the end of the prom scene
the dumbass gays™️ finding the dumbass bisexuals and simon being shell shocked when bram was shocked but not surprised
the way they are both described when they receive texts from each other (like they become completely detached from the world around them)
dumbass gays™️ smiling at each other when they’re doing something
the way simon becomes so focused on bram when they’re doing something in a crowd and vise versa
6. abby’s feelings. this is a big one
yes, a lot of the plot was how she was feeling after her and nick’s breakup but it was always about leah when they were fighting and never abby
she was always the support and it was never taken into consideration that leah fucked up too. it annoyed me honestly
like during every fight they had it was just leah yelling at her and abby just apologizing and still never getting it right
like leah was always the one to storm off, abby always stayed
abby literally came out to leah and leah was too selfish to even consider her
(they were so cute by the end though, they became so unproblematic)
the way abby’s feelings were never taken into consideration when leah would storm off on her (i know it was literally narrated by leah but you know)
⬆️the way she felt like she had to be perfect played into that because she never wanted to show herself being upset about something
bram and simon are my favorites, can you tell?
The whole thing about Bram loving Simon longer than Simon loved him- just let me- sobs
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Day 1 of December Month of Madness
@asherthegayboi made “December month of madness” and I got the prompt zombie/heartbreak. I’m not too sure if I did it right but you guys should definitely join the fest!
If I'm being honest this fic could definitely be better but it’s pretty late where I am and I really wanted to do at least the first day (I will try to post every day but we all know I'm not good at that.)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/27827731
Hey! So, I was thinking, since 2020 has been so fucking crazy, why not end the year with a bang? So, I'm gonna be doing a kind of fest? But I made it myself and there's not really quite a lot of rules. So basically, all my followers? Welcome to:
December Month of Madness
Basically, the only few rules are the prompt MUST be completely random. I am gonna include the prompt list I made for myself, (via miniwebtool randomizer) but feel free to create your own!
To create a prompt:
Create a list of fanfiction tropes (I used my prompt list)
Enter the list into a Random Item generator
Get two different prompts, ex: "Loneliness/ Gone Missing"
You then need to take that prompt and somehow work it into a one shot (I'd reccomend putting your different OTPs in the randomizer too, especially if your OTPs have different dynamics to each other or you are in multiple fandoms)
I'm not quite sure how to organize this yet, but for now just tag me in the post, and make sure you include the name of the fest, the prompt, and the pairing
I will put all entries into a master list for everyone to enjoy! This isn't a competition, its just for fun!
Note: if you are uncomfortable with your entry being put into the master list, that is totally fine, just be sure to let me know!
My Prompt List:
Songfic/Heartbreak
Movie Night/Dadfoot and Moony
Fake dating/drive-by shooting
Zombie/high school
Depression/abuse
Trapped together/coffee shop AU
University/Depressed Days
One bed/death
Missing someone/high school
Hanahaki/trapped together
Zombie/dadfoot and Moony
Songfic/depression
Heartbreak/first kiss
Arranged Marrige/forehead kisses
Tooth rotting fluff/forehead kisses
Body swap/mutual pining
Unrequited love/failed surgery, pregnancy, etc.
Hanahaki/death
After full moon/first date
One bed/tooth rotting fluff
Self-harm/ university
Being bullied/ heartbreak
First date/ body swap
High school/ first kiss
Whump/historical
Royal/hanahaki
After full moon/ trapped together
Movie night/depression
Drive by shooting/heartbreak
One bed/historical
PTSD/ one bed
YALL IM SO EXCITED FOR THIS!!! WILL I POST MOST DAYS??? PROBABLY NOT BUT IN GONNA TRY
“I hate Congress—I hate the army—I hate the world—I hate myself. The whole is a mass of fools and knaves. I could almost except you and Meade.”
Alexander Hamilton to John Laurens
September 12, 1780
greatest take: mullette but while Lafayette is always confident and flirty with everyone, they get all blushy and nervous with Hercules like "me AND Hercules????? PFFF- WHAT are you SAYING, mon ami!??!!! i HAVE to laugh " idk a love that
You follow me and I am obligated to ask why
You’re snazzy.
Me patiently waiting for that one person who always leaves a long comment on my fics: 👁👅👁
one fairly common experience of gifted children is wishing for pain. wishing you had some great big horrible thing in your past so that you can justify the pain you’re in, and so that you’ll deserve help. it’s exhausting and it fucks you up and to anyone out there who feels like they haven’t suffered enough to get help: you’re allowed to want help. you’re in enough pain. you deserve to feel better
Wait
Hold up
So it’s not weird that I daydream about awful things happening and they make me cry but in the end something good happens and I get help and love and support? Sometimes (most of the time lol) I day dream about getting adopted and having a really nice loving family….but honestly I want that I just don’t wish for my parents death
I thought I was the only one...
I would always wish for something bad to happen, and reading lots of fan fics and books where the characters would go through a lot of stuff which made me think my “perfect” life was unworthy of sadness
Jefferson: You should be addicted to shutting the fuck up.
Hamilton: You wanna kiss me so bad it makes you look so stupid.
me: gets a comment on a old fic that i forgot about
me: :)))