the only you that you should care about is the real you

Hi I'm a trans artist + writer. You can call me Blue. I like to draw. And write fanfics. And make comics. I'm into multiple fandoms and I have OC's. Please be nice :) I'm just a silly guy doing silly guy things. Pfp by Midnight_Anemone on ArtFight!

[orkyydorky]

this too shall pass

[orkyydorky]

HURRY UP

[anexperimentallife]

[labelleizzy]

Everyone reblog this. Mandatory.

[darklightthedragon]

Welp if it’s mandatory then sure

[princesssokphanny]

A once-in-a-lifetime shot — the moon perfectly framed by a rainbow. Caught at just the right time. 🌈 🌕

[kedreeva]

Sourcing the photos as taken by Mark Ham on Instagram, according to one of the replies.

[leebrontide]

Happy Pride month to the moon

[prompts-in-a-barrel]

"You don't know me. I'm not the same person anymore."

"That's okay. I'll get to know you again."

[californiannostalgia]

[raggadollie]

I have to be honest and admit that sometimes it felt like people claiming an actual fight between ragatha and jax would've changed the course of the circus forever was the bias talking but low-key I'm being convinced it's true

[bluestarboydraws]

I felt this so strongly that when I wrote a Ragatha fanfic I had exactly that happen

they both have the same fears they’re two sides of the same coin they get on each others nerves so much like COME ON I just had to write it

[bluestarboydraws]

would just like people to know the ao3 curse? Thought it wasn’t a big deal, you know —

but then one of my fics got a lot of attention over a short amount of time and yesterday I choked on my daily medication and twisted my ankle

it’s out to get me.

[miaabobriha]

Dank spidey memes

[aaloosshitposting]

"If I were orpheus I wouldn't look back"

But we look back everyday- rechecking emails, making sure a friend is still behind you, checking to see if you remebered to pick up your keys. It's second nature, a habit of care.

It was second nature for him too. He looked back, not out of weakness, but love. For what is love, if not to look back?

[bluestarboydraws]

this is one of the stories that I know I would absolutely be Orpheus. I look back constantly. I’ll check up on those I love constantly, ask them if they’d eaten anything, pay for their meals when they forget, double text and triple text, draw their favorite characters, start learning about their favorite thing because it’s their favorite thing, gathering rocks and shells and flowers and sunset skies saying “I thought you’d like this” hoping that through looking back they will hear how I want to say I care, I love you far more than the times I do say it, even though I say it as often as I can.

love is looking back. Love is caring enough to look back to make sure that your loved ones are okay and safe and sound and to wrap them up in your arms tightly if they’re not (with consent ofc),

this goes for even if you’re not my lover. If you’re friend of mine you’re a loved one. I refuse to be the kind of person that calls friendships inferior or not as important as romantic relationships, fuck that. If I love you I look back. always.

[fatjunglejulia]

You don’t have to think you’re hot but other people inevitably are going to so you at least need learn to accept that perception with grace instead of falling back on self deprecation every time someone is brave enough to call you cute

[redstonedust]

watched enough explosive friend group break ups that now every time some of my friends are kinda quiet towards me im like "damn what if theyre in a secret group chat compiling an extensive list of everything ive ever done wrong?" as if thats like a normal thing to experience in your friendships.

[bluestarboydraws]

you see I’ve had this except it wasn’t explosive, people would just ice me out, so when people get quiet I have to resist the urge to ask “did I do something are we good everything ok” cuz I don’t want to be annoying asf

I don’t know what I would prefer if I could tbh, like I never got a reason as to what I did wrong ever and so I’ve always been like “well id like to know why they’re doing this i don’t understand why they can’t even tell me that” but hearing that people would make straight up lists of everything you did wrong is diabolical T-T

[redstonedust]

i think people really under sell the physical side effects of mental health disorders sometimes. like sure the depression and anxiety may be 'just in your head' but when what's in your head happens to disrupts your sleep schedule and prevent you from going outside regularly and eating consistent meals and exercising and generally taking care of your body. well it sure takes its toll huh.

[bluestarboydraws]

yeah it’s like I’m nauseous. Im constantly tired. I feel like I’m going to throw up. I’m shaky and unsteady on my feet. I can’t stop crying. It’s hard to find energy to do simple tasks. Like bro it is not “just in your head” it affects ALL of me T-T I wish people understood this better

[purple42]

EVERYONE YOU SHOULD ALL BE VERY PROUD OF ME I JUST ATE FOOD IT WAS SCARY AND IT WASNT RASPBERRIES BUT I DID IT. ACCORDING TO MOST SOURCES I AM STILL ALIVE. WHICH IS VERY UNEXPECTED.

[bluestarboydraws]

yay three cheers for eating food even when it’s scary!!!

[redstonedust]

the whole "insulting someone based on their appearance is bad because it could indirectly hurt people you like who share that feature" is a good start for unlearning body shaming but i do think we need to go further and remind people that even if there was some physical trait that was magically 10000% exclusive to conservatives and creeps and nobody else ever had it, we still shouldnt be insulting them based on that. because the problem with them is not their appearance its their ideology and actions. by insulting their appearance you arent just indirectly insulting others who look like that, youre literally not making the correct point. stay on topic ya know.

[junietuesday]

white people go like “is anyone going to redesign this nonhuman evil character as a poc?” and not wait for an answer

[junietuesday]

white people go “is anyone going to redesign this nonhuman good character as a white person?” and not wait for an answer

[junietuesday]

white people can rb but please do not clown

[junietuesday]

white people really cant give a shit abt anyone but themselves unless held at gunpoint or smth huh?

“what about the poor little white kids just trying to have fun?” what about the poor little kids of color made to feel unsafe and unwelcome in a space that was supposed to be fun?

“why can’t poc just make their own redesigns and we can keep these ones” why cant you realize that your actions have consequences and that you should maybe try to not enforce racist stereotypes??

like ofc its ideal to have VARIETY among both villains AND protagonists, its when your characters look like this

that the issue arises

scratch “can”, white people are encouraged to reblog

[catantennae]

[Image description: 3 white stickmen labeled as "good guys" and 3 Brown stickmen labeled as "bad guys". End image description.]

[tooies]

stop treating killing dragons as this act of bravery and valor. maybe ou should be kissieng and loving the dragons instead. and be more niceys

[bunnygirlpaws]

girl wearing a shirt that says "i was very brave and now i get dragon cuddles" on a date with her dragon gf

[bluestarboydraws]

be nice to dragons <3 theyre just cuties <33

[goldcrescent]

My new pet peeve is people completely misunderstanding the term Male Gaze and making the term female gaze based entirely on that misunderstanding

[goldcrescent]

the white boy of the month pushing his hair back and reading poetry for the camera is not the equivalent of the dehumanization of women in visual media by way of presenting them primarily as vessels for sexual gratification

[animentality]

[leebrontide]

One time my dad came to family dinner all excited “you know that show Sherlock? I hear fans are writing whole new stories for it online”

And in perfect unison my sister and I yelled “DAD NO!” So vehemently he stopped in his tracks.

Then a look of dawning comprehension on his face.

“Oh, this is like Kirk and Spock, isn’t it”

And I died right then and there.

[bluestarboydraws]

thats beautiful katie