Idk

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Ok so I’ve been eating Eden finley’s book up like a mad woman

I’ve read the whole fake boyfriend and cu hockey series in 2 weeks and I’ve now reached shameless puckboy and tbh I had such a hype on this book but idk it’s just not clicking for me? I don’t want to dnf this book bc idk it will hurt my heart but maybe I will? Or maybe I’ll just do a lil break and read a cute book again maybe rwarb again? To get my reading slump out of my system bc of the book idk someone help

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Today was the day my therapy sessions ended I had my last meeting with my amazing therapist who I even considered a coach a second mom and a friend

I’ve been through so much with her and I’ve grown into the person I am now today thanks to her

She listened to all my book rents my tv shows obsession and my love for music

She helped me through body image my confidence and so many stuff that happened

I’m forever grateful to have meet her

I know part of the journey is to get to the finish line everyone needs to leave the nest spread the wings and test their ability to fly with the knowledge they have gained back home she is part of my home

It’s bittersweet me needing to leave and stop a significant part of my life and week but knowing I’m a strong new good and kind person who can be sure of themselves is all the reassurance I need

She gave me a scrapbook to help me cherish thoughts and memories the first one I put on it was today and I’ll keep writing memories in it

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How is it fair that I’m crying over a book again???

Damm Eden Finley what did you put in the fake boyfriend series and why are Matt and Noah so damm cute and why am I crying over them??

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Yesterday I heated The Man by Taylor Alison swift in the car with my new cd for the first time and I just got chills? Like a different kind and I heard it with my brothers and I was like playing the words and acting like it means something (bc it does) and they looked at me weird. Then I played the archer and I was so close to crying lol I feel her music in my bones it’s not even funny

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It’s so funny the nhl is using heated rivalry as a mean to get more viewers when the main thing at the books is how toxic that league is and how much it needs to change

And let me tell you something they are not going to change in that league so yeah lol

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MY opinion on stranger things ending

I just finished stranger things.

Here’s the opinion no one asked for🙏🏼

I don't know what all the hate was for, I liked it, and I liked the ending, I don't think they could have given us a better ending a better finale than that.

!!!SPOILER ALERT!!!

I liked that they gave us a choice to make for the kind of ending we got for El’s character, that they let us decide what we wanted her character to go through. It could have been her dying but also her might finding that small town with the 3 waterfalls and the safe space where no one knows who she is and what she can do. Bc my baby El deserves a happy ending and she will have it!!

that Steve didn't end up with Nancy because he deserves 6 kids like he wants and showed us through all of the series that he can manage and love! And he got a good job where he can teach kids and idk help them figure shit out and I know he will do it correctly! she deserves to be independent and have that job she wanted and I know she did climb that ladder and became like a CEO or something better! And I want to believe that her and Jonathan (which ngl I didn’t love him that much until that last few episodes where he finally spoke truth and got over his insecurities and let’s be honest I LOVE. Character development!) got married and have like good jobs and a great life together.

And Dustin didn't lose Steve!! He didn’t lose another one of he’s father figures, bc if I’m real yeah Eddie and Steve they are he’s father’s, and I’m glad he got to save one of them to be his mentor and his safe space. And when Dustin uses his knowledge to save the world, I’m gonna say “I TOLD YOU ALL” bc my sweetie got his happy ending.

I liked that Will didn't end up with Mike because let's face it, Mike is not that’s good looking and so so straight it hurts my back. But him not ending with Mike didn’t take away from his ending with whoever he chooses and he will chose someone to be his partner his lover and his partner in life and in crime bc he’s gonna need that person to be a little crazy and more outgoing than him in the great words of Elena from heated rivalry “he deserves sunshine”. Will is so smart and I know he’ll do good In life and I know he will have fun doing it!

Max and Lucas got the ending they deserve. Them being in love and having a relationship so strong and healthy that will last forever I want to think that they’ll name their child after Billy (if it’s a boy) And maybe El or Jane (if it’s a girl) bc I know deep inside that max still misses her brother even if he was a bit mean ( a lot mean) he didn’t deserve to die like that .

I liked that they hinted that this series is actually real and Mike, he is the writer passing along all of the stories of the ones who didn’t get to see the ending like Eddie, Barb, Dustin’ cat and who knows maybe even Eleven. And the ones who did get to see it. I love that they implied that Mike actually could be one of the brothers who created this series.

And robin having a happy ending as well I’m just gonna cry

that Holly and her friends and that Derek is her friend I mean you gotta love delightful Derek. Them all together "continuing the tradition". I love holy and I hope she will have an amazing rest of her childhood. And Erica being that smart student she is she’ll excel anything she touch!

So yeah lol I think it was the way it needed to be

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[sheisraging]

i'm not crying, you're crying.

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The little dance I’m deadddd

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Guys I just started a new book called “for the fans” by Nyla k I read such good things bout it wish me luck!!

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My aspirations in life is to have a relationship like Taylor and Travis has it’s just so pure adorable and beautiful I want to be loved like that lol

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Taylor saying she’s not an athlete like Travis while running a 3.5 hour show on heels is so funny to me

[icedhockey]

QUINNESOTA?????

[flyersyaoi]

what do you mean quinn hughes isn’t a cancuk and mitch marner isn’t a leaf and brad marchand isn’t a bruin and mikko rantanen isn’t an av

[pandoraslxna]

There is no fucking reason for him to look like that. This isn’t Quaritch this is Whoritch. Cover them up, slut.

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I want a tv show based solely on the song “champagne problems” by Taylor swift

Like she basically tells us a whole us story with that poet and I just need it to become real

It’s like the right person wrong time type thing but also lost love bc even if it is the right one they’ll never end up together

Like I need the show to just be devastating without a good ending of happy ever after with the main lovers at first bc sometimes we don’t get that in life but the ending will be that they got their happy ending but not with each others? If that makes sense idk

[thingsisaidwasdumb]

That TV show exist it’s called Gilmore Girls. Champagne Problems is literally Rory and Logan’s Plot

You had a speech, you're speechless

Love slipped beyond your reaches

And I couldn't give a reason

Champagne problems

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Ok but like I really don’t want to be rude but like I need the show to have a likable not a rude egomaniac so not a girls girl as the “star”

I just don’t really like Rory nor Lorelei (she’s better than her daughter but still)

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I want a tv show based solely on the song “champagne problems” by Taylor swift

Like she basically tells us a whole us story with that poet and I just need it to become real

It’s like the right person wrong time type thing but also lost love bc even if it is the right one they’ll never end up together

Like I need the show to just be devastating without a good ending of happy ever after with the main lovers at first bc sometimes we don’t get that in life but the ending will be that they got their happy ending but not with each others? If that makes sense idk

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Idk if you ever heard a love song like “older” or “jawbreaker” or even” I’m scared I’ll never sleep”by 5sos but every single time I’ve ever listened to those songs I just feel so much I feel happy to know love like that exist I feel sad to yet experience it I feel hopeful and scared I feel like I can’t wait for my future and to feel like a family with a person who is just right

Like and those songs were all written on the same couple

I want to have love that is so strong and powerful that he’ll feel like the song older is about like he don’t want to grow old without me

Or a song about how he has a thing that only I know how to calm down how I can make the darkness go away even if he’s a happy person how I can make him happier

And a song about how he knows what I like and done and how he can fall asleep without me next to him bc it’s just it feels cold and so emotionally hard to not have the person you love next to you at the end of the day helping you through sorting stuff you think of

And I want to have a future with that person that right person to make my heart jump like crazy to make my stomach feel all tingly (in a good way not the way you feel when you remember something embarrassing)

God I just wanna be loved by someone unconditionally

But yeah I just wanted to share🫶