BuggyGirl_lol!

Ao3 fanfic writer Aspiring psychologist Gender confused Cat Lover [PFP ART NOT MINE. found on Pinterest]

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Haven’t posted in forever lol, anyway my lovey bugs, here is Battat 🥹 he has many theories he must tell you! Yes yes yes!

I love him so much I genuinely want to cry

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Hi my lovey bugs! I’m gonna rant about trans spamton real quick

I LOVE TRANS SPAMTON SO MUCH IT GENUINELY MAKES ME WANNA CRY AND SCREAMMMM!!!!!

I love it so much it makes so much sense it picks up on the coding and i honestly think it’s intentional!!!! Like we have had trans characters before in undertail that never outright say it but are trans!!!! Like metaton!!!! And i can’t even get into all of it rn!!! I wanna cry, anyone who doesn’t understand or actively dislikes the idea makes me so sad because it adds so much to Spamton’s character and personality and desire for freedom and a body he loves, his Neo body is literally “made out of the dreams of a lightner” you literally can’t get more trans than that!! I beg of thee to go look up a trans spamton video and bored and all of it! It’s so interesting and beautiful and I feel so loved and seen in spamton in a way that’s hard to describe. Honestly, if it wasn’t for spamton and people talking about and loving his transness i might have never accepted myself as ftm gender-fluid, honestly I’m still finding myself out gender wise, and Spamton is really helping me as a character and allegory and all my feelings as a tangible thing and omg I’m gonna cry just writing this.. anyway, rant over, I implore you to go crazy about it in the comments and explore this concept in general if you haven’t before, because it genuinely is beautiful.

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At last, I can nerd out in every fandom space I can worm into 🥹 I got them all! I am so chronically online 😭 but hey, nowI can experience the full spectrum of fanart and beautiful cringe

(and Pinterest and Instagram too I guess ….)

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My HC addions names deltarune 🥹 this is a mix of other people’s name ideas and my own! (Also ftm spamton)

Pink: Click

Blue: Banner

Orange: Payton

Yellow: Vidion

White: birth name Poppy(like a pop up ad) chosen name Spamton(of course)

Feel free to steal these because yeah just do lol, ftm spamton will always have my heart and I needed to put my name chart out there into the world 🥹🙏

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My Spamton HC

Addisons are they are the bird like human like non doll like things that big shot spamton is often depicted as, so he looked normal in big shot era(if a little short) but after everything with the contract and whoever or whatever (my HC is FRIEND/beneficiary) threw him into the acid lake his like normal flesh and feathers melted off, and the porcelain/plastic doll body is the skeleton of and Addison. Idk how to explain it but I’m thinking like this

Top layer is like fat and tissue and skin and whatever extremities/external organs, Second layer is the almost exoskeleton like skeleton, and under that is all the internal organs and vital parts, like heart and lungs and stuff. (Also, the nose is part of the skeleton but had a layer of skin and stuff on it)

So that is why Tenna got scared and didn’t recognize him, because he basically just looked like an Addison without his skin, I would be freaked out too 😭

I’m probably thinking way to hard about this, but that’s part of the fun! What do you guys think of this HC? I probably missed something, but this is just my two cents!

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Hi my lovey bugs!

So I think one of my friends found my A3o account. So I changed my user name 😅 some of the old links I have posted probably will not work anymore, but on request, I can always post the links again! And to match, I have changed my username on here, I think I need to wait for a little bit for it to go through but whenever I find the time I will post the new link to my works on here!!!

thanks for all of the love and understanding 🩷 (freaky Spamtenna fic in the works!)

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Hi my lovey bugs!

I know I haven’t written anything in a while, lowkey been kinda depressed, but I finally did! It’s kinda a will Byers character study, kinda a vent thing, and BIG TW for SH as that is what it is about, so if you don’t wanna read it or it could be triggering, please don’t, just take care of yourself and have a wonderful day 🩷

https://archiveofourown.org/works/82858576

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Happy birthday Michael queerler. Idk if I’m late I saw people talking about it on tt and thought i should post!

I hate him(lovingly) hopefully that party in the closet is fun and he had a cake(he wishes it was Will’s cake but he’ll never get it, Will is too good for him)

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Congrats to one of the best fanfiction site out there for getting out of beta! I honestly have no clue what it means but I think it’s a good thing and now I can Gatekeep a little bit by saying I was here for beta lol

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I haven’t read or watched the great Gatsby, but I really like the song New Money(reprise) from the musical and I think that Nick fellow should kiss mr the Gatsby, I think they would like to hold hands. Anyway, should i actually engage with this media in any actual meaningful way? And am I right about that Mr the great Gatsby should be kissing Nick?

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Gender dysphoria is so shitty, like wtf do you mean I wanna cry because I have t!ts and a feminine face and don’t look like a sleazy salesman???????

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Hi my lovey bugs! My Addison/pre transition spamton fanart was pretty good, so I made big shot era spamton!!(I had trouble drawing his jacket so I made him hold it lol)

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Hi my lovey bugs! I still am losing my mind over trans spamton, so I give you: pre transition spamton!!

(I had trouble taking the picture so you might have to turn your phone on the side, sorry :[ ) with and without text! 

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Just posting to say that there is something so gender affirming about watching South Park with my dad.

Like I’m not out, and he still sees me as his daughter, but it feels very much like(at least with stereotypes) a father-son thing to watch South Park together while eating the unhealthiest  snacks possible.

Idk, I have a brother, but he doesn’t really like that type of humor and I do so it is very much a me and my dad thing, and I feel like his son when I get to do these types of things with him. Nothing will be able to replicate the gender euphoria I feel being his son, even if he doesn’t know it yet 🩷

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Hi my lovey bugs!

So I’m trying to figure out a place where I can host naughty art so I can post it on ao3! I know I can’t post that stuff on here, but idk where else I can! If you have any suggestions or knowledge on where/what I can do pleaseeeee tell me in the comments

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everyone rejoice, Ao3 is back

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Very honored that my fic is the first one that shows up when put in this ship🥹