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🌿(cerebrialfreedom)🌿 hi~! i just post thing i've made. enjoy the chaos

[cerebrialfreedom]

emotions are cyclical

don't ever say you're too good to feel something.

processing emotion is a wraparound. you go in a circle, up the hill, and you'll cross that same side once again, eventually. so show yourself kindness and surrender to the process.

[cerebrialfreedom]

i'm-a here

i've been writing more than drawing. i have a lot of animatic ideas ;_; but no experience to do them. excuses excuses but yeah. i don't want to do stick figures for OC animatics of smosh videos LOL

anyway, besides that, writing has been coming along really well. i write a TON, every day, all day basically.

and i've been errrrrrr working on a project i've been doing since late 2024 or early 2025. i believe late 2024. i've been transcribing the entirety of our life: beginnings and always. literally writing out every bit of dialogue and the pathways that different choices bring in a labeled, heading'd, bookmark'd, clickable digital pdf that is navigable and has screenshots from the game.

this was for my longfic, which has been renamed to Across the Sand from 'The Love Triangles That Roll Across the Sand (In Straight Lines)'. The old title was long af and i felt like it was not only a mouthful but made it hard to understand the purpose of the story from that title. Across the Sand felt better.

as of today 3/18/2026, the work will be hidden from you because i put it in a collection so i can tweak it, edit it, and mess around with it without publishing a 'in progress' work, and also so that i can preserve the comments and interactions/engagement the fic got before i did a whole ass rewrite of it in Sept 2025

in the near future, the work will be unhidden, obv. when that happens, you can ignore the above disclaimer and just click the link

uh i was gonna post an excerpt of chapter 1 but idk. i'm thinking too much.

k thanks bye.

[cerebrialfreedom]

this is EMBARRASSING

sooooooooooooooooooooooooo i tried to draw lisa from the soundtrack cover of silent hill

i have been on a streak of listening to 'no tomorrow' on loop over and over. something about it is both soothing and heartwrenching. i can't get it out of my head.

i was gonna do a drawing of her with all the blood and stuff too but i found that this simple recreation was the furthest test of my abilities possible

the main thing (because i don't want this to just be me sharting on myself) is that there's a softness to the design that is hard to replicate in a two-dimensional plane, AND just in general without knowing basic anatomy and proportioning

so she ended up coming out like ronald mcdonald or pennywise the clown

i'm still posting it because maybe this'll kick my grass (without the gr) into gear yeehaw

k bye thanks

[cerebrialfreedom]

I’m Clyde but yea sure

hi clyde i'm dad

[cerebrialfreedom]

TAKE ME HIGGHHHHHEERRRRR

TO A PLACE WHERE BLIND MEN CAN SEEEEE

ik that's right

i'm assuming you're referencing the song 'higher' by creed. never knew about it until your ask.

my answer: it's a nice song and it actually helped me feel a little better. <3 ty stranger

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[cerebrialfreedom]

more cough for your asses

i am trying to make sure my blog directory links work…soooo

i am posting a quick doodle i did. actually isn’t the worst!

it’s

it’s of cough (cove)

hopefully the 'tagged/art' directory will actually WORK now because there's multiple posts

k ty bye

[cerebrialfreedom]

i want to post art but me no good at it

i really want to do the cvnty thing and just post progress photos and screenies of my art. i just feel like it isn't good, but i want to draw more. i want to make animations and animatics.

of my ocs and junk, just stuff that most neurodivergent mentally ill POC artistic femmes do.

ofc, it does open my stuff up for criticism, and also, me no good at it.

but here ya go goobers

left is cough hoggen from our spite: three houses (cove holden from our life: beginnings and always) and left (i almost wrote left twice) right is a screenie from smosh.

[cerebrialfreedom]

does it ever get any easier?

dear anonymous,

Hi. 🌿 I hope this finds you well.

I don't know if it does in the immediate. But I know that everything will be better in the end. That's all you can really focus on.

I'm sorry that I don't have much insight to provide.

I wish that I did. But, I don't. That's the sad part. I don't know what I'm going to do with my life any more than you do.

[cerebrialfreedom]

I wrote this around November or December 2023. It's crazy because it was one of the worst times of my life and I genuinely thought I wouldn't make it out. Yet, here I am. Life does indeed go on, doesn't it?

I just kinda wish it'd been able to go on a lot sooner, with people and opportunity by my side.

Also...softcore reboot? I'm back?

[cerebrialfreedom]

does it ever get any easier?

dear anonymous,

Hi. 🌿 I hope this finds you well.

I don't know if it does in the immediate. But I know that everything will be better in the end. That's all you can really focus on.

I'm sorry that I don't have much insight to provide.

I wish that I did. But, I don't. That's the sad part. I don't know what I'm going to do with my life any more than you do.

[cerebrialfreedom]

wassup my homies the name is jamie

why be a goon when you can get more brainy

*80s dancing intensifies*

[cerebrialfreedom]

🌿hiatus🌿

I'm just as lost as you are. I'm taking time away from it.

I feel empty most days. I try not to but, I still do. I feel everything that I could feel in a moment and then it flees back into a greyness that's suffocating.

I just don't think my life is important enough to blog about. I think there are other people and things that people would care about more.

So, I'm just going to step away. It's healthier for me this way.

Nobody really cares, so I don't know why I'm posting this. It doesn't matter. Sorry for wasting your time, if you were following up until now.

I don't know if I'll come back. If I do, I don't know when.

<3

[cerebrialfreedom]

i forgot about "favorite thing" in stardew and then this came up, haha

i mean not inaccurate haha

[cerebrialfreedom]

i genuinely conked out as soon as i got home. sorry.

the babies keep me alive. being around them just brings so much refreshment to my soul even when it’s a really bad day for me.

i love them. 🥺

will edit this post into a full one later :-))

[cerebrialfreedom]

today was marginally better. i want to say that i have many things to be thankful for. it’s just hard sometimes to see past what i am not thankful for.

i want to make a full-fledged post once i get home, so brb gotta get my Tuberculosis test examined so I can be certified hood classic

[cerebrialfreedom]

🌿poem: rain I🌿

by Imani-Fatimah

if the sky could make phone calls

would it ask us to defy gravity?

I stare at the sun

blinded by my hope for a soon-to-be memory:

the invisible rope that keeps me here snapping to pieces.

It tethers me to a place where

gunshots come before alibis,

and the truth is uglier than the lie.

Then I’d be there.

In deep gold.

In sunrise.

In everywhere beneath me.

My body,

pushed by a column of air

would shrink into nothing.

I dream of a day where I’m weightless.

the clouds

like a blanket

for the places in my soul,

cold and broken.

I dream of a day where it weighs less.

An answer to this is the rain.

It enters and it departs,

but it changes the way we move even after it’s gone.

We speak softer.

We strain to keep warm.

We shield our eyes,

and we don’t look up.

But if tried,

all of us would be witnesses

to its end.

The bridge between Earth and Heaven shattering.

Glass like semi-colons written

in the humidity.

Like an ellipses for time itself.

The thunder would soon break the silence, being the scream, but before would be the shock.

The waiting.

A pause for breath before God causes us to continue.

[cerebrialfreedom]

why did I not know about this until now

[cerebrialfreedom]

i aspire to manifest and maintain this same energy for the remainder of my days