I will suggest listen to this while reading.
warning āļø self harm, please get help and try to communicate with someone who you are close with.
you were laying on your bed, lost in many thoughts remembering your past traumas, feeling nothing but lost in those memories how many times you wished there was someone who you could hug and rest your head on their shoulder while you tell them about the pain you were going through, soon your mind started to feel numb after all those negative memories until you felt a warm hand on your arm, you felt shiver even tho his palm was warm, you turn around and looked at him, he had a concern look on his face and he knew what you were thinking.
ā you seemed lost, are you ok?ā He said in a very gentle voice almost like a whisper.
ā yeahā¦I mean I was just think about something thatās allā
ā thinking about those memories again?ā He said will brushing your hair away from your forehead and looking at you with glossy eyes. You didnāt said anything and just looked away trying to avoid eye contact, he took your both hands and gently kiss the back of your hand then gently touches your scars on your forearm, at this point you are holding back you are tears trying not to cry because you know he will stay up all night worried and thinking he isnāt enough to heal your pain, ā wait a second second let m-ā he opened the drawer near bed and took a marker he removes the cap and started to draw flowers, stars, hearts on your scars at this point you donāt even know you are already crying, he is sooo gentle with it and focusing on your forearm makes sure to draw with perfection. When he was done with it he kept the marker on the side table and holds your face with both hands while he is wiping your tears with his thumb brings your face closer to his and gently kisses your forehead then presses his soft lips to yours after few seconds he pulls away and looks at you with glossy eyes while you are still crying not because of past but his pure love, the love you never thought you gonna get, the love you only read in books, the love that can heal you. He presses his forehead to yours gently ā I am sorryā he said.
ā for what?ā You asked.
ā for being lateā¦I know there were times when you needed me but I was far awayā¦didnāt had any idea that my soulmate was in pain and hopeless. I am sorry for being late but I promise I will be here whenever you need me, I know I canāt heal your scars or take your past traumas away but I will make sure your new chapters of life is fullest with Joy and love, I promis-ā you cut him off by hugging him ā shh donāt say anything just stay like thisā¦ā you said while hugging him and he hugged back pressing soft kisses to your shoulder, inhaling his scent which is your favorite thing about him that brings comfort to you, while hugging you he made a oath to himself that he will never ever hurt you or let anyone else hurt you, he was always ready to break someone's bones just for you but now his main goal was to make you always happy and let you know he loves you to the end of last breath.
Han Seojun (from true beauty), bang chan, Felix.
bakugou, Dabi, kuroo, bakotu, Atsumu, Osamu, suna, Aizawa, hawks, mlqc victor, sakusa, eren.
note from me: I know this is hella cringe š but These are the words I wished I hear from someone butā¦anyways please ignore my English I am a dropped out student and English isnāt my native language.
