Chaotic Sapphic

I post my music and doodles and such here. trans girl, she/her, 29 y/o, bisexual. doomer shit begone, despair can come back when we’ve decided to try our best first

[pup-everasking]

newly unemployed disabled trans girl needs help !

hiiiiiii it's j 💕

yesterday i quit my job due to mistreatment from management. i was hoping to have a lot more time to figure things out before it got to this point, but things hit a fever pitch and i had to get out of there. i'm finding myself back at square one very suddenly, a lot more disabled than i was last time i had to job hunt, and frankly i'm. scared :')

i'm very thankful that my partner, their parents, and our roommates are willing to be flexible in helping cover some of my expenses while i rest and recover and find a new job, but i still need some extra support to make ends meet.

trying to build up savings so i can pay rent and our utility bills over the coming months is my main concern right now. any help at all is deeply deeply appreciated ... even just reblogging helps a ton. thank you all 💖

v: @jmaeveb / c: $jmaeveb / ask for paypal if needed

[amaranthine-paws]

thank you to everyone who helped me make rent last month 💗💗

i currently have enough money in my bank account to pay for rent this month, but we need to get groceries this week and the utility bills are coming up as well.

setting my goal for making rent since i'll most likely have to pull from what i currently have saved to pay for everything else:

$0/$370

💖💖💖

[amaranthine-paws]

$25/$370

[mousidy]

even if that random trans woman did do all that I don't care lol

[mousidy]

very funny that literally just riffing on a common tumblr joke about women, but with an especially marginalized group of women, has people months later coming to me like "oh yeah well what about what THIS trans woman you've never met did?" and the answer is still I don't care lol

[mousidy]

if I had posted the same thing without the word "trans" the population of this website would go "true" and then keep scrolling

[mousidy]

TMEs see the words "trans woman" and they fly into a bloodthirsty rage

[lakemojave]

Happy Pride Month everyone! Remember 4 months ago when the CEO of this platform harassed and chased a trans woman off this website just for posting her transition timeline, then chased her to other social media platforms to continue harassing her, and threatened to call the FBI if she continued disputing the multiple dubious terminations of her blogs that did not violate tumblr's terms of service in any way? And despite tumblr staff insisting that the CEO was acting against their interests, the broad transmisogyny evident in the site's culture and moderation policy has still not been adequately addressed?

[lakemojave]

Remember that staff is continuing to nuke the blogs of trans women even after all of this. Remember this post when they call this site the queerest place on the internet again this month

[lakemojave]

It's 2 years later. It's gotten worse. Happy pride month.

[satanfemme]

[aetheryi]

hey, might be homeless soon and foods rough. Donate if you like keeping cute trans girls alive

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[nyalice-in-wonderland]

She's a really good friend and a total sweetheart, help her out if you can please

[zocomi]

it's genuinely one of the kindest and most wondeful thing, please support it 💙💙

[fluffiest-fox-kira]

Don't often reblog these,

Help it, or just spread the word if you can, please. It's a wonderful mutual to see on my dash <3

[goatstrogen]

you can add me on discord and never say a word because i love you

[goatstrogen]

you can add me on discord and text me everyday because i love you

[godsstrongestshithead]

My oc should meet your oc, like a playdate

[ashstfu]

caring about things is cool being passionate is cool being earnest is cool being genuine is cool being compassionate is cool

[skyscrapersanddandelions]

kids of color, you’re allowed to get a bitey when a white friend does something racist. literally 0 percent of people of color are obligated to be nice and palatable for white people. holding your tongue in the name of kindness doesn’t really do much in regards to stuff like this because white people are going to see you calling out their own racism as unkind anyways. white people, if a person of color comes off as aggressive while calling you out for racism, just fucking listen to them. they’re not coming from nowhere, and believe it or not: they know more about racism than you do! shocker, i know. just thickskin it, because it’s really not about you.

[skyscrapersanddandelions]

white ppl can rb but keep your damn mouths shut

[userfish]

tumblr distilled into a tweet

[pillmillipedes]

Now That's What I Call Ragebait

[caats]

[scarabesque-returns]

[sabojude]

[chixie-roixmr]

i don’t know if there’s really any better place to put this, but it’s mostly just rambling anyways. always had a weird feeling looking back at some friendships i used to have, y’know?

like, it’s one thing to have friends who still keep in touch with me, they’ve seen me grow into who i am. but it’s different to be like “oh i used to know this person, i can see a glimpse of how they’ve changed.” I try not to let the ghosts of myself hang around in any physical sense for too long, so i wonder if they ever came across any remnants of my digital paper trail i’ve tried to cut from my current self and thought about me at all. i wonder if they ever thought about me as a person capable of change or just sorta. predicted i’d be the same. i wonder if they knew i was a girl who didn’t yet figure that out herself.

i’d like to think i’m better now, at least, emotionally and in speaking to people, than i used to be, but i still think about whether or not me being worse back then branded or tinted the memories. sometimes the thought comes by on whether or not i’d actually reconnect with them, but i usually go by the pseudo vampiric “not unless invited” type approach. i don’t wanna say it’s nostalgia, or that it’d work out, but i’d like to do right by them if they were so inclined, and by myself, by giving these things another go now that i’m actually… me. like, i have an identity. i’m not flawless or someone who’s figured it all out or anything, but i know who i am, now, and i can talk about more of myself, listen to and understand more about others in kind.

I dunno. i guess if you know me you know me, and if you get the feeling you used to know someone like me, from a dead blog on tumblr or a skype era buried username, it’s up to you to find out.

[jennyforeigner]

Just got a chatgpt ad where the use case was "can't decide a new years resolution". I can't think of anything more sad than needing a robot to tell you what your own ambitions are. Loser shit.

[jennyforeigner]

Five thousand people have reblogged this and only like three people have opted into the human experience and told me their ambitions for the year. I will be sword fighting 100 different people.

[jennyforeigner]

[wolfertinger666]

burn it 🔥

(he/him) 🐇

[wolfertinger666]

said this on bluesky but:

i genuinely encourage non black people to engage with this, who might be worried they can't because of the word "nigga" because they feel like it's overstepping. the only way it would be overstepping is saying it to me when ur not black, but please don't be afraid to engage with black art.

i kinda get annoyed when non black people police other non blacks on how to engage with black culture because it creates a problem where non black people avoid us all together which can be extremely isolating and create even MORE tension and overall being uneducated.

[downsouthdyke]

what do we need to say to make y'all give a damn abt black women

[downsouthdyke]

I need to pay rent. I need to pay $127 by the 17th or they're closing my credit card account. I need to pay $243 by the 20th or lose our car insurance. I've been trying to get enough to turn my gas back on for months now (like most of the year!) and never reach goal.

Idk what to say to make y'all care abt a disabled Black lesbian. In the unforgiving deep south. Working but still struggling under medical debt and the poor life quality of Alabama. If y'all can reach goal for white folks to have game consoles and plushies and weed and piss poor fanfic u can show up for a disabled Black woman.

cshapp: $sailorsylvie

zlle: [email protected]

pypal: [email protected]

vnmo: Serena-Manning

Kofi

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Thank u in advance to all who reblog and help!

[downsouthdyke]

Sorry to not update ive been really busy at work and very stressed, thank y'all for the help so far! Im still tryna get my head above water. I've been behind on things so long that I'm still struggling to get things back in good standing. Please keep sharing this post if u can!

[downsouthdyke]

Update: i got my car looked at and got an oil change but the check engine light is for something different! Not a pressing matter rn though so i'll try to not worry about it!

it's getting chilly here lately so I would rly like to able to turn the gas back on so we can have heating and hot water and be able to cook again.

My wife is also starting a new job mid november! Her original start date was the 5th but they pushed it back AFTER her 2 weeks end date at her current job was finalized, so there will be like 2-3 weeks where we will be struggling even more down one paycheck. Please keep helping if u can! Thank u for everyrhing so far!

[downsouthdyke]

Gotten about $40 in a week, please help!

[downsouthdyke]

I rly need to get gas and a few proteins as im diabetic. Please help.

[downsouthdyke]

Rly struggling still. Please help.

[olocks66]

Did this in powerwash simulator (: